"Can I kiss you?" Asked Mr. Harold, the Mathematics teacher who has been the subject of lusty daydreaming of my best friend, Zetta, and other female students.
“Eh? Nooooo!” I answered nervously. We are in the gym.
"Why?" He asked he dared to ask?! Duh!
"You are a teacher and I am your student...duh." I take it as my way out of the gym. He asked me to talk inside the building?! Huh... I should know better, than not to trust any human with a penis! Why? Because they are the real pervert. That teacher dared to ask for a kiss? He is granted a great punch, kick, or maybe slap?
I ran as fast as I could to my class. I have to climb two floors to arrive to my class.
I am Lilibeth Kolton, a 2nd-grade student at Fonton Senior High School, majoring in social studies, I'm not that pretty actually...not at all! I am only 160 cm tall, my face is not that great, my nose is not that pointed, my lips are not thick, my front and rear bumpers are minimal, and my brain is so-so. There should be no reason Mr. Harold said that to me! Or is he just testing me?? Or… a prank! Wow, if that's true, he has the heart! Note the sarcasm!
“Sigh… huf…” I arrived in class breathless and immediately became the subject of attention of my best friend Zetta Fatih whose appearance is more aesthetic than mine. She is beautiful, smart, and famous. She is also the strongest candidate for student council president this year.
"Well ... where have you been?" She asked confused. I sat at the same table with Zetta since 1st grade in high school. We have known each other since childhood and went to school together. She should be bored with me, who always sticks to her like remora fish whose hobby is sticking to sharks. It's like I'm not famous and all standard and me being with Zetta, which is 180 degrees different from me. I got a little spotlight because of her.
"Bathroom." I lied. I made the bathroom an excuse… yes, blame my brain which is not creative and not smart either, finding excuses like that is too obvious.
The next subject will be Geography, and Zetta presented our group's paper, it was agreed that I will go ahead with the Q&A session for the presentation because they said that I can defend myself if I am cornered. This presentation is not ordinary, in social studies classes this kind of atmosphere is often created, students from certain groups present material, and later a question and answer session will be opened. Not a perfunctory question and answer session, the question and answer session is a real war session! Debate!
Based on my friend's conclusion, I am the one who could survive the session the best. I'm still out of breath and it's getting harder to breathe when Mrs. Hilda, the geography teacher comes in.
Oh, God... I can't breathe well! Blame it on Mr. Harold! He is making my life more complicated!
“Breathe in… exhale! Don't fart! Remember the fate of our group is in your hands! Okay!" Zetta said before we were all called Miss Hilda. Some of my friends arranged chairs in the front, where the rest of my group sat, not me. I must stand!
"Please start. Introduce yourself first, maximum time is 15 minutes then question and answer 15 minutes," said Mrs. Hilda. I nodded with a mediocre smile.
Zetta and my other three friends are already sitting in their seats. We will take turns explaining, and later the question and answer session will be fully handled by .... me.
Our material is about the issue of moving to the capital city of a country. What are the pluses and minuses?
"Hi guys, I am Lilibeth Kolton from group 2 and will be presenting material entitled, moving the capital city of a country, the pros, and cons. The first material will be delivered by July. July please." I said calmly. I successfully conveyed the opening sentence. My friend July stood up, and now I'm the one sitting in July's place.
All material has been delivered by us, the time on the class wall clock is still good enough for us... we have presented this material for almost 15 minutes.
"Okay, that's all the explanation from our group. After this, I will open a question and answer session.” I said praying in my heart, I hope all my classmates don't drink our canteen- hot chicken noodle sauce, so they don't become like the dragons-asking question. Harsh! Fiery! Killer!
My face is pale!
Why? Because the one who raised his hand first is Rocky.
Rocky is the number one human I avoid the most. Unfortunately, he is always in my class since grade 1. If I may describe what a Real Rocky is like, well, he's handsome enough, tall enough, rich enough, accomplished enough, what's minus about him is, he likes to mess with me. His hobby is giving endless questions, which result in endless debates.
I looked at Zetta who is already glaring as Rocky raised his hand. Can you just pretend you don't see? Mrs. Hilda Please?
"Yes, please Rocky. What's the question?" well… Mrs. Hilda is very welcome with him of course. Even though I've been acting, I haven't seen him.
"Yes, please," I said lazily and not sincerely.
