FELIX
My eyes were fixed directly on Suzie's still form. She lay in bed, wrapped in the sheets, her eye bags puffed from crying her eyes out. Seeing her bawl her eyes out like that invocked a new emotion I never knew I had.
Empathy.
The strings in my heart had been tugged so hard, just from seeing her cry and it hurt my very being. I let out a sigh as I watched her eyes twitch and her brows furrow like she was in some kind of pain.
Asher had mention earlier that she may have sustained some major injuries from her father beating her everyday and I hoped that wasn't case. If it was, then her father would pay gravely for laying his hands.
I rose up from the chair and walked slowly up to the queen sized bed. I brushed my hands against Suzie's cheeks and watched her flinch from my touch. My heart melted as I stared at her. I could not imagine why I had done those horrible things to her, and why I had suddenly developed stronger feelings for her.
Was it the mate bond?
I knew for a fact that it was, as I could feel my wolf calling out, and yearning for Suzie, our mate. I crawled up into the bed, positioning myself behind her. I wrapped my hands around her, pulling her close to me.
She remained in my embrace and I held her for what felt like an eternity. The longer I held her in my hands, the more I acutely became aware of how close our bodies were. I could feel the heat of her body against mine, and it send shockwaves coursing through my veins.
I could instantly feel my manhood come to life, as it became stiff in my pants.
"Fuck," I muttered, instinctively moving my hips.
I swallowed hard, trying my best to resist, but the mate pull was stronger than my willpower. My breathing was shallow as I moved away from her. My hands skilfully moved to her hips, pulling down her skirt, and her panties.
I exhaled, bringing my member up to her entrance and rubbing against it. I bit my lip, stifling a groan that was about to escape it. I had always dreamed of being this intimate with Suzie, but I never got my wish.
I angered me that Blair and Asher were able to be that intimate with her, before me, when I was her lover. Jealous sparked within me and I held her tighter, my hips moving with an increasing momentum.
The soft, and moist feel of her on my member sent waves of pleasure cascading down my whole body. I groaned softly, My member going rigid with each movement.
I heard a soft moan escape Suzie's lips and she turned to me. I froze as her eyes slide open, but dimmed to half mast as she gazed at me.
"Felix," She moaned, while moving her hips back and forth against me.
Something seemed to overtake my senses, something irrational, I grabbed her wrists, pinning her down to the bed as desire filled me up to the brim.
"Fuck, how can I control myself when you're basically begging me for it," I growled.
I slid my hands down to her neck, my finger lips grazing her skin as I made my way down to her bossom. Suzie, still looking half asleep, wrapped her hands around my neck and whispered into my eyes.
"I want you inside of me Felix," She cooed.
I muttered a curse underneath my breath as I positioned my manhood in front of her slick entrance. With one swift movement, I was inside her. Her walls clung to me tightly, and I felt my skin ripple with pleasure.
He's moans filled the air as I withdrew from her and slammed home again. Her back arched to better receive me and her help fell back against the bed stand. My hips moved widely as my mind was in a haze. I grabbed a hold of her waist, thrusting into her relentlessly.
"Oh, Felix!" Suzie moaned over and over again.
As I moved my hips back and forth, the door swung open and I snapped my head towards it. Blair, Roy and Asher stood there, in their wolf form, on all four. They approached the bed and their bodies morphed back into human form.
They both glared at me and it wasn't hard to tell why they were mad.
"You bastard, you thought we wouldn't feel you doing something to our mate?" Asher growled.
"Quit being a sore loser, you also did what you wanted with her," I hissed.
Asher and Blair held a look of resignation and Roy clicked his tongue.
"Well, let us join in, I want to be intimate with my mate," Asher growled.
They hurled up over Suzie, who looked at them with saggy eyes. She reached out to Asher, cupping his cheeks and planting her lips on his. Asher grabbed her neck, kissing her softly, but slowly, the kiss intensified.
I held on to her hips tightly and kep thrusting into her, while Roy kissed her neck, down to her collarbone as he grabbed her breast. Blair flicked his finger over her pert nipples, teasing it to his satisfaction.
