Chapter 4

James lighted up another cigarette, one after another, he became a chain smoker and alcoholic ever since Summer left him.

He even attempted suicide and his family is blaming it on Summer. Although it wasn't practically her fault but she was still the cause of his ruined life.

He was really broken when he knew that she left him that easily and went back home to her mother, he wanted to chase her back but his anger and pride didn't let him do so. And he hated himself for that up until now.

Until he realized that he can't live without her, that's when he found the courage to chase her back again but it was already too late.

She was already nowhere to be found. And he hated her for leaving him that easily as if he was just a piece of a trash that she could just threw anywhere, despite everything he done for her. Such an ungrateful woman! He thought.

He was quietly sitting in the bar of his house. He tightened his grip at the glass filled with scotch and threw it in front of the wine cellar, the glasses scattered everywhere, and the wine bottles at the shelves started exploding one after another like a fountain and it created a total mess.

He was drunk and in a total mess. Paul was just standing steady beside the door, away from him and just watching him silently with sadness in his eyes.

He doesn't want to disturb him, he looks so furious and agitated now and he doesn't want him to vent his anger with him, he knew how sensitive he was when it comes to Summer.

And by the looks of his face he knew he was in deep pain and no one else can tame his anger, not anyone but Summer.

"How dare you appear infront of me as if nothing happens!" He suddenly shouted in the air as if he was talking to someone else.

He looked so drunk and wasted and miserable and it's a pity to see.

He loosened his tie and breathes deeply as if he was suffocating. He straightly gulf the scotch, directly on the bottle and he almost choked. He wanted to drown himself now to feel numb and ease the pain in his chest, he was feeling wasted and depressed after seeing her today.

He hated the way she looked at him a while ago. Her indifferent gaze pierced his soul as if she hated him to the bones and it reaps every inch of him inside. The pain is killing him and he couldn't take it anymore, warm tears fell from his eyes.

She was the one who done wrong to him how come she looked at him like that as if he done something wrong to her. It was so painful being left alone by the one and only person he truly loves for all of his life.

He went crazy looking for her after seeing the divorce agreement signed by her already and she even returned her wedding ring as if their five years of being together doesn't matter to her anymore.

He found their house empty without her. Everything was neatly in place as if she already planned it for so long and what hurts him most, is that she didn't even give him a hint, he thought they were happy together and that they will be together until eternity comes like what's in their marriage vow but she left him hanging.

She left and took everything that belongs to her, only the things that belongs to her, she left everything he bought for her and didn't took even a single cent from him.

How can it be that easy for her to threw their relationship? His mind screamed.

"Do you really have to hurt me so badly?! What did I ever do wrong to you?! All I did was to love you, why do you have to leave me, you ungrateful woman?!" He shouted in the air, making him cry even harder.

"Paul!" He suddenly roared.

"find every details about Sam and her connection with Mr. Welling as soon as possible and find a way to send Chloe abroad for a moment I needed her out of the way." He needed to know why Summer appear all of a sudden, now that he was ready to settle down with Chloe.

"Yes sir!" The man replied immediately. He felt the eagerness in his voice. His boss who's always composed turned miserable. He thought.

He aligned the frame of his eye glasses, James' always becomes vulnerable when it comes to Ms.Ashton..

James dismissed him after, he wanted to be alone. The man follows without hesitations and quietly left.

He was the happiest man alive the day he married Summer. She was his dream come true, although their relationship was against all odds it doesn't matter as long as she stays by his side.

His parents dis-owned him but that doesn't stop him from pursuing her to be his wife because she was his life.

He could still remember how soft and tender her lips were when he kissed her.

How her eyes twinkle like the starry night sky when he laid her on the bed after their wedding ceremony, knowing she belongs only to him alone, how beautiful and lovely she looks like under the moonlight that shown from the window of their huge bedroom.

They promised to loved and cherished each other for the rest of their lives. Her eyes were full of pure love and contentment. He kissed her tenderly, full of love and passion.

He started caressing her smooth and soft skin, her sexy body shiver under his gentle caress, he can hear the soft moan escape from her lips.

Sweet moans that makes him float in ecstasy as he kissed her neck down to her collarbone while his hand caresses both of her breasts, she breathe deeper when his lips reach the hardened tip of her breasts.

She tighten her grip on his hair when he played his hot and wet tongue on her hardened peaks. She was totally aroused when he sucked it simultaneously.

He loved the way she bit her own lower lips looking satisfied by his every move.

He kissed every inch of her body as if marking his territory, he can't get enough of her sweet and luscious smell and he cant get enough of her until he claims her body and she gave it wholeheartedly.

Her sweet moans fill the air and she started swaying her body to his rythm with the same intensity as he thrusts inside her deeper but gently so he won't hurt her, the movement of their body synchronized, their moans fill the huge bedroom until they both reach their highest peak and exploded in the sweetest sensation they have ever felt.

He stood up from the bar and walk straight to the bathroom inside his bedroom the image of Summer in his memory was so vivid that he could still feel the heat just by thinking of her.

He needs to sober, he needs a shower bath and take her out of his mind for the moment. She left him alone and hurt him so badly and just when he thought he was ready to forget her completely, she was back.

How ruthless she was to show her face before his eyes now that he was started fixing his life, but one thing is for sure, despite everything that happened he still loves her after all these years.

He wanted to touch her again and he will get her back, no matter what happens, no matter what it cause or no matter what he lose.