Hi, I'm Claire, a 22-year-old she-wolf. Life was going great for me until six years ago.
Six years ago, an incident occurred that changed the trajectory of my life forever.
Fast forward to now—my days are spent locked away in my room, only venturing out when necessary.
While everyone my age has found their mate and is living happily, I struggle to move on.
*Flashback to six years ago*
“Ella, stop!” I exclaimed at my best friend, who kept taunting me.
We were outdoors in the woods, enjoying a campout.
“Oh, come on, we used to play chase all the time,” she retorted.
“Yes, but not right now. Let's go roast some marshmallows or head inside the tent,” I suggested.
Brushing me off, she darted away.
“Catch me if you can.”
I could sense my wolf emerging as she continued to provoke me. My 16th birthday had been a month prior; I had shifted for the first time, and ever since, I'd struggled to control my wolf.
*End of flashback*
A sudden knock at my door jolted me out of the painful memory I relived daily.
“Claire, open up. We need to talk.”
It was my mother.
Using the little strength I had, I unlatched the door, granting her access.
“Your father is home. He's already at the dining table,” she revealed.
“I'm not hungry,” I lied, feigning disinterest in the prospect of a family dinner.
“Let's have dinner as a family for once. Besides, there's something we need to discuss with you,” she insisted, coaxing me to follow her to the kitchen.
I gave up and followed her down the staircase, my attention captivated by the rhythmic sway of her wavy black hair cascading down her back.
Mom and I were so much alike—we shared icy blue eyes, facial structure, figure, and even certain mannerisms, like avoiding eye contact when lying or the reflexive toss of our hair when upset.
Entering the dining room, my senses were immediately on high alert. Seated at the table was Max—my childhood nemesis—along with his family.
Luna and Alpha Stiner sat beside his younger siblings.
Max’s presence was magnetic, radiating confidence with a strong aura.
I glared at him, but he only smirked and shrugged, flexing his shoulders to showcase his well-built physique and sexy dimples.
Ugh, what a showoff.
I hated him, and yet, despite all the hatred I felt, I couldn't help but acknowledge his undeniable charm.
“Sweetheart, I'm sorry. And please be nice,” Mom whispered in my ear before taking a seat beside Dad. I sat next to her.
The tension in the air was palpable. I could tell this wasn’t a regular family gathering.
“Good evening, everyone,” I greeted, forcing a smile.
Our parents exchanged knowing glances, the atmosphere crackling with unspoken expectations.
“Given that both you and my son are currently without mates—” Alpha Stiner began, and sudden realization washed over me.
So that’s what this is all about?
“Not a chance,” I exclaimed, my voice cutting through the tension at the table.
Max looked at me as if he'd expected a different answer.
“Sit down, Claire. The kids are right over there,” Dad ordered. I momentarily forgot that Luna’s toddlers, aged two and three, were playing across the room with Nia, the helper.
I reluctantly obeyed, easing back into my seat.
“My son needs a mate, and you’re both mateless, so I don’t see why this is an issue,” Alpha Stiner shrugged, entirely oblivious to the brewing conflict.
Their son tormented me for years and made my life a living hell.
Why would I want to be with someone like him?
“Leave her be. Any woman would be fortunate to have me,” Max scoffed, rising abruptly.
“Besides, she-wolves without a wolf aren’t my type.”
“And jerks aren’t my type,” I retorted.
He stormed out of the dining room, our parents remaining unfazed.
“Are we done here?” I asked, locking eyes with my mother, fuming with anger. She held her head in a guilty expression.
She was well aware of the deep-seated animosity between Max and me, and how I felt about not having a mate.
Lying just to get me to attend this dinner was not it.
As I rushed up the stairs to my safe space, the door opened, and suddenly, I found myself slammed against the wall.
“Max!” I tried to scream, but he swiftly placed a finger over my lips.
“Keep quiet, wolf-less mutt.”
“I’m not wolf-less,” I hissed.