Suzie's moans got louder as I slammed into her. I could feel the apex of my ecstasy coming and after a few more thrusts, I withdrew from her and spilled my seed over her belly.
Suzie moans loudly as her body convulsed with her orgasm. Her thighs became damp with her fluid as she lay there. I watched as she slowly blinked and looked at each of us. Her eyes widened as she looked down at herself.
"I thought- I thought I was having an erotic dream," She mumbled.
Her eyes shot to me and within an instant, she grabbed a pillow and threw it on me.
"Even if we were intimate, it doesn't mean I'll accept you as my mates," she spat, her voice sharp with defiance. The realization that our physical connection didn't erase the scars of the past left me broken.
My brothers and I exchanged glances, our expressions a mix of frustration and regret, but I knew Suzie was adamant on her words. Pushing herself up from the bed, she shot us all a glare. "Now, I need a bath. Don't disturb me until I'm done."
Asher ran a hand through his hair. "Come on guys, let's go. Let's give her space, like she asked.
Blair's reluctance hung in the air like a heavy cloud as Asher urged us to leave the room. I exchanged a wary glance with my brothers, understanding the situation before us.
Asher, sighed and held onto Blair's shoulder, his voice firm. "We need to leave, go on a run, vent our desires. It's the only way."
Blair sighed, his eyes fixed on Suzie sitting on the bed. The conflicting emotions etched across his face mirrored the internal struggle we all grappled with. Finally, he nodded, albeit reluctantly. "Fine, let's go."
I got out of the bed, following behind my brothers. I cast one last glance at Suzie, before slamming the door shut.
SUZIE'S POVI stood in front of the bathroom mirror, staring at my reflection with wide eyes. I was clad in no clothing, so my eyes cascaded down my enter body. My cheeks flushed a bright red when I saw all the bit marks and hickeys that has been left on my body after the steamy moment I had with the brothers."These marks look good on you," A voice resounded in my head.Although unfamiliar, I could feel a sense of familiarity from the voice. There was no doubt about it, this was my wolf. I frowned at her words. I was very much displeased by the marks all over my body."I hate this, I didn't want to have sex with them," I muttered, my eyes still fixed on the mirror. "But I felt this pull and I couldn't stop myself.""It's the mate bond darling," My wolf chuckled. "Ans look at that, your bruises are actually being healed."I blinked, my eyes flickering from each bruise on my body. The bruises were actually starting to disappear, slowly, but it was noticeable."How is this happening?!"
SUZIE'S POVHow had I been placed in this predicament?Blair's words and Asher's pleading were ringing in my head. The air seemed still and thick with tension, while time seemed to have frozen. I channelled my gaze to Blair and it slowly shift to Asher, Roy and Felix.They were all looking at me expectantly, waiting for my answer.I swallowed, my gaze averting to the ground. I was only expecting, that I'd stay in the pack house for a few days, and then I'd leave after I was feeling better, but now they wanted me to stay for a while longer?The thought of staying with the very people I hated made my skin crawl, but at the same time, I could feel a hint of happiness. Why? Was it because of the mate bond?I shook my head, dispelling these thoughts. Staying with the brothers in this pack house was out of the question.As I opened my mouth to speak, to give my answer, my wolf began to speak to me."Suzie, wait, don't make any rash decisions," She said.Rash decisions? This was anything but
BLAIR'S POV"Who sent you?" I asked, my hand curled up in a fist as I looked down at the rogue, kneeling before me.He looked down at me, his eyes filled with rage. "I will tell you nothing," He snarled.I shrugged. "That works for me too. I can keep beating you till you are ready to speak up."I swung my fist landing a perfect, direct blow to his chin. I swung my other fist, landing it on the other side of his face. The blows kept coming, and blood slowly pooled out of his mouth as he groaned.I grinned, my eyes going wide as shockwaves of pleasure rippled through me. This was it, this was what I loved and craved; Violence. Every since I was young, I cared about nothing. Not the pack, the affairs and duties I was supposed to uptake as the second son of the great alpha, none of that was of interest to me.I only cared about my parents and my brothers, but I also cared more about violence. Due to the Alpha blood in me, I was one of the strongest among my brothers and that made me even
