Phoebe's POV
I scrubbed the counters harder, the veins in my hands bulging.
They were clean but I didn't stop.
Mark sat behind me on a swing chair and I could feel his eyes almost drilling a hole on my back. He cracked open a beer.
He took a swig tossing the empty bottle at my feet. It shattered on the floor, but I didn't flinch. I already knew he was just trying to get me to retaliate so he could get me into trouble.
Since I moved in with my uncle, his father three months ago, he made it his mission to make my life unbearable.
“Hurry up, you jinx.”
Mark said behind me.
I didn't bother to look back at him. I kept scrubbing.
Going back and forth with him was useless. I was here because his father, my uncle, was a good man. Even if he didn't try to defend me or call Mark to order.
He picked a brush from the floor and threw it at me. I tilted my head away.
“I've done nothing wrong to you, Mark. Leave me the hell alone,” I snapped, clenching my fists.
He walked towards me angrily, his eyes wide and his mouth growling. Then there was a loud noise outside. He took one look at me and walked out to see what was going on, and I followed
“You there!” a guy yelled, storming over to my uncle as he slammed the door of his car aggressively.
I wanted to step up and help, but my uncle shot me a sharp look. I froze. I knew what that look meant.
My uncle used to be a proud beta, respected by everyone. But when our alpha was defeated, my father, being a warrior, followed him to build the new pack, and my uncle chose to surrender to the new alpha, the father of the big man in front of him. Since then, he had lost his status and now ran this small cafeteria to survive.
“You old bastard!” the guy yelled, storming over to my uncle. He grabbed him by the collar, lifting him slightly off the ground.
“I’m so sorry,” my uncle stammered, his voice shaking. “It was an accident. I’ll clean it up right away,” he said in a trembling voice, his eyes going to the boxes scattered everywhere.
Just as the tension reached its peak, the car door opened again. This time, Nathaniel stepped out.
Nathaniel was tall and strong, with dark hair that fell perfectly into place. His sharp jawline and piercing blue eyes made him look like he belonged on a magazine cover. Even the way he walked demanded attention.
The moment I saw him, I felt a strong pull deep inside me. My wolf Lucy stirred and whispered the word ‘mate’. I clenched my fists, trying to calm her down.
Nathaniel’s eyes locked onto mine. His gaze was intense, like he was trying to figure me out. My heartbeat became faster, but I forced myself to stay still. I didn’t want him to notice me.
“Let him go Alexander,” Nathaniel said firmly. His brother released my uncle, who stumbled back, adjusting his shirt. He looked thankful to Nathaniel for helping him and I was equally relieved too.
Mark, who had been watching silently, murmured,
“This wasn’t our fault.”
“Mark, apologize,” My uncle ordered.
Mark grumbled something under his breath but didn’t argue. My uncle turned to Nathaniel’s brother and said,
“I’m deeply sorry for the trouble. It won’t happen again. It wasn't intended at all.”
Nathaniel was still staring at me. Did he realize we were mates as well? Or was it something else? Did he recognize me as his old enemy, Alec?
I have to say, we've both given each other hard times on the battlefield. But a year ago, something happened to my wolf Lucy and she changed. Also, Nathaniel had never seen Alec in her human form. I don't think he recognized me.
Nathaniel’s brother broke the silence.
“Alpha doesn’t like to wait, even if we’re his sons.”
Nathaniel finally looked away from me. He signaled for one of his men to pay for the damages. Then he got back in the car, and they drove off.
After they left, Mark turned to me, his face twisted in anger.
“This is your fault,” he spat. “Nothing good has happened since you got here. One day, I’ll skin you alive.”
Before I could react, he busted my shoulder hard. Then he stormed off.
I got used to this already, but the problem was Nathaniel.
“How can Nathaniel be your mate?” my wolf Lucy asked. “The enemy becomes a mate?”
I sighed. “Even if he knows I’m his mate, he’ll never admit it. He’ll reject me.”The taste of rejection was not new to me. Duncan flashed through my mind. It doesn't hurt anymore.
The days passed, and I thought it was over. But one afternoon, one of Nathaniel’s men came to the cafeteria.
