~Jane~
A year later, I remember waking up that morning and feeling something was going to happen. It was that same feeling I got when Sara was taken away from us by Zander. I wasn't sure what was going on and I didn't like it one bit. Walked out of my room I made my way down the stairs, wasn't sure where my parents are. I thought I would go check the kitchen, as I walked in I saw both my mom and dad.
"Morning mom and dad," I said looking at the two of them.
"How did you sleep, Jane?" My father asked looking back at me.
"Okay." I replayed, taking a seat in my chair at the table.
"Here you go, Jane." My father said setting down a plate of eggs and bacon in front of me.
"Thank you, Dad," I said giving him a small smile.
With both my parents taking a seat at the table with their breakfast, we sat there silent. Not saying a word to each other, this past year has been so hard on all of us ever since Sara was taken away. There isn't a day that goes by when I don't miss her, she was my big sister and I feel so lost without her here.
There would be days that go by when I think about the things she said to me before Zander took her away from our family. I still have trouble trying to figure out what makes me so special and what she has always seen in me. Without her, I feel like there will always be this part of me that's gone. And each day when I look at my parents I can see that same part of them is gone too. Nothing has been the same without Sara.
After finishing my breakfast I stood up from my chair and walked around the table where my mom and dad were sitting and grabbed their plates along with mine. As I walked towards the sink to wash our plates off, there was a knock on our front door.
Thinking to myself I wondered who could be at the door this early in the morning. I turned my head and looked at my parents as they looked at each other confused. With another knock coming from the door. My father stood up from his seat and looked at mom for a second.
"I'll go see who it is." He said walking out of the kitchen.
Wanting to see who was at the door as well I followed behind my dad, before opening the door he took a look into the peephole. After a second he stepped away and started to unlock the locks.
"Who is it, dad?" I asked.
Without a word as to who it could be, he opened the door, and when I got a look at who it was outside. I was surprised to see it was Zander's, Beta Oliver standing there.
"Beta Oliver, what are you doing here?" Dad asked looking at him. But when he spoke there was a slight worry in his voice.
It was then when I looked back to the Beta waiting to hear him say something to my dad, it was like I knew why he was here at our home. It had to be about Sara, something had to have happened to her. I didn't understand why I got this bad feeling, but it was like when I looked into his eyes I could see the pain and loss in him.
As I continued to look at him I could see whatever he was about to tell my dad was something he would never want to say. I could see he was having a hard time trying to form the words.
"Oliver what's going on? is it Sara? is she alright?" Dad asked, waiting for Oliver to say something.
Oliver looked him in the eyes as he tried to keep himself at bay with what he was about to say. "Mr. Foster, I'm so sorry to inform you but. Your daughter Sara she's gone." He said as he tried to hold back the tears from the pain he was feeling from this news.
It's hearing those last few words he spoke I could feel as if my heart has stopped. It was like everything inside me became dead. These words can't be true, they just can't be. She's not gone, she's not. She's my big sister, I still needed her. What did Zander do to her? why would he come here and claim that she would become his next mate and then something like this happens? It's been a year since I got to see her, it can't be like this.
Tears formed in my eyes from this news from Oliver, I looked over to my dad as he continued to stand there in the door frame. "Dad?" I said.
"This can't be true, it can't." He spoke as he looked at Oliver.
"I'm truly sorry Mr. Foster, I tried to stop him from doing it. I tried to protect her. She was everything to me. I loved your daughter with all my heart. But Zander was too strong, out of spite of our true love he killed her." He said with tears coming down his face.
It was then I could hear mom walking out of the kitchen. "Johnathan, what's going on? She asked dad.
Turning his head over to her with tears in his eyes from the news from Oliver about what happened to Sara. I looked over to mom, in that instance from the look on dad's face she stopped in her track and started to shake her head not wanting to believe the look he was giving her.
