Chapter 3: Escape
Jieun
Did my father honestly think this little bit of metal and plastic would keep me from leaving? This was finally my chance to run away. My house is outfitted with a security system. Every window and door has a sensor. This security system was never meant to keep me safe. It was in place to keep me a prisoner. Every time I had tried to run away previously, my father was right there to drag me back.
He knew as soon as someone other than he or my brother showed up with my meal that, I would know he was out of pack territory. That’s why he put this stupid tracker on me, but I have a plan. It’s risky, but what escape plan isn’t.
I look out the window and find the position of the sun. “It’s almost time.”
“Don’t kill them this time. If you do, we will be caught; the Luna will feel it.” Kwan was being surprisingly supportive of my plan.
“Why are you cooperating?” Usually, her loyalty sways toward the pack. I planned to leave this hell hole, and she wasn’t giving me any pushback. I didn’t know how to interpret it.
“I feel this calling like we don’t belong here anymore.” A smile spread across my face at Kwan’s revelation.
“I’m glad we are working together on this. I’ll need your strength and speed to execute this plan. I agree we can’t kill anyone this time.” I calmly sip my tea, relishing in this moment before the storm I’m about to create.
The time has come. There’s a knock on the door. “Eonni, I have your food.” The Beta’s daughter, just as I expected.
“Im Sook; come in.” I stand up and limp over to her.
“Oh no, eonni, what happened? Why are you limping?” Im Sook puts down the food tray and rushes over to support me. Just how I planned it.
“Oh, I’m not used to this thing my father is making me wear, and I tripped and twisted my ankle.” I put my arm around her shoulders. As she supports my weight, I stumble, which brings her face closer to mine as she tries to catch me.
I got you. I beath in just enough of the young girl’s energy to make her pass out. She didn’t even see it coming and didn’t feel any pain. Im Sook is a sweet girl who would sneak me candy from time to time. The pack knew I was here, but they didn’t honestly know what I was. That’s the thing about taking in someone’s full life force. You absorb all their knowledge. Not one of the males that have come to claim me had any idea of what I actually was. They all think I am the princess the Alpha has locked away because he was so distraught over his mate’s death. I find this ironic; he couldn’t have cared less about my mother; he just wanted her power, the fox marble. They also were not fated, mates. You can’t be destined to a goddess. Im Sook is only 13, and I hate to do this to her, but this is my only chance to run away.
The tracker is harder to remove than I thought. Im Sook moans a little. I freeze. I watch. I don’t want to take any more energy from her, but I need her to stay here for a while. She doesn’t move. I get the tracker off and quickly get it on Im Sook before it will alarm my father.
I grab the makeshift bag I tied together using a sheet. I open the door slowly and peek my head out. I don’t smell anyone, and I can’t hear anyone either. I open the door wider and take a few cautious steps. It’s been a very long time since I crossed this threshold—the smell of the air, the kiss of the forest on the breeze. I can hear it call me the forest. Were I belong not in this musty little shack of a house but out in nature. That is where a Gumiho belongs. We are forest gods, after all.
“Let me shift. I’m faster; I can get us out of here.” Kwan’s voice is as cheerful as my mood. I’m glad we are on the same page for once.
“Let’s get to the edge of the territory. After that, we shift and head to mother’s old house.” I quickly run through the forest. One of the benefits of being half Gumiho is that I am very light-footed. I barely make a sound as I rush through the trees and brush. Werewolves have very sensitive hearing, and I didn’t want to alert the patrol to my location. I know their routes and schedule thanks to the knowledge I’m absorbed. I know my way to my mother’s house because of the gift of her life she gave me.
It's dusk now, so the patrol teams will be relying on sound and smell over their sight. I have the sound down, but I didn’t have any way to mask my scent since I was limited on resources and time. I’ll have to make sure I avoid the patrol at all coasts. I’m close to the edge of my father’s territory.
“Quick, get down,” Kwan screams in my head, and I drop to the ground.
Two males are on inspecting the border. I hear them talking about their friend who was found killed by a rogue yesterday. I guess father and brother’s rouse worked. I know they can’t see me, and I don’t think they can hear me, but I’m not confident about scent. They are getting closer. I can smell them, that disgusting smell of dog. If I can smell them, they can smell me. I try and get as low as I can without making a sound.
