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Mating The Half She-Wolf
Mating The Half She-Wolf
作者: Thecesca

CHAPTER 1.

作者: Thecesca
last update 最終更新日: 2025-03-21 02:58:01

My fingers reached out, gripping the hem of the sheets. My manicured fingers dug into the satin, squeezing the fabric until I could feel my palm go numb. My boyfriend, Shawn, had his head buried between my thighs. His tongue flicked the tip of my clit, and my lips parted with ecstasy.

I kept my eyes closed, feeling every touch, every motion.

“Keep going,” I whispered, moving my hand so I could place it on his head.

He went deeper, going faster, making me gasp loudly. This was always the moment he’d caution me to keep it down, reminding me to stay quiet because my mum was in the room right next to mine. But tonight, he said nothing, he let me moan out my desires.

His hands started to move away from my legs, past my belly button to my breast. I used my free hand to follow his, intertwining our fingers to keep us connected.

But then I felt something strange, something unusual. His hands were hairier, harder. His fingers were longer, sharper.

I pushed my eyes open in alarm, trying to remember if I could recall how this whole scene started in the first place.

He stopped, but didn’t move.

I took a deep breath before lifting my head slowly to get a better look at him. First, I saw black hair, just like Shawn’s.

“Shawn?” I called out softly, except my voice betrayed me, cracking as I spoke.

He grunted, but still made no attempt to look up.

“Babe?” I tried again.

“It’s your birthday,” he simply said.

I gasped, throwing his hands away from mine to move backwards. It wasn’t Shawn. It wasn’t his voice, but it wasn’t unrecognizable. It was the same voice that had haunted me since I was twelve.

“Who are you?” I asked the same question I always did whenever he was around. “Why are you here? Why can’t you leave me alone?”

A smile formed around his lips, his front hair blocking half his face from view. “If you really wanted me gone, I wouldn’t be here right now. Besides, you just turned eighteen. I’m here to celebrate.”

“Astra!”

My eyes snapped open. I blinked severally, trying to adjust to the darkness. I reached for the lamp on my side table and flicked it on. I was still unhinged, drenched in sweat and riling from the dream I had just woken up from.

“Ugh,” I sighed when I noticed there was no one else in the room with me. “Every fucking time.”

I dragged myself out of bed to my vanity dressing table and turned on the lights So I could see myself better. My skin was flawless, my hair was still wrapped in heatless curlers. Nothing looked out of place, so why was I still having that damn dream?

I’ve had it almost every night since I was twelve. Not in the same exact settings, but always about the same boy. A boy whose face I can never make out, and whose voice I never seemed to remember once I was awake.

It was driving me crazy.

I couldn’t do anything about it though. Couldn’t tell my mum, and most especially not my friends. What if they thought I had a problem? What if they thought I was going mad? Or I was hunted? God forbid anyone ever finds out I’m not perfect.

As the most popular girl in school, I had an image to protect.

“Astra?”

I paused. “Mum?”

“Astra.”

I groaned in frustration, then got to my feet to walk to the door. “Mum, it’s past one, you’re supposed to be asleep. I know it’s my birthday but you really should have just waited.”

I flung the door open, ready to scold her some more, but she wasn’t outside. The hallway was empty and quiet.

I shook my head in confusion, closing the door. “What’s wrong with me? I know I heard my name.” I returned to sit in front of the mirror and started to examine my face once more.

But the longer I stared into the mirror, the more it looked like my eyes had begun to change color. I squinted, leaning forward, using my fingers to feel around my eye bags.

“What the hell?” I gasped, panicking. My voice now sounding slightly higher and cracked. My blue eyes were now glowing a golden yellow. “What is this?”

“Astra!”

I let out a shriek, falling to the ground, my fingers sinking into the fluffy rug beneath me. “Who said that?”

“Don’t be afraid, Astra.” The voice said again. “I’m not going to harm you.”

Not convinced, I leapt to my feet as quickly as I could and grabbed a hairbrush from the table. “Show yourself.” I said firmly.

“Great choice of weapon, Astra.” The voice said sarcastically. “We can give our enemies a new hairdo.”

“What…..enemies? What are you talking about?

I frowned, releasing my grip on the brush and lowering it. For some reason, I didn’t feel threatened, plus it sounded like the voice was coming from within me. She was also just as sassy as I was.

