I've been working at CreaGo for two years now, as the most reliable admin in the place. My duties are related to all the trivial things, which are not too crucial, but if I'm not there, well... there will be a lot of protests. I prepare meeting materials, meeting rooms, drinks for meetings, photocopies, pantry stock, inter-departmental memos, plus if there are outdoor activities.
Besides working at CreaGo, I also help Zetta, my best friend who is now a national class model. To be precise, I became her back dancer even though I kept my face covered, to hide my identity. Zetta is famous for her beautiful face, and because she's good at making TikTok videos related to cover dancing. There, I acted as her back dancer. There's one of the most famous videos. That's what made her super famous. Not bad... I can get some pocket money from her.
As a replacement, my best friend Zetta, who was beautiful from birth, became the company's brand ambassador. If there's an off-air event, she'll fill in for free! For example, a new book launching event. Rama, who is now the arch-editor, also helped me a lot. He is also the one who allowed me to occupy the empty room near the lower parking lot. Since I got a strict prohibition from my mom to riding a motorcycle. Yep... I've got an accident again, and fallen off the bike a few times, everyone closest to me has concluded that I'm not a good match for motorcycles.
Today I have a book launching event. Me, Zetta, Rama, and Edo are going to another city. Ms. Claudia, the main manager, currently walked into Rama's room, where those of us who are going to the venue are gathered for a briefing.
"Duh... how come all the important people are leaving anyway! I'm alone in the office..." complained Ms. Claudia spoiled she did it to get Rama's attention because she is originally very strict and stern with other employees. It's no secret that Ms. Claudia has a huge crush on Rama. It's called a crush, isn't it?
"There are more than twenty people in the office right now... it doesn't look like you will be alone at all!" said Edo sarcastically.
"Hish...! I was talking to Rama!"
"Agreed..." Rama raised his eyebrows, without turning around. He is busy writing down the draft of today's program.
"Ish... today there's a new senior technician... coming in today for work for the first time... He said at nine o'clock!"
"Oh... I just found out. What's... And why is that, ma'am?"
"He's also a shareholder of this company, about 30 percent of the shares. That's big! He's an expert in computers, programs, digital art... anything to do with cables and computers, he's got it!"
"Wow... I think he's really smart." I said. So I was amazed that someone could do everything. Because as far as I know, programs and technicians are different majors, let alone art and digital art. So I concluded that he is a smart person. A genius?
"Yes. Plus he's a shareholder too. He came back from Germany a week ago and immediately wanted to join. He said we have a red report card in technology. That's why he stepped in."
I now understand why Ms. Clau was upset. It's not just anyone who wants to come. I looked at Rama... I hope he still decided to send us to the venue. I don't want to be in the office for a creepy moment like this.
"Nope. The launch can't be postponed. We're still going. Anyways... you're already experienced and you're still afraid to face new people! Duh...show him who is the boss!" Rama snapped. I immediately looked down.
Different indeed, Rama ... Could be very savage! The only one who can talk like that to Mrs. Clau is Rama.
Then Rama looked at all of us, me, Edo, and Zetta. "We're leaving now!" I cheered in my heart! Yay... And the event in the venue will last for two days! Ehehehe.
We did our duty for the launching very well. Everything went smoothly, the launching event was successful and satisfying. This was the most nerve-wracking day. Entering the office again. I've gotten texts from my friends, Rita and Pina. Both of them complained about how creepy the office is now. The new employee is a super killer, more killer than Ms. Claudia!
Zetta went back to her activities, her class is in the morning, and I was taken by Rama to the office. We went home from the venue at dawn and only arrived at the office at eight o'clock.
" ... are you coming in today?" I asked anxiously.
"Yea. Why Edo came in too?" he replied calmly. Indeed, we had dropped off Edo first after dropping off Zetta.
"I'm scared. They said the senior technician is fierce!"
He chuckled.
"Fierce who, me or him?"
"Should I ask Rita? Who's fiercer?" I opened my cell phone, ready to ask.
"No need..hahaha... they'll say it's me. Because I'm fierce with others, you're the only one who gets the privilege of being nice, because of Zetta."
"You better change your clothes first. Have a rest..."
"Hem... that's all right. I'm going to get some breakfast too... when I'm done I'll go upstairs."
"Cool... come out of the car!" well I was kicked out.
