~Emerald~
“You are pregnant, Luna Emerald.”
My heart beats so fast again when I remember these words from the pack doctor. She just informed me about my pregnancy. A pregnancy that I can't wait to tell my husband about.
Alpha James, the new Alpha King of Crescent Moon Pack was my husband. We got married almost a year ago and now I could still recall that very moment when my life had changed. It was just a forced marriage. We both agreed on the name of our packs.
As time goes by, I have formed feelings for him. A feeling that I know I am scared of telling him. James and I were not real mates. He hasn't found his real mate yet. We have agreed that once he finds her, he will leave me. He would reject our marriage and I can have my freedom.
I agreed at first, but after a year of being together, I have learned that I can't lose him. I can't give him to anyone, especially now that he will become a father to our child.
He has no idea about my pregnancy and I can't wait to tell him about it. I can't wait to let anyone know that I am carrying the Alpha King's heir.
Tonight, my life will change. His treatment of me will change. Alpha James will never be cold again just like what he used to do after we got married. I know how important the child of the Alpha King is. A child will change his perception of me. He will learn to love me now because I am carrying his heir.
I can't wait to let him know about this. After leaving the pack doctor, I stayed in my room to wait for Alpha James. He was gone for three days now because of pack duty and tonight, he's back and I prepared this moment to make the surprise more engaging for him.
Together with the maid of the pack, we prepared a small surprise for Alpha James. Once he entered the house, we were going to surprise him with the news about my pregnancy.
“Luna Emerald, your husband is finally here!” I stood up immediately when I heard Vivian, my personal maid informed me about Alpha James.
“I'm coming!” I responded, wearing my sweet smile.
For the last time, I look at myself in the mirror to finally check my face. I smiled as tears fell from my eyes. The glow in my face looks so obvious. This day is the best day that has ever happened in my life and I will not let anyone ruin this moment.
I walked out of my room with my pounding heart. The happiness on my face cannot be hidden anymore. I feel so excited to see my husband again and show him what I've got for him.
However, I didn't expect what just happened next. The happiest day of my life has become a nightmare when I started hearing speculations about Alpha James. Despite that, I never entertained anything because I know none of it is true. The wolves in this pack don't like me. I won't be surprised if they made up a story about Alpha James.
At least, that's what I believe as of this moment, but when I arrived at the living room, all the maids looked up at me. They bowed their heads as if no one wanted to talk to me.
I got scared. I can feel my nerves shaking to know the problem.
“Where's Alpha James?” I asked, my heart beating so fast.
“W-We think this is not the best moment to surprise Alpha James, Luna Emerald,” Vivian uttered in her sad voice.
I crossed my arms, not minding the fears in my heart.
“There are commotions outside that Alpha James is not alone. He found her, Luna Emerald. Alpha James found his mate and everyone knew it already.”
I stepped back when Vivian continued. Tears gradually fell from my eyes. My heart even feels so tight. I can't believe what I just heard from them.
I prayed for this day not to come. I prayed that Alpha James' real mate would not come because once he found her, it would be my downfall. I would be dead.
Even though it's so painful, I smiled at the maid and walked away from them. I don't want to believe in them yet, not unless I proved this by myself. Vivian followed me, begging not to see Alpha James, but she couldn't stop me. I need to see my husband. I need him to confirm this.
It was real. Alpha James had finally found her. I could feel the eyes of the wolves in my direction. I wasn't looking at them but I know they are talking about me. They are talking about Alpha James' newly found mate.
It was confirmed.
He brought his mate. I had finally seen them. I could feel my heart shattering into pieces when they turned their heads at me.
“James…” I took a deep breath before continuing my words. “How true?”
James walked in my direction. His gaze was threatening me. I can feel it. I can see it. I haven't gotten his response yet, but seeing the woman behind him, it's breaking my heart into pieces.
“You're not going to create a scene here!” James uttered this through a whisper. I bit my bottom lips to stop my tears from falling down.
It's so painful because James didn't ask my permission first. He brought this woman without asking me if it's okay with me.
“It's you who's making a scene. They are talking about us. Can't you see it?”
James shook his head. He grabbed my hand and pulled me away from his newly found mate.
“We already talked about this before getting married. You know that once I find her, our marriage will be denied!”
The tears that I was keeping from earlier streamed down. I can't control myself anymore. James is hurting me. Bringing his mate here without my prior knowledge is a betrayal to me.
“No, you have to bring her out of this pack, James. I am still your wife and Luna!”
I was praying that everything I saw and heard were not real because I don't know how to accept this. I don't know how to live this.
“You should accept that I finally found her. Therefore, you better behave, or you won't like what I can do to you, Emerald Howard.”
I feel scared of Alpha James. I've never seen him mad, but I won't let that make me give up. I have to fight and now that I have a child. Alpha James will still reject his mate once he found out about our baby.
Using the back of my hands I wiped my tears and watched the Alpha go back to that girl, his newly found mate. Our child is my last hope to keep this family. I'll try my best to fight for my husband and for my family. She can't ruin us, I promise.
