Chapter 7: Caught
Jieun
Damn it, damn it, damn it. Why is he so fast? No matter which way I dart, he is still close behind or finds a way to get to me. I never wanted to go back there, but I don’t feel I have a choice. Maybe he will leave if I cross into pack lands. Why didn’t me shifting into my fox form scare him off?
I’m fighting Kwan the whole time I’m running. She keeps fighting me for control, wanting to shift from fox to wolf, but I know I’ll never get away if that happens. I don’t want to be locked up like my mother. I want to experience the world firsthand and not just through the knowledge from the fox marble. He saw me shift. He knows I’m not a normal wolf. Yong-rae even called me a monster.
I’m at the border. That disgusting scent of pack land makes me gage. The smell of the coming rain is mixed in the humid air enhancing the dirt dog smell. The incoming rain clouds chock out the little light the night sky was giving. The pitch-black night heightens my desperation to save myself. I don’t have a choice; I don’t want to die. That’s one thing I know my father will prevent is my death since he will die too. I can hear the border portal coming this way. Just a little more, and I will be in the clear. These two wolves will stop, and Yong-rae can deal with it.
I can’t look back; I have to keep going. There they are, the patrol. They are shifting… wait, what’s happing? What’s this feeling like tiny jolts of electricity? My paws are off the ground. Am I in someone’s arms? Who would dare to pick me up like I’m some house pet?
I shift into my human form and see who has me; I am wrapped up with one arm while he’s fighting off the patrol. It’s him. It’s that man James, my wolf mate. What’s going on? Is he protecting me? Between the jolts of electricity, I start to feel drops of water. Everywhere our naked bodies are touching is sending intoxicating jolts throughout my body. The rain makes our skin slick, but James’ hold on me doesn’t falter. I feel Kwan push forward stronger than ever before. No, I have to get away. I can’t let her have control. I try to break free but even fighting off the two patrol guards; his grip is too strong.
“Hey, don’t worry, I won’t let anyone touch you.” He smiles as he kicks one of the guards in the stomach. It’s not them I ‘m worried about. The sharp angles of his face glisten wet with rain. He’s too dangerous; I have to get away.
I understand English, but I’ve never spoken it. I don’t know how many languages I know; 5,000 years of knowledge doesn’t come with a table of content. I try to form the words I want to say “Le…let mammee goo.” I think that’s right, but it felt weird coming out. James just looks at me like I have a third eye.
“James Ashwood, please stop.” Yong-rae stands between us and the patrol. His hot breath steamed in the cool night rain. The red-haired man comes and stands next to James. “This is my pack, and that is my sister.”
“Sister, you called her a monster!” James tightens his grip around me. This whole time I hadn’t felt the cold of the rain while James held me close to his chest. “I don’t give a damn if this is your pack. She’s my mate, and I’m leaving with her.” James growls, and the patrol unit bows their heads. How is he making them do that?
“You can’t take her.” Yong-rae takes a step closer. James and the red-haired man both growl, and Yong-rae and the patrol take a few steps back. “Please, James. This has to be a mistake. She can’t be your mate.”
“She is, and I’m taking her.” James wraps both arms around me. My feet are dangling off the ground. I don’t even know what to do right now. I feel like a toy two children are fighting over.
“Yong-rae, what is going on?” Oh, this is going to get worse. It’s father’s mate, Gim Minji. She looks around and glares at me once she notices me. The rain and the darkness seem to accentuate her frown lines. “What is that thing doing out of her cage?” She’s always hated me, but the feeling is mutual.
“Mom, I can handle this,” Yon-rae yells back, but I can tell Gim Minji is not listening. The rain starts to fall harder, and there is a roll of thunder in the distance.
“You put that thing down right now.” Gim Minji yells at James in Korea. She was shaking her figure. Yeah, this is not going to go well.
“Yong-rae, what is she saying?” The red-haired man asks. He drags his hand through his soaking hair reviling his dark, ominous eyes. Dark eyes are ubiquitous in Kora, but something about his sends a chill down my spine.
“Don’t worry about it. I think it would be best to leave.” Yong-rae turns to his mother. “Mother, I can handle this. You are going to make things worse.” He sounds like a whiny child when he talks to his mother. Gim Minji crosses her arms and clicks her tongue.
