~Jane~
"Where is she?" I heard Zander ask my parents from my room.
"Jane, you need to go now," Dad yelled to me.
"Good she's still in her room, she must be waiting for me to come for her then. That's my kind of game, this will be fun. Just wait till she sees what I do to her for making me come after her. She has a punishment coming for her when we get back to my place." Zander said, it's then I could hear his footstep coming up the stairs.
I've been trying hard to stay strong and to wait to hear that voice speak to me again but there was nothing there. I could feel myself slipping into fear as I heard him getting closer up the stairs coming towards my room. I didn't know what to do anymore, how was I going to get away from him. There's no way to run away from him anymore, I can't just hide here in my room. He was coming, please voice talk to me tell me what I can do.
"I'm coming for you Jane, and when I do you will soon be my mate. But before that happens I have so much planned. You will come with me one way or another." Zander said as he reached the hallway and walked over to my room.
"Jane, you need to leave." I heard dad yell from the living room.
"You can't hide from me, Jane Foster. That's a promise, you should go ahead and come out. You are only making it worst for you by staying in your room, be smart Jane." Zander said, and when I took a look down I could see his shadow now standing outside my room.
My heart was beating so fast in my chest, that I could hardly breathe. I can't this is about to happen, he was about to take me from my family. And there isn't anything I can do now, it's too late, it's all over I lost. Please great Moon Goddess don't let this happen, I ask you please get me away from this monster. I can't go like this, I don't want to become like all the others who have lost their lives like my sister Sara who was taken away from their families by Zander King. He has torn so many families in this pack because of his desire to control everything, to take advantage of the young women of this pack. Not a signal one was allowed to meet their true mates our Goddess has chosen for them because of Zander.
None of them ever got the chance to fall in love, to be allowed to be with their mates and maybe start a family. It's heartbreaking to think about all those who were forced into something they didn't want. I don't want to become that, I want to find my true love, I want to be loved by the one I'm supposed to be with. I have always wanted so much more for my life. Some days would go by when I would think about just the kind of life my sister Sara could have lived if Zander wasn't so controlling. To think she and Oliver could have lived happily and maybe they could have had a little family of their own.
It's heartbreaking to think, that just a few days passed since we got the news from Oliver about the loss of Sara and what Zander did to her all because she and Oliver were truly in love. He was her true Mate but because of Zander they couldn't be together, it must have been so hard to Oliver to allow something like that to just happen. It was then we learned that Sara had a baby girl, but because of the kind of monster Zander was. He didn't allow the child to live after she was born.
Please Moon Goddess my mate has to be out there somewhere, he just has to be. What if he's like me and waiting to reach his seventeenth year so we could find one another. Or what if he's already of age and has been trying to find me already, who knows how long he has been waiting for me. I don't even know who my true mate is and yet about two years ago I was awaked in the middle of the night during a full moon.
I got this sudden feeling inside me, it was like something awoke in me. It was like I could feel him, I could feel my mate. It sounds crazy, I'm not sure if what I felt that night is something real or just something I hope for. These past two years I have longed he would find me and take me away from this pack. This longing he will save me before it was too late, but that day never came. And yet there have been some moments when I would get this feeling he has been looking for me.
I never could make sense of all this, or understand if this is possible. Or maybe this is just all in my head, maybe it was something I made up because I long for it to be true that he's out there somewhere. But yet there are times when I feel in my heart it's all true, that what I feel isn't something I made up. I have to believe he's out there waiting for me, and I want nothing more than to be with my mate I long for it.
"It's going to be okay Jane, I'm here and we will make it together. You will be safe I promise." It was that voice again, taking a deep breath. What should I do? I thought and waited to see if the voice would give me the answer.
"Jane I need you to open your window, and when I tell you. You are going to jump out, but only when I tell you to." The voice said. Just then I turned and walked over to the window and started to lift it and popped out the little screen.
It was then the door opened. "Aww there you are beautiful, I told you. You can't hide from me, you won't get away from me Jane Foster." Zander said from behind me.
Turned around I looked over at him he was standing in the doorway. Pulling his eyes away from mine, with the movement of his eyes I could see them moving from my feet to up my body taking me in slowly. When he reached my breast he licked his lips and there was a smile on his face. When our eyes meet again he then gave me a smirk.