I went into the three by four meters room, which has its own bathroom in it. I took a shower, got dressed, and looked for breakfast. Eat quietly... gather energy and peace of mind.
After everything was done, I went upstairs. Absentee entry...and greeted everyone whose faces were stiff. Wow... this is really like a horror movie. I quickly went to the pantry. Checking the stock there, if it's empty I have to quickly go to the warehouse to refill it.
In the pantry, I found Ms. Claudia. She was stirring her coffee repeatedly. There were times... And maybe she stirred more than ten times?
"Mam, it's taking so long to stir! Do you want to make dalgona?" I asked cautiously.
"Duh! Lili!! I'm too lazy to go to my room... Two days in a row I protested from top to bottom... Got a mental breakdown." yep... this wasn't a dream. Ms. Claudia is venting. The top manager is venting! This signaled an emergency!
"Waah... I'm really scared. Good thing I don't have to deal with him directly!" I said thanks to myself.
"Eh! Who said that!! He asked for coffee! It's a double-shot espresso with no sugar! He asked me to make it earlier! I made it yesterday...huhuh... now there's you! You give this... to him! He asked for a double shot espresso, no sugar!" Ms. Claudia handed me the glass she had been stirring.
"That's right. If you don't use sugar, why stir it?" I asked.
"I read the verse of the prayer. Let all the negative energy come out." Ms. Claudia said curtly. Then she left the pantry. It's funny... but on the other hand, it scares me.
I grabbed the tray, ready to deliver the coffee to the owner. I knew the room he is using, the room right next to Ms. Claudia.
I arrived at the door. Knocked twice and opened the door.
"Excuse me, sir, I'll deliver the coffee. Double espresso without sugar, sir. Here..." I didn't dare to look at the face of the new employee who was said to be a real horror. I bowed and placed the coffee on his table.
"I'm the admin here, if you need coffee later, or need to give memos or prepare for meetings. Please tell me... I'm Lili, sir. Hello." I occasionally glanced at the new employee. His hair is straight but tended to be messy, he wore glasses with oval-shaped frames, it is obvious that he is not a teenager, his style is old-fashioned and stiff. His shirt is also rolled up, no tie. He is staring seriously at his laptop screen, with his head half bowed.
But as soon as I said my name, he looked up. Looking straight into my face. He is surprised..and I am more surprised to see him.
He... he's my nightmare from the past! The man who made me feel like I was cursed with all these misfortunes. All this time I thought, because of that forced kiss, it was like a trigger for all the bad moments in my life. Starting from my father dying, I dropped out of college, got into accidents repeatedly, and fell off the motorcycle. All my misfortunes... I blamed it on him. Mr. Harold.
"CreaGo? Lili... I knew you are there... Lili!" I said enthusiastically. I finally found that girl. After what happened in the past, I was able to find her again. After that kiss, I felt guilty and went abroad to calm down. But who would have thought that I'd be stuck in Germany for two years? I had to take care of my father's troubled company there.I was a mathematician, but my passion is computers. That's also what I'm good at now. Once there is a funding proposal for a new company being created in this city, my initial disinterest turned 180 degrees as soon as I saw the profile of the publishing company. Not because of the company's potential, but because the girl I had always wanted, is there."How's Res. Do you want to invest?" asked Reman, one of my best friends who already had a 30 percent stake in the company. Literally, he is the owner of the company."Hem... how many shares will be sold?""All my shares. 30 percent.""And why are you selling them?""Because... I can't be in
"Li... Lili..." Mr. Edo called me with a pained face. What the heck, why is our Marketing Head so upset?"What's the problem, Mr. Edo?""You! Book Signing! Must, must, must! You must Attend it! If Zetta can't make it, it's okay. The important thing is that you! You must attend the event!" he threatened with a horror face. Mr. Edo is really scary sometimes, he liked doing some goth stuff. "What the heck sir... why are you moping like that!" I teased. It's fun to tease people who are on deadline for important events. Ehhe."Anyway, if you don't come! I'll intercept you in the parking lot!" he threatened again. I could only chuckle. Indeed, lately, I've been assigned a lot of outdoor tasks, because there are a lot of preparations for launching events, fan meetings, and book signings of our official authors. I only go to the office once or twice a week, the rest of the time I'm out. With Rama's approval, of course.Until the day of the event, I didn't know the reason why Mr. Edo is upset