Gim Minji is a very prideful Luna. She steps forward right in front of James and tries to grab my arm, but James pulls me away before she can touch me. Then I feel an Alpha aura so strong that it’s almost hard to breathe.
“Do not touch her. Where is your Alpha?” James stands at his full height. My feet are even further from the ground. That intimidating aura is coming from him. How strong is he? My heart starts pounding even harder. I swear there’s a slight glow coming from him. Is that possible, or is the aura just so strong I can see it?
Kwan pushes forward; I can’t stop her. “Mate.” That is all that comes out of my mouth. It’s a whisper, but I know he hears it because he looks down at me with a smirk. His sky-blue eyes are sparkling, his eyelashes wet from the rain. There is a flash of lightning, and my heart skips.
“No!” Gim Minji screams. She tries to lung at me, but Yong-rae grabs her.
“Mother, stop.” Yong-rae holds his mother back and looks at me with pleading eyes. He wants me to help? Why would I? I finally have the upper hand. I have been a caged bird my whole life with no one on my side, and now I have the strongest key to the cage. A smile takes over my lips. I reach up and wrap my arms around James’ neck. A low pleasing growl rumbles from his chest.
“Take me to your packhouse. I need to get my mate out of the rain.” James pushes out more of his aura, and everyone drops to their knees except the red-haired man, but even his knees are quivering. To see Gim Minji kneeling in front of me is mesmerizing. Who is this man? I suppress the giggle that is building in my throat.
“James, listen, please. Many think my sister is their mate, but she’s not. The sweet smell of Cherry blossoms is something else. Just let her go, and we can forget this happened.” Yong-rae is still trying to negotiate. He tries to stand but stumbles on the wet ground.
“Cherry blossoms? She smells like cardamom and cloves.” My eyes go wide as I look up at James. To him, I don’t smell like cherry blossoms. How is that possible. “She’s my mate. There is no way around it. Take me to your packhouse, now. Call your father? I’m sure mine will be coming along as well.”
Chapter 8: Something's Off James “She’s my mate. There is no way around it. Take me to your packhouse. Now. Call your father. I’m sure mine will be coming along as well.” What is wrong with them? Why would they treat their family member like this? I have never had to use my Alpha aura before. I’ve only seen dad use his maybe a handful of times growing up, and here I am, not even a full Alpha using my aura to intimidate another pack and Alpha family, which my mate is a part of. What a damn mess. I don’t understand what’s going on right now. Yong-rae stands up and glares at my mate again. I feel my mate tense up and cling to me. This is driving me nuts because we are both naked, and I’m using all of my willpower to stop from getting a giant boner in front of everyone. The goddess is punishing me. That’s the only explanation. I slacked off on my heir duties, and now the goddess is torturing me. Yong-rae says something to his mother in Koran. The woman gets up and snarls at my mate, th
Chapter 9: Souls in Conflict An Jieun As soon as I heard the door shut behind us, I felt relief and panic. I’m relieved to be away from Han Yong-rae and Hyun Ara, and they cannot do anything to me while James Ashwood is near me, but he is also the source of my panic. He’s my wolf, mate. How dare Selene mate me with one of her filthy mutts. I have the blood of a goddess flowing in me. These mortal creatures, supernatural or not, can never compare to my mother’s lineage. I don’t care how helpful he is. I’m done with this charade. This dumb idiot is just standing in front of the door. What is wrong with him? How do I get him to let go of me? He will put me down if I push him with all my strength. I wiggle myself free from his large frame. He seems to understand what I want without telling him and sets my feet on the ground. Maybe the mutt can be trained. I walk over to the closet where simple robes have been left. I throw one to James. He’s watching me. It’s so different than how an
Chapter 10: Depth of lies James “Try touching her again, and I’ll rip your arm off.” I snarl out at Han Yong-rae. He was trying to grab An Jieun, so I twisted his arm behind his back and pressed him up against the wall. He stops struggling, and An Jieun gives me a nod. I let him go, but I really wanted to rip it off. We followed him down the hall. Rafe and I are on high alert, I have never been more ready for a fight, and that’s saying something since I fought during the night of raids. I mind-link, dad, “We are getting close. What has this pack Alpha said?” “Nothing, really. I think he’s been busy communicating with his pack. I’m not sure what’s going on, but Logan and Gideon are with me, don’t worry.” “Dad, her own brother, and mother tried to harm her, and she doesn’t have a pack mark, and her family name is different. We cannot leave her here.” If we were not in a foreign country and had our pack here, I would have caused some serious damage and got An Jieun out of here that w