"You have the most beautiful body I have ever seen Jane Foster. If only you knew all the things I'm thinking of doing to you these next two years. After this night you will give me your body, you will pleasure me in all things, Ms. Foster. You will be a good little girl and try not to fight me, try anything and I can promise you will not like what I have planned to punish you." Zander said, at the sound of those words he spoke made me feel sick to my stomach.
"Please don't do this Zander, I don't want this. I won't become your mate." I said trying to stay strong from the words he spoke to me.
I don't want to figure out what he plans to do to me if he gets the chance to take me away. I can't allow this monster to do anything to me, I won't become his mate. My true mate is out there somewhere, I must find him. But the first thing I must do is stay with my parent's plans and run to the Moon Light territory. It will be the only way I can stay safe from Zander, and when I reach my seventeenth year I will find my mate and he will protect me. I just need to stay safe till then.
"That's adorable, you are begging me just as your sister did when I came and took her way. Even when she agreed to become my mate that night under the full moon, she still refused me. Time and time again I had to make an example of her till she would learn not to disobey me. She was a fighter I will give her that, but that's what made it so much more fun for me. Each time I had to punish her it made me feel better in every way, I enjoyed punishing her in ways you can't even imagine. The two of you share that same kind of fire in you, you think that will help you from me.
You are sadly mistaken Ms. Foster, I can see that little fire rising inside you. And that's what makes me want you, even more, the desire I have for you only becomes stronger. I see maybe you are special, I'm not sure what it is but I can see it. You better believe it, I will burn out that fire you so dearly trying to hold on to. I will break you and you will obey me in all things I ask of you. You will become mine, body and all.
When it comes to that full moon you will give yourself to me and I will bite into that pretty little neck of yours and you will be my mate Jane Foster." Zander said, then he started to step forward walking more into my room getting closer to where I stood in front of the open window.
"Now Jane!" The voice said, I turned around as fast as I could swing my legs outside the window, and jumped down to the ground. I couldn't believe I had done that, it was such a rush I could hardly breathe. But I knew I couldn't stand there for another second, I had to start running as fast as I could.
"You can't run from me, Jane Foster," Zander yelled from the window where he stood, as I began to run towards the woods.
As I reached the entrance of the woods, I stopped for a second, I'd never been outside my house before. I didn't know which direction I needed to go.
"We must head East Jane, it's this way." The voice said, and for a second it was like I lost control of my legs as I started to run in the direction I needed to go to reach the borderline.
I continued to run in the same direction the voice has sent me, I wasn't sure how far the territory went on. I just hope I reach it soon, I didn't want Zander to catch me and make me go back with him. With the racing of my heart, and the loss of my breathing.
It was becoming harder to breathe and try to keep myself in control as I tried to get as far away as I could. But it was too hard, I didn't know if I had in me to keep running. I have lost all sense of time and don't know how long I have been running.
"I won't allow you to get away from me Jane Foster, I will find you." I could hear Zander's voice yelling in the distance from behind me.
Fear became to come over me at the thought of how close he was getting to me as I continued to run. I couldn't help but think of the possible chance he would grab me from behind before I even get the chance to cross over into the territory of the Moon Light pack. What if he does take me back? what will he do to me? Please I can't go back, I can't let him hurt me.
"Stay focused Jane, we are almost there. Just a little bit longer, I promise you will be safe from him. Trust me." The voice said as it tried to keep me calm from my fears of Zander. It was right I need to stay focused, shaking my head trying to keep those thoughts out of my mind.
Some more time has passed as I continued to run. "You won't be safe from me Jane, give it up already. You are only making it worst for yourself, and when I get my hands on you. You will be taught a lesson you will never forget." I heard Zander's voice yelling at me. I could feel him getting closer.