“Why can’t I see you?” I asked softly, turning around to look into every corner in my room.

“Because I’m inside of you. We’re technically one.” She explained.

I let out a breath. “I don’t understand. Who are you really?”

 “I’m Lola. Your wolf.”

“My….my wolf?” I stuttered, even more confused. I shut my eyes and began to shake my head, whispering to myself. “This isn’t real, it’s just a figment of my imagination.”

“Astra—"

“I’m just dreaming, this isn’t really happening.” I kept chanting, cutting her off.

“Stop it, Astra.” Lola yelled, and I stopped whispering to myself. “You’re not dreaming, you’re not going mad. The moon goddess herself has assigned me to you.”

“Well, go back and tell this moon goddess person that I’m good. I don’t need a….wolf, and I sure as hell do not need to hear a voice in my head.”

“Do not disrespect the moon goddess, Astra. You should be happy I came early. Some get their wolves really late, while some never.”

“Can’t you decide to live in someone else’s head? Because this really isn’t working for me.” I let out, almost on the verge of tears.

“It doesn’t work that way. We’re bonded for life, and we have a lot to learn.” She replied.

“What do you mean?”

“Astra, you’re a werewolf. We should be part of a pack, we should have started training for this moment a long time ago. We need to find our bloodline, learn about our heritage.”

My forehead creased. She really wasn’t making any sense. What was it she said? I was a werewolf and she was my wolf? I laughed under my breath. I always knew something was wrong with me, always felt different. Strange.

But I never imagined I’d be making up things in my head. Lola wasn’t real, she was all in my head. And werewolves do not exist.

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  • Mating The Half She-Wolf   CHAPTER 2.

    What do you do when you start hearing voices in your head? You shut up and tell no one.“So, you’re just going to ignore me and act like I’m not here?” Lola asked while I sat quietly at the table, having breakfast with my mum.It had only been a few hours since I first heard her in my head, but it felt like a lifetime. She was getting way too loud, and it was making me agitated.“I’m not the one making you angry, our kind is just naturally aggressive.” She said again, this time in a mocking tone.I gripped the handle of my fork and gritted my teeth, trying to pay attention to what my mother was saying. She was talking, but I could barely hear her. She was saying something about my birthday, probably planning something fun we could both do together, like always.She was my favorite person in the whole world and the one person I could always count on. I knew whatever she had in store for today was going to be amazing, but I just couldn’t bring myself to be excited.“Honey, are you okay?

    最終更新日 : 2025-03-21
  • Mating The Half She-Wolf   CHAPTER 3.

    I must still be stuck in last night’s dream.“What do you mean my father?” I asked loudly, my voice sharp. “Take me away to where? You’re not making any sense, mum.”“Astra.”The man spoke, moving towards me. I flinched, taking a step back. I looked from him to my mother, then back to him. He had black hair and blue eyes, similar to mine. His intense eyes on me made my insides turn.What exactly was going on? Who is this man and why was he in my house, calling my name as if we knew each other?“Astra….honey….please.” My mother forced out, staggering to my side. She took my hand and looked me in the eye. “I need to tell you something.”She went ahead and explained the situation. About twenty years ago, in Delaware, she had gone camping in the woods with a few friends. Everything was going well, until the sun set and her friends began to disappear one after the other. Suddenly everyone was gone and she was the only one left, waiting to die.“But then, Julian showed up. He saved me.” She

    最終更新日 : 2025-03-21
  • Mating The Half She-Wolf   CHAPTER 4.

    The darkness swooped in, swallowing me whole. Suddenly, I was in the middle of a park with no recollection of how I had gotten here. The night was darker than usual, not a single streetlight in sight. The air was slightly cooler, the atmosphere void. It was clear that there was no one around for miles to come but still it didn’t feel lonely. There was an airy familiarity that came with this place. Somehow, I felt safe. I looked around, trying to see if I’d be able to find a street sign, but all I saw were the outlines of flowers and grass, with trees that seemed to sway silently whenever the wind howled. It was peaceful, but I couldn’t stay. I didn’t belong here.I started to walk around, moving towards a bench in the middle of two trees. I stopped halfway through. Behind it, a pair of red eyes had begun to form. I was not alone. The thought of someone behind the bushes, watching me all this while sent shivers down my spine.And worse? It had started to move. It’s crimson form now

    最終更新日 : 2025-03-21
  • Mating The Half She-Wolf   CHAPTER 5.