"I want to ask. Hem... earlier, your group explained that one of the advantages is economic distribution, with the hope of boosting the economy of the new capital city that was appointed. The question is… from whose point of view? Is that from the point of view of the government, the population, or entrepreneurs? Isn't it even bothersome for a small entrepreneur? The owners of the company should move to another place? Moved his employees, and his factory. Surely more people choose not to move, so if that's the case, the economic distribution won't apply!” the way he talks just sucks.
Inhale… exhale.
Inhale… patient… exhale.
“Ahem… it's like that. Thank you for the question.” I smile insincerely. It's just a formality.
"So, what is called economic distribution is from the population side. What is clear... is that if the Capital city of government is moved, some government offices will also move, right? Not that all companies have to move! That's called moving the industrial center! It's moving the center of government! So those who will move will be ministry employees, for example."
"Then if you asked, how much will it cost? Yes, that was included in the proposal when applying for a capital city to move to, right? If it is felt that the costs are enormous, compared to the benefits, which country is willing to move its capital city if there is no money for that!” I answered quickly at the beginning but tried to be patient and gentle at the end. Even though I'm sure, I don't look gentle at all.
"Yes, I understand. But… what are the concrete changes? From an economic point of view. What do the residents in the new town and the old town feel?”
Right… already told them, he's the one who asked that kind of complicated thing!
"Yes. I see…” I started the sentence sweetly, but my eyes are sharp. Straight to him. "For example, in a new place, which isn't crowded before, because there are new government offices, new people, Businesses can be busier if the population is busy, purchasing power increases, in the end people are happy? do you understand until here?” I answered again.
The damned Rocky grinned instead, he raised his hand again. I've been screaming in my head, swearing all the swear words I learned from Zetta when I'm on my PMS.
In the end, Mrs. Hilda finished the questions from Rocky, and even then after 15 minutes of the time allotted for the question and answer session. He was all that wasted time! How immoral!
We sat down, and took a deep breath, at least the presentation was over, even though I had to sacrifice my patience and sanity because of that one creature. After Geography, the last subject is mathematics, I don't know who gave the idea that Social Sciences students should still study maths, and why should Mr. Harold has to teach it! I'm already running out of energy, running out of enthusiasm to survive in the jungle of this social studies class, shrinking, even more, when his figure walks into the classroom. I am the only one who is weak, the others sat up straighter, and suddenly all the girls' faces became smooth again, glowing! It's already half past eleven in the afternoon, normally at this hour, we are like old plastic cooking oil packages. The face is already glowing with all the oil, the lips are pale and the eyes are all dripping, the mind is not focused, and I want to go home soon.
It seems that the only one who remains in that state is me! Because of the others, as soon as the Geography class bell ended they were immediately touched up, all the oily faces were pasted over with oil paper, then additional BB Cream, powder, and lipstick were put on.
"Still excited... children?" he asked as soon as he entered the class. The others shouted with cheerful faces.
“Hell yeaa!” some clenched their fists up, some whistling, some applauding. While I folded my arms on the table and smashed my face into my hands. While whispering.
“Nooooo!”