“Hey, do you smell that?” the shorter one says, looking around.
“I don’t smell anything?” The taller one stops and looks around as well. He doesn’t smell it, but he seems to trust his counterpart.
“It smells like cherry blossoms.” The shorter one starts looking through the brush near him. I’m still a few feet away, but if he keeps going, he will find me.
“Cherry blossoms? Oh, that might be me.” The taller one chuckles and scratches his head. “My mate got a new perfume. You know we like to mix things up. Each smell is like she’s a new girl.”
“You’re weird.” The shorter one stands up and shakes his head, and they continue off on their way.
I let out a breath. I would never have thought I would be thankful for someone’s weird fetish role play for my escape. Once they are out of range, I get up, and we are across the territory border. I set my bundle on the ground and opened it up. I open it up. I quickly take off my clothes, neatly place them in my bundle, and close it back up. “OK, Kwan, Do your thing.” Letting my wolf have control to shift feels alien. We share a space but don’t really agree on much, and I often push her back. It’s been years since I last let her shift. It feels so unnatural. I could shift into my fox form, but I’m not as fast as Kwan, and I wouldn’t be able to carry the bundle as well.
I will admit that Kwan is a beautiful Mongolian wolf. Her fur is a bit more red-brown than the standard grey, and the best part is that she has two tails. Feather shows the influence my Gumiho genetics have over my wolf.
Kwan stretches and shacks out her fur. “You know the way?” I never really explored how much of the knowledge I had was shared with Kwan. The way to my mother’s house was part of the fox marble embedded in me.
“I know everything you know and a bit more.” With that, Kwan picks up our bundle in her mouth and takes off.
The feeling of the wind rushing past is refreshing. I feel the life of the forest welcoming me. The energy entering my every pore, calling me to stay where I belong.
I’ve never felt true freedom before. I can’t lose this.
Chapter 4: A New FriendJames AshwoodUgh, my face hurts from this fake ass smile I have plastered on it. These types of gatherings are the worst. If I have one more Alpha squeeze my hand as hard as they can while shaking it, I’m going to punch them in the face. Then after they have tried to break my hand, they throw their kids at Rylie and me.The males all try and befriend you in the oddest or most offensive ways. Like yeah, I get it. You’re an Alpha heir so am I. No, I don’t want to watch you degrade your pack and yourself. Dad always says an Alpha’s duty is to serve the pack; the pack doesn’t serve the Alpha. I guess not everyone is taught that. They’re not all like that, but enough of them that it makes me tense up as soon as they open their mouths. The cringe waiting to vomit out is exhausting. Rylie and I are used to weeding out the freaks and finding a few guys that we don’t mind being around. Currently, the only one we like is this heir Han Yang-rae. He speaks pretty good En
Chapter 5: This is My House Jieun The air is cooling as the moon rises higher in the ever-darkening sky. I feel Kwan surge with power as the moon rises higher. This feeling of freedom is addictive; the adrenaline rush as I get farther and farther away from my prison brings me true happiness for the first time in my life. I go deeper into the forest. I feel its energy all around me. This is my home. The home I have always known was waiting for me. I need the forest. I don’t need a pack or a family; what good have they ever done me? None. I will live on as my mother did before my father dragged her away. Kwan is zigzagging up the mountain. I feel something tugging my attention. Kwan feels it, too. She stops. “I feel it too. Be on guard.” I warn. Kwan doesn’t say a word, but she gets down as low as she can and slowly goes in the direction of the pull. Her fur is on end, and we are both ready to strike. She takes in a deep breath of air. “The sent of rain is strong.” “I spell some ty
Chapter 6: The Loudest SoundJamesI don’t know where I’m going, but I feel like I have to be somewhere. Rafe is surging forward, and I am not attempting to stop him. He’s reserved for an Alpha wolf spirit, the strong silent type. Most Alpha wolf spirits are rough, quick-tempered, possessive, and, let’s be real, violent. Rafe is claim and took in his surroundings and made calculated calls. We work in perfect harmony. I knew if he was pushing, it was important, whatever it was.As we are running, I keep picking up faint traces of spices. I recognize the spices from my sister Amelie’s baking. One of them is clove; she makes an awesome cinnamon and clove apple pie. I think the other one is cardamon. It stands out because she makes this chi spice coffee cake and the cardamon always smells so good. The two scents together are making me hungry. I don’t know if it’s the smell of the forest; for some reason, the scent makes me happy. There’re other scents mixed in something sickly sweet-smell