"No, she's not, please Johnathan." She said as tears formed in her eyes, she then went to her knees. Resting her hands over her mouth as she tried to hold back her screams from the loss of Sara.
Without hesitation, dad ran over to mom getting on his knees in front of her wrapping her tightly in his arms as they both cried. This was too much to take in, hearing Sara was gone and learning that it was Zander who took her away from us again. I was sick at the thought that he could do something like this.
With the tears continuing to come down my face, I looked over at Oliver for a moment. "I believe you did everything you could to keep my sister save Oliver. I can see you loved her very much. Sara knows you tried." I said to him.
It's hard to believe that not only did Zander come and took her away from us a year ago to make her his mate but he took her away from us like this. It's because of that monster I will never get to see my sister again.
Looking back to where my parents were I wanted to walk over to them, but I couldn't find the strength to move, everything inside me was numb from the pain I was feeling at this moment.
"Jane, honey come here," Dad said as he reached out his hand to me.
Putting everything I had I walked over to my parents, dad took my hand in his and pulled me down wrapping his arm around mom and me as we all grieved over Sara.
"She was my mate, I only wanted to protect her. But I couldn't even do that, and for that, I am so sorry Mr. and Mrs. Foster. Please know I loved her with all my heart." Oliver spoke softly to my parents before closing the door as he walked away leaving us in the house.
~Present Day~
Over these past few years, I have continued to try and stay strong. To stay brave as my sister Sara told me the day Zander took her from our family. But as I look at my parents sitting here in my room so late at night with worry in their eyes I was beginning to lose that. I knew I couldn't stay strong.
"Dad, please explain to me what's going on?" I said trying not to sound worried.
With hesitation for a second, looking at me. Taking my other hand in his. "Jane, honey. Something has happened." Dad said.
"What happened?" I asked.
"Earlier today your mother and I got a visit from Beta Oliver, he has warned us," Dad said, then stopped as he looked over to mom before continuing what he was saying.
"Warned you about what dad?" I asked confused and feeling worried about what he was going to say.
"It's Alpha Zander, he has chosen another to become his mate. It's been, you Jane." Dad said.
"What do you mean he chose me? I don't understand how is this possible. I can't be mated to him I'm only fifteen." I said as fear came over me from this news. He can't do this, I can't even be mated yet. Even if I was of age I can't be with that monster, I can't be taken away from my parents like Sara was. This can't be happening, I don't want to become his. I was hoping this day wouldn't come.
"We know you're scared sweetheart, we talked to Oliver and asked him to do anything he can to keep you safe. He informed us that Zander is planning to come here first thing in the morning." Dad said trying to stay calm.
"What?" I said with fear in my voice. I could feel my heart racing in my chest.
"Jane, he has already come up with a plan. We won't allow Zander to take you away, he won't take you away as he did with Sara. It just won't happen, with his connection with the Moon Light pack, he knows someone who will keep you safe and will protect you from Zander." Dad said.
"What do you mean dad?" I asked. How was this going to work, Zander isn't just going to allow me to get away.
"You are going to leave, this is the only way we can keep you safe Jane. This ally of his will keep you safe." Dad said.
"How would I even know who this person is?" I asked concerned. How was I supposed to put my trust in someone I didn't even know. This person might be an ally of Oliver's but that didn't mean anything to me. This person is part of the Moon Light pack which is supposed to be our enemy.
"Oliver has already made plans to speak with this ally of his tonight, but he hasn't returned yet to give us the full details of who this person is," Dad said.
"So I don't know who I'm supposed to go to when I make it across the borderline. I can't do this dad, I can't leave you and mom. " I said trying not to sound scared. I don't what Zander will do to my parents if I was to leave.
"We know you are scared Jane, your mother and I are too. But if there is a chance even a small one that we can take to make sure you are safe then it's something we are willing to risk. We have already lost one daughter and that is something we will never get over but we won't risk losing another. We are doing this to protect you, we only wish we could have done something like this for both you and Sara before it was too late. We love you so much, Jane." Dad said.
