SUZIE'S POV.
A small sad smile tugged the two corners of my lips as I stared at my reflection in the mirror. Tears fought desperately in my eyes, threatening to fall any moment from now. I tugged the sleeves of my white collar top to cover every part of my arms aside my fingers, covering the wounds and marks my dear father has inflicted upon me. Every minute, every second, Every hour, day after day, a new scar falls on my body. I closed in on the mirror, my finger reaching up to the wound patch hovering over my eyebrows. I removed it to find it soaked already, pressing my lips into a thin firm line before picking another one on the table and pressing it to the wound again.
My heart clenched painfully, causing the tears to roll down my eyes. My father. My own father was my greatest tormentor. Yesterday was the last day on our vacation, and seeing there was nowhere again to inflict new wounds on my body, he angrily smashed a glass vase on my face. He was one who liked to see his works, and seeing a wound on my face brought him immense pleasure.
"You stupid girl! It's too late for you to go to school! Are you craving more wounds this morning!" My father loud and angry voice boomed out.
My heart jumped out in a frenzy, withdrawing from the window and towards my scattered room. I picked up my black pop socks, wearing them on my already skinny and bruised skin. No one must see it as he always says.He had to make sure his mask as the benevolent alpha wasn't shredded.
I had just pulled on my skirt, zipped it and was about to carry my back when the door burst open, revealing a 5 '7 middle-aged man, his veins all popped up on his face, and his eyes bulging with enough anger to scare my hand away from my bag.
"You stupid thing!" He yelled out, rushing towards me, his right palm coming in hard contact with my cheeks before I could pull out.
My brown long hair that I had put down to cover the scars on my neck was tugged backwards, and my throat gripped hard by him. His black orbs stared directly into mine, fuming with much anger that I was not surprised anymore. The smell of alcohol oozed to my nose, filling every part of it and torturing me as he started.
"Are you cursed? Why the fuck do you keep stressing my life? If not that I can't just kill you, you'll be dead already by now, you useless ingrate."
I muffled out a cough, water clouding my eyes from both my hair and neck pain. He pointed his finger to my eyes, continuing his daily hatred speech, "I feed you! I cloth you! I do everything for you, yet you want to pay me back with your stupid lazy attitude! You're so just like your mother.." he continued, spitting in my face.
The cold disgust thing entered straight into my eye and my heart tugged painfully, not because of the spit but my mother. The woman I wanted to hate so much for leaving me with this demon, but thanked the moon goddess for landing her a safe escape away from him.
"...useless, stupid, lazy, unremorseful, and disrespectful just like her. The only thing you both have in common and make you good is that stupid pretty face that I want to destroy.She must have gotten a man's cock to fall on that pretty face so she had a chance to escape under the cover of those sons of bitches!"
"But you won't, will you, honey?" he asked, tightening his grip on my neck a little. My small hands tugged the ones on my throat for a little air, "Fath…fat..you're…hurti…hurting me.."
"Speak up! Tell me you'll never leave me and betray me like that bitch mom of yours!" He started to freak out, and I felt the air in my chest getting shorter and shorter, and I had to grow my mouth to try and say the word yes.
Finally, before I suffocated, he was satisfied and let go of me.A devilish laugh escaped his mouth, throwing me to the side of the room and heaving out a loud breath, he patted my face and giggled, "Good girl. ."
I ignored the pain, managing to stand up immediately as he ran his hand through his hair. He turned back to me, raking me up, and confirmed to me: "Today is the first day of resumption right?"
"Yes father,"
"Get to know the Crystal Moon Pack 的beta's daughter. I don't care if she beats you or bullies you, you're not useful either way. I need her father to side with me so you need to be friends with her. If you have to grovel at her feet, do it. Unless, there'll be more beatings for you. Am I clear?"
I nodded, fisting my hands to my back. Of course, that was all I was useful for. His eyes bulged out as he approached me quickly, another hot slap landing to my face, "next time i tell you something, you respond? Is that clear?"
My voice shook desperately, forming the words, "Yes, father."
He nodded at me, turning his back once again and marching straight towards the door, "Be out in 2 minutes."
I felt like I could finally breathe freely as I made sure my father got into his car and left my room. My tears stayed uncontrollably, and the shadow my father had left me in was making me shiver involuntarily.
