The first kiss with you was too memorable? He said! But I won't give him the satisfaction of the answer... I keep quiet.The car has arrived at the office parking lot. I got out and walked quickly to the room I am using. I went in and locked it from the inside. I also made sure to prop up some heavy things, like my plastic wardrobe. So that no one would break in.I locked myself up until the evening, I just don't want to be alone with him anymore! It's true, men and women can't be alone together there will be something bad happen sooner or later, that's my belief. But now, this is a little different... in Mr. Harold's case, the devil seems to have disguised himself, he is the devil himself, so it is clear for me to... Stay away from here as far as I could, as fast as I could!Maybe it's because I'm too angry, or maybe it's because I'm too tired, plus I'm starving, plus I'm still thinking about that kiss, I can't sleep at all! Ugh! How annoying.I've endured this hunger, I've searched
The work after all these situations became even more strange and awkward! Super weird!!! Every time I meet Rama, and Mr. Harold, I'm at a loss! How come those two have a crush on me? Two people at the same time! "Eh Li! Mr. Harold said you will join the digital team tomorrow!" Ms. Claudia's words made me gape. What does that mean? Why? I have no competency in that department. Digital team? "Eh? How come, ma'am? I have no digital or any computer science background!""Mr. Harold needs help! He's making an all-in-one program for everyone. For us, as well as for our potential digital readers, this is one of the strategies to expand the market, by selling e-books on our platform. We create a system and how to make it easier to reach them. It's a genius idea... and we all need to work together!" Ms. Claudia explained passionately. Well, she is the manager, she must be thinking about the financial progress of the company. As for me, I'm thinking... what the hell am I going to do! I don't e
"I'll be back first... bye. Thanks Rama!" I waved while grinning. I know he will be angry with me when I do this to him. "Bruh! You're teasing! I paid for your food and you left!" he protested. And I laughed even harder. I know he is annoyed because I didn't say anything about his feeling.Arriving at the office, it is still quiet... the others seemed to be eating outside... It is too bad that Mr. Harold is already inside! Ish."Have you eaten?" he asked without turning around. He is already in front of the core computer, typing something on the black screen."I did." I sat down in my chair."I wasn't asked. You didn't ask me whether I have eaten or not?"No! I don't want to do that! What the hell! But I could only keep quiet. Reluctant to answer. The work goes on the same. I have to move fast if he's on the other computer.Not even a day into working in this room, I'm amazed by him and his brain! How can he be this smart? He moves around... typing in code, then programming and desi
The work after all this has become even more awkward, how can I not feel that way? Every moment I became warier of him, why? Because I always found him looking at me. The exact moment I saw him! What the heck!! my facial expression doesn't change every minute!"Li! Are you still helping that programmer?" was a question from Zetta, my friend who usually asks me to help her when she needs to. When she asks this favor, there's usually an off-air event and she asks me to be her back dancer."Hooh. What's wrong?" I replied, I was on break and eating chicken soup in front of the office."Can I ask you to accompany me?""No," I replied with the most annoying tone I had. Hehehe."Bad girl. I'm just asking for a little help. To accompany me to buy a ring."I was shocked. "Heih? A ring! why will you buy it?!" I asked strangely."Babe, I'll pick you up later! If you don't, I'll kidnap you!""Sadist! Ya.. ya...I'll ask Mrs. Claudia for permission."After finishing my lunch, I went back to the off
I was hypnotized. And followed all his movements..even when he stroked my lower lip with his tongue I resignedly opened my mouth.He only broke the kiss when I was out of breath...our eyes were locked...and my breathing was labored. What the hell is going on? Why am I always like this when I'm kissed by him? But...come to think of it I've never kissed anyone other than him.Deg.What did my thoughts say?My eyes still looking straight into his eyes, I silently realized, there was something wrong with me! Why did I obey when he kissed me earlier? Shouldn't I be... arh... I'm already mentally ill it seems.Then something even stranger happened. He bit the tip of my nose and then whispered."Marry me!""YESSS!" I replied with a half-sigh, my eyes wide...and again those lips kissed me super softly. It's like I'm being carried to the sky and we're wrestling on a sea of cloudless clouds.Strange.What is this? Why am I like this?"Lili... I've loved you since the beginning... since you wore
Silence, there is only silence here..and it is so confusing for me.What?Isn't it marriage? Is that the correct term? Not marriage? Like the marriage, my father and mother had..right? He must be kidding!He winked mischievously and then chuckled."Do you want to get married first?" he asked with a super close face. "Or.. the after-marriage stuff?""Eng... um... marriage? I don't think so.""Better get used to it. We'll be getting married. That's for sure. I have prepared everything, all you have to do is say yes."I worked beside him all day. With a work atmosphere full of kisses, and he who often hugs me from behind. What kind of working environment is this.. is this even allowed?Fortunately, no one dared to enter this room, so we were safe.He's a lazy eater, if he's not threatened he doesn't eat. Lazy to rest and unwilling to stop working. A typical hard worker which I think is ridiculous! Why work hard but end up sick? Why work over the limit whilst you still got the same amount
"Don't tell me this is true! I don't agree Li! I don't agree! I won't let you marry this shitty man! Never! I won't let you!"Rama's shout woke me up. I blinked and looked at the clock... twelve o'clock at night and I was asleep in Mr. Harold's office? Eh? What is this? I was married..not to him? Then... um... why I am here. I could see that all the computers were still on and there was that guy's chair in the center of the room. What is this, is it all a dream, but the dream feels beautiful and delicious? Is it a sin to talk like that? How could I dream like that anyway! If it were a dream.. why would it feel so true, so right, so good? "Oi.. you're awake. That's good... we almost lost one day's work progress. You forgot to save the database in the center earlier..and there was a malware attack. You fell asleep like passing out.. and luckily I saved it right away. Two minutes later everything hangs! It crashed! A virus got in. Maybe from our competitor..they heard about our project.