SUZIE'S POVI stirred, my eyes fluttering open. I could feel large arms wrapped around me and when I looked up, I saw Blair, his eyes forward as he carried me through the forest. I instantly turned beet red as memories of what we did.I could not believe everything that had happened. The way I had given into my desire was so unlike me, but I could not describe how much I was being pulled to him. My senses had been completely taken over and I let myself drown in the pleasure he gave me.And despite my hate for him, I still enjoyed it.I flushed some more, burying my head in his chest."Are you up princess?""Prince-"I flushed even further. Blair chuckled, his grip on me tightened. It took me a while to realize that we were both naked."Um, Blair, we're n-naked.""Well yeah. We were both in our wolf form and we transformed."I raised an eyebrow. "Is that why we were naked?""Yeah," He looked down at me. "You didn't know that ?"I shook my head.He sighed. "That explains why you were ou
SUZIE'S POVThe sound of birds chirping stirred me from my sleep. My eyes fluttered open and I saw sunlight, streaming into the room through the slim fabric of the silk curtains. I sat up on the bed, yawning as I stretched my limbs.I looked around me, and a smile tugged at the corner of my lips. I had noticed something.Usually, I would fall asleep and have a nightmare, that would always last till I woke up. But last night, I fell asleep without having a nightmare and has a peaceful sleep. As much as I hated being here, I couldn't deny that it was better than staying with my father.The clock beside me began to ring softly and I jolted back, my eyes shifting to it. The clock the displayed the time and my eyes went wide when I saw it was right o'clock on the dot. I immediately remembered that we were all going to school today.I pushed myself out of bed and hopped into the shower, wore some clothes and exited the room in under a few minutes. As I stepped down a stairs, a maid approach
SUZIE'S POVI swiftly turned back, my eyes finally landing on Leah. I had my back against the wall as I glared at her. She has this unreadable look on her face. It was like a mixture of anger, but the smile slowly curling up her lips contradicted it.The bathroom door swung opened up again, and all her cronies trooped in, like it was planned. I knew this was not going to end well."What do you want Leah?" I hissed as I tried to control my voice from quivering.Leah's face softened and she looked hurt. Her whole demeanour through me off, and for a second, I relaxed a bit."You know, it hurts seeing you react to me like this, have I really been that much of a bad person to you?"I was dumfounded. I did not know if she asked a rhetorical question or I was supposed to answer her. But I remained silent, because I was at loss for words.Leah walked closer to me, until we were standing an inch away from each other. My heart was hammering in my chest so hard, that I was convinced she could he
FELIX'S POVI tapped my feet as I got impatient by each passing second. I stood in front of the entrance to Suzie's class, waiting for her to come out. More than half the population of the class had already trooped out, but Suzie was no where in sight.The moment the bell rang, indicating the school day was over, I rushed over here. I wanted to be the one that Suzie say first. I knew she now belonged to all four of us, but a part of me was possessive over her, and I wanted no one else, to have her.I titled my head, my eyes scanning the crowd of people, and still Suzie was no where to be found. A girl passed by me swiftly, but I grabbed her hand and pulled her back."Have you seen Suzie today?" I asked rather impatiently.The girl blinked and shook her head as she stared at me, wide eyed. "N-No, she wasn't in the last class for the day."My heart dropped. How was that possible. I let the girl go and she scurried away. I ran my hands through my hair as my eyes went wide. If Suzie was d
SUZIE'S POVMy head throbbed as a wave of consciousness hit me. I groaned, my eyes slipping open slowly. I blinked a couple of times, as I was disorientated by the sight before me.Asher, Blair, Roy and Felix, each of them surrounded me as I laid down on the bed. My memory was a bit foggy as I desperately tried to recall why, and how I was lying in bed, with the brothers, all around me.And then, it hit.I remembered Leah, and what she had done to me, how I had thought I would die in that storage room. Tears welled up in my eyes as I looked at each of the brothers. They all looked worried and rose up, closing in on me."What's wrong? Are you hurt?" Asher asked, his hands caressing my cheek."Did you all save m-me?" I croaked."Yes," Felix spoke up. "Leah revealed your location. I'm so glad we found you on time, you were barely breathing."Sadness, happiness and gratitude washed over me all at once. I could not believe they went out of their way to save me. Tears spilled down from my e