"Lilibeth... Come forward! Do the questions!” Mr. Harold said after finishing absent from the class.Oh God, what's this ordeal? I was complaining in my heart, instead, all my female friends glanced cynically at me. What? They are jealous! They want to be called too! My head hasn't cooled down from Rocky and now I'm being asked to face math? I stepped forward and took the marker he gave me. As much as possible... I did not touch him at that time. I didn't see his face and avoided his gaze which must have been super annoying now. I stood in front of the whiteboard, with a marker ready to write.He dictated the questions. The really easy logic problem, he said? I can only look closely at all my handwriting on the board, looking at the questions over and over again, trying to understand them again and again...but I can't understand them, at all. Tried to find an answer but couldn't find it."You've been standing for ten minutes... want to wait an hour and a half for the bell to go home
"Are you done yet?" Asked my friend, and that is maybe everyone's least favorite word today. Who can finish it? It's just crazy... That was also Zetta's saying as soon as I sat down in my seat. She is already in her sports uniform, sitting with a super gloomy face. The same face…with all the faces of the students in my class this morning. We will have gym class in the first hour of the day, so we left already in gym uniforms and with our hair in pigtails. Had breakfast, brought money, had prepared ourselves that Mr. Harold might torture us because there was no way we can finish it in one day! 50 problems that have to be copied into homework books and be done, it just... Impossible. I only rewrote the questions, with a smiley image at the end of the sheet. Peace sign! Peace… peace.Only magic creatures can solve all of them!“Just write the question, copying it down.. every word!?" I replied resignedly."The same. Eheheheeh… only did twenty questions. For the other 30, I drew a lot of
I quickly changed and sat quietly. Waiting for news that the next subject teacher is absent, or that there is a teacher's meeting, so I don't have to see that man. In fact, there is none of that. Huhuhu.Until break time, our class leader, Tito asked for his time. Making an announcement."I got this announcement from Mr. Harold! Those who don't submit their assignments today can't go home. Here is the list of names." Heh? When is it due? How come I don't know?I raised my hand, "To? When did you submit it?""It was after gym class!""How come I didn't know!""You were too slow! Mr. Harold came to class and asked as to give it to him right away! I have a list of names of those who didn't turn it in! Listen up!"I glanced at Zetta, asking... "You?"She nodded. Huwaaaaaa! Zetta didn't tell me! She's my friend after all. She could take my books from my bag without permission. She could give me my homework...and this tragedy won't happen. Oh.. doom is coming to fetch me!"Why don't you co
"Asshole! Asshole! Asshole!" I cried as I hit his shoulder. He was still trapping me in his room and I could only do this. How pathetic!"Wha... what? Don't tell me this is your first kiss! Eh?""Asshole! What do you think I am?! asshole!" I hit him harder now.Mr. Harold backed off and I was finally able to run outside. I kept running towards the school exit gate. Home. I cried on the way, on the bus, then on the path before reaching home. Right at the doorstep of my house, I wiped away all my tears. No one at home is allowed to know.From then on, I never saw Mr. Harold again. That's good. I am grateful, but not all the girls in our school protested heavily. Questioning where their idol teacher had gone. My high school days ended sweetly, although some annoying incidents happened. Like Rocky still chasing me. He expressed his feelings repeatedly, but I rejected him every time.Thanks to Mr. Harold, I hate men, I hate the relationship between men and women. If I could choose, I'd rat
Now all I could think about was how to tell Zetta. She's a typical possessive friend who gets hurt easily when it comes to secrets like this. She doesn't know at all! I deliberately didn't tell her, so for the six months I was in bed- resting at home, I just said I was busy working.Today, I decided to end the confusion. I wanted to tell Zetta today, after all now I could walk normally, no more pain.I dialed the number of my number one friend. The smart, beautiful, and talented student. She has just realized her new talent. She is good at singing, her beautiful face also made her flooded with jobs as an advertising model."Em... Finally, you remember me too!" She said with a snort. I chuckled."Hellow, my best friend till the end of the world." I greeted them in a cheerful tone."Let's see... where have you been, how come you can remember, that you still have friends?""Ish... don't say that. Let's meet up, babe!" I invited her directly to the main destination."Sure, I'm at the cafe
I've been working at CreaGo for two years now, as the most reliable admin in the place. My duties are related to all the trivial things, which are not too crucial, but if I'm not there, well... there will be a lot of protests. I prepare meeting materials, meeting rooms, drinks for meetings, photocopies, pantry stock, inter-departmental memos, plus if there are outdoor activities.Besides working at CreaGo, I also help Zetta, my best friend who is now a national class model. To be precise, I became her back dancer even though I kept my face covered, to hide my identity. Zetta is famous for her beautiful face, and because she's good at making TikTok videos related to cover dancing. There, I acted as her back dancer. There's one of the most famous videos. That's what made her super famous. Not bad... I can get some pocket money from her.As a replacement, my best friend Zetta, who was beautiful from birth, became the company's brand ambassador. If there's an off-air event, she'll fill in