Chapter 7: CaughtJieunDamn it, damn it, damn it. Why is he so fast? No matter which way I dart, he is still close behind or finds a way to get to me. I never wanted to go back there, but I don’t feel I have a choice. Maybe he will leave if I cross into pack lands. Why didn’t me shifting into my fox form scare him off?I’m fighting Kwan the whole time I’m running. She keeps fighting me for control, wanting to shift from fox to wolf, but I know I’ll never get away if that happens. I don’t want to be locked up like my mother. I want to experience the world firsthand and not just through the knowledge from the fox marble. He saw me shift. He knows I’m not a normal wolf. Yong-rae even called me a monster.I’m at the border. That disgusting scent of pack land makes me gage. The smell of the coming rain is mixed in the humid air enhancing the dirt dog smell. The incoming rain clouds chock out the little light the night sky was giving. The pitch-black night heightens my desperation to save
Chapter 8: Something's Off James “She’s my mate. There is no way around it. Take me to your packhouse. Now. Call your father. I’m sure mine will be coming along as well.” What is wrong with them? Why would they treat their family member like this? I have never had to use my Alpha aura before. I’ve only seen dad use his maybe a handful of times growing up, and here I am, not even a full Alpha using my aura to intimidate another pack and Alpha family, which my mate is a part of. What a damn mess. I don’t understand what’s going on right now. Yong-rae stands up and glares at my mate again. I feel my mate tense up and cling to me. This is driving me nuts because we are both naked, and I’m using all of my willpower to stop from getting a giant boner in front of everyone. The goddess is punishing me. That’s the only explanation. I slacked off on my heir duties, and now the goddess is torturing me. Yong-rae says something to his mother in Koran. The woman gets up and snarls at my mate, th
Chapter 9: Souls in Conflict An Jieun As soon as I heard the door shut behind us, I felt relief and panic. I’m relieved to be away from Han Yong-rae and Hyun Ara, and they cannot do anything to me while James Ashwood is near me, but he is also the source of my panic. He’s my wolf, mate. How dare Selene mate me with one of her filthy mutts. I have the blood of a goddess flowing in me. These mortal creatures, supernatural or not, can never compare to my mother’s lineage. I don’t care how helpful he is. I’m done with this charade. This dumb idiot is just standing in front of the door. What is wrong with him? How do I get him to let go of me? He will put me down if I push him with all my strength. I wiggle myself free from his large frame. He seems to understand what I want without telling him and sets my feet on the ground. Maybe the mutt can be trained. I walk over to the closet where simple robes have been left. I throw one to James. He’s watching me. It’s so different than how an
Chapter 10: Depth of lies James “Try touching her again, and I’ll rip your arm off.” I snarl out at Han Yong-rae. He was trying to grab An Jieun, so I twisted his arm behind his back and pressed him up against the wall. He stops struggling, and An Jieun gives me a nod. I let him go, but I really wanted to rip it off. We followed him down the hall. Rafe and I are on high alert, I have never been more ready for a fight, and that’s saying something since I fought during the night of raids. I mind-link, dad, “We are getting close. What has this pack Alpha said?” “Nothing, really. I think he’s been busy communicating with his pack. I’m not sure what’s going on, but Logan and Gideon are with me, don’t worry.” “Dad, her own brother, and mother tried to harm her, and she doesn’t have a pack mark, and her family name is different. We cannot leave her here.” If we were not in a foreign country and had our pack here, I would have caused some serious damage and got An Jieun out of here that w