Before I could say anything else there was banging coming from our front door downstairs. "Open this door!" We heard Zander yell from outside. I felt numbness inside me at the sound of Zander's voice. I looked at my parents, I was terrified he was here to take me away from my family.
"Jane, no matter what happens, you have to stay here," Dad said trying to stay calm the best he could. Pulling his hand away from mine he then stood up from my bed and walked over to my bedroom door. Before he opened it he turned his head and looked at my mom and me for a second.
"Everything will be okay Jane," Dad said, Opening up the door he then walked out into the hallway and closed the door behind him leaving mom and me in the room.
As my mom and I continued to sit here in the room alone while my dad went to try and deal with Zander and keep him busy. With each passing second, it was as if any strength I had was slowly slipping away from the fear of Zander taking me away. I don't know if I could stay strong anymore, I was feeling weak and scared.
But then those last few words Sara spoke to me when I was younger, about no matter what happens I need to stay strong. That I am stronger than I think, she has always believed there was something special about me. I just haven't learned what that is yet, I never saw myself as being special but Sara has always seen it. I need to try and believe in myself the way she always has, even though fear was coming over me I knew I needed to hold on to some strength it's going to be the only thing that will help me get away from Zander.
"Mom, what's going to happen?" I asked.
"Everything is going to be okay sweetheart, your father and I love you so much. It will all work out in the end, I just know it. You are strong Jane, and you have so much strength inside you even when you were younger. Even when you feel weak inside there will always be strength in you that will always overcome anything. It's what makes you so special Jane." Mom said.
"I don't feel strong enough to get through this mom, I'm terrified Zander is going to take me away, I can't do this mom," I said tears forming in my eyes.
"Yes you are Jane, you are strong. you're stronger than you think. It has always been inside you." Mom said whipping away the tears coming down my cheeks.
"Sara said that too, the day when Zander come to take her away. She said there has always been something special inside me I just needed to wait and listen and when the right time came it will show itself to me." I said remembering the memory of her words.
"Your sister has always believed in you Jane, she has always done everything she could to be there for you to keep you safe. We all have tried to do that, the day you were born your father and I got this sense you were different and special. You need to believe in yourself, honey. You have everything you need right here." Mom said pointing to my heart.
~Jane~ "We have already played this game Foster, don't make me remind you who the Alpha is. You will open this door." Mom and I heard coming from outside as Zander continued to slam his fist against the door. "Lauren!" Dad yelled calling for mom from downstairs. "Mom," I said. "It's okay Jane, stay here." Mom said, giving my hand one last hold before letting it go. Standing up from the bed she walked over to open the door, giving me one last look she walked out closing the door behind her and leaving me in my room alone. Just after mom left the room, I could hear the door being slammed open from downstairs. The sound made me jump from my bed, I had to stop him. I can't let him hurt my parents not when all they are trying to do is protect me. Walking over to my door I wrapped my hand around the doorknob but something came over me and wouldn't allow me to step out of my room. "You thought I wouldn't know you would be trying to protect her from me? You think by trying to send h
~Jane~ "Where is she?" I heard Zander ask my parents from my room. "Jane, you need to go now," Dad yelled to me. "Good she's still in her room, she must be waiting for me to come for her then. That's my kind of game, this will be fun. Just wait till she sees what I do to her for making me come after her. She has a punishment coming for her when we get back to my place." Zander said, it's then I could hear his footstep coming up the stairs. I've been trying hard to stay strong and to wait to hear that voice speak to me again but there was nothing there. I could feel myself slipping into fear as I heard him getting closer up the stairs coming towards my room. I didn't know what to do anymore, how was I going to get away from him. There's no way to run away from him anymore, I can't just hide here in my room. He was coming, please voice talk to me tell me what I can do. "I'm coming for you Jane, and when I do you will soon be my mate. But before that happens I have so much planne