Chapter 11: Truth in the Darkness An Jieun “Yet you’re alive, and she’s not. If you don’t want me to report this to the International Council and have your whole family and pack destroyed for meddling with the gods, you will tell me every last detail.” Alpha John Ashwood commands my father. It’s so thrilling watching them all squirm under the pressure of these more powerful Alphas. My heart is pounding from the excitement of it all. Finally, he will atone for all his crimes. “Tell them everything. You cannot hide any longer. Your kind will kill you and your bloodline for your crimes.” I calmly say to my father in Korean. The Americans look at me like a scared rabbit that needs protection, and I will keep it that way. My father glared at me. He looked like a cornered rat trying to find a way to escape. I follow his eyes over to Han Yong-rae. I wonder if I would feel differently about my father if he had ever looked at me like that. He turned his head to Alpha Ashwood and spoke, “Alp
Chapter 12: The Death of a FoxJames“Death” Alpha Han’s cold expression made me want to tear his arms off. He’s talking about taking something from his daughter and her dying. What kind of father does that?“What happened after you brought Hyun Ara back here?” Father was great at integration because he and Kaan could control their anger. I still had a lot to learn.“I kept her alive so she could give birth to the half-breed. I tried negotiating with her to give me the marble once the child was born, but she refused. A Gumiho needs living hearts and life forces to maintain their strength.” It’s well known that if a god accepts an offering, they are forced by natural law to grant the wish of the being giving the offering. This must have been hard for Hyun Ara. “I would bring her humans and Omegas to temp her since all her strength and life force went into her pregnancy. But she would not agree. She stayed that way for 16 months. I guess pregnancy takes longer for gods. She ate human fo
Chapter 13: Freedom is Only a Dream Jieun As I follow James and the scary looking one, Rylie, I try to sort through all my feelings. Kwan’s emotions are mixing with mine, and it’s making everything even more confusing. I think we are both relieved to be leaving, and Father cannot do anything about it. The feeling of excitement to go to this new pack and be a Luna is all Kwan’s. It feels like a new prison, and James Ashwood is taking the place of my father as my jailer. Wolves make packs; everyone knows this. Even the word for a group of wolves, “A Wolf Pack,” is a common term. It’s so simple a pack, it’s so natural for them to group together. They are strong on their own, but a pack can be deadly. They are sociable and trust each other. A lone wolf is an insult and is considered unnatural. A pack of wolves strikes fear and adoration in the hearts of man. So many cultures have folklore around the wise strong wolf and the pack that follows. I mean look at them they are in human form
Chapter 14: RevelationsJamesShe looks so peaceful, sleeping with the morning sun dancing on her cheeks. It almost feels like a crime to wake her. She must be tired because I feel like I’m going to drop. “An Jieun, wake up we’re here.” She slowly opens her copper-colored eyes. She’s definitely a fox. I help An Jieun out of the car. She seems OK with holding my hand now.“You all should come with me.” I know that voice. I turn around and my oldest sister is standing in front of the hotel doors. I see her eyes go directly to An Jieun. I hid her behind me.“Am, it’s been a long night we need to sleep.” I don’t know what it is, but the way Am is looking at An Jieun is just unsettling.“This is more important than sleep. Dad, Gideon, and Logan, you need to come along as well.” Am’s face was so stiff. Was she mad? I haven’t even introduced her to my mate yet.“Am, what’s going on?” Gideon grabs my sister’s hand.With a clenched jaw she says, “Your grandmother is here.”Gideon looked shocke