Working with Rama is easier, much easier!I just did my usual work... checking the storage in the pantry and then sending all the memos to all the departments. Easy. Then I sat in one of the chairs waiting for me to be called to help. Usually only Rama does it and even then it's for trivial things.E.g..."Li, get me the marketing materials from the previous promotion week of this book." Which is super easy, the only difficult part is that I have to go up to the storage area and find it. Luckily..all of the promotion materials are sorted by the title of the books, so literally easy-peasy.Or he would ask me, "Li, try to find display items for the book launching."Everything that was taken was mostly cardboard boxes, nothing heavy...and even then only once or twice. I mostly sat and played with my cell phone there. Nothing to do. It was much different when I was in Mr. Harold's room. Hush...let's not discuss the person again, because according to Rama, he worked hard to win me to be fr
Yep... that's funny! Because there was one pair of eyes watching me. I'm from the side because I'm stepping forward, but I stop in the middle of the road. Like a child's toy that becomes a statue, you know? Who was looking at me? No doubt, it was Mr. Harold... he was grinning and scratching his chin! I think it's hard for him to be happy."Yes just in case! That's why I emphasize here, no one is free to order my men without any information or coordination with me, whatever it is, except for emergency matters. The meaning of emergency is related to life and death!" said Rama sternly, they were talking about anyone who asked me to do their chores and Rama forbid them to do so again.I swear, he's super cranky! I think it's because he's forced to hold the typo-studded author, that's why he's super annoying and sensitive today. "Yes, Rama ... don't be so sensational. You two, you can leave the room!"Mrs. Claudia said, and it felt like we could breathe again, I pushed my friend out quick
Rama asked us all to get into the car, then he drove the car fast, but not in the way it should be. This wasn't the office... he was going to the out-of-town route."Where is this going anyway? You took the wrong turn!" I protested."Yes, we're going to the mall... I want to buy you another engagement ring! The last one was broken."Dang! He really made that announcement! He's not pretending! He even made a statement that the ring was from him, in front of Dominic, who was the source of all the gossip in the office! Death to me!"What! So the guy who gave the ring was Rama after all! Ooh... so this has been in the planning for a long time... what a boss! I've been thinking for a long time, but unfortunately, the ring melted, boss! Is it better to just give Lili a ring with plastic? One with plastic elements, or rubber! I don't think rubber conducts heat!"Tsk... I just chuckled to myself, so Dominic still thinks that I bought the ring just for the sake of pretending?"Dom! Why can't
After lunch, Rama and Dominic cleaned up their bags, I who didn't know there was a meeting, or any business could only gape. I didn't remember there was a meeting, because if there was a meeting I would have been notified, right? Photocopying and so on, but not this!"Come on Lili!" invited Rama."Eh?" I could only look up in surprise."What are you doing? Where are you going?""I didn't tell you? I want to meet that nasty author! It's already been leaked to the public that she wants to publish here, and there are already many who want to PO try! So we... oh sorry, Rama couldn't help but obey her wishes, meeting at the cafe to discuss the T&C contract and its implementation details."I scratched my head, not connecting with what he was saying."What does this...mean? How?"Dominic was willing to sit down first to explain what happened to me, "So Miss Lili... this cat...""Don't use abbreviations! Her name is car?""Catherine! Just call her cat... okay, so she submitted a script to us
"Hemph... what's wrong if he's stalking you? Scared? You've already been kissed ... hehehe ..." Zetta teased unfriendly. Even though she's Rama's sister who is my fiancé, how could she say that?"Don't add to the turmoil in my heart! Enough!" I scolded and she laughed."I'm just telling the facts... the facts are so. After all, he won't harm you, even if he wants to harm you, he should have done it a long time ago? Why does he want to try now? So what I'm saying is that you don't have to think about whether he follows you or not. I don't even think about it.""Easy for you to say..." I complained."It's like that everywhere babe..."I felt better until the next morning when I decided to go to work. I asked Rama to take me to the office, not to his office anyway... to my mess, because my work clothes were all there, right?"Let's just go anyway! What's wrong with borrowing Zetta's clothes?" asked Rama, "The problem is that her clothes are all tight on me...""Double the cardi. So I do