“Nathaniel feels bad about what happened the other day,” he said. “He bought new goods to replace what was lost. Phoebe needs to go to the pack house to pick them up.”
Everyone froze. It was clear this wasn’t just about replacing goods. My uncle offered to go with me, but the man insisted I had to go alone.
Mark stepped in front of me, blocking my path. His voice was low and threatening.
“If you cause any more trouble, I’ll rip your head off.”
I didn’t reply. I just wanted to get this over with.
When I arrived at the pack house, Nathaniel was already waiting for me. His lips curved into a slight smile as his piercing blue eyes locked onto mine.
“Phoebe,” he greeted with a slight smile. “You made it.”
I glanced around nervously. “Where are the supplies? I’d like to pick them up and get back quickly.”
Nathaniel chuckled softly, shaking his head. “Please don't be in a hurry... I don’t think we’ve met before, haven't seen you in training either, or Are you new to the pack?”
Really? Doesn't he remember me or is he just teasing?
"No," I said. "I've been here for a while. I'm living with my uncle... He runs the cafeteria in town. He took me in after my father-" I stopped myself, not wanting to disclose too much.
"Your father, he's Peterson the warrior, isn't he?
I was tense. "Yes."
"He was a good man, even though he was on the opposite side he was respected by everyone, even on the battlefield. What happened to him... It wasn't fair”
I shrugged, not sure how to respond.
Nathaniel continued, “Those who refused to surrender built a new pack. Duncan is the Alpha now.”
“Duncan isn’t the problem. But there’s someone helping him. A tough guy called... Alec”
My heart skipped a beat. He was talking about me, but he didn’t know it yet.
“Do you know this guy?” Nathaniel asked.
Before I could answer, he grabbed my arm.
Nathaniel’s POV Phoebe pulled her arm away quickly.“I don’t know this Alec guy you’re talking about," she said, her voice steady.I stared at her, unable to look away. There was something about her—her sharp eyes, the stubborn tilt of her chin, the way her voice stayed calm even though I could tell she was nervous. My wolf stirred inside me, growling softly in approval.There was an undeniable pull between us.I gulped and asked, my voice low. “You felt it too, didn't you? We are mates.Phoebe’s lips pressed into a thin line. “I know what I am,” she said, meeting my eyes. She looked away from me, rubbing her hand unconsciously. I wanted to hold her hand and tell her to relax.“It’s impossible for someone like me to be your Luna. I’m an outcast. I’m ready for your rejection.”She said suddenly.I didn’t see that coming. I did so much to get her to come to me, that's not what I wanted to hear. When I thought about all this because of Duncan, I started to get angry. But I'm one of t
Phoebe's POV When I got back home, Uncle was sitting by the counter, going over his old notebook. It was filled with his notes about stock and finances for the cafeteria. He looked up when I entered, his eyes going to the red stain on my arm that'd appeared there from Nathaniel's strong grip earlier.“What happened, Phoebe?” he asked, concern lacing his tone.I tried to sound casual. “I got hurt while training. It’s no big deal. It’ll heal soon.”Uncle didn’t look convinced. He got up and walked closer, his brow furrowed deeply. “You shouldn’t push yourself too hard. Training isn’t worth getting injured like this.”“I’m fine,” I said quickly, trying to brush it off. “Really.”He stared at me for a long moment, then sighed. “You’ve always been stubborn,” he muttered.I hesitated before speaking again. “Uncle, please let me pay rent. I’m staying here, eating your food, and working in your cafeteria. It’s only fair.”He shook his head firmly. “I told you before. I can’t take your rent.