~Jane~ "We are so close Jane, keep going. Don't give up yet, the borderline is just past those trees." The voice said, and just then I got this strange sense as I crossed over. It was like I've felt this before, that same kind of feeling I got two years ago when I felt as if I could feel my mate. But how was it possible I could feel this? I thought. What does this all mean? I shouldn't even be feeling this yet I'm only fifteen, and my wolf hasn't even taken over yet. So how was this happening? I was confused, there has to be something else I'm not understanding. Maybe this is all in my head or something, I don't know. But whatever it was for even a moment I felt at peace, I feel safe. As I took a look around my surroundings, hoping to find someone waiting here for me. Thought that maybe Oliver did get the chance to talk to his ally friend and that they would be here already. But as I look around I saw no one there, and I started to feel worried. I made it across, but that didn't
~Jane~ Moving one of his hands as he rested it next to my head putting his weight back on it. With the touch of his other hand, he started to move in up my leg. The touch of his hand on my skin made me sick to my stomach, I didn't like this at all. It didn't feel right to me, this isn't how I ever imagined being touched by someone. I have dreamt that when the time came and I found my mate he would only touch me like this with love and passion. I've dreamt on the evening of my seventeenth year my wolf would finally awaken, then my mate would finally find me. He would hold me in his arms as he finds relived he has found me. As we look into each other's eyes for the first time, I would feel our bond for one another. His eyes would be filled with love and passion, and with the touch of his hands on my skin would be gentle and sweet. It would be as if I'm on fire from his closeness, desire would start to take over me. With the stroke of his hand on my cheek, he would speak sweet and pa
~Nathan~ "Mate! Help us!" A voice called out, I looked around the room confused. What's going on, who was that I thought. Just then my wolf Koa spoke to me. "Nathan something doesn't feel right," Koa said with concern. "What do you mean Koa, what's going on?" I asked confused by his worry. "I'm not sure what's going on, but there's something there. I can feel it. You heard that voice didn't you?" Koa said. "Koa could that be?" I said in confusion at the possible thought of could this be her. Koa then took over for a second making me stand up from my chair. I was confused does he know what was going on. "Koa?" I asked. Wondering what's going on. "It's her Nathan, it's our mate. but something's not right, it feels like she's in danger." Koa said in fear. I couldn't believe what I was hearing, can this be happing I thought. Have we finally found her after these years? But this isn't the time to stand here as I try and process the news, Koa said she's in danger. And if he c
~Nathan~ ... "You will stand down Zander King, I told you we would protect our mate. You lost this fight, I'm going to spare you this time. You will leave my land, you will not come back here. And if you ever try to harm our mate again I promise you I won't hold back next time." Koa said with his front paw holding Zander in place. "You might think you have won this, but I assure you. This is nothing compared to what's to come for you and that mate of yours. Mark my words prince of the Moon Light pack this is only the beginning, I promise you there will be a war coming. And when that day comes I will come for her as I tear the two of you apart from one another. She will soon be mine, I won't allow her to get away from me. You better enjoy every moment you can with your precious mate because it won't last forever." Zander said as he managed to push Koa off him. Before he disappeared further into the woods making
~Nathan~ Stepping out of the tree line of the woods heading towards the packhouse, looking ahead. I saw both my parents running towards me with worry in their eyes as they looked at me. "Nathan?" My mother asked with worry, standing in front of me. She then looked over to Jane resting in my arms. "What happened to this young girl?" My mother asked concerned for Jane. "Mom, dad. This is our mate Jane Foster, she was in trouble and attacked." I explained it to both of them. "What do you mean attacked, who's done this to her?" My father asked, but before I could say anything more to the two of them my mother interrupted. "This isn't the time to discuss this right now, the two of you can talk later. What's important right now is making sure she's okay, Nathan, take her to see Dr. Jenny." Looked at her giving her a nod in agreement. I then started to head over to the pack hospital, as I walked in through the doors I saw Dr. Jenny was already waiting for me in the lobby. "Nath
