Now all I could think about was how to tell Zetta. She's a typical possessive friend who gets hurt easily when it comes to secrets like this. She doesn't know at all! I deliberately didn't tell her, so for the six months I was in bed- resting at home, I just said I was busy working.
Today, I decided to end the confusion. I wanted to tell Zetta today, after all now I could walk normally, no more pain.
I dialed the number of my number one friend. The smart, beautiful, and talented student. She has just realized her new talent. She is good at singing, her beautiful face also made her flooded with jobs as an advertising model.
"Em... Finally, you remember me too!" She said with a snort. I chuckled.
"Hellow, my best friend till the end of the world." I greeted them in a cheerful tone.
"Let's see... where have you been, how come you can remember, that you still have friends?"
"Ish... don't say that. Let's meet up, babe!" I invited her directly to the main destination.
"Sure, I'm at the cafe in front of campus. There's Rama too, is that okay? I have a job in the city tomorrow, so it's better if you want to meet now."
"Oh.. okay. I'll be there!" I said and immediately left the room. I asked my mom's permission and headed to the location. Rama is Zetta's eldest brother, as far as I knew he had graduated from college, maybe he is working now. Honestly, I rarely met him, all this time. Although Zetta's mother said, when Zetta and I were in junior high school, Rama often picked us up from school.
I arrived within an hour. Yes... understand, it's the worst traffic jam ever!
"Hehehe... sorry. Traffic jam bebs!" I grinned. In front of my best friend is a lot of food and some drinks. Rama is still as charming as I remembered. I smiled in greeting.
"How are you?"
"Fine, thank God," he replied politely. Yes...he is more pious and polite than Zetta. His way of speaking is also not as crazy as ours. He used polite words rather than swearing, which we use as our daily live language, me and Zetta I mean.
"What's wrong, suddenly remember me? You're a career woman now? Too busy to call?" Zetta asked sarcastically.
I chuckled again, scratching my hair that I'd tied up carelessly.
"I want a confession. Heheheh."
"Confession for a good six months of your disappearing to the where the hell, so?" She asked rudely again.
I nodded, grimacing. This is how scary my best friend is.
"Where? Don't tell me you're married first! We agreed not to waste our young age in marriage!"
"Not really. Hehehe... I got into an accident, six months bed rest for recovery." I said quickly.
"Heh! What?" she squealed, even Rama is equally surprised.
"How come? What about you Li?" Rama is also worried.
I smiled a little, "It's... Well, I am healthy like before. Although there is a long and wide scar from my waist to the nape." I touched the outside of the scar. It is a scar that still tingled a little when pressed.
Zetta stood up, and she examined it herself with her hands. She felt the scar from the outside. It isn't difficult, because the scar is quite bad. It's uneven! So yes, my skin in that area is like a highway that is passed by stone trucks every day and not renovated at all.
Instead of getting sympathy and prayers, I got beaten up.
"So why are you telling me this now!! Oh my God! ... why is my friend like her anyway!" Shout to Zetta who is now hysterical.
"Well, don't cry. I'm already fine. That's why I'm telling you now, I'm more afraid of getting this kind of punishment." I said sarcastically.
"Hem... good. Self-realization!" she said again.
"So what do you do now?" asked Rama, who is now looking at me with a compassionate gaze. "I'll take you to a special doctor, can I? A dermatologist. Consult, if the time is right, you can do skin grafting or something like that?"
"Duh... no need. I want to find a new job instead. It's okay, it's not visible."
"Well, if you get married, your man can run away, if he sees that!!"
"I don't intend to marry either. Huhuhu. I'm too lazy. Just wanna make money to get rich!" I replied, but it is true.. honesty from the bottom of my heart.
"Wait... are you looking for a job? Just go to Rama's office! You said you were looking for an admin, right?"
Now Rama nodded enthusiastically. "Do you want to have a shot, Lili? There's an admin vacancy, I can refer you to the personnel person."