    My mother taught me to stand up for what’s right, and no matter how beautiful a creature Levi was, I wasn’t about to let him stand here and make me feel like I had done something wrong.Open your mouth and say something.My brain kept telling me to speak up, but my body was finding it hard to catch up. Levi and I stood there for what felt like hours. We said nothing, only stared into each other’s eyes, mesmerized.I have a boyfriend.I reminded myself, finally tearing my gaze away from his. He cleared his throat and stepped closer, moving toward me slowly.“You’re new,” he said, his eyes still focused on me.I nodded, afraid he could hear my heart pounding in my chest.He walked behind me, his body inches from mine, heat radiating through the little gap between us. Suddenly, I felt his face on my neck, his nostrils sniffing.“You have a unique scent,” he said.I held my breath, stopping myself from swallowing the lump lodged in my throat. What was happening right now? I felt Lola strug

    最終更新日 : 2025-03-27
  • Mating The Half She-Wolf   CHAPTER 6.

    My body felt weightless, my mind drifting in and out of consciousness. Voices swam around me, distant yet urgent.“What’s wrong with her?” an unfamiliar voice from the crowd demanded."She’s burning up," another voice added, except I knew who this one belonged to. It was my father, Julian. "Something's not right."“Just hang in there, Astra.” Levi breathed into my ears, gently rocking me back and forth as he stroked my hair. “You’re going to be okay.”It was working. His presence was making the pain much more tolerable.I barely registered the firm hands pressing against my forehead, the worried murmurs growing around me. The scent of my brother, Jerry, cut through the haze. A smell I didn’t know I had already picked up in my short time here. He knelt beside me, and although I couldn’t see quite clearly, I could feel the strange stench of worry latched onto him.His strong hands reached out to me, his face tight with concentration, but not towards me. He was trying to get to Lola, to

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  • Mating The Half She-Wolf   CHAPTER 7.

    The sun had already begun to set, Julian stood in the middle of the room, his whole attention focused on me, his presence commanding as ever.He was intimidating, but not enough to keep me from protesting.“What do you mean ready for school tomorrow?” I yelled, unable to control myself.“Did you think you were going to stop having an education just because you’re a werewolf?” He asked, standing tall with his arms crossed over his chest.I blinked up at him. "I knew I was going to be learning. But, education?""Yes. Starting tomorrow, you'll be attending Moondew Academy."My stomach dropped. "Wait, what? You're really sending me to school? Like…an actual school? With werewolves?"His lips twitched in mild amusement. "Of course. What do you think the pups around here do? Run around naked in the wild?”I bit my lower lip. “Well….”I paused and we stared at each other, both of them clearly aware of my unspoken words.“We’re not animals, Astra,” Jerry joined the conversation, slightly offe

    最終更新日 : 2025-03-29
  • Mating The Half She-Wolf   CHAPTER 8.

    “Watch where you’re going,” he muttered, his voice low and rough, like gravel sliding over stone.I yanked myself free and took a step back, ignoring the way my skin burned where he’d touched me. “Maybe you should watch where you’re standing,” I shot back, lifting my chin defiantly.His lips curled, almost like he was amused, and for some reason, that irritated me more. “You’re the one who ran into me, half-breed.”My stomach twisted at the insult, but I refused to let it show. I had already decided Levi Parrish wasn’t worth my time, that he was just another arrogant prince who thought the world revolved around him.And yet… my stupid heart didn’t get the memo.He stared at me for a bit too long, as if waiting for a reaction. I gave him none. Instead, I rolled my eyes, stepped around him, and kept walking, forcing myself not to look back.“You know, it’s my duty to watch over you.”I heard a voice say, inches away from my eyes. He was following me, like a fly would its victim. I tried

    最終更新日 : 2025-03-30
  • Mating The Half She-Wolf   CHAPTER 9.