I cursed my bad luck because Edo suddenly came home alone. He got a call from home, and his parents were hospitalized. Why is he sick at a time like this anyway?!I ended up in a car with the creature I least wanted to meet. But it seems, the more I dislike something, the more that thing will come near me. Or be destined to be near me."How are you, Lili?" asked Mr. Harold in a soft voice.Strange, it's been almost a month since he's worked at CreaGo and met me, still asking how I'm doing!! I already look like I'm in good health. Why ask?"Fine," I replied reluctantly."You're not continuing your studies, are you?" he asked again. Why is it that when it's just the two of us, his voice is so soft, eh? He's usually so harsh!"No." I already knew, so I asked. He must have guessed, why at an age that should have graduated I was already working full time. The answer is that I dropped out of college."Can I ask why?""No.""I'm trying to be friendly with you. If you're rude, I can be rude t
The first kiss with you was too memorable? He said! But I won't give him the satisfaction of the answer... I keep quiet.The car has arrived at the office parking lot. I got out and walked quickly to the room I am using. I went in and locked it from the inside. I also made sure to prop up some heavy things, like my plastic wardrobe. So that no one would break in.I locked myself up until the evening, I just don't want to be alone with him anymore! It's true, men and women can't be alone together there will be something bad happen sooner or later, that's my belief. But now, this is a little different... in Mr. Harold's case, the devil seems to have disguised himself, he is the devil himself, so it is clear for me to... Stay away from here as far as I could, as fast as I could!Maybe it's because I'm too angry, or maybe it's because I'm too tired, plus I'm starving, plus I'm still thinking about that kiss, I can't sleep at all! Ugh! How annoying.I've endured this hunger, I've searched
The work after all these situations became even more strange and awkward! Super weird!!! Every time I meet Rama, and Mr. Harold, I'm at a loss! How come those two have a crush on me? Two people at the same time! "Eh Li! Mr. Harold said you will join the digital team tomorrow!" Ms. Claudia's words made me gape. What does that mean? Why? I have no competency in that department. Digital team? "Eh? How come, ma'am? I have no digital or any computer science background!""Mr. Harold needs help! He's making an all-in-one program for everyone. For us, as well as for our potential digital readers, this is one of the strategies to expand the market, by selling e-books on our platform. We create a system and how to make it easier to reach them. It's a genius idea... and we all need to work together!" Ms. Claudia explained passionately. Well, she is the manager, she must be thinking about the financial progress of the company. As for me, I'm thinking... what the hell am I going to do! I don't e
"I'll be back first... bye. Thanks Rama!" I waved while grinning. I know he will be angry with me when I do this to him. "Bruh! You're teasing! I paid for your food and you left!" he protested. And I laughed even harder. I know he is annoyed because I didn't say anything about his feeling.Arriving at the office, it is still quiet... the others seemed to be eating outside... It is too bad that Mr. Harold is already inside! Ish."Have you eaten?" he asked without turning around. He is already in front of the core computer, typing something on the black screen."I did." I sat down in my chair."I wasn't asked. You didn't ask me whether I have eaten or not?"No! I don't want to do that! What the hell! But I could only keep quiet. Reluctant to answer. The work goes on the same. I have to move fast if he's on the other computer.Not even a day into working in this room, I'm amazed by him and his brain! How can he be this smart? He moves around... typing in code, then programming and desi
The work after all this has become even more awkward, how can I not feel that way? Every moment I became warier of him, why? Because I always found him looking at me. The exact moment I saw him! What the heck!! my facial expression doesn't change every minute!"Li! Are you still helping that programmer?" was a question from Zetta, my friend who usually asks me to help her when she needs to. When she asks this favor, there's usually an off-air event and she asks me to be her back dancer."Hooh. What's wrong?" I replied, I was on break and eating chicken soup in front of the office."Can I ask you to accompany me?""No," I replied with the most annoying tone I had. Hehehe."Bad girl. I'm just asking for a little help. To accompany me to buy a ring."I was shocked. "Heih? A ring! why will you buy it?!" I asked strangely."Babe, I'll pick you up later! If you don't, I'll kidnap you!""Sadist! Ya.. ya...I'll ask Mrs. Claudia for permission."After finishing my lunch, I went back to the off