"CreaGo? Lili... I knew you are there... Lili!" I said enthusiastically. I finally found that girl. After what happened in the past, I was able to find her again. After that kiss, I felt guilty and went abroad to calm down. But who would have thought that I'd be stuck in Germany for two years? I had to take care of my father's troubled company there.I was a mathematician, but my passion is computers. That's also what I'm good at now. Once there is a funding proposal for a new company being created in this city, my initial disinterest turned 180 degrees as soon as I saw the profile of the publishing company. Not because of the company's potential, but because the girl I had always wanted, is there."How's Res. Do you want to invest?" asked Reman, one of my best friends who already had a 30 percent stake in the company. Literally, he is the owner of the company."Hem... how many shares will be sold?""All my shares. 30 percent.""And why are you selling them?""Because... I can't be in
"Li... Lili..." Mr. Edo called me with a pained face. What the heck, why is our Marketing Head so upset?"What's the problem, Mr. Edo?""You! Book Signing! Must, must, must! You must Attend it! If Zetta can't make it, it's okay. The important thing is that you! You must attend the event!" he threatened with a horror face. Mr. Edo is really scary sometimes, he liked doing some goth stuff. "What the heck sir... why are you moping like that!" I teased. It's fun to tease people who are on deadline for important events. Ehhe."Anyway, if you don't come! I'll intercept you in the parking lot!" he threatened again. I could only chuckle. Indeed, lately, I've been assigned a lot of outdoor tasks, because there are a lot of preparations for launching events, fan meetings, and book signings of our official authors. I only go to the office once or twice a week, the rest of the time I'm out. With Rama's approval, of course.Until the day of the event, I didn't know the reason why Mr. Edo is upset
Yep... that's funny! Because there was one pair of eyes watching me. I'm from the side because I'm stepping forward, but I stop in the middle of the road. Like a child's toy that becomes a statue, you know? Who was looking at me? No doubt, it was Mr. Harold... he was grinning and scratching his chin! I think it's hard for him to be happy."Yes just in case! That's why I emphasize here, no one is free to order my men without any information or coordination with me, whatever it is, except for emergency matters. The meaning of emergency is related to life and death!" said Rama sternly, they were talking about anyone who asked me to do their chores and Rama forbid them to do so again.I swear, he's super cranky! I think it's because he's forced to hold the typo-studded author, that's why he's super annoying and sensitive today. "Yes, Rama ... don't be so sensational. You two, you can leave the room!"Mrs. Claudia said, and it felt like we could breathe again, I pushed my friend out quick
Rama asked us all to get into the car, then he drove the car fast, but not in the way it should be. This wasn't the office... he was going to the out-of-town route."Where is this going anyway? You took the wrong turn!" I protested."Yes, we're going to the mall... I want to buy you another engagement ring! The last one was broken."Dang! He really made that announcement! He's not pretending! He even made a statement that the ring was from him, in front of Dominic, who was the source of all the gossip in the office! Death to me!"What! So the guy who gave the ring was Rama after all! Ooh... so this has been in the planning for a long time... what a boss! I've been thinking for a long time, but unfortunately, the ring melted, boss! Is it better to just give Lili a ring with plastic? One with plastic elements, or rubber! I don't think rubber conducts heat!"Tsk... I just chuckled to myself, so Dominic still thinks that I bought the ring just for the sake of pretending?"Dom! Why can't
After lunch, Rama and Dominic cleaned up their bags, I who didn't know there was a meeting, or any business could only gape. I didn't remember there was a meeting, because if there was a meeting I would have been notified, right? Photocopying and so on, but not this!"Come on Lili!" invited Rama."Eh?" I could only look up in surprise."What are you doing? Where are you going?""I didn't tell you? I want to meet that nasty author! It's already been leaked to the public that she wants to publish here, and there are already many who want to PO try! So we... oh sorry, Rama couldn't help but obey her wishes, meeting at the cafe to discuss the T&C contract and its implementation details."I scratched my head, not connecting with what he was saying."What does this...mean? How?"Dominic was willing to sit down first to explain what happened to me, "So Miss Lili... this cat...""Don't use abbreviations! Her name is car?""Catherine! Just call her cat... okay, so she submitted a script to us