"I want it.. poor bas. I'd like to."
"I work for a publishing company, it's not a big company, we have less than fifty employees now. But everyone is doing their best. We need an admin... hold on, I'll text the personnel."
Wow... what a coincidence!
"Li! Bring your resume tomorrow! Give it to me, we'll meet tomorrow, how? Want me to pick you up?" he offered. Zetta nodded in agreement.
"Yes, please pick her up! You're so rich! Don't you dare make my bestie ride a motorcycle alone! Crazy!"
"It's not late at night. But if he picks me up... I'll be a bother to Rama. I'll feel bad."
"Eh? Feel bad? With Rama? You! We've been bothering him since middle school!" Zetta sometimes likes to be sadistic when she talks. Already knowing I was embarrassed by Rama, she even added more.
I grimaced.
"Ehhhe, sorry Bro. It was our mistake to be your burden."
"Yes... yes. Don't listen to Zetta. I'll pick you up tomorrow. I'll take you to the office."
Since then, I found a new chapter in the life of a woman named Lili. I was hired on the same day, and I was able to adapt quite well, I was accepted by the team and quickly became comfortable with everything. I started my career as an admin at CreaGo Media.
I've been working at CreaGo for two years now, as the most reliable admin in the place. My duties are related to all the trivial things, which are not too crucial, but if I'm not there, well... there will be a lot of protests. I prepare meeting materials, meeting rooms, drinks for meetings, photocopies, pantry stock, inter-departmental memos, plus if there are outdoor activities.Besides working at CreaGo, I also help Zetta, my best friend who is now a national class model. To be precise, I became her back dancer even though I kept my face covered, to hide my identity. Zetta is famous for her beautiful face, and because she's good at making TikTok videos related to cover dancing. There, I acted as her back dancer. There's one of the most famous videos. That's what made her super famous. Not bad... I can get some pocket money from her.As a replacement, my best friend Zetta, who was beautiful from birth, became the company's brand ambassador. If there's an off-air event, she'll fill in
"CreaGo? Lili... I knew you are there... Lili!" I said enthusiastically. I finally found that girl. After what happened in the past, I was able to find her again. After that kiss, I felt guilty and went abroad to calm down. But who would have thought that I'd be stuck in Germany for two years? I had to take care of my father's troubled company there.I was a mathematician, but my passion is computers. That's also what I'm good at now. Once there is a funding proposal for a new company being created in this city, my initial disinterest turned 180 degrees as soon as I saw the profile of the publishing company. Not because of the company's potential, but because the girl I had always wanted, is there."How's Res. Do you want to invest?" asked Reman, one of my best friends who already had a 30 percent stake in the company. Literally, he is the owner of the company."Hem... how many shares will be sold?""All my shares. 30 percent.""And why are you selling them?""Because... I can't be in
"Li... Lili..." Mr. Edo called me with a pained face. What the heck, why is our Marketing Head so upset?"What's the problem, Mr. Edo?""You! Book Signing! Must, must, must! You must Attend it! If Zetta can't make it, it's okay. The important thing is that you! You must attend the event!" he threatened with a horror face. Mr. Edo is really scary sometimes, he liked doing some goth stuff. "What the heck sir... why are you moping like that!" I teased. It's fun to tease people who are on deadline for important events. Ehhe."Anyway, if you don't come! I'll intercept you in the parking lot!" he threatened again. I could only chuckle. Indeed, lately, I've been assigned a lot of outdoor tasks, because there are a lot of preparations for launching events, fan meetings, and book signings of our official authors. I only go to the office once or twice a week, the rest of the time I'm out. With Rama's approval, of course.Until the day of the event, I didn't know the reason why Mr. Edo is upset