    I knew Moondew academy was going to be so much different from my former school, but I didn’t expect it to be full on bizarre.For the first time since I walked away from Levi, I finally got the chance to check out my classes. At first, I saw normal subjects like history, biology, English, even advanced calculus. Then, it started to get weird. Everyday, I had to attend a training class twice. One before lunch, and the other right before the end of school.The class was divided into many portions; Physical strength, skillset, special ability, endurance level and so on. We also had a special P.E class intended just for track and field.As if that wasn’t enough, I found out the most popular sport was sparring.I reached the textbook room, a small, windowless space lined with shelves packed tightly with books. The librarian barely acknowledged me as I approached the counter.My initial thought was to ask about all the classes I didn’t quite understand, but I hesitated, tired of being the n

    最終更新日 : 2025-04-01

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  • Mating The Half She-Wolf   CHAPTER 11.

    Strong arms wrapped around me from behind, pulling me closer, tighter. I closed my eyes and let myself be swept away by the warmth, the soft, tender love I’d missed for the past two days. There was nothing like being in the arms of someone you loved, someone you just couldn’t do without.That was how I felt about...My eyes snapped open. Something was wrong. I remembered leaving Hartville with my father, remembered attending Moondew academy. So how could I be in bed with my boyfriend? My hands shook, my heart pounded, though I tried to act unfazed.Enough to not alert my intruder.Behind me, he groaned, pushing himself even closer to me, sniffing me. He breathed into my neck before slowly lowering himself so he could nibble my shoulders.“Astra….”The hot air on my skin was so sudden that I couldn’t stop myself from reacting. Next, his hands moved, trailing my arms until it stopped at my thigh. For a second, it felt like he was asking for permission to keep going, waiting to see if my

  • Mating The Half She-Wolf   CHAPTER 10.

    The short time it took me to navigate my way from the training grounds to the cafeteria was enough for Ruby and her friends to spread the news of my inability to produce any powers. The moment I stepped into the hallway, I could hear the whispers, the murmurs. People stared, some talked quietly, while others didn’t care about being discreet.“Who cares if she hears us? She’s basically human, we can totally kick her ass.”I heard a group say as I walked past them, I’d never been so humiliated in my entire life. What happened to the bold, fearless girl who practically ruled the halls of Hartville high? What happened to Astra, the born leader?Was I really going to be a nobody?I was already feeling bad enough, everything with Levi and possibly not having any special abilities. Now this. It was all too much for me.“She really doesn’t have an ability?”“What kind of werewolf is that?”“No wonder she was raised with humans.”I clenched my fists and kept walking, pretending not to notice t

  • Mating The Half She-Wolf   CHAPTER 9.

    I knew Moondew academy was going to be so much different from my former school, but I didn’t expect it to be full on bizarre.For the first time since I walked away from Levi, I finally got the chance to check out my classes. At first, I saw normal subjects like history, biology, English, even advanced calculus. Then, it started to get weird. Everyday, I had to attend a training class twice. One before lunch, and the other right before the end of school.The class was divided into many portions; Physical strength, skillset, special ability, endurance level and so on. We also had a special P.E class intended just for track and field.As if that wasn’t enough, I found out the most popular sport was sparring.I reached the textbook room, a small, windowless space lined with shelves packed tightly with books. The librarian barely acknowledged me as I approached the counter.My initial thought was to ask about all the classes I didn’t quite understand, but I hesitated, tired of being the n

  • Mating The Half She-Wolf   CHAPTER 8.

    “Watch where you’re going,” he muttered, his voice low and rough, like gravel sliding over stone.I yanked myself free and took a step back, ignoring the way my skin burned where he’d touched me. “Maybe you should watch where you’re standing,” I shot back, lifting my chin defiantly.His lips curled, almost like he was amused, and for some reason, that irritated me more. “You’re the one who ran into me, half-breed.”My stomach twisted at the insult, but I refused to let it show. I had already decided Levi Parrish wasn’t worth my time, that he was just another arrogant prince who thought the world revolved around him.And yet… my stupid heart didn’t get the memo.He stared at me for a bit too long, as if waiting for a reaction. I gave him none. Instead, I rolled my eyes, stepped around him, and kept walking, forcing myself not to look back.“You know, it’s my duty to watch over you.”I heard a voice say, inches away from my eyes. He was following me, like a fly would its victim. I tried

  • Mating The Half She-Wolf   CHAPTER 7.

