~Jane~
"Jane, honey... wake up"
I blinked, disoriented. My mom's voice trembled as she brushed hair from my face. The worry in her eyes struck me harder than her words.
"Mom?" I mumbled, rubbing the sleep from my eyes.
"What's going on?"
She didn't answer right away. Instead, she sat on the edge of my bed and took my hand- her fingers cold and trembling.
"Mom... What is it? I asked, my voice filled with fear.
The bedroom door creaked open. My dad stepped inside without a word, closed the door behind him, and came to sit on the other side of my bed.
"Dad?" I whispered, my chest tightening. Still nothing. Just the weight of silence and the storm in their eyes.
And in that silence, a memory came flooding back.
~Three Years Ago~
It was the day my sister, Sara, turned seventeen- the day she would meet her wolf... and possibly her mate.
I remember waking up feeling excited. I had no idea the day would end in a nightmare.
As I walked downstairs toward the kitchen, I could hear voices- low, urgent. They stopped the moment I stepped into the room. My parents and Sara sat around the table, their faces pale.
"What's going on?" I asked, pausing in the doorway.
Sara stood slowly, walked over, and dropped to her knees in front of me. She wrapped her arms around me so tightly, it knocked the air from my lungs.
"Sara?" I whispered into her shoulder. "Is something wrong?"
She pulled back and smiled- but it didn't reach her eyes. "It's nothing to worry about, little sis. I promise everything's going to be okay."
But I could see it. Something was wrong. The fear in her eyes was something I'd never seen before.
"You sure?" I asked.
She nodded. "Hey, how about we hang out? Just you and me. We can play a game or watch something. Your choice," She said.
I hesitated, glancing at our parents. Mom's eyes were full of tears. And dad wouldn't even look at me.
"....Okay," I said, unsure, but craving time with her.
We went to her room. She pulled out a board game, and we sat on the floor playing like everything was normal, but her hands were trembling. And her eyes kept drifting to the clock.
"Sara," I said softly. "Why are Mom and Dad so sad? Shouldn't they be happy? It's your birthday. You get your wolf tonight. You might even find your mate."
Her smile flattered. "You'd think so, huh?"
"Don't you want to know who your mate is? I asked.
She paused, staring at the game pieces in her hand. ".... Sometimes we don't get to choose what we want, Jane."
I didn't understand. I just wanted someone to tell me the truth..
When it started to get dark, we went downstairs to eat dinner. The silence at the table was louder than words. No laughter. No stories. Just the sound of forks scraping plates.
Then- a knock. Hard. Demanding.
The color drained from mom's face. Dad stood up slowly, his shoulders tense. I could feel the air shift in the room- like the house itself was holding its breath.
"Mom... who's at the door?" I asked, my voice small.
No answer. Another knock. Louder
Sara stood. "I'll go with him."
"What?" I stood up too, panic rising in my chest. "Go with who?"
"You need to stay in here, Jane," Mom said, grabbing my wrist.
"No!" I pulled free and rushed into the living room.
Dad stood by the door, fist clenched.
"Dad, what's going on?" I asked.
Before he could answer, the door burst open with a violet crash. And then he was there.
Alpha Zander. His presence filled the room like smoke- choking, thick, wrong. His dark eyes scanned us, landing on Sara like a predator spotting prey.
"There you are," he said, smiling. "I've waited a long time for this."
"Zander, Sara said, stiffening.
"Don't make this difficult, beautiful. Come with me willingly, and I won't have to punish you." He said, smiling at Sara.
My father stepped forward. "She's our daughter, you can't just take her." He said to Zander.
"I am your Alpha," He growled, looking right at Dad. "And I've chosen my next mate."
He looked back at Sara, stepping closer. "Under the full moon, you'll shift... and you'll become mine. You'll give yourself to me. Body. Soul."
I could barely breathe.
"Please," Sara said, her voice shaking, "just don't hurt them."
"Do you accept me, then?" He asked, touching her cheek. "Say it."
Sara hesitated, then nodded.
"I accept you as my mate... and I will give myself to you."
Her words broke something inside me. "No!" I cried out, stepping forward. "Sara, don't go!"
Zander turned his gaze on me. "You're a brave little one," he said with a smirk. "But foolish."
"Please," Sara whispered. "Let me say goodbye."
He nodded once. "Make it quick."
Sara turned to me, kneeling one last time. Her hands trembled as she cupped my cheeks.
"You are to be strong, Jane. No matter what happens to me. You're special. One day you'll understand. Listen to that voice inside you... It will protect you no matter what."
"I don't want to be strong," I cried. "I want you."
She pulled me into a tight hug. "I love you. Always."
Then she stood, walked back to Zander... and left. The door closed behind them.
And that was the last time I saw my sister.
~A Year Later~It had been a year since Sara was taken- but that morning, the air felt exactly the same. Heavy. Still. Wrong.
I woke up with a chill crawling down my spine just like the day she left. Something inside me whispered that something was coming. Something bad.