I cursed my bad luck because Edo suddenly came home alone. He got a call from home, and his parents were hospitalized. Why is he sick at a time like this anyway?!I ended up in a car with the creature I least wanted to meet. But it seems, the more I dislike something, the more that thing will come near me. Or be destined to be near me."How are you, Lili?" asked Mr. Harold in a soft voice.Strange, it's been almost a month since he's worked at CreaGo and met me, still asking how I'm doing!! I already look like I'm in good health. Why ask?"Fine," I replied reluctantly."You're not continuing your studies, are you?" he asked again. Why is it that when it's just the two of us, his voice is so soft, eh? He's usually so harsh!"No." I already knew, so I asked. He must have guessed, why at an age that should have graduated I was already working full time. The answer is that I dropped out of college."Can I ask why?""No.""I'm trying to be friendly with you. If you're rude, I can be rude t
The first kiss with you was too memorable? He said! But I won't give him the satisfaction of the answer... I keep quiet.The car has arrived at the office parking lot. I got out and walked quickly to the room I am using. I went in and locked it from the inside. I also made sure to prop up some heavy things, like my plastic wardrobe. So that no one would break in.I locked myself up until the evening, I just don't want to be alone with him anymore! It's true, men and women can't be alone together there will be something bad happen sooner or later, that's my belief. But now, this is a little different... in Mr. Harold's case, the devil seems to have disguised himself, he is the devil himself, so it is clear for me to... Stay away from here as far as I could, as fast as I could!Maybe it's because I'm too angry, or maybe it's because I'm too tired, plus I'm starving, plus I'm still thinking about that kiss, I can't sleep at all! Ugh! How annoying.I've endured this hunger, I've searched
The work after all these situations became even more strange and awkward! Super weird!!! Every time I meet Rama, and Mr. Harold, I'm at a loss! How come those two have a crush on me? Two people at the same time! "Eh Li! Mr. Harold said you will join the digital team tomorrow!" Ms. Claudia's words made me gape. What does that mean? Why? I have no competency in that department. Digital team? "Eh? How come, ma'am? I have no digital or any computer science background!""Mr. Harold needs help! He's making an all-in-one program for everyone. For us, as well as for our potential digital readers, this is one of the strategies to expand the market, by selling e-books on our platform. We create a system and how to make it easier to reach them. It's a genius idea... and we all need to work together!" Ms. Claudia explained passionately. Well, she is the manager, she must be thinking about the financial progress of the company. As for me, I'm thinking... what the hell am I going to do! I don't e
"I'll be back first... bye. Thanks Rama!" I waved while grinning. I know he will be angry with me when I do this to him. "Bruh! You're teasing! I paid for your food and you left!" he protested. And I laughed even harder. I know he is annoyed because I didn't say anything about his feeling.Arriving at the office, it is still quiet... the others seemed to be eating outside... It is too bad that Mr. Harold is already inside! Ish."Have you eaten?" he asked without turning around. He is already in front of the core computer, typing something on the black screen."I did." I sat down in my chair."I wasn't asked. You didn't ask me whether I have eaten or not?"No! I don't want to do that! What the hell! But I could only keep quiet. Reluctant to answer. The work goes on the same. I have to move fast if he's on the other computer.Not even a day into working in this room, I'm amazed by him and his brain! How can he be this smart? He moves around... typing in code, then programming and desi
The work after all this has become even more awkward, how can I not feel that way? Every moment I became warier of him, why? Because I always found him looking at me. The exact moment I saw him! What the heck!! my facial expression doesn't change every minute!"Li! Are you still helping that programmer?" was a question from Zetta, my friend who usually asks me to help her when she needs to. When she asks this favor, there's usually an off-air event and she asks me to be her back dancer."Hooh. What's wrong?" I replied, I was on break and eating chicken soup in front of the office."Can I ask you to accompany me?""No," I replied with the most annoying tone I had. Hehehe."Bad girl. I'm just asking for a little help. To accompany me to buy a ring."I was shocked. "Heih? A ring! why will you buy it?!" I asked strangely."Babe, I'll pick you up later! If you don't, I'll kidnap you!""Sadist! Ya.. ya...I'll ask Mrs. Claudia for permission."After finishing my lunch, I went back to the off