SUZIE'S POVThe birds chirping outside the window, roused me up from my sleep. I moved around in the bed and noticed that there was no one beside me. My eyes fluttered open, and I pushed myself up on the bed as I rubbed my eyes.I looked around, my eyes scanning the empty bed as questions popped up in my head. I vividly remember falling asleep in my mates arms, but now, they were no where in sight.Where had they gone?I looked around, unsure of where they could've gone and why they were not in the bed when it was just a few minutes past 6am. I pushed myself up from the bed and as my feet touched the ground, the door burst open and my mates trouped in.Asher was grinning at me and beside him was Blair, who held a large tray in his hand. My eyes moved to Roy and Felix, who also has trays in their hand. I was puzzled and I raised my eyebrows at them."What is all of this?" I asked."We wanted to surprise the most beautiful woman in the world with some breakfast in bed. Pretty neat right
CARL'S POVI slipped through the window, my body hitting the floor. I breathed out a sigh of relief as I rose up from the floor, and dusted the dirt away from my shirt. I looked around the room, one more time to confirm if Elliot was here.Thankfully, he wasn't.I quickly peeled off everything item of clothing I had on, and slipped on a robe. I needed to act and look like I had never left the room before he came back. I quickly changed back to my original form, but the make up I had applied on my face was still there.I swiped some wipes off the table and sat in front of the vanity mirror. I had applied on some heavy make up, just in case someone managed to recognise me through the disguise. I wiped my forehead, and slowly went down to my eyebrows.I wiped of the mascara, and just as I was about to wipe off the red lipstick, I began to hear the locks on the door click. I froze, unable to move as I watched the door unlock. The door clicked, and swung open.My eyes went wide as they fel
SUZIE'S POV"Hey, how are you holding up?"I was suddenly jolted out of my mind, and it was only them I realised that I had still been staring at the burning pack house, only that now, it wasn't ablaze anymore. The remains, ashes, black debris was the only thing in sight.I turned back to see Felix, gazing at me with softness in his eyes. I shot him a wry smile, because even I was unable to tell if I was okay or not. Everything had happened so fast, and it was overwhelming. My mind kept replaying each scene, and I knew I would remember these events for a very long time.The carriage shook, and I turned to see Felix settling down beside me. He wrapped his arm around me and I snuggled closer to him, placing my head on his chest. He stroked my hair and the feeling put a sense of calmness over me."You don't have to say anything, I can tell how you're feeling. Everything that happened was really heavy and you are honestly very strong for pushing through."I chuckled. "The only reason I co
SUZIE'S POVThe boy I held in my hands, was not only covered in my blood, but his as well. I only noticed when I saw the large cut wound at his side. Blood was gushing out from the large wound, and the life in his eyes were slowly dimming out.My eyes went wide and I ran my hands across his face. "No, no, no, I can't let you die," I muttered through gritted teeth.I tried to push myself up from the ground, when I felt a sharp pain, just above my abdomen. The pain stopped me from moving, and my eyes travelled down to the spot. A large branch was stuck right in that spot, and blood filled the floor below it.I groaning, feeling the pain rising as I kept moving. I ignored the pain, and pushed myself up, until my back was resting on a large boulder. I held the bit close, his eyes blinking rapidly.His breathing was getting shallow by the minute, and soon, I could not see the rise and fall of his chest. My lips began to quiver, and so did my hands. I clutched him tightly, like he was my la