He smirked mischievously, leaning closer.
“Then why don’t I smell your wolf?”
A question I couldn't answer. The truth behind it was a secret I planned to take to the grave.
Max’s eyes loomed over me, watching my every movement.
I tried to focus on anything but how handsome he was up close.
His presence commanded attention, and I despised that, after all he had put me through, I still found him alluring.
His facial structure rivaled that of a movie star, his eyes mirrored a stormy night, and his plump pink lips looked almost too inviting.
He leaned in even closer, as if we weren’t close enough already.
The proximity was suffocating, his aura wrapping around me like a glove.
“Why are you breathless?” he asked knowingly.
“You’re such a jerk.”
I pushed him away, but he gently pushed me back, his lips mere inches from mine.
The inner conflict intensified as I fought against the inexplicable pull he seemed to have on me.
Embarrassingly, I closed my eyes and awaited a kiss.
Seconds passed. Nothing happened.
I opened my eyes.
Max erupted into laughter.
“You think I would ever kiss an ungrateful mutt like you?”
Now do you see why I can't fathom being with my childhood enemy?
The idea of a romantic connection with Max was repulsive, and I couldn't picture myself being his mate.
I’d rather face the possibility of a mate-less future than succumb to the irony of being entangled with the one person I had spent my life avoiding.
At the sound of my alarm clock I rose from my sleep and started getting ready for my interview. 8:30 Am and I was fully dressed ”Claire, are you ready?" Dad could be heard from the other side of my room door.I grabbed my phone and handbag before opening the door”How do I look?“ I asked giving him a little twirl.”you look great sweetie pie,“He sniffs”Daddy, what's wrong?“”Oh, n nothing“ he wipes his eyes”I'm just so proud of you for taking the first step in moving on,“This made me shed a few tears of my own, life must have been hard for my parents, seeing their daughter consumed in pain, not knowing how to help. I hug him”Thanks for telling me what I needed to hear,“What's done is done, no one can bring her back.”Can I join?“Mom asked to join, and we extended our arms so she could. We hugged for a minute after which dad I left.***It was still early when we arrived at the pack, I breathed in the fresh air, while dad left to tend to his Beta duties With an hour and m
When I arrived home, mom was in the kitchen, I tried to show her the nursing uniform doctor Lynch had given to but, however, she was more interested in the fact that Max's scent was alll over me. It all made sense why I received so many weird looks. A shower did the job, his dominating scent was no longer on me, instead I smelt of fresh magnolia. Mom was still in the kitchen, when I was out the shower, humming away to a tune while she made dinner.I slipped away to my regular escape, a nearby river. Whenever I wasn't locked away in my room, I'd come here. The wind against my skin felt pleasing as I inhaled the fresh air, my hair flowing in different directions.As I closed my eyes and listend the quiet sound of the river, a feeling of contempt washed over me.I sat down and took my shoe off, placing my feet into the water. It relaxed me.The aura of this place is what drew me to It, ever since I was a little girl. I would force dad to take me swimming every weekend until it bec
Flashback *** 6 years ago “Ella, stop!” I yell at my best friend, who keeps taunting me. We were outside in the woods having a camp out. “Oh, come on, we used to play chase all the time” “Yes, but not right now. Let’s, go roast some marshmallows or go inside the tent” She brushes me off and runs. “Catch me if you can“ I could feel my wolf coming forward as she taunted me. My 16th birthday was the month prior , I shifted for the first time and ever since, I haven’t been able to control my wolf. Catch me” She called out, not aware of the inner struggle I was facing. Eventually, I lost the battle with my wolf and I charged after her, shifting into my wolf in mid air. The sound of a scared heartbeat, the quick breathing of the victim as it's being chased, the sound of the feet as it thuds the ground in hurried movements felt heavenly to my wolf. “Claire!!” Ella screams my name, as she looks behind her, my Wolf closing in on her. “Help!, somebody help me, please, Claire ”