Yep... that's funny! Because there was one pair of eyes watching me. I'm from the side because I'm stepping forward, but I stop in the middle of the road. Like a child's toy that becomes a statue, you know? Who was looking at me? No doubt, it was Mr. Harold... he was grinning and scratching his chin! I think it's hard for him to be happy."Yes just in case! That's why I emphasize here, no one is free to order my men without any information or coordination with me, whatever it is, except for emergency matters. The meaning of emergency is related to life and death!" said Rama sternly, they were talking about anyone who asked me to do their chores and Rama forbid them to do so again.I swear, he's super cranky! I think it's because he's forced to hold the typo-studded author, that's why he's super annoying and sensitive today. "Yes, Rama ... don't be so sensational. You two, you can leave the room!"Mrs. Claudia said, and it felt like we could breathe again, I pushed my friend out quick
Rama asked us all to get into the car, then he drove the car fast, but not in the way it should be. This wasn't the office... he was going to the out-of-town route."Where is this going anyway? You took the wrong turn!" I protested."Yes, we're going to the mall... I want to buy you another engagement ring! The last one was broken."Dang! He really made that announcement! He's not pretending! He even made a statement that the ring was from him, in front of Dominic, who was the source of all the gossip in the office! Death to me!"What! So the guy who gave the ring was Rama after all! Ooh... so this has been in the planning for a long time... what a boss! I've been thinking for a long time, but unfortunately, the ring melted, boss! Is it better to just give Lili a ring with plastic? One with plastic elements, or rubber! I don't think rubber conducts heat!"Tsk... I just chuckled to myself, so Dominic still thinks that I bought the ring just for the sake of pretending?"Dom! Why can't
After lunch, Rama and Dominic cleaned up their bags, I who didn't know there was a meeting, or any business could only gape. I didn't remember there was a meeting, because if there was a meeting I would have been notified, right? Photocopying and so on, but not this!"Come on Lili!" invited Rama."Eh?" I could only look up in surprise."What are you doing? Where are you going?""I didn't tell you? I want to meet that nasty author! It's already been leaked to the public that she wants to publish here, and there are already many who want to PO try! So we... oh sorry, Rama couldn't help but obey her wishes, meeting at the cafe to discuss the T&C contract and its implementation details."I scratched my head, not connecting with what he was saying."What does this...mean? How?"Dominic was willing to sit down first to explain what happened to me, "So Miss Lili... this cat...""Don't use abbreviations! Her name is car?""Catherine! Just call her cat... okay, so she submitted a script to us
"Hemph... what's wrong if he's stalking you? Scared? You've already been kissed ... hehehe ..." Zetta teased unfriendly. Even though she's Rama's sister who is my fiancé, how could she say that?"Don't add to the turmoil in my heart! Enough!" I scolded and she laughed."I'm just telling the facts... the facts are so. After all, he won't harm you, even if he wants to harm you, he should have done it a long time ago? Why does he want to try now? So what I'm saying is that you don't have to think about whether he follows you or not. I don't even think about it.""Easy for you to say..." I complained."It's like that everywhere babe..."I felt better until the next morning when I decided to go to work. I asked Rama to take me to the office, not to his office anyway... to my mess, because my work clothes were all there, right?"Let's just go anyway! What's wrong with borrowing Zetta's clothes?" asked Rama, "The problem is that her clothes are all tight on me...""Double the cardi. So I do