Chapter 11: Truth in the Darkness An Jieun “Yet you’re alive, and she’s not. If you don’t want me to report this to the International Council and have your whole family and pack destroyed for meddling with the gods, you will tell me every last detail.” Alpha John Ashwood commands my father. It’s so thrilling watching them all squirm under the pressure of these more powerful Alphas. My heart is pounding from the excitement of it all. Finally, he will atone for all his crimes. “Tell them everything. You cannot hide any longer. Your kind will kill you and your bloodline for your crimes.” I calmly say to my father in Korean. The Americans look at me like a scared rabbit that needs protection, and I will keep it that way. My father glared at me. He looked like a cornered rat trying to find a way to escape. I follow his eyes over to Han Yong-rae. I wonder if I would feel differently about my father if he had ever looked at me like that. He turned his head to Alpha Ashwood and spoke, “Alp
Chapter 20JamesThis was only supposed to be a meeting about the Night of Raids and the New Moon Alliance. Why does it feel more like a trial? Parading us out one by one, interrogating us, trying to trip us up. Dad, Gideon, and Logan have already given their statements and sat through this, so now it’s my turn. I have to relive the horror of that night; I almost got killed that night; if it weren’t for Marco, I wouldn’t be sitting here right now.Rylie is up next, and then today’s session will be over. Tomorrow, the Lunas and the survivors will give their statements. They better not treat my sister like a criminal. She had no choice but to kill Tate; he was going to kill the flowers. Then there are the survivors; I feel the worst for them; they don’t have to relive one night but years of nightmares. I can’t believe they are so insensitive that they are going to question survivors like this. They are the victims. They had their whole childhoods ripped away and were treated like disposa
Chapter 19An Jiuen“Click.” The sound of the bathroom door locking was so freeing. I slumped down with my back to the door and exhaled my irritation.Is it irritation, or is it overwhelm? I’m not used to being around other beings, let alone young pups and babies. Even as a child, I didn’t act like a child nor was I around any. I was always on guard, and my father wouldn’t let me around the pups of the pack. He always made up a lie about how much he loved me and didn’t want me to get even a scratch. In reality, he didn’t want his secret discovered. I was never exposed to the pack publicly, so weird rumors about me and my mother spread.The Luna hated it because the prominent rumor that stuck, which my father never refuted, was that my mother was his fated mate, and his Luna was his second chance mate, making her hatred for me even greater. She would find ways to make me suffer or hurt me when she would fight with my father. I would never scar, so she would be merciless when she was u
Chapter 18: Keeping it Chill James “Umma, Umma.” Before I can even open my eyes, Rafe has us up on our feet in a defensive stance. I’m facing the door; I can hear my heartbeat in my head. What’s going on? Why is Jieun yelling? Who’s here? “What is it? Are you Ok? What happened?” I hear her take a deep breath with a huff, “What are you doing?” “Ummm… You were yelling Oh My. I thought someone was coming into the room.” My adrenaline is still pumping, and I’m frozen in place. “No. Why you in my room?” I drop my hands. That kinda hurts. She’s my mate and doesn’t want me in the same room. “Remember what Gideon said. We have to help her grow new roots. Don’t be hurt just be calm.” Rafe being the ever-wise wolf always keeps me level. I take a second and put my words together carefully. “I didn’t think it would be safe to leave you in a room alone with all that’s going on.” I turn to face her. When I do I take a step back. “Whoa, never seen that before?” “What?” Jieun tilts her head,
Chapter 17: The One I’ve Longed forAn JieunIs someone playing a gayageum? I open my eyes and look around and I’m in a dark forest, how did I get here? I feel drawn to the sound of the slow plucking of the silk strings. My feet are moving on their own to somewhere yet unknown. The forest feels vaguely familiar. As my body moves forward with the melody of the strings my mother’s Hanko comes into view. The music is coming from the inner courtyard. I enter the house, it’s strange, it’s like it was when Mother was alive.I’m quickly standing in front of the door to the inner courtyard and the music stops and a voice I’ve never heard but longed for shakes me to my core. “Jieun, come and sit with me. I’ve called for you, my daughter.”I slid the door open and there she was. I’ve had similar dreams all my life, but this feels so real. I sat at her feet as I have so many times but, her eyes were looking me up and down like she had never seen me before.“I see my daughter has grown into a gre