~Jane~ "I'm going to help you stand up if that's okay?" Nathan asked as he started to stand up off the ground. Taking a look down at me, he then reached out his hand for me to take. With a second of hesitation, taking a breath I took his hand and he helped me up off the ground. Standing in front of him, I then felt a slight pain come over me. A small whimper from this pain escaped from me, I looked at Nathan and there was this change inside him as he looked at me with worry in his eyes. In that instance, without hesitation, he wrapped his arms around my waist bringing me closer to him. From this unexpected reaction, I brought my hands up and rested them on his chest. With the touch of my hands on him, I felt him take a deep breath. His heart was racing inside him, I couldn't help but look at my hands as they felt every beat of his heart. As I took in this moment, there was this sudden feeling rising inside me. It was like something was coming alive inside me. What's happening to
~Nathan~ Reaching the area where I was to meet Oliver or to whoever this really was I was actually meeting here. I still wasn't sure about this meet up, but taking a breath I then got out of my car and was meet with the men my father has sent with me and we all started to make our way to the spot I was supposed to be.Since I knew this area I knew exactly where each men would stand while they waited just in case this wasn't Oliver who is actually meeting me in this spot. When we got closer I stopped and turned my head to look at each one of then and with a nod of my head they begin to separate and head to where they needed to be. It wasn't long till I could hear someone walking towards me from behind, Koa and I was ready for whoever this was. "Hello Nathan." I heard a voice say from behind me, taking a second I then realized who that voice belonged to. Turnig myself around it was Oliver standing there, and I felt relieved. "Oliver?" I said. "I know you must be wondering what happ
~Nathan~Watching Jane as she headed up the stairs making her way towards the front doors of the school. It felt as if a part of myself was being pulled away, like I was losing a part of myself as I watched her leave. I would thing I would be used to this feeling by now but I don't think I could ever be used to it. There was something about being apart from her that never seemed to feel right to me. All I want is to spend every lasting moment with her but I knew I can't do that since she has to attend school. But it doesn't change the fact that I can't be apart from her without feeling this way. Being apart from her is becoming harder and harder to do, just as it's getting harder for me not to tell her the truth about us. The more time we spend together these feelings I feel for her are only getting stronger and I know she can feel it too. And I want to tell her we are mates more and more we are together, I need her to know it would make this easier to be with her in this way. But I
As Nathan was pulling into a parking spot in the school parking lot he then put the car in park and I took a quick look around and saw all the students hanging outside talking with their friends I even tried to see if I could find Riley. It wasn't long till I saw her close by her friends standing on the other side the parking lot. Unfastening our seatbelts Nathan opened his door and started to get out of the car. He came around to my side and opened the door for me, reaching out his hand taking his hand I then started to get out of the car as well and grabbed my bag. Closing the door behind me Nathan wrapped his arms around my waist he took a small step forward towards me as he closed the space between us. My back was pressed against the car door as he stood close to me leaving no space between us, the increase of my heart racing inside my chest was making it hard keep my breathing under control. The effect he has on me is something I don't think I can ever get over. "Nathan" I said
With the sound of the alarm going off and the sunlight shining through the window I opened my eyes and took a look next to me and saw that Nathan wasn't here in the bed with me. Filled with disappointment and sadness, I was really hopping he would be here when I woke up. But as usual he isn't, I take it he must be in another meeting with Alpha Alec. As I continued to lay here in the bed for a little bit longer I couldn't stop the events from last night from coming to mind. Last night was the most amazing night of my life and I got to spend it with the man I love most. Last night after our dessert on the beach, we headed back home and once we walked in we headed up the stairs and to my room. After we walked into the room Nathan closed the door behind him. And when I started to walk over to the bed, taken by surprised Nathan reached for my hand and turned me around to face him and wrapped his other arm around my waist as he pulled me closer to him. Taken by the surprise I rested my