I was hypnotized. And followed all his movements..even when he stroked my lower lip with his tongue I resignedly opened my mouth.He only broke the kiss when I was out of breath...our eyes were locked...and my breathing was labored. What the hell is going on? Why am I always like this when I'm kissed by him? But...come to think of it I've never kissed anyone other than him.Deg.What did my thoughts say?My eyes still looking straight into his eyes, I silently realized, there was something wrong with me! Why did I obey when he kissed me earlier? Shouldn't I be... arh... I'm already mentally ill it seems.Then something even stranger happened. He bit the tip of my nose and then whispered."Marry me!""YESSS!" I replied with a half-sigh, my eyes wide...and again those lips kissed me super softly. It's like I'm being carried to the sky and we're wrestling on a sea of cloudless clouds.Strange.What is this? Why am I like this?"Lili... I've loved you since the beginning... since you wore
Yep... that's funny! Because there was one pair of eyes watching me. I'm from the side because I'm stepping forward, but I stop in the middle of the road. Like a child's toy that becomes a statue, you know? Who was looking at me? No doubt, it was Mr. Harold... he was grinning and scratching his chin! I think it's hard for him to be happy."Yes just in case! That's why I emphasize here, no one is free to order my men without any information or coordination with me, whatever it is, except for emergency matters. The meaning of emergency is related to life and death!" said Rama sternly, they were talking about anyone who asked me to do their chores and Rama forbid them to do so again.I swear, he's super cranky! I think it's because he's forced to hold the typo-studded author, that's why he's super annoying and sensitive today. "Yes, Rama ... don't be so sensational. You two, you can leave the room!"Mrs. Claudia said, and it felt like we could breathe again, I pushed my friend out quick
Rama asked us all to get into the car, then he drove the car fast, but not in the way it should be. This wasn't the office... he was going to the out-of-town route."Where is this going anyway? You took the wrong turn!" I protested."Yes, we're going to the mall... I want to buy you another engagement ring! The last one was broken."Dang! He really made that announcement! He's not pretending! He even made a statement that the ring was from him, in front of Dominic, who was the source of all the gossip in the office! Death to me!"What! So the guy who gave the ring was Rama after all! Ooh... so this has been in the planning for a long time... what a boss! I've been thinking for a long time, but unfortunately, the ring melted, boss! Is it better to just give Lili a ring with plastic? One with plastic elements, or rubber! I don't think rubber conducts heat!"Tsk... I just chuckled to myself, so Dominic still thinks that I bought the ring just for the sake of pretending?"Dom! Why can't
After lunch, Rama and Dominic cleaned up their bags, I who didn't know there was a meeting, or any business could only gape. I didn't remember there was a meeting, because if there was a meeting I would have been notified, right? Photocopying and so on, but not this!"Come on Lili!" invited Rama."Eh?" I could only look up in surprise."What are you doing? Where are you going?""I didn't tell you? I want to meet that nasty author! It's already been leaked to the public that she wants to publish here, and there are already many who want to PO try! So we... oh sorry, Rama couldn't help but obey her wishes, meeting at the cafe to discuss the T&C contract and its implementation details."I scratched my head, not connecting with what he was saying."What does this...mean? How?"Dominic was willing to sit down first to explain what happened to me, "So Miss Lili... this cat...""Don't use abbreviations! Her name is car?""Catherine! Just call her cat... okay, so she submitted a script to us
"Hemph... what's wrong if he's stalking you? Scared? You've already been kissed ... hehehe ..." Zetta teased unfriendly. Even though she's Rama's sister who is my fiancé, how could she say that?"Don't add to the turmoil in my heart! Enough!" I scolded and she laughed."I'm just telling the facts... the facts are so. After all, he won't harm you, even if he wants to harm you, he should have done it a long time ago? Why does he want to try now? So what I'm saying is that you don't have to think about whether he follows you or not. I don't even think about it.""Easy for you to say..." I complained."It's like that everywhere babe..."I felt better until the next morning when I decided to go to work. I asked Rama to take me to the office, not to his office anyway... to my mess, because my work clothes were all there, right?"Let's just go anyway! What's wrong with borrowing Zetta's clothes?" asked Rama, "The problem is that her clothes are all tight on me...""Double the cardi. So I do