Chapter 16: Growing New RootsJamesWhen will everyone stop treating me like a kid? Maybe it’s my own fault, I can’t help but start acting like a kid when my family is around me. I’m so pathetic, how am I ever going to run the Ashwood pack? Hell at this point how do I expect to keep An Jieun by my side?“Uncle Jameeesss! Mommy said you would play with us.” Daisy tugs on my arm and pushes out her bottom lip. I love my nieces, but I am exhausted and so is Rafe.“Girls why don’t you play with your uncle Rylie? Daddy needs to talk with James.” Gideon and Rylie pop around the corner like my saviors. I do feel bad about passing the flowers off to Rylie. I know he’s tired too.“Don’t worry about it. I can take this much.” It’s always been like that. Like Rylie could read my thoughts or maybe I’m just that easy to read. Rylie takes Rose out of my arms, and she quickly wraps her arms around his neck.I caught her whisper into Rylie’s ear. “Secrets don’t make friends.”“Mind your business.” The
Chapter 15: Fate is CruelAn JieunWhy. It’s the only word I’m screaming in my head. Why is my kind being hunted? Why am I the unlucky one? Why? I just want to roam the forest; I don’t want any of this. I don’t want to be a Luna. I don’t want to fight witches. Why do I have to have two hearts?All I could do to stop myself from screaming was focus on my clenched fist in my lap. The harder I tightened the more my nails dug in and that little bit of pain kept me from losing it.“Grandmother, could we meet later this afternoon or evening to finish working out a plan? We haven’t slept all night and I’m not sure I can give you my best.” Alpha Gideon seemed awkward calling Ithildin grandmother. I thanked him in my head. All I wanted was to leave this room.“Yes, my dear child.” Ithildin stood up then everyone else did. “Amelie I’d like to examine the boys if you don’t mind.”“Sure grandmother.” Amelie picked up one of the babies from the floor.I was frozen. I just watched as this family fa
Chapter 14: RevelationsJamesShe looks so peaceful, sleeping with the morning sun dancing on her cheeks. It almost feels like a crime to wake her. She must be tired because I feel like I’m going to drop. “An Jieun, wake up we’re here.” She slowly opens her copper-colored eyes. She’s definitely a fox. I help An Jieun out of the car. She seems OK with holding my hand now.“You all should come with me.” I know that voice. I turn around and my oldest sister is standing in front of the hotel doors. I see her eyes go directly to An Jieun. I hid her behind me.“Am, it’s been a long night we need to sleep.” I don’t know what it is, but the way Am is looking at An Jieun is just unsettling.“This is more important than sleep. Dad, Gideon, and Logan, you need to come along as well.” Am’s face was so stiff. Was she mad? I haven’t even introduced her to my mate yet.“Am, what’s going on?” Gideon grabs my sister’s hand.With a clenched jaw she says, “Your grandmother is here.”Gideon looked shocke
Chapter 13: Freedom is Only a Dream Jieun As I follow James and the scary looking one, Rylie, I try to sort through all my feelings. Kwan’s emotions are mixing with mine, and it’s making everything even more confusing. I think we are both relieved to be leaving, and Father cannot do anything about it. The feeling of excitement to go to this new pack and be a Luna is all Kwan’s. It feels like a new prison, and James Ashwood is taking the place of my father as my jailer. Wolves make packs; everyone knows this. Even the word for a group of wolves, “A Wolf Pack,” is a common term. It’s so simple a pack, it’s so natural for them to group together. They are strong on their own, but a pack can be deadly. They are sociable and trust each other. A lone wolf is an insult and is considered unnatural. A pack of wolves strikes fear and adoration in the hearts of man. So many cultures have folklore around the wise strong wolf and the pack that follows. I mean look at them they are in human form
Chapter 12: The Death of a FoxJames“Death” Alpha Han’s cold expression made me want to tear his arms off. He’s talking about taking something from his daughter and her dying. What kind of father does that?“What happened after you brought Hyun Ara back here?” Father was great at integration because he and Kaan could control their anger. I still had a lot to learn.“I kept her alive so she could give birth to the half-breed. I tried negotiating with her to give me the marble once the child was born, but she refused. A Gumiho needs living hearts and life forces to maintain their strength.” It’s well known that if a god accepts an offering, they are forced by natural law to grant the wish of the being giving the offering. This must have been hard for Hyun Ara. “I would bring her humans and Omegas to temp her since all her strength and life force went into her pregnancy. But she would not agree. She stayed that way for 16 months. I guess pregnancy takes longer for gods. She ate human fo