"Hemph... what's wrong if he's stalking you? Scared? You've already been kissed ... hehehe ..." Zetta teased unfriendly. Even though she's Rama's sister who is my fiancé, how could she say that?"Don't add to the turmoil in my heart! Enough!" I scolded and she laughed."I'm just telling the facts... the facts are so. After all, he won't harm you, even if he wants to harm you, he should have done it a long time ago? Why does he want to try now? So what I'm saying is that you don't have to think about whether he follows you or not. I don't even think about it.""Easy for you to say..." I complained."It's like that everywhere babe..."I felt better until the next morning when I decided to go to work. I asked Rama to take me to the office, not to his office anyway... to my mess, because my work clothes were all there, right?"Let's just go anyway! What's wrong with borrowing Zetta's clothes?" asked Rama, "The problem is that her clothes are all tight on me...""Double the cardi. So I do
"Lili... take a shower first, then we go for a walk." Zetta invited, and I nodded. After all, she's the one who owns the house, she's the one who has the money to go to the cafe.Inside the room I looked for Zetta's clothes that I could wear, it's not a new story that I wore her clothes... we stay with each other too often, and things like this are normal. I didn't need permission either... she already guessed later. I didn't bring anything with me because of her too, so I went straight to his house.I took a clean underwear, then the biggest pair of jeans and then the loosest blouse I could find. Zetta tends to be thinner than me, and she likes to wear clothes that fit her body... so if I wear clothes that fit her, my address is already like wearing a condom! The shirt clings to the body. Not funny at all!The baggy jeans, once worn, actually fit my body, a little tight in the thighs and buttocks, fortunately the blouse could cover those thighs and buttocks, because it was quite long
I'm the one who's thinking more and more, and it's hard to sleep. For people who have been exposed to electricity, aka high-voltage electric shock until they are taken to the hospital, my body is all crumpled and the intention is to sleep early ... and now it's two o'clock in the morning, I'm still awake. I can't sleep anymore, imagine the torment! This is all because Zetta is like pouring gasoline into the fire of chaos in my heart, so I'm already in there! What a mess! Fire on chaos. I know... that's too much. But you got the point right?Maybe I can only sleep around half past five? So bad! Luckily I told Zetta that it was dawn and I hadn't slept yet, so I gave her notice! Don't wake me up... at all costs! She nodded in understanding and went to the bathroom.I only woke up at nine in the morning, so even though I was forced to sleep again... that was it! I was still sore, my sleepiness had completely disappeared! So I just couldn't sleep anymore.Waking up and going out, I found t
I immediately turned around and chased Zetta.What the hell!Zetta was still telling me how she seemed to be madly in love with Jude."I've never fallen this deeply for a guy, and he's the closest thing to my ideal type! I've kept my heart, I've endured it when I found out he was married, and once he got divorced... it's already blossomed so much, how could I deflate it again? My heart will suffer later.""Uh, Zetta..." I couldn't take it anymore.We were still walking towards Zetta's house and now I was beside her, not daring to look back anymore."I want to ask... you don't have to look back but yes! You don't have to make a big scene, let alone scream! Watch out!" I threatened, I knew Zetta, I was afraid she would go overboard with all her craziness."Don't tell me it's a devil!? Is it white?!" she swore."No... ish... what the hell!""What the hell! I'm afraid it's..." she was indeed walking faster than before."I saw a guy who looked like Mr. Harold at the food vendors! That's cr
Maybe because this is not the first time I've slept on Zetta's bed which is of course bigger, softer, and smells better than my mattress either at work or at home ... anyway it feels like sleeping in the clouds ... I'm really tired. Maybe I woke up before sunset. Yes, it's not allowed to sleep like this, but what else can I do... my body is already completely exhausted. It's like I'm going to sleep right after .. I'll just sleep... I don't care. I'm already yawning from earlier... but my best friend has already started babbling. I intended to just go to sleep, just leave her sleeping ... how come I was so surprised by her story that I gaped in shock. What the... absurd really! "Crazy! That's so weird!" I said."I said what the hell! That's why I want to talk to you. Is it true that Jude's ex came back and asked for a reconciliation? It's weird, she was the one who cheated on him and now she's asking him back! That's crazy! I told Jude to flatly refuse but he's not comfortable with t
"Lili... Gosh Li, lucky you're okay Li, thank God.. you're safe now, okay.. don't be afraid anymore. Hem..." With his manly voice he said that with his panic tone. He squeezed my hand gently with that straight look. I know I'm okay now, the whole incident seemed to happen very fast... and horrible, if I flashback, it feels like death has knocked me, but maybe it's not my time yet, it's not time for my spirit to leave my body? That's why someone saved me, out of the people at the office, out of everyone in the office... the question is... why Mr. Harold?"I felt like it was hard to leave you there... I got to my room and then came back, opened the door and found you screaming in distress.... I was in shock too Li! Fortunately, my brain is still working. Thank God..." he said again with a tighter hand squeeze.That's right, maybe this is his destiny. Maybe he was sent to be my savior today, I can't imagine without him.Then I felt that my chest felt full, tight... shaking too. I didn't