~Jane~ "We are so close Jane, keep going. Don't give up yet, the borderline is just past those trees." The voice said, and just then I got this strange sense as I crossed over. It was like I've felt this before, that same kind of feeling I got two years ago when I felt as if I could feel my mate. But how was it possible I could feel this? I thought. What does this all mean? I shouldn't even be feeling this yet I'm only fifteen, and my wolf hasn't even taken over yet. So how was this happening? I was confused, there has to be something else I'm not understanding. Maybe this is all in my head or something, I don't know. But whatever it was for even a moment I felt at peace, I feel safe. As I took a look around my surroundings, hoping to find someone waiting here for me. Thought that maybe Oliver did get the chance to talk to his ally friend and that they would be here already. But as I look around I saw no one there, and I started to feel worried. I made it across, but that didn't
~Jane~ Moving one of his hands as he rested it next to my head putting his weight back on it. With the touch of his other hand, he started to move in up my leg. The touch of his hand on my skin made me sick to my stomach, I didn't like this at all. It didn't feel right to me, this isn't how I ever imagined being touched by someone. I have dreamt that when the time came and I found my mate he would only touch me like this with love and passion. I've dreamt on the evening of my seventeenth year my wolf would finally awaken, then my mate would finally find me. He would hold me in his arms as he finds relived he has found me. As we look into each other's eyes for the first time, I would feel our bond for one another. His eyes would be filled with love and passion, and with the touch of his hands on my skin would be gentle and sweet. It would be as if I'm on fire from his closeness, desire would start to take over me. With the stroke of his hand on my cheek, he would speak sweet and pa
~Nathan~ "Mate! Help us!" A voice called out, I looked around the room confused. What's going on, who was that I thought. Just then my wolf Koa spoke to me. "Nathan something doesn't feel right," Koa said with concern. "What do you mean Koa, what's going on?" I asked confused by his worry. "I'm not sure what's going on, but there's something there. I can feel it. You heard that voice didn't you?" Koa said. "Koa could that be?" I said in confusion at the possible thought of could this be her. Koa then took over for a second making me stand up from my chair. I was confused does he know what was going on. "Koa?" I asked. Wondering what's going on. "It's her Nathan, it's our mate. but something's not right, it feels like she's in danger." Koa said in fear. I couldn't believe what I was hearing, can this be happing I thought. Have we finally found her after these years? But this isn't the time to stand here as I try and process the news, Koa said she's in danger. And if he c
~Nathan~ ... "You will stand down Zander King, I told you we would protect our mate. You lost this fight, I'm going to spare you this time. You will leave my land, you will not come back here. And if you ever try to harm our mate again I promise you I won't hold back next time." Koa said with his front paw holding Zander in place. "You might think you have won this, but I assure you. This is nothing compared to what's to come for you and that mate of yours. Mark my words prince of the Moon Light pack this is only the beginning, I promise you there will be a war coming. And when that day comes I will come for her as I tear the two of you apart from one another. She will soon be mine, I won't allow her to get away from me. You better enjoy every moment you can with your precious mate because it won't last forever." Zander said as he managed to push Koa off him. Before he disappeared further into the woods making
~Nathan~ Stepping out of the tree line of the woods heading towards the packhouse, looking ahead. I saw both my parents running towards me with worry in their eyes as they looked at me. "Nathan?" My mother asked with worry, standing in front of me. She then looked over to Jane resting in my arms. "What happened to this young girl?" My mother asked concerned for Jane. "Mom, dad. This is our mate Jane Foster, she was in trouble and attacked." I explained it to both of them. "What do you mean attacked, who's done this to her?" My father asked, but before I could say anything more to the two of them my mother interrupted. "This isn't the time to discuss this right now, the two of you can talk later. What's important right now is making sure she's okay, Nathan, take her to see Dr. Jenny." Looked at her giving her a nod in agreement. I then started to head over to the pack hospital, as I walked in through the doors I saw Dr. Jenny was already waiting for me in the lobby. "Nath
~Jane~ "I'm going to help you stand up if that's okay?" Nathan asked as he started to stand up off the ground. Taking a look down at me, he then reached out his hand for me to take. With a second of hesitation, taking a breath I took his hand and he helped me up off the ground. Standing in front of him, I then felt a slight pain come over me. A small whimper from this pain escaped from me, I looked at Nathan and there was this change inside him as he looked at me with worry in his eyes. In that instance, without hesitation, he wrapped his arms around my waist bringing me closer to him. From this unexpected reaction, I brought my hands up and rested them on his chest. With the touch of my hands on him, I felt him take a deep breath. His heart was racing inside him, I couldn't help but look at my hands as they felt every beat of his heart. As I took in this moment, there was this sudden feeling rising inside me. It was like something was coming alive inside me. What's happening to