I panted, my face and neck covered in sweat.When has shopping gotten so difficult?.I'm calling my father to come get me." Dad, I need you to come get "I breathed out once he answered the call." Why do you sound as if you're dying "He chuckles"That's because I am"" I can see that "He says, this time he sounded as if he was close to me and no longer as though he was over the phone.&nbs
The morning felt lovely, it was 8 am and the sun was making its way out. I took a whiff of the sweet aroma that was the Air.Spring was indeed a wonderful season. Humming to myself, I went to the canteen and ordered some coffee. I got french vanilla since that will be just enough to get me started for the day. Had I been tried I would have gone for something stronger, black coffee perhaps. With the coffee in my hand, I turned to leave only to be startled by Max's voice. I didn't see or sensed him, I was too focused on getting to work. The hot coffee spilled all over me. "I saw you with that mutt last night""What mutt are you talking about Max?, I have to get to work "I asked frustrated, I've just been burnt because of him."The guy who you were sitting with outside the party Saturday night "" Who, Beck?"" If that's what it's called ".How dare him!" Let's get one thing straight Max, He's not an it and is there a problem?"He moved closer to me, but I didn't step back, I
“Welcome everyone, I’m Miss Seles here to bring to you, Emotional healing.Our body’s response to trauma is by shutting down, numbing all the negative feelings until it becomes too much to handle, which is why we often fall into depression. It is important to note that the symptoms and causes might vary, however, for the sake of our mission here today. We’ll be focusing on the most common symptoms and causes that I’ve noticed within this group upon reading the application letters.Symptoms:Self hate Dislocation Resentfulness Suicidal thoughts Obsessive behaviour Binge eating Anxiety Causes:Childhood traumaPressure (peers, family members, sexual partner, work)Fear Low self esteem Remember, as overcomers of depression, we’re here to PHG. Prevent, heal, and grow from depression. Not to shame others. With that being said, let’s start with Shantel. The girl, whose name was called, stood up. Miss Seles gave her an encouraging smile, and she told us why she’s here. “Hello
I had just gotten home from work, exhausted. I wanted nothing more than to shower and take a nap.When I open the front door. I didn’t expect to see my parents in the living room. They drenched their faces with disappointment. I awkwardly joined them on the couch. The atmosphere felt suffocating “Um, is everything alright?”I laugh nervously “Claire Elizabeth Woods, I’m disappointed in you “Oh, this can’t be goodWhenever he uses my full name, I know he’s really mad. “Why?”I asked, as I tried to think of the reason for his disappointment.What could it possibly be ?“You haven’t been working for a full month and you’re already letting some dude finger you?, not that you should be letting anyone besides your mate do that “My cheeks burned with embarrassment. I’m not sure I understood him. “I thought you were gonna wait for your mate “This time it was mom who spoke “I am. I haven’t done anything. What are you two talking about?”Overcome with emotions, I started to cry. I cou
The sunlight escaped through my window and shone directly on my bed. Which irritated me. I need to do something about this as I wasn't ready to get up.My eyes scanned my room for a solution when it dawned on me that I haven't cleaned in a while. No work today, no friends, no plans, might as well clean my room right. I grabbed the cleaning supplies from my storage cupboard and began cleaning my room. There was a lot of trash under my bed and In the corner of my room which made me realise how depressed I actually was. My room was a pig style and I was never one to keep my surroundings dirty and untidy. I did all my laundry since I was 13 and when my mom insisted on helping I'd throw a fit. Thankfully, I'm out of that depressed state now.I owe it to my parents for saying enough is enough. Maybe I would have lost myself and my wolf completely.***A few tired hours later my room was clean and tidy, so was my bathroom too. I made sure to turn my bed away from Windsor so that I