"Oh Nathan." I said trying to hold back the tears that started to form in my eyes from the surprise that was waiting for me as we started to get closer to where Nathan was leading us. I was lost for words I didn't know what to say, I couldn't believe Nathan did all of this for me. There was candle lights making a pathway leading us towards a blanket that laid on the sand. There was some more candles surrounding the blanket, this is the most perfect night and I was spending it with him. I couldn't believe he did all of this just for me, I couldn't feel more loved or more important then I did right now. He really does care and love me doesn't he, maybe he is right maybe we are right for each other and maybe we are meant to be together. I believe I can finally except it, except the possibility that Nathan and I are truly meant to be together. That he is my future and I am his, maybe I am to become his mate and the one he's been waiting for has been me all along. And maybe he's known thi
After we got in the car, Nathan started it up and we started to head to out. As Nathan drove I couldn't keep myself from thinking about all the things that was said between the two of us. But then I started to think was it possible we are moving to fast? I mean we still hardly know each other and yet we talk about chosing to be together no matter what our future holds. Don't get me wrong it makes me feel like he really does love me and I believe the words he speaks but that doesn't fully stop me from worrying. I still worry about the possibility that he will leave me in a heart beat if he was to finally find his mate. Even though there is still all this worry I feel and yet there is still this part of me that stronger believes we are meant to be together even if it still doesn't fully make sense to me at how it's even possible I could feeling this kind of way for him. But then as I think about this I was then reminded of what my wolf said to me that night after I got pulled into that
~Jane~ Hearing the words he just spoke to me, I started to feel tears forming in my eyes. I wanted nothing more in life then to spend the rest of my life with this man, the way he makes me feel is like nothing before. And I never want the way I feel for him to ever come to an end, I don't even think I could possibly ever love anyone else but him. I'm not even sure if I could even love my true mate if I was to find him one day. When the day comes and my wolf was to feel my mate near and I go running towards him. I don't think I could ever feel the same way as I do then when I'm with Nathan. I don't think I could possibly except to be with my true mate because my love for Nathan is all I want in life. I can't begin to imagine being with anyone but him. I never thought something like this would ever happen to me but it has. And there's no chancing the way I feel for him no matter what, and I don't want to be with anyone else. When I'm with Nathan it's as if this is truly where I belon
~Jane~ I'm not sure how much time has passed as I lay here in the bed next to Nathan, there was this peace over me and I never wanted it to end. There was nothing like this, the way he was holding me close in his arms. It didn't even bother me that I was still naked, I loved the feeling of his arms as they touched my bare skin. I could stay in this moment forever, there is truly no other place I'd rather be than to stay here with him. It's crazy to think so little time has passed since that night, but with each passing day, my feelings for him only get stronger. I can't imagine being with anyone else, and I don't want to be with anymore all I want is to spend the rest of my life with this man. There is something about being with him that feels right, it's as if this is truly where I belong. Even though I still can't make sense of all this, make sense of these feelings I have for him. Or the fact that the
~Jane~ With a nod, I started to move off his lap and took a seat back in the passenger's seat. Nathan looked in my direction for a second and opened his door and stepped out of the car. As he closed his door he started to come over to the passenger's side and opened the door for me, reaching out his hand I took it and stepped out. He then closed the door behind me, and with a press of his key, the doors are locked. Just as I was about to start walking towards the front door I was then stopped by Nathan as he continued to hold my hand in his. I was confused, why aren't we starting to walk towards the house? With a small tug from him, my body was then pressed against his and with his other hand, he wrapped it around me holding me close to him. "I love you so much Jane Foster, you are truly and forever the love of my life," Nathan said, he then leaned forward and gently kissed me. Before I could start kissing him back he pulled away breaking his lips from mine. When I looked up at