~Jane~ "Here you go Ms. Foster, your free to go now." Doctor Stone said handing me the paperwork. "Thank you so much," I said smiling at her. After the doctor left the room, Nathan looked over at me with a smile. "You ready to head out of here?" Nathan asked. Giving him a nod of my head, he took my hands in his as he started to help me out of the bed. After climbing out, he continued to hold one of my hands in his as we walked over to the door to leave the room. We made our way down the hallway heading for the front lobby to leave the hospital, I was ready to leave this place I didn't want to be here anymore. Once we walked outside we started to head for the packhouse that wasn't too far from where we are. Walking inside the packhouse I took a quick look around, I was amazed at how huge this place was. I've never seen anything like this, at the entrance, there was a grand stairway leading upstairs. There were even a few hallways leading in different directions, I was sure to get
~Jane~ Where am I? taking a quick look around, I noticed I was back in the woods. Why was I back here? I thought this was all over. Then I heard his voice calling out in the distance and fear came over me. "You won't get away from me Jane Foster." I could hear Zander say. What's happening to me? why was this happening? I didn't want to be here anymore, I need to get away. I started to run off into the woods trying to get as far away as I could from this monster coming after me. "Nathan help me!" I yelled in fear, I continued to run through the trees. I was scared, I needed him. "He can't save you from me, I will have what I want Ms. Foster," Zander said not far from behind me. "Please help me," I begged, tears forming in my eyes. "You're mine, Jane," Zander said, I then felt myself being attacked from behind and being forced on my back. "Please don't do this Zander, I don't want this," I begged as I tried to get Zander off me. But it was no use, forcefully grabbing my hands
~Nathan~ Reaching the area where I was to meet Oliver or to whoever this really was I was actually meeting here. I still wasn't sure about this meet up, but taking a breath I then got out of my car and was meet with the men my father has sent with me and we all started to make our way to the spot I was supposed to be.Since I knew this area I knew exactly where each men would stand while they waited just in case this wasn't Oliver who is actually meeting me in this spot. When we got closer I stopped and turned my head to look at each one of then and with a nod of my head they begin to separate and head to where they needed to be. It wasn't long till I could hear someone walking towards me from behind, Koa and I was ready for whoever this was. "Hello Nathan." I heard a voice say from behind me, taking a second I then realized who that voice belonged to. Turnig myself around it was Oliver standing there, and I felt relieved. "Oliver?" I said. "I know you must be wondering what happ
~Nathan~Watching Jane as she headed up the stairs making her way towards the front doors of the school. It felt as if a part of myself was being pulled away, like I was losing a part of myself as I watched her leave. I would thing I would be used to this feeling by now but I don't think I could ever be used to it. There was something about being apart from her that never seemed to feel right to me. All I want is to spend every lasting moment with her but I knew I can't do that since she has to attend school. But it doesn't change the fact that I can't be apart from her without feeling this way. Being apart from her is becoming harder and harder to do, just as it's getting harder for me not to tell her the truth about us. The more time we spend together these feelings I feel for her are only getting stronger and I know she can feel it too. And I want to tell her we are mates more and more we are together, I need her to know it would make this easier to be with her in this way. But I
As Nathan was pulling into a parking spot in the school parking lot he then put the car in park and I took a quick look around and saw all the students hanging outside talking with their friends I even tried to see if I could find Riley. It wasn't long till I saw her close by her friends standing on the other side the parking lot. Unfastening our seatbelts Nathan opened his door and started to get out of the car. He came around to my side and opened the door for me, reaching out his hand taking his hand I then started to get out of the car as well and grabbed my bag. Closing the door behind me Nathan wrapped his arms around my waist he took a small step forward towards me as he closed the space between us. My back was pressed against the car door as he stood close to me leaving no space between us, the increase of my heart racing inside my chest was making it hard keep my breathing under control. The effect he has on me is something I don't think I can ever get over. "Nathan" I said