Chapter 15: Fate is CruelAn JieunWhy. It’s the only word I’m screaming in my head. Why is my kind being hunted? Why am I the unlucky one? Why? I just want to roam the forest; I don’t want any of this. I don’t want to be a Luna. I don’t want to fight witches. Why do I have to have two hearts?All I could do to stop myself from screaming was focus on my clenched fist in my lap. The harder I tightened the more my nails dug in and that little bit of pain kept me from losing it.“Grandmother, could we meet later this afternoon or evening to finish working out a plan? We haven’t slept all night and I’m not sure I can give you my best.” Alpha Gideon seemed awkward calling Ithildin grandmother. I thanked him in my head. All I wanted was to leave this room.“Yes, my dear child.” Ithildin stood up then everyone else did. “Amelie I’d like to examine the boys if you don’t mind.”“Sure grandmother.” Amelie picked up one of the babies from the floor.I was frozen. I just watched as this family fa
Chapter 20JamesThis was only supposed to be a meeting about the Night of Raids and the New Moon Alliance. Why does it feel more like a trial? Parading us out one by one, interrogating us, trying to trip us up. Dad, Gideon, and Logan have already given their statements and sat through this, so now it’s my turn. I have to relive the horror of that night; I almost got killed that night; if it weren’t for Marco, I wouldn’t be sitting here right now.Rylie is up next, and then today’s session will be over. Tomorrow, the Lunas and the survivors will give their statements. They better not treat my sister like a criminal. She had no choice but to kill Tate; he was going to kill the flowers. Then there are the survivors; I feel the worst for them; they don’t have to relive one night but years of nightmares. I can’t believe they are so insensitive that they are going to question survivors like this. They are the victims. They had their whole childhoods ripped away and were treated like disposa
Chapter 19An Jiuen“Click.” The sound of the bathroom door locking was so freeing. I slumped down with my back to the door and exhaled my irritation.Is it irritation, or is it overwhelm? I’m not used to being around other beings, let alone young pups and babies. Even as a child, I didn’t act like a child nor was I around any. I was always on guard, and my father wouldn’t let me around the pups of the pack. He always made up a lie about how much he loved me and didn’t want me to get even a scratch. In reality, he didn’t want his secret discovered. I was never exposed to the pack publicly, so weird rumors about me and my mother spread.The Luna hated it because the prominent rumor that stuck, which my father never refuted, was that my mother was his fated mate, and his Luna was his second chance mate, making her hatred for me even greater. She would find ways to make me suffer or hurt me when she would fight with my father. I would never scar, so she would be merciless when she was u
Chapter 18: Keeping it Chill James “Umma, Umma.” Before I can even open my eyes, Rafe has us up on our feet in a defensive stance. I’m facing the door; I can hear my heartbeat in my head. What’s going on? Why is Jieun yelling? Who’s here? “What is it? Are you Ok? What happened?” I hear her take a deep breath with a huff, “What are you doing?” “Ummm… You were yelling Oh My. I thought someone was coming into the room.” My adrenaline is still pumping, and I’m frozen in place. “No. Why you in my room?” I drop my hands. That kinda hurts. She’s my mate and doesn’t want me in the same room. “Remember what Gideon said. We have to help her grow new roots. Don’t be hurt just be calm.” Rafe being the ever-wise wolf always keeps me level. I take a second and put my words together carefully. “I didn’t think it would be safe to leave you in a room alone with all that’s going on.” I turn to face her. When I do I take a step back. “Whoa, never seen that before?” “What?” Jieun tilts her head,
Chapter 17: The One I’ve Longed forAn JieunIs someone playing a gayageum? I open my eyes and look around and I’m in a dark forest, how did I get here? I feel drawn to the sound of the slow plucking of the silk strings. My feet are moving on their own to somewhere yet unknown. The forest feels vaguely familiar. As my body moves forward with the melody of the strings my mother’s Hanko comes into view. The music is coming from the inner courtyard. I enter the house, it’s strange, it’s like it was when Mother was alive.I’m quickly standing in front of the door to the inner courtyard and the music stops and a voice I’ve never heard but longed for shakes me to my core. “Jieun, come and sit with me. I’ve called for you, my daughter.”I slid the door open and there she was. I’ve had similar dreams all my life, but this feels so real. I sat at her feet as I have so many times but, her eyes were looking me up and down like she had never seen me before.“I see my daughter has grown into a gre