"Lili... take a shower first, then we go for a walk." Zetta invited, and I nodded. After all, she's the one who owns the house, she's the one who has the money to go to the cafe.Inside the room I looked for Zetta's clothes that I could wear, it's not a new story that I wore her clothes... we stay with each other too often, and things like this are normal. I didn't need permission either... she already guessed later. I didn't bring anything with me because of her too, so I went straight to his house.I took a clean underwear, then the biggest pair of jeans and then the loosest blouse I could find. Zetta tends to be thinner than me, and she likes to wear clothes that fit her body... so if I wear clothes that fit her, my address is already like wearing a condom! The shirt clings to the body. Not funny at all!The baggy jeans, once worn, actually fit my body, a little tight in the thighs and buttocks, fortunately the blouse could cover those thighs and buttocks, because it was quite long
I'm the one who's thinking more and more, and it's hard to sleep. For people who have been exposed to electricity, aka high-voltage electric shock until they are taken to the hospital, my body is all crumpled and the intention is to sleep early ... and now it's two o'clock in the morning, I'm still awake. I can't sleep anymore, imagine the torment! This is all because Zetta is like pouring gasoline into the fire of chaos in my heart, so I'm already in there! What a mess! Fire on chaos. I know... that's too much. But you got the point right?Maybe I can only sleep around half past five? So bad! Luckily I told Zetta that it was dawn and I hadn't slept yet, so I gave her notice! Don't wake me up... at all costs! She nodded in understanding and went to the bathroom.I only woke up at nine in the morning, so even though I was forced to sleep again... that was it! I was still sore, my sleepiness had completely disappeared! So I just couldn't sleep anymore.Waking up and going out, I found t
I immediately turned around and chased Zetta.What the hell!Zetta was still telling me how she seemed to be madly in love with Jude."I've never fallen this deeply for a guy, and he's the closest thing to my ideal type! I've kept my heart, I've endured it when I found out he was married, and once he got divorced... it's already blossomed so much, how could I deflate it again? My heart will suffer later.""Uh, Zetta..." I couldn't take it anymore.We were still walking towards Zetta's house and now I was beside her, not daring to look back anymore."I want to ask... you don't have to look back but yes! You don't have to make a big scene, let alone scream! Watch out!" I threatened, I knew Zetta, I was afraid she would go overboard with all her craziness."Don't tell me it's a devil!? Is it white?!" she swore."No... ish... what the hell!""What the hell! I'm afraid it's..." she was indeed walking faster than before."I saw a guy who looked like Mr. Harold at the food vendors! That's cr
Maybe because this is not the first time I've slept on Zetta's bed which is of course bigger, softer, and smells better than my mattress either at work or at home ... anyway it feels like sleeping in the clouds ... I'm really tired. Maybe I woke up before sunset. Yes, it's not allowed to sleep like this, but what else can I do... my body is already completely exhausted. It's like I'm going to sleep right after .. I'll just sleep... I don't care. I'm already yawning from earlier... but my best friend has already started babbling. I intended to just go to sleep, just leave her sleeping ... how come I was so surprised by her story that I gaped in shock. What the... absurd really! "Crazy! That's so weird!" I said."I said what the hell! That's why I want to talk to you. Is it true that Jude's ex came back and asked for a reconciliation? It's weird, she was the one who cheated on him and now she's asking him back! That's crazy! I told Jude to flatly refuse but he's not comfortable with t
"Lili... Gosh Li, lucky you're okay Li, thank God.. you're safe now, okay.. don't be afraid anymore. Hem..." With his manly voice he said that with his panic tone. He squeezed my hand gently with that straight look. I know I'm okay now, the whole incident seemed to happen very fast... and horrible, if I flashback, it feels like death has knocked me, but maybe it's not my time yet, it's not time for my spirit to leave my body? That's why someone saved me, out of the people at the office, out of everyone in the office... the question is... why Mr. Harold?"I felt like it was hard to leave you there... I got to my room and then came back, opened the door and found you screaming in distress.... I was in shock too Li! Fortunately, my brain is still working. Thank God..." he said again with a tighter hand squeeze.That's right, maybe this is his destiny. Maybe he was sent to be my savior today, I can't imagine without him.Then I felt that my chest felt full, tight... shaking too. I didn't