With the sound of the alarm going off and the sunlight shining through the window I opened my eyes and took a look next to me and saw that Nathan wasn't here in the bed with me. Filled with disappointment and sadness, I was really hopping he would be here when I woke up. But as usual he isn't, I take it he must be in another meeting with Alpha Alec. As I continued to lay here in the bed for a little bit longer I couldn't stop the events from last night from coming to mind. Last night was the most amazing night of my life and I got to spend it with the man I love most. Last night after our dessert on the beach, we headed back home and once we walked in we headed up the stairs and to my room. After we walked into the room Nathan closed the door behind him. And when I started to walk over to the bed, taken by surprised Nathan reached for my hand and turned me around to face him and wrapped his other arm around my waist as he pulled me closer to him. Taken by the surprise I rested my
"Oh Nathan." I said trying to hold back the tears that started to form in my eyes from the surprise that was waiting for me as we started to get closer to where Nathan was leading us. I was lost for words I didn't know what to say, I couldn't believe Nathan did all of this for me. There was candle lights making a pathway leading us towards a blanket that laid on the sand. There was some more candles surrounding the blanket, this is the most perfect night and I was spending it with him. I couldn't believe he did all of this just for me, I couldn't feel more loved or more important then I did right now. He really does care and love me doesn't he, maybe he is right maybe we are right for each other and maybe we are meant to be together. I believe I can finally except it, except the possibility that Nathan and I are truly meant to be together. That he is my future and I am his, maybe I am to become his mate and the one he's been waiting for has been me all along. And maybe he's known thi
After we got in the car, Nathan started it up and we started to head to out. As Nathan drove I couldn't keep myself from thinking about all the things that was said between the two of us. But then I started to think was it possible we are moving to fast? I mean we still hardly know each other and yet we talk about chosing to be together no matter what our future holds. Don't get me wrong it makes me feel like he really does love me and I believe the words he speaks but that doesn't fully stop me from worrying. I still worry about the possibility that he will leave me in a heart beat if he was to finally find his mate. Even though there is still all this worry I feel and yet there is still this part of me that stronger believes we are meant to be together even if it still doesn't fully make sense to me at how it's even possible I could feeling this kind of way for him. But then as I think about this I was then reminded of what my wolf said to me that night after I got pulled into that
~Jane~ Hearing the words he just spoke to me, I started to feel tears forming in my eyes. I wanted nothing more in life then to spend the rest of my life with this man, the way he makes me feel is like nothing before. And I never want the way I feel for him to ever come to an end, I don't even think I could possibly ever love anyone else but him. I'm not even sure if I could even love my true mate if I was to find him one day. When the day comes and my wolf was to feel my mate near and I go running towards him. I don't think I could ever feel the same way as I do then when I'm with Nathan. I don't think I could possibly except to be with my true mate because my love for Nathan is all I want in life. I can't begin to imagine being with anyone but him. I never thought something like this would ever happen to me but it has. And there's no chancing the way I feel for him no matter what, and I don't want to be with anyone else. When I'm with Nathan it's as if this is truly where I belon
~Jane~ I'm not sure how much time has passed as I lay here in the bed next to Nathan, there was this peace over me and I never wanted it to end. There was nothing like this, the way he was holding me close in his arms. It didn't even bother me that I was still naked, I loved the feeling of his arms as they touched my bare skin. I could stay in this moment forever, there is truly no other place I'd rather be than to stay here with him. It's crazy to think so little time has passed since that night, but with each passing day, my feelings for him only get stronger. I can't imagine being with anyone else, and I don't want to be with anymore all I want is to spend the rest of my life with this man. There is something about being with him that feels right, it's as if this is truly where I belong. Even though I still can't make sense of all this, make sense of these feelings I have for him. Or the fact that the
~Jane~ With a nod, I started to move off his lap and took a seat back in the passenger's seat. Nathan looked in my direction for a second and opened his door and stepped out of the car. As he closed his door he started to come over to the passenger's side and opened the door for me, reaching out his hand I took it and stepped out. He then closed the door behind me, and with a press of his key, the doors are locked. Just as I was about to start walking towards the front door I was then stopped by Nathan as he continued to hold my hand in his. I was confused, why aren't we starting to walk towards the house? With a small tug from him, my body was then pressed against his and with his other hand, he wrapped it around me holding me close to him. "I love you so much Jane Foster, you are truly and forever the love of my life," Nathan said, he then leaned forward and gently kissed me. Before I could start kissing him back he pulled away breaking his lips from mine. When I looked up at