Nathaniel's POV The whip cracked against my back, and I clenched my teeth to keep from making a sound. My father, Alpha of one of the strongest packs in the region, stood before me, fury radiating from him. This wasn’t the first time I’d been on the receiving end of his anger, but it didn’t make it any easier.“How dare you make such a decision without consulting me?” he barked, his voice echoing in his study. I didn't speak until he was done venting his angerWhen the punishment was done, he tossed the whip aside and crossed his arms. “Stand up and explain yourself.”I pushed myself to my feet, my back throbbing with each movement. My father’s eyes bored into mine, demanding an answer. “I did it because it was the best decision for the pack,” I began, keeping my voice steady. “Father, you’ve been planning to take control of other packs gradually. But with every new territory we gain, management becomes harder. There have already been signs that our resources are stretched too thin
Nathaniel's POVI walked into the pack house, Phoebe was sitting on the couch, staring out the window. Her hair caught the light, and she looked peaceful. I hadn’t expected her to be here or to have her wait here for me, but seeing her there made me stop for a moment."Phoebe... how're you doing?” I asked, stepping closer. "Looks like I’m okay,” she said with a shrug.Before I could respond, she cut me off, her words sharp and to the point. “What is this all about, Nathaniel?” Her tone wasn’t just questioning—it was desperate, demanding.I stopped in my tracks, raising one eyebrow in question and she rolled her eyes. I knew she meant the mating ceremony. I didn’t want to talk about it. Admitting I had planned to mate with someone else would only make things worse. So I kept my face calm and walked closer to her. “What do you mean?” I asked, She scoffed, “Don’t play dumb. The mating ceremony. You didn’t plan this, did you? Or were you just waiting for the perfect moment to humilia
Phoebe's POVI woke up feeling like my head was spinning. For a few seconds, I didn’t know where I was. The ceiling above me was unfamiliar, and the bed felt different. Panic crept in as I tried to sit up, but my body felt heavy. Where was I?I closed my eyes and tried to think. Slowly, pieces of the previous day came back to me. Nathaniel. His face. His lips on mine. His arms held me as he guided me… somewhere.Before I could figure it out, there was a knock on the door. I froze, unsure of what to say. A moment later, a maid stepped in, carrying a tray.“Good morning, Miss Phoebe,” she said politely, placing the tray on a small table beside the bed.I rubbed my eyes and pushed myself up. “Why am I here?” I asked, my voice cracking.The maid hesitated, her hands fiddling with the edge of her apron. “You were at the dinner table with the alpha's family last night, Miss,” she said carefully. “Lord Nathaniel brought you here so you could rest.”“You were….um, you had a little too much
Phoebe's POVNathaniel left with his father and two brothers early in the morning. I had watched him mount his horse, his face set in a serious expression. The treaty with the Moonfury pack was important, and the Alpha wanted all his sons to be involved in the negotiations.Nathaniel was leaving me with people who didn't even like me. I took a deep breath.“I’ll be back by evening,” Nathaniel had whispered as he came to stand next to me. .I nodded. “Good luck. I hope the peace treaty lasts.”Before he could leave, Elizabeth stepped forward, arms crossed. “What about our training today in the fields, Nathaniel? You promised to help me today.” He sighed. “Elizabeth, I’ll help you tomorrow. Today is important. We have to leave with father in a matter of minutes.”“You always say that,” she snapped. “But you never follow through. Fine, let Phoebe help me instead.”Nathaniel’s brows furrowed. “No, I—”“It’s settled,” the Alpha interrupted, his deep voice cutting through the conversatio
Nathaniel's POVI returned to the pack house after the meeting at Moonfury pack, and I hoped Elizabeth hadn't given Phoebe a hard time. The warriors guarding the house were tense, whispering among themselves. One of them approached me, his expression grim.“Nathaniel,” he said, his voice low, “there was an attack.”My heart sank. “What happened?”“Rogues,” he said. “They ambushed the group at the training grounds. Elizabeth and Phoebe are missing. The others with them seemed to have escaped together and got back here.”I didn’t wait to hear more. How could the ones I'd left to take care of Phoebe and Elizabeth come back unhurt when the people I'd charged them to protect were missing. Without a word, I shifted into my wolf form and raced toward the training grounds. My brother followed, and soon, other warriors joined us. We raced for the training grounds and for the first time, I caught myself wondering how in the world the training grounds happened to be so far away from the royal