    The sun had already begun to set, Julian stood in the middle of the room, his whole attention focused on me, his presence commanding as ever.He was intimidating, but not enough to keep me from protesting.“What do you mean ready for school tomorrow?” I yelled, unable to control myself.“Did you think you were going to stop having an education just because you’re a werewolf?” He asked, standing tall with his arms crossed over his chest.I blinked up at him. "I knew I was going to be learning. But, education?""Yes. Starting tomorrow, you'll be attending Moondew Academy."My stomach dropped. "Wait, what? You're really sending me to school? Like…an actual school? With werewolves?"His lips twitched in mild amusement. "Of course. What do you think the pups around here do? Run around naked in the wild?”I bit my lower lip. “Well….”I paused and we stared at each other, both of them clearly aware of my unspoken words.“We’re not animals, Astra,” Jerry joined the conversation, slightly offe

  • Mating The Half She-Wolf   CHAPTER 6.

    My body felt weightless, my mind drifting in and out of consciousness. Voices swam around me, distant yet urgent.“What’s wrong with her?” an unfamiliar voice from the crowd demanded."She’s burning up," another voice added, except I knew who this one belonged to. It was my father, Julian. "Something's not right."“Just hang in there, Astra.” Levi breathed into my ears, gently rocking me back and forth as he stroked my hair. “You’re going to be okay.”It was working. His presence was making the pain much more tolerable.I barely registered the firm hands pressing against my forehead, the worried murmurs growing around me. The scent of my brother, Jerry, cut through the haze. A smell I didn’t know I had already picked up in my short time here. He knelt beside me, and although I couldn’t see quite clearly, I could feel the strange stench of worry latched onto him.His strong hands reached out to me, his face tight with concentration, but not towards me. He was trying to get to Lola, to

  • Mating The Half She-Wolf   CHAPTER 5.

    My mother taught me to stand up for what’s right, and no matter how beautiful a creature Levi was, I wasn’t about to let him stand here and make me feel like I had done something wrong.Open your mouth and say something.My brain kept telling me to speak up, but my body was finding it hard to catch up. Levi and I stood there for what felt like hours. We said nothing, only stared into each other’s eyes, mesmerized.I have a boyfriend.I reminded myself, finally tearing my gaze away from his. He cleared his throat and stepped closer, moving toward me slowly.“You’re new,” he said, his eyes still focused on me.I nodded, afraid he could hear my heart pounding in my chest.He walked behind me, his body inches from mine, heat radiating through the little gap between us. Suddenly, I felt his face on my neck, his nostrils sniffing.“You have a unique scent,” he said.I held my breath, stopping myself from swallowing the lump lodged in my throat. What was happening right now? I felt Lola strug

  • Mating The Half She-Wolf   CHAPTER 4.

    The darkness swooped in, swallowing me whole. Suddenly, I was in the middle of a park with no recollection of how I had gotten here. The night was darker than usual, not a single streetlight in sight. The air was slightly cooler, the atmosphere void. It was clear that there was no one around for miles to come but still it didn’t feel lonely. There was an airy familiarity that came with this place. Somehow, I felt safe. I looked around, trying to see if I’d be able to find a street sign, but all I saw were the outlines of flowers and grass, with trees that seemed to sway silently whenever the wind howled. It was peaceful, but I couldn’t stay. I didn’t belong here.I started to walk around, moving towards a bench in the middle of two trees. I stopped halfway through. Behind it, a pair of red eyes had begun to form. I was not alone. The thought of someone behind the bushes, watching me all this while sent shivers down my spine.And worse? It had started to move. It’s crimson form now

  • Mating The Half She-Wolf   CHAPTER 3.

    I must still be stuck in last night’s dream.“What do you mean my father?” I asked loudly, my voice sharp. “Take me away to where? You’re not making any sense, mum.”“Astra.”The man spoke, moving towards me. I flinched, taking a step back. I looked from him to my mother, then back to him. He had black hair and blue eyes, similar to mine. His intense eyes on me made my insides turn.What exactly was going on? Who is this man and why was he in my house, calling my name as if we knew each other?“Astra….honey….please.” My mother forced out, staggering to my side. She took my hand and looked me in the eye. “I need to tell you something.”She went ahead and explained the situation. About twenty years ago, in Delaware, she had gone camping in the woods with a few friends. Everything was going well, until the sun set and her friends began to disappear one after the other. Suddenly everyone was gone and she was the only one left, waiting to die.“But then, Julian showed up. He saved me.” She

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