~Emerald~On that same evening, everyone was called to introduce the newly found mate of Alpha James. This would be so painful for me to think that my husband of almost a year, the father of my child will abandon me for his newly found mate. But what can I do about it? Even though it's painful, I have to face this. I have to face them and show everyone what I've got for Alpha James to consider me. The child was my last hope for Alpha James to keep me. Everyone will know the child that I was carrying tonight when Alpha James introduced his mate in front of the wolves.“Are you sure you have to do this?”My wolf, Lilian, spoke through my head. I nodded my head and looked at myself in the mirror for the last time before going to the venue.“I will do this for my child.” Lilian just takes out a deep sigh. She didn't speak anymore as I left the room to follow everyone at the venue.It feels so hard to step my legs with my body trembling. My tears were about to streamed down once again bu
“I, the Alpha King of this pack, reject you, Emerald Howard as my wife. Therefore, Katie, my fated mate will replace your position as my wife and the Luna of this pack.”Everyone listened as the rejection began. I was stunned in my direction. I wanted to leave and run away but my legs were paralyzed. My eyes don't want to leave Alpha James as he rejected me in front of everyone, in front of the wolves I used to love and served for many years.He continued. “With the power vested upon me, my decision is irrevocable.” After I heard those words from my husband, I pushed myself to stand up even though I am still in pain. Tears kept on falling from my eyes as I walked near them. I don't care what they will think of me. I don't care what Alpha James will do to me because what's important for me is I have done something to keep him. My legs folded as I kneeled in front of them. Commotions happened because of what I did. Alpha James and his mate, Katie were staring at me.“Please, don't do
~Emerald~Being desperate wasn't in my vocabulary but thinking about losing the man I love and losing the father of my child, I am willing to be one. I can sacrifice everything if it means bringing my family back. I won't let anyone ruin the family I cared about. I will not hesitate to do everything I could just to stop those who dared to ruin the family I built.Today, I woke up so early despite the pain I went through last night. Alpha James didn't throw me away from his Mansion but we're no longer living in the same room. Katie was with him all night and thinking about them made me hurt so badly.“What's your plan now?”I was walking the hall when my wolf, Lilian, spoke up. I let out a deep sigh and wiped the tears from my eyes as it started streaming down again.“I don't know, Lilian…” I uttered, almost breaking again. “I don't know what else to do, but let's see.”I heard my wolf let out a sigh at the back of my head. She didn't say anything because she already knew me. Lilian do
~Emerald~Alpha James grasped my arm and he began dragging me out of the house. I wasn't able to speak up again because of what he did. He pushed me outside, making me fall to the ground.“And you really think you can fool me again?”I cried. I can't believe James to be this heartless. He didn't believe me. He thought I was lying but I will not do that to him.“I am not lying to you, James. I am carrying your child and you have to believe me, please…” I begged again, but James was anxious.He pointed his finger at me, his face covered with anger now. I can see it based on how he looked at me. “I don't love you, Emerald. I don't want you in my life. You better leave the pack or else I will imprison you in the dungeon for disobeying the rule of the Alpha King. You should be thankful that I still consider you as my wife. I still consider our memories together that's why I let you stay after I rejected you but what you did to my mate made me think that you should be thrown out here.” Ja
~Emerald~It was Alpha Gideon. He was Alpha James' step-brother. The Alpha who was also feared by many, but has no effect on Alpha James. I was still in shock, knowing that he arrived at exactly where I was about to die. He rescued me before these evils succeeded in killing me.“Why did my brother want to kill you?” His deep baritone voice sent shivers through my body. I gulped, and couldn't form even a single word. Despite that, I still try my best to speak. “A-Alpha James wanted to kill me because he finally found his mate. He…He threw me out of the pack,” I uttered in between tears. The things that happened to me from earlier were still fresh in my head. I don't know how to move on to this. I don't know how to forget all of these. Everything James did to me, it's stabbing my heart a million times.Alpha Gideon who just heard my words tilted his head. He crossed his arms, still looking at me.“Why would my step-brother do that to you?” He asked in his cold voice. I bit my bottom
~Emerald~“What will you get by helping me, Alpha Gideon?”As I asked him this question, I didn't look away. I intend to focus my attention on him to see what could be his reaction.A smirk written on his lips. He moved away, putting his hands in both sides of pant's pockets. I can't stop looking at him as he does that in front of my face.His scent. I could smell power, mystery, and darkness. Above all, I couldn't smell danger despite the speculations I have heard from the Crescent Moon Pack. The moment he saved me at the forest, I had proven that he's not bad by how others perceived him. He's the opposite of what others tell.“Alpha James and I were mortal enemies, even though we came from the same families. His father was my mother's husband before, but it didn't change the fact that we treated each other as nemesis. I have been trying to put him down to stop his wrong leadership as the Alpha King, and I will never stop, not until I beat him down. There is someone who deserves to b
~Emerald~Time flies so fast that I could not even imagine. I already gave birth to my son, which is Alpha James' child. He's already three months old and all the terrible things that happened to me in the past were worth it after I saw his face.My child gave me hope to continue life. He was the reason I needed to do things that would keep him in this world. As a mother, I will do everything I can to protect him even if I have to risk my life. I will never allow James to see him and now is the time for me to strike back. Alpha Gideon has been with me during my nine months of pregnancy until I gave birth. He helped me move forward, start a life, and forget about the terrible things I experienced before. Alpha Gideon has been so kind-hearted to me, and he welcomed me in his pack even if I came from his enemy pack. It does not matter to him if I was once his step-brother's wife.I am forever grateful to him. It's my time to shine. Alpha Gideon and the rest of the wolves here in this pa
~James~‘F*ck! F*ck!’A loud crash of a glass cup echoed inside my office. My jaw tightened, eyes darkened out of anger. Today marks the year of Emerald's disappearance. A year full of tears, regrets, and realizations.Many things had happened with my life after my wife's disappearance. I couldn't imagine I would miss her. She was supposed to be forgotten because I had already found my mate. I thought I didn't care about her anymore, but I was wrong. I was definitely wrong for underestimating the effect of Emerald's disappearance.My heart was torn into pieces. It is as if something is missing with me for a year now. I can't forget about her. I can't even forget her image, her beautiful smile, her care, and everything she did to me.The guilt had been hunting me from what I did to her. It's been hunting me even when I closed my eyes. This is maybe my bad karma for wasting her.This is my karma for rejecting her love and for letting her disappear without doing anything to stop her. I k