“I thought you were in bed”Max asks in shock, as I pinned him to the wall the moment he entered through the door. “Quit talking”I smashed my lips out of his demandingly.He tried to touch my hair, so I secured his hands above his head. “Woah”“Let’s go home”“Why?”He teases, knowing full well how horny I am. The scent of my arousal in the Air. Within a mile second, the roles were reversed and I’m the one pinned. “You want me, is that it?”“Yes Alpha”“How badly”He smirks, using my hand. I brought it to my soaking pussy, and he growls Then lips, a finger inside me, followed by another. “Max, ah fuck, someone could see us”We’re literally in the living room. “They’re sleeping, relax baby”He continued to fuck me until I came into his fingers. Fixing myself up, Max throws me over his shoulder.“What are you doing ?”I giggled “Be quiet Babe”He slaps my bum playfully, then closes the door before taking me to the river near his parents’ house. Max takes me down, turns to lo
“Max, why don’t you go downstairs and sleep on the couch?”I groan as horniness continues to drive me crazy.The scent of my arousal filled the room.The jerk only smirked knowingly. “It’s best to give in now because you will, eventually”Rolling my eyes, I grab a sheet and a pillow. “Stay, I’ll go, besides I can’t sleep”He confesses, his voice going an octave lower The mate bond acted on its own and I’m cuddling Max.My mate latches on to me and I felt bad for never trying to help him with his obvious grief. “So you wanna talk about it?”“No, I want to fuck you”“Max I’m being serious’I exclaimed, though my pussy throbbed at the thought of that. “So am I’“please, Mr Steiner wants us to be happy talking about it is the fastest way to heal”He ignored the statement and pulled me closer, pecking at my shoulders. “Don’t torture yourself Clarissa, I can smell your arousal”Being this close and him doing that only ignited my horniness, and I growled.Horniness, hate and the need
“Can Nia ride you like this?”I moan, and he groans “Oh fuck, no”That’s what I thought. See before max, I’d never had sex Rightful so, all genders are to remain a virgin until mateAnd even now I’m inexperienced But after cheating with Nia, I’ll give him pleasure so good, he won’t have to think twice about touching another woman who’s not me. “Luna, Alpha”Jason’s mind-links frightening us “What?”Max growls, annoyed l Who the heck min-links someone when they’re in the middle of having sex?“You two might wanna keep it down, you’re waking everyone up”Shit, our parents, everyone’s still here “We’ll be quiet”Max hisses as I rub his nipples through my thumb. “or take a break. You guys been at it for hours now”The link closed, and we wrapped up.Plopping myself down on the mattress, I rolled to the other side, only to be pulled closer. Might as well enjoy the warmth “Did you mean it?”He asks out of nowhere “Huh”I looked at him, confused, but he remained silent. “Mean what
He pulls me up, but I’m not going back in there. I just lost dad. I can’t lose my mate too She was about to reject me, had mom not showed up.“Go on”“Not without you, so be a man and face your fares. I’m here by your side.”He says and embraces me in an emotional hug. The only man beside my dad, I’d ever let see me cry.“I’m glad you’re here”“Me too Brother”We went back inside and found everyone there. Equally devastatedClarissa stood there broken than the time I saw her in the woods, drenched in blood.The bond urges me to go comfort my mate. However, I’m a cheater and part of the reason. Mommy, where’s dada?”Asked my little brother Malvin, sitting at the edge of the stairs.“He’s busy”Mom tells him“You sway that all the time”Sophia, my sister, responded Claire and I’s mom took them back to bed, while her dad went to get us all drinks. “Make mine stronger ”She yell’d“This isn’t the only heartbreak on dealing with”Hearing that made my heart sink, and I couldn’t brin
Outside the door was Jason and Kylie. We all made our way over to the Steiners. Sitting on the couch was an almost unrecognisable man, had it not been for his ever so welcoming smile. Rushing over with tears in my eyes, I hugged him. “Sweet Claire” He says in a shaky, yet loving voice. “We’re right here” Max comes over and joins in on the hug. “uh, I love you two to pieces” He held us tight. When we pulled away, his mother calls us over to talk “He got worse shortly after you guys mated, there isn’t much time left” “And you’re just now telling me this?” Max hiss. “Your father was the one who said not to. He never wanted to worry you guys” That’s Mr Steiner, for sure, the happiness of his family above all. “You still should’ve fucking told me” “Don’t talk to your mother like that” She slaps him and he huffs but goes over to his father. I wish I could slap him too. “No, No” Max screams, capturing everyone’s attention. All of us ran over to see what it wa