Why? Why did I have to get all of this?
My father was a pure demon, one that was going to go straight to hell. He didn't just turn this way, he has always been this way. I was never the child he wanted, and my mother paid dearly for that. He wanted a boy, and she gave him a girl.Right from my childhood, we both paid for it. It started slowly, raping her, hitting her, and doing everything to inflict pain on her.
And it all got worse when he found out she took birth control pills already. The beating got worse that he almost killed her, but she packed up one day, ran off and left me to this stupid fate of mine.
My hell began to intensify and the beatings weren't nearly enough to show my nightmares.
Because I was not the son he expected, he blamed the decline of the pack on his lack of a strong and good son.
He decided that a woman was only as valuable as her vagina, so he made me his whore, he marketed me to all the powerful alpha's of the pack, and despite my obedience to any and every one of his decisions, he was still not happy with me.
He had to make sure that the wounds on me never healed, and the shame he received in front of other alpha's he made sure to pay back on me.
The tears I was trying to hold back trickled down my cheeks, my lips quivering as I fell to the bed. Why? What did I do to deserve such a bad father? A father that doesn't even recall his daughter's birthday. A father that beats his daughter up on her 18th birthday.
I closed my eyes, taking a deep breath and steadying myself just like i taught myself to do.
"It would be fine Suzie. This is the last time he'll ever touch you. Today is the day where everything changes. You'll get your wolf and you'll be fine." I thought to myself.
I opened my eyes and reached out for my bag, wearing it on my back as I stood up. My eyes collided with my calendar, the red marker on today's date giving me hope.
"Happy birthday to me."
To a new change, a new hope and getting away from my demon father.
SUZIE'S POV.I halted in my tracks. I was in school. And the first thing that greeted me was a huge splash of dirty foamy water, dropped from the top of the stairs, trickling down from my head to my entire body. I gritted my teeth together, fisting my hand beside me and pressing my lips into a thin line.It's your birthday. Do not let anyone ruin it for you.I exhaled a sharp breath, opening my eyes. I had just taken a step when I slipped, my body crumbling to the tiled floor. The impact caused all the wounds on my body to start hurting again. A loud and sinister girly laugh pierced the room and I looked up to see the queen bee group of girls approaching me. Leah, the daughter of the beta, and the girl my father desperately wants me to befriend three steps ahead of the two behind her. I immediately sat up, not bothering to stand up.Her shoulder length hair waved to the front as she leaned to look at me, the corners of her lips curved up, "What a disaster." She muttered, her companion
SUZIE'S POV.The bathroom was as silent as a graveyard, immediately Leah and her peacocks left, leaving Felix and I alone in the deepest and uttermost silence. He didn't bother helping me up, nor helping me clean off the blood I had on my face. Instead he just watched me as I struggled to stand up and moved to the sink, opening the tap and pouring some of the cold water that made me squirm in pain to my face. I started to clean myself up, dampening my hair to avoid every sort of dirt or blood that it must have coiled up with. My eyes glanced to Felix who was watching me with keen observation, his eyes hard and cold like a stone.A part of me wanted to hate him so much like the other part did as he was the cause of all my sufferness. I had a good reputation in the school before, i had friends, people who talked and associated with me. I had a banging body, one whom every guy wanted to desperately touch and at a point in my life, i thanked the moon goddess for bringing him to me.He was
SUZIE'S POV"Kneel."Asher's voice rang through the room. I was frozen, my eyes growing wider by each second. What did he mean by kneel? My eyes trailed to Blair, who had a dark sadistic look in his eyes, almost mirroring the look Asher had."Excuse me?" I could barely utter as my lips began to tremble.Asher stepped forward, and I was inclined to take a few steps back as he approached me with a smirk on his lips. My back bumped into the edge of the bedframe and I knew I had hit a dead end.Asher stood on front of me, an inch away and lowered his head so close, I feared our lips would touch."I want you to please me, to please us, right here, and right now," Asher said, his tone low and sultry.My body went stiff, my eyes widening. They quickly took a glance at the pillow and I began to contemplate using the gun at this moment, but I brushed that ide6 away. Why?Blair chuckled, walking up to me. He grabbed my neck swiftly and pulled me closer to me."On your knees, now," He growled.I