"Lili... take a shower first, then we go for a walk." Zetta invited, and I nodded. After all, she's the one who owns the house, she's the one who has the money to go to the cafe.Inside the room I looked for Zetta's clothes that I could wear, it's not a new story that I wore her clothes... we stay with each other too often, and things like this are normal. I didn't need permission either... she already guessed later. I didn't bring anything with me because of her too, so I went straight to his house.I took a clean underwear, then the biggest pair of jeans and then the loosest blouse I could find. Zetta tends to be thinner than me, and she likes to wear clothes that fit her body... so if I wear clothes that fit her, my address is already like wearing a condom! The shirt clings to the body. Not funny at all!The baggy jeans, once worn, actually fit my body, a little tight in the thighs and buttocks, fortunately the blouse could cover those thighs and buttocks, because it was quite long
I'm the one who's thinking more and more, and it's hard to sleep. For people who have been exposed to electricity, aka high-voltage electric shock until they are taken to the hospital, my body is all crumpled and the intention is to sleep early ... and now it's two o'clock in the morning, I'm still awake. I can't sleep anymore, imagine the torment! This is all because Zetta is like pouring gasoline into the fire of chaos in my heart, so I'm already in there! What a mess! Fire on chaos. I know... that's too much. But you got the point right?Maybe I can only sleep around half past five? So bad! Luckily I told Zetta that it was dawn and I hadn't slept yet, so I gave her notice! Don't wake me up... at all costs! She nodded in understanding and went to the bathroom.I only woke up at nine in the morning, so even though I was forced to sleep again... that was it! I was still sore, my sleepiness had completely disappeared! So I just couldn't sleep anymore.Waking up and going out, I found t
I immediately turned around and chased Zetta.What the hell!Zetta was still telling me how she seemed to be madly in love with Jude."I've never fallen this deeply for a guy, and he's the closest thing to my ideal type! I've kept my heart, I've endured it when I found out he was married, and once he got divorced... it's already blossomed so much, how could I deflate it again? My heart will suffer later.""Uh, Zetta..." I couldn't take it anymore.We were still walking towards Zetta's house and now I was beside her, not daring to look back anymore."I want to ask... you don't have to look back but yes! You don't have to make a big scene, let alone scream! Watch out!" I threatened, I knew Zetta, I was afraid she would go overboard with all her craziness."Don't tell me it's a devil!? Is it white?!" she swore."No... ish... what the hell!""What the hell! I'm afraid it's..." she was indeed walking faster than before."I saw a guy who looked like Mr. Harold at the food vendors! That's cr
Maybe because this is not the first time I've slept on Zetta's bed which is of course bigger, softer, and smells better than my mattress either at work or at home ... anyway it feels like sleeping in the clouds ... I'm really tired. Maybe I woke up before sunset. Yes, it's not allowed to sleep like this, but what else can I do... my body is already completely exhausted. It's like I'm going to sleep right after .. I'll just sleep... I don't care. I'm already yawning from earlier... but my best friend has already started babbling. I intended to just go to sleep, just leave her sleeping ... how come I was so surprised by her story that I gaped in shock. What the... absurd really! "Crazy! That's so weird!" I said."I said what the hell! That's why I want to talk to you. Is it true that Jude's ex came back and asked for a reconciliation? It's weird, she was the one who cheated on him and now she's asking him back! That's crazy! I told Jude to flatly refuse but he's not comfortable with t
"Lili... Gosh Li, lucky you're okay Li, thank God.. you're safe now, okay.. don't be afraid anymore. Hem..." With his manly voice he said that with his panic tone. He squeezed my hand gently with that straight look. I know I'm okay now, the whole incident seemed to happen very fast... and horrible, if I flashback, it feels like death has knocked me, but maybe it's not my time yet, it's not time for my spirit to leave my body? That's why someone saved me, out of the people at the office, out of everyone in the office... the question is... why Mr. Harold?"I felt like it was hard to leave you there... I got to my room and then came back, opened the door and found you screaming in distress.... I was in shock too Li! Fortunately, my brain is still working. Thank God..." he said again with a tighter hand squeeze.That's right, maybe this is his destiny. Maybe he was sent to be my savior today, I can't imagine without him.Then I felt that my chest felt full, tight... shaking too. I didn't