SUZIE'S POVI turned my head back slowly, and my eyes fell on the young boy. He had his first clenched to his sides and a mean scowl on his face. He had his gaze son Blair, who was still trying to recover. What had just happened? I assumed that Blair will deal with the boy easily, so what was going on?"Fuck, that bastard, how is he that strong? I underestimated him," Blair groaned as he rose to his feet.The boy began to breathe heavily, with his chest rising and falling rapidly. He eyes were growing redder by the minute, and so was his skin. He looked at me, and a chill ran down my spine."How dare you, how dare you, how dare all of you! How dare you interrupt me from serving my purpose in life!"He screamed again, and it resembled the shriek of that hideous monster. I placed my hands on my ears and winced as they began to ring. I watched, mortified as the boy's body began to change slowly.His skin grew as red as blood and two large horns emerged from his forehead. His eyes now hel
SUZIE'S POVI ran, as fast as my quivering legs could carry me. I was too scared to turn back, but I could hear the shrieks and screams of the monster, right behind me. I could hear the sound of it crawling through the boulder, and I knew it was a matter of time before it got its hands on me.My breath was laboured and I was gasping for air at this point. My legs were getting weak, but I had to push on. The images of my mate, and the sounds of their struggles replayed in my mind. My vision blurred with tears as I thought of their condition.I wished I could go back for them, but I could only pray that they weren't badly hurt.The screams of the entity rang through the air once again, the sound bouncing off against the wall, and making the whole cave shudder. Rocks and debris began to fall, hitting my skin, and nicking it.But I ignored the bruises and kept running.It didn't take long, like I had anticipated, before I could hear the sound of the monster heavy steps behind me. It was c
SUZIE'S POVI was in awe, and I didn't know how to act, or react to the tantrum Geraldine was exhibiting right in front of me. She kept shrieking like a mad person, again and, until the walls began to vibrate."What is she doing?" Asher asked.I turned to them, and they eyes were fixed on her, a fearful and confused look on their faces. I snapped my head back and suddenly, Geraldine passed. With her hands in the air and her eyes looking up to the roof, she stood still, unmoving.I watched, in amusement, as she slowly brought her hands back to her side and she looked at me. Her face and her whole demeanour was calmer that it was, a few seconds ago. She sighed and smiled at me while she shook her head."I knew it would come to this," she sighed, "I knew you would refuse my offer, and how i wish you had accepted. Now, I am forced to use my last resort."Last resort? All the hairs at the back of my neck stood up straight. I had a terrible feeling about her words, and I could not shake it
SUZIE'S POVMy eyes went so wide, I feared they would fall of, as I gazed at the people that trooped into the cave. They were children, elderly men and woman, and a few young men, but they all looked malnourished.Some of the were missing a limb, while some looked like they had a permanent brain disorder. Some could barely walk, and they limped, while some of them looked so skinny, their bones were protruding out of their skin.It was so bad, that I thought their bones would pop out, and tear through their skin. They all stood beside Geraldine, and they could not gaze into my eyes. They all looked downwards, and most of them did not have functioning eyes.I did not know whether to feel pity, or shock at the sight that was before me. And I couldn't even look at them, because of how deformed most of them looked. They didn't look human, and they had a creepy aura surrounding them.Geraldine's gaze switched to me, and she had a more firm and calm demeanour."As you can see, these are the
SUZIE'S POV"Please, forgive him, he was just a boy that went astray, do forgive him. He didn't know what he was doing," Geraldine said aa she clasped her hands together.I looked at the way her eyes were pleading with me. Hee whole demeanour looked like she was desperate. She was, but there was nothing I could do to help her. It also angered me that she wanted me to just forgive the dark king's transgressions so easily."You make it seem like the dark king, the things he did holds no weight, but it seems like you do not understand the height of the things he did. He sent our a deadly plague to my people. He killed families, children, women, men, he killed them without batting an eye lid. He tortured me countless of times and molested me when I was just a child!"My whole body began to quiver as I began to remember those bitter memories I had hidden at the back of my mind. I felt a hand on my shoulder, and I turned to see Asher, comforting me. I placed my hand on his ansShot him a sma