SUZIE'S POVMate.The word hung in the air, causing tension to fill the entire atmosphere. The room seemed to freeze, in time as my eyes widened. I looked at Asher, and my eyes flickered to Blair. I wished I was wrong. I prayed hard in my mind that I must have misheard the words that came from their mouth.But I could feel it.The mate pull, the incomprehensible, invisible string that tied us all together. Rationality broke through my thoughts as I felt myself falling into a trance. My hands grabbed a hold of my hair as my wide eyes trailed to the ground.How could this be? How could my mates be these quadruplets? These alphas, the very ones I despised with a burning passion. The ones that has made sure my life was miserable and I was going through hell every single day.How could they be my mates, the ones I was destined to spend my whole life with?I stumbled back, bumping into the bed side drawer before grabbed a hold of the wall to stabilise myself. The clock's chime seemed to gro
SUZIE'S POVA throbbing pain resounded in my head, stirring me back to consciousness. My eyes twitch as I struggled to raise my heavy eyelids. Darkness elevated from my surroundings as my eyes flew open slowly.My gaze was met with a high, white ceiling, having a large, crystal chandelier fixed in the middle. I blinked, my eyes trailing all around the environment I was in.It was a large room, an unfamiliar one at that. I had never been to this room before, nor had I seen it before. I tried to move, but my body felt like it weighed a ton, and the throbbing in my head only seemed to intensify.What was I doing here? What was these strange room? The questions swirled around in my head, desperate to be answered. My mind began to back track, to try and recall the events that happened and what could've possibly led me here.After a few seconds of racking my brain, I recalled the encounter with Asher and Blair and how I had pulled out my gun and used it against them. I remembered vividly, t
ASHER'S POV"What took you so long?" I asked, clicking my tongue as I watched Blair jog up to me.He fumbled to put on his jacket as he shot me an apologetic look."Sorry, took me a few minutes to grab my jacket," He said.I rolled my eyes and tilted my head to look behind him. I had expected Roy to show up as well, but he was nowhere in sight. I switched my gaze to Blair, an eyebrow raised."Where is Roy?"Blair just shrugged and hopped into the passengers seat of my car. I groaned, rubbing my temples. I did not have time for tardiness, especially now when I was more than frantic to find out if Suzie had sustained any serious physical injuries from her father.I began to pace around, but stopped when I heard the door swing open. Roy stepped out, shooting me a smirk."Why the hell did you take so much time?""I needed to wear some better clothes, chill out man," He grinned patting me on the back before hoping into the car.I let out a sigh, running a hand through my hair as I hopped i
FELIXMy eyes were fixed directly on Suzie's still form. She lay in bed, wrapped in the sheets, her eye bags puffed from crying her eyes out. Seeing her bawl her eyes out like that invocked a new emotion I never knew I had.Empathy.The strings in my heart had been tugged so hard, just from seeing her cry and it hurt my very being. I let out a sigh as I watched her eyes twitch and her brows furrow like she was in some kind of pain.Asher had mention earlier that she may have sustained some major injuries from her father beating her everyday and I hoped that wasn't case. If it was, then her father would pay gravely for laying his hands.I rose up from the chair and walked slowly up to the queen sized bed. I brushed my hands against Suzie's cheeks and watched her flinch from my touch. My heart melted as I stared at her. I could not imagine why I had done those horrible things to her, and why I had suddenly developed stronger feelings for her.Was it the mate bond?I knew for a fact that
SUZIE'S POVI stood in front of the bathroom mirror, staring at my reflection with wide eyes. I was clad in no clothing, so my eyes cascaded down my enter body. My cheeks flushed a bright red when I saw all the bit marks and hickeys that has been left on my body after the steamy moment I had with the brothers."These marks look good on you," A voice resounded in my head.Although unfamiliar, I could feel a sense of familiarity from the voice. There was no doubt about it, this was my wolf. I frowned at her words. I was very much displeased by the marks all over my body."I hate this, I didn't want to have sex with them," I muttered, my eyes still fixed on the mirror. "But I felt this pull and I couldn't stop myself.""It's the mate bond darling," My wolf chuckled. "Ans look at that, your bruises are actually being healed."I blinked, my eyes flickering from each bruise on my body. The bruises were actually starting to disappear, slowly, but it was noticeable."How is this happening?!"