Phoebe's POV I woke up in an unfamiliar bed. The blankets were heavy, wrapping me in warmth, but the scent around me was unmistakable—Nathaniel.Blinking, I sat up slowly. My body ached, and my head felt heavy. Why was I here? The last thing I remembered was the river, the cold water pulling me down, and Nathaniel’s arms around me.The door opened, and he walked in. His shirt was slightly wrinkled, his hair a bit messy, as if he hadn’t slept much.“You’re awake,” he said, stepping closer.I frowned. “Why am I in your room?”“You passed out,” he answered. “I brought you here.”I pushed the blanket off and swung my legs over the side of the bed. My head throbbed badly and I wanted to get back into the warm bed and sleep some more, but I heard myself saying, “I’m fine now. I should go.”His hand was on my shoulder before I could stand. “You’re not going anywhere.”I looked up at him. His expression was unreadable, but there was no mistaking the firmness in his voice.“Nathaniel, I—”“N
Phoebe's POV I stood at the edge of the training grounds. The wind was light, and the sounds of fists hitting practice pads, swords clashing, and feet moving over the dirt filled the air. I didn't say anything. I just watched. My arms were crossed over my chest, and my eyes followed the movements of the younger warriors. Some of them were still learning how to hold their balance. Others moved with more skill. I didn’t know if any of them saw me standing there, and I didn’t care if they did.Mia, my wolf, stayed quiet in my head. She was calm, but I knew she was watching too. We both needed this quiet moment. The day had already been long, and it wasn’t even close to night yet.I didn’t want to think about Elizabeth. I didn’t want to think about what Alpha Darius had said. I didn’t want to think about anything at all. I only wanted to be outside, where the air was fresh and the noise wasn’t coming from arguments.But of course, peace never lasted long.I heard footsteps behind me. The
Phoebe's POV Elizabeth walked beside me like we were friends. She didn’t say much, only looked ahead and walked with her usual proud steps. I didn’t say anything either. I kept my hands at my sides and focused on the hallway in front of us. The silence between us was tight, but she acted like there was nothing wrong.“She's mastered the art of pretense,” Mia whispered in my head. I shrugged off the thought because I didn't want to settle on it. True, I've come to learn that despite how much Elizabeth had always disliked me, she tried to make sure she didn't show this when Nathaniel was anywhere close, except for the occasions when it became unbearable and she just had to show how much she didn't like me.I'd made peace with the fact that she was never going to like me and I didn't bother to do much to get her to like me. She made it seem like it was Nathaniel that she really loved while she was siding with Alexander. She was the tricky sister indeed and Nathaniel didn't deserve a si
Phoebe’s POVI sat on the edge of the bed with my arms crossed and my legs swinging slightly. The room was quiet, but my thoughts were loud. My eyes stayed on the floor, but inside, I was still hearing the voices from earlier. I could not stop thinking about the way they looked at me when I gave the order. Like I was wrong for speaking.Mia, I called gently in my mind.“I’m here,” she answered quickly. Her voice always made me feel stronger. “You did what you had to do.”I nodded slowly. But they still don’t respect me. I can feel it. They don’t see me as their Luna.“They will,” Mia said. “Respect doesn’t always come fast. But that doesn’t mean you stop doing what is right.”I sighed. It’s hard, Mia. I’m not trying to prove anything. I just want them to stay safe. Why can’t they see that?“They are stubborn,” she said. “And used to old ways. You are not what they expected, and that scares them. But you are stronger than they know.”I let those words sit in my chest for a while. I sto
Phoebe’s POVThe morning sun touched the edge of the windows, but I had been up long before the light came. The air in the Moonhowl Pack house was quiet, almost too quiet. I walked through the hallways slowly, each step light but steady. I had hoped for a message. A letter. Even a messenger. But nothing had come. Not since Nathaniel left.Mia, my wolf, stirred inside me.“He’s taking too long,” she said. “He should have sent something by now.”“I know,” I whispered back, glancing at the door again. “But he’s careful. He doesn’t like to speak too soon.”“Still,” Mia growled softly, “we should know something. I don’t like the quiet.”Neither did I.I walked out into the open yard where the wind picked up a little. The morning drills had started. A group of warriors was lined up at the training grounds, their swords clashing in short bursts, their feet moving in practiced rhythm. I stood to the side at first, watching them spar. Some of them noticed me and gave short nods. Others barely