"Lili... take a shower first, then we go for a walk." Zetta invited, and I nodded. After all, she's the one who owns the house, she's the one who has the money to go to the cafe.Inside the room I looked for Zetta's clothes that I could wear, it's not a new story that I wore her clothes... we stay with each other too often, and things like this are normal. I didn't need permission either... she already guessed later. I didn't bring anything with me because of her too, so I went straight to his house.I took a clean underwear, then the biggest pair of jeans and then the loosest blouse I could find. Zetta tends to be thinner than me, and she likes to wear clothes that fit her body... so if I wear clothes that fit her, my address is already like wearing a condom! The shirt clings to the body. Not funny at all!The baggy jeans, once worn, actually fit my body, a little tight in the thighs and buttocks, fortunately the blouse could cover those thighs and buttocks, because it was quite long
I'm the one who's thinking more and more, and it's hard to sleep. For people who have been exposed to electricity, aka high-voltage electric shock until they are taken to the hospital, my body is all crumpled and the intention is to sleep early ... and now it's two o'clock in the morning, I'm still awake. I can't sleep anymore, imagine the torment! This is all because Zetta is like pouring gasoline into the fire of chaos in my heart, so I'm already in there! What a mess! Fire on chaos. I know... that's too much. But you got the point right?Maybe I can only sleep around half past five? So bad! Luckily I told Zetta that it was dawn and I hadn't slept yet, so I gave her notice! Don't wake me up... at all costs! She nodded in understanding and went to the bathroom.I only woke up at nine in the morning, so even though I was forced to sleep again... that was it! I was still sore, my sleepiness had completely disappeared! So I just couldn't sleep anymore.Waking up and going out, I found t
I immediately turned around and chased Zetta.What the hell!Zetta was still telling me how she seemed to be madly in love with Jude."I've never fallen this deeply for a guy, and he's the closest thing to my ideal type! I've kept my heart, I've endured it when I found out he was married, and once he got divorced... it's already blossomed so much, how could I deflate it again? My heart will suffer later.""Uh, Zetta..." I couldn't take it anymore.We were still walking towards Zetta's house and now I was beside her, not daring to look back anymore."I want to ask... you don't have to look back but yes! You don't have to make a big scene, let alone scream! Watch out!" I threatened, I knew Zetta, I was afraid she would go overboard with all her craziness."Don't tell me it's a devil!? Is it white?!" she swore."No... ish... what the hell!""What the hell! I'm afraid it's..." she was indeed walking faster than before."I saw a guy who looked like Mr. Harold at the food vendors! That's cr
Maybe because this is not the first time I've slept on Zetta's bed which is of course bigger, softer, and smells better than my mattress either at work or at home ... anyway it feels like sleeping in the clouds ... I'm really tired. Maybe I woke up before sunset. Yes, it's not allowed to sleep like this, but what else can I do... my body is already completely exhausted. It's like I'm going to sleep right after .. I'll just sleep... I don't care. I'm already yawning from earlier... but my best friend has already started babbling. I intended to just go to sleep, just leave her sleeping ... how come I was so surprised by her story that I gaped in shock. What the... absurd really! "Crazy! That's so weird!" I said."I said what the hell! That's why I want to talk to you. Is it true that Jude's ex came back and asked for a reconciliation? It's weird, she was the one who cheated on him and now she's asking him back! That's crazy! I told Jude to flatly refuse but he's not comfortable with t
"Lili... Gosh Li, lucky you're okay Li, thank God.. you're safe now, okay.. don't be afraid anymore. Hem..." With his manly voice he said that with his panic tone. He squeezed my hand gently with that straight look. I know I'm okay now, the whole incident seemed to happen very fast... and horrible, if I flashback, it feels like death has knocked me, but maybe it's not my time yet, it's not time for my spirit to leave my body? That's why someone saved me, out of the people at the office, out of everyone in the office... the question is... why Mr. Harold?"I felt like it was hard to leave you there... I got to my room and then came back, opened the door and found you screaming in distress.... I was in shock too Li! Fortunately, my brain is still working. Thank God..." he said again with a tighter hand squeeze.That's right, maybe this is his destiny. Maybe he was sent to be my savior today, I can't imagine without him.Then I felt that my chest felt full, tight... shaking too. I didn't