Chapter 16: Growing New RootsJamesWhen will everyone stop treating me like a kid? Maybe it’s my own fault, I can’t help but start acting like a kid when my family is around me. I’m so pathetic, how am I ever going to run the Ashwood pack? Hell at this point how do I expect to keep An Jieun by my side?“Uncle Jameeesss! Mommy said you would play with us.” Daisy tugs on my arm and pushes out her bottom lip. I love my nieces, but I am exhausted and so is Rafe.“Girls why don’t you play with your uncle Rylie? Daddy needs to talk with James.” Gideon and Rylie pop around the corner like my saviors. I do feel bad about passing the flowers off to Rylie. I know he’s tired too.“Don’t worry about it. I can take this much.” It’s always been like that. Like Rylie could read my thoughts or maybe I’m just that easy to read. Rylie takes Rose out of my arms, and she quickly wraps her arms around his neck.I caught her whisper into Rylie’s ear. “Secrets don’t make friends.”“Mind your business.” The
Chapter 15: Fate is CruelAn JieunWhy. It’s the only word I’m screaming in my head. Why is my kind being hunted? Why am I the unlucky one? Why? I just want to roam the forest; I don’t want any of this. I don’t want to be a Luna. I don’t want to fight witches. Why do I have to have two hearts?All I could do to stop myself from screaming was focus on my clenched fist in my lap. The harder I tightened the more my nails dug in and that little bit of pain kept me from losing it.“Grandmother, could we meet later this afternoon or evening to finish working out a plan? We haven’t slept all night and I’m not sure I can give you my best.” Alpha Gideon seemed awkward calling Ithildin grandmother. I thanked him in my head. All I wanted was to leave this room.“Yes, my dear child.” Ithildin stood up then everyone else did. “Amelie I’d like to examine the boys if you don’t mind.”“Sure grandmother.” Amelie picked up one of the babies from the floor.I was frozen. I just watched as this family fa
Chapter 14: RevelationsJamesShe looks so peaceful, sleeping with the morning sun dancing on her cheeks. It almost feels like a crime to wake her. She must be tired because I feel like I’m going to drop. “An Jieun, wake up we’re here.” She slowly opens her copper-colored eyes. She’s definitely a fox. I help An Jieun out of the car. She seems OK with holding my hand now.“You all should come with me.” I know that voice. I turn around and my oldest sister is standing in front of the hotel doors. I see her eyes go directly to An Jieun. I hid her behind me.“Am, it’s been a long night we need to sleep.” I don’t know what it is, but the way Am is looking at An Jieun is just unsettling.“This is more important than sleep. Dad, Gideon, and Logan, you need to come along as well.” Am’s face was so stiff. Was she mad? I haven’t even introduced her to my mate yet.“Am, what’s going on?” Gideon grabs my sister’s hand.With a clenched jaw she says, “Your grandmother is here.”Gideon looked shocke
Chapter 13: Freedom is Only a Dream Jieun As I follow James and the scary looking one, Rylie, I try to sort through all my feelings. Kwan’s emotions are mixing with mine, and it’s making everything even more confusing. I think we are both relieved to be leaving, and Father cannot do anything about it. The feeling of excitement to go to this new pack and be a Luna is all Kwan’s. It feels like a new prison, and James Ashwood is taking the place of my father as my jailer. Wolves make packs; everyone knows this. Even the word for a group of wolves, “A Wolf Pack,” is a common term. It’s so simple a pack, it’s so natural for them to group together. They are strong on their own, but a pack can be deadly. They are sociable and trust each other. A lone wolf is an insult and is considered unnatural. A pack of wolves strikes fear and adoration in the hearts of man. So many cultures have folklore around the wise strong wolf and the pack that follows. I mean look at them they are in human form
Chapter 12: The Death of a FoxJames“Death” Alpha Han’s cold expression made me want to tear his arms off. He’s talking about taking something from his daughter and her dying. What kind of father does that?“What happened after you brought Hyun Ara back here?” Father was great at integration because he and Kaan could control their anger. I still had a lot to learn.“I kept her alive so she could give birth to the half-breed. I tried negotiating with her to give me the marble once the child was born, but she refused. A Gumiho needs living hearts and life forces to maintain their strength.” It’s well known that if a god accepts an offering, they are forced by natural law to grant the wish of the being giving the offering. This must have been hard for Hyun Ara. “I would bring her humans and Omegas to temp her since all her strength and life force went into her pregnancy. But she would not agree. She stayed that way for 16 months. I guess pregnancy takes longer for gods. She ate human fo