Nathaniel's POVThe morning air was crisp as I led our small group away from Star-Rain territory. The sun had just begun its ascent, casting a soft glow over the landscape. The rhythmic clatter of hooves against the dirt path was the only sound accompanying us. My guards rode in disciplined silence behind me, their presence a constant reminder of the responsibilities I bore. I longed for Phoebe's presence even as I moved with my company.As the familiar surroundings of Star-Rain faded into the distance, my thoughts turned inward. I found myself replaying the events of the previous evening, dissecting every word and gesture from Alpha Winston. His warm welcome, the carefully prepared dinner, and the subsequent conversation all seemed straightforward on the surface. Yet, I couldn't shake the feeling that there were undercurrents I hadn't fully grasped.Winston's desire for closer ties with Moonhowl was evident. He spoke of alliances and mutual benefits, his words laced with a sincerity
Nathaniel's POVThe first light of dawn filtered through the curtains as I stirred awake. The events of the previous night lingered in my mind, urging me to seek clarity. Dressing swiftly in a simple tunic and trousers, I decided a walk through the Star-Rain Pack's grounds might provide the solitude I needed.Stepping outside, the crisp morning air greeted me, carrying with it the subtle scents of dew-laden grass and distant pine. The compound was beginning to stir; a few warriors were already engaged in training exercises. Their focused movements and disciplined stances spoke of dedication. As I passed by, I offered them a respectful nod, which they returned without breaking rhythm.Continuing my stroll, I encountered several servants attending to their morning duties. One young woman was meticulously sweeping the pathway, her brow furrowed in concentration. As I approached, she paused and offered a polite bow. "Good morning, Alpha Nathaniel," she greeted softly."Good morning," I re
Nathaniel's POVMy mind would not stop going back to Phoebe back in our pack. I was here, far away from the Moonhowl pack where I could use a car or even use a phone. These parts were interior and it left me without speaking with my Luna. It was unsettling. I didn't like the order of things. “I trust her to be able to hold the pack and make sure everything runs smoothly, but I have to be able to communicate with her,” I told myself severally. Sean, my wolf, was on the same page with me.“She is handling the pack well, they don't see her as the Alpha, but they know better than to openly rebel against the Luna. Besides, she is not giving them a reason to.” I sighed and leaned back into the chair I was sitting on. There was a lot to do in such a small time and I didn't send anyone to have things done this time. It was late into the night when I finally finished reviewing my notes. I sat at the small desk in the guest room Alpha Winston had given me. The lamp beside me cast a soft ligh
Nathaniel's POVThe dining hall was quiet when I entered. The walls were made of strong stone, and golden lamps hung in neat lines along both sides. Their light was soft and steady. A long table stretched through the center of the room. Only a few seats were filled. Alpha Winston stood up when he saw me. His smile was wide, and he opened his arms as if greeting an old friend."Alpha Nathaniel," he said. "You honor us. Please, sit beside me."I gave him a polite nod. "Thank you for the invitation."He gestured to the seat on his right, and I moved to take it. To his left sat his beta, Daniel. Daniel was tall and thin, with short black hair and a calm face. He nodded at me, and I returned the greeting. A little further down was an elder, his white beard reaching the top of his chest. He sat straight and held a cup with both hands.Winston looked toward the young woman standing beside him. Her hair was a rich brown color, pulled into a clean twist behind her head. She wore a gold dress t
Nathaniel’s POVThe sun had already started going down when we finally reached the gates of the Star-Rain Pack. The air was cool, and the sky was streaked with orange and pale gold. I had sent word ahead that I would be arriving, but I didn’t expect the gates to be wide open and a small group waiting right at the entrance.Alpha Winston stood in the center. His back was straight, and his eyes were sharp, even though he looked to be around my father’s age. His hair was more white than gray, and his beard was trimmed neatly. Beside him stood a few of his elders and warriors, all dressed in formal clothing. They made a line behind their alpha, their heads slightly bowed as we approached.I brought my horse to a stop and dismounted. Winston stepped forward and gave me a firm handshake, both his hands gripping mine.“Alpha Nathaniel,” he said with a smile, “your visit honors us more than you know.”“Thank you,” I replied, keeping my voice steady. “It means a lot to be received so openly.”