My schedule was completely free today and initially I planned to visit my parents whom I haven’t seen in a while. Then PHG came to mind. It’s also been some time Max then suggested I go to both. PHG first since it starts in a few. And then their place after. I’m wearing a simple blue dress and some flip-flops, my hair done in a high ponytail as I left the house. Feels good to have a schedule free day. It is all thanks to Kylie, though. She’s been very helpful. Her mysterious, yet funny and straightforward personality blends well with me. Making it easy to be around and work together. I haven’t opened up to a friend or really had any since EllaSo this is amazing Upon entering PHG, I glimpsed Nia. Boiling with annoyance, my wolf growled. What’s wrong with this girl?, yesterday I wore a 3.5 inch heels and Maxi dress, Today she shows up in one too, a similar attire to mine and worseHer hair is now dyed dusty blond with golden highlights and curtain bangs Complete opposite
Ask her”Jason pushes Kylie in front of me.“Huh?”I looked at them, confused, while sipping some coffee. “Kylie want you to accompany her She wants to go shopping as she doesn’t have much clothes here, however; It scared her to ask.“I would love to”Are you kidding me!.Grabbing my purse, I kiss Max goodbye, carefully taking the keys from his pocket.“You have so many options to choose from, yet you always take my high end car”He whines and we laugh at him. “What can I say? I love luxury”With that, Kylie and I left for the mall. This is a great opportunity for us to get to know each other. “Where are you from?”“a small pack”Very vague, but okay. All her answers after that were too. Mysterious, I like it. From what she disclosed, we’re a year apart. Ugh, why’s everyone always older than me?.Max and Jason are 3 years above. She didn’t like the living situation at the pack, so she ran away and that’s when she and Jason met. Parking the car, Kylie got out first. Memories
“Did you guys find somewhere?”“Yes, we found a 2 bedroom home not too far from Jason’s cousin’s actually”She told me and I’m still stuck at “we”. They say they’re not an item yet sharing a home together. “Interesting”‘Look, we’ve had sexual contact, fucked many times, enjoy each other’s presence, but he doesn’t do relationships and neither do I”I nodded and tried to be understanding. Sexual partners, but no commitment this my first time seeing such a thing. Packs, werewolves, our lives centers around mating. Fated or not, everyone wanted one. Look how depressed I was when I couldn’t find mine?” But hey, whatever works for them. “Did you get a tour of the pack yet?”I questioned and Jason answers out of nowhere “She did. Where’s your mate?, I tried mind-liking him but it didn’t go through”“In a meeting”He nods and wraps his arms around Kylie, who pulls away at his attempt to kiss her. He whispers something that makes her blush and then kisses her cheeks.I smiled at them.
The next morning when I awoke, Max wasn’t in bed. Showering and brushing my teeth, I headed downstairs to check if he was there. On the island was a note, along with four failed attempts at making pancakes.It read “I tried”Laughing, I threw them away. Only to see a burnt out pot in the bin. “Max”I mind-link him “Morning Sexy,”He replies, earning a blush“From here on now, you are no longer welcomed in the kitchen”“Yeah, messed up pretty bad”“appreciate you trying though”The mind-link cuts off and I’m upstairs to pack. Last night, we agreed that I’d move back.I sometimes wonder if our pack was cursed.Everything always seems so perfect when we’re away from that environment. The best memories I have of us are from here. Running the pack would be hard to do living out here. But the selfish side of me wants to live in this city house forever. A girl simply desires to be happy.“Babe, get your sexy ass over here, someone wants to see you”He mind-links again, and I excite