Slipping out of bed, I padded quietly down the stairs. The kitchen light was already on. I followed the smell of breakfast, hoping the unease in my chest was just leftover grief.
"Morning, Mom. Dad," I said softly as I stepped into the kitchen.
My dad looked up, forcing a small smile. "How'd you sleep, Jane?"
"Okay," I murmured, taking my usual seat at the table.
He placed a plate of eggs and bacon in front of me. "Here you go, sweetheart."
"Thanks," I said, managing a faint smile on my own.
We ate in silence. Lately, silence had become normal—the kind of silence that wasn't peaceful- the kind that pressed on your chest. Since Sara was taken, the three of us had become shadows of who we once were.
I missed her every single day. Her laugh. Her warmth. Her fierce love. And sometimes, her last words to me before Zander took her away would echo in my mind.
"You are the most special person I've ever known." But how? I still didn't understand.
After finishing my breakfast, I stood and quietly gathered our plates. I had just turned towards the sink when a sudden knock echoed through the house.
Knock. Firm. Heavy. Purposeful.
I paused. My parents froze. And my heart dropped.
Another knock. This one is harder.
Dad stood slowly. He looked at Mom, that same look I remembered from the night Zander came for Sara. Confusion. Worry. Dread.
"I'll get it," Dad said, his voice low.
I followed him out of the kitchen, unable to stop myself. I needed to know. I had to.
He looked through the peephole. Then he froze.
"Who is it?" I asked quietly.
He didn't answer. He just unlocked the door and opened it. Standing on our porch was Beta Oliver, Zander's second-in-command.
I didn't need to hear a word. The second I saw Oliver's face- the way he carried himself, the pain in his eyes- I knew. My breath caught in my throat.
"Beta Oliver," Dad said, trying to sound calm, but I could hear the panic creeping into his voice. "What's going on?"
Oliver didn't speak right away. His jaw clenched as he looked down, then up at my father with eyes full of regret.
"Mr. Foster... I'm so sorry," he said quietly. "Sara... She's gone."
Time stopped. My knees nearly gave out.
No. No, no, no... She wasn't gone. She couldn't be gone.
I could still hear her voice in my head. I could still feel her arms wrapped around me the day she left.
"Gone?" Dad echoed, his voice cracking.
"I tried to stop it," Oliver said. Emotion shaking his words. "I tried to protect her. I loved her. But Zander-" his voice broke. "-Zander killed her. Out of spite. Because she loved me."
Tears stung my eyes. I looked at Oliver, and in that moment, I knew he was telling the truth.
Mom walks into the hallway, drying her hands on a towel. "Johnathan? What's going on?"
Dad turned to her, tears already in his eyes. He didn't need to say anything. She knew.
"No..." Mom whispered, her face draining of color. "No, please, not our baby..."
She collapsed to her knees, hands over her mouth as a wail built in her chest. Dad dropped beside her, wrapping his arms around her, his own body shaking with sobs.
I stood frozen in place. Numb. Hollow.
The tears came fast, burning my chest. My big sister was gone. Zander had stolen her from us a second time- this time forever.
I looked at Oliver. "You did everything you could," I whispered through the tears. "She knew you loved her."
He nodded once, pain etched into every line of his face. "I'm so sorry," he repeated. "I failed her... and I will never forgive myself."
He turned and stepped off the porch, leaving us in the doorway, shattered and broken.
"Jane," Dad said softly, reaching for me.
I finally moved. I walked into his arms and collapsed with them onto the floor. And for the first time in a long time, we cried together.
~Jane~When I opened my eyes this morning, the room was bathed in soft gold. The sun spilling through the curtains in an almost deliberate way, as if it wanted to wake me gently, reminding me that another day had come. I didn't move at first, I just sat there against the headboard, my blanket pooled at my waist, and let myself breathe. It had been a few months since that night- the night that started it all, and being here, with him. Every moment Nathan and I had shared came back to me then, as if the morning light carried them in its beams. The first time, he pulled me into his arms when I thought I'd never be safe—the countless nights when his voice steadied the storm in my chest. The moments in the meadow, the quiet confessions whispered in the dark. Little by little, they had built something inside me- something strong enough to hold me up when I thought I would crumble. The fear and doubt that once wrapped around me like chains... they were loosening. Each memory with Nathan ch
~Jane~I set my fork down, the last bite of breakfast still settling warm in my stomach. Luna Lauren moved gracefully around the kitchen, her presence as calm and steady as always. When she reached for my empty plate and cup, I handed them over with a small smile. But as her hand brushed mine, I felt it- that familiar pull deep in my chest. My heart skipped. That feeling only ever meant one thing. Before I could second-guess it, he walked in. Nathan. The moment his boots touched the kitchen floor, my whole body knew. My soul knew. And when his eyes lifted to meet mine, I forgot how to breathe. It was always like this. The instant our gaze locked, the world seemed to shrink, leaving only the blue of his eyes. Eyes that made my soul feel whole. Eyes that made me want to believe- believe that what he'd told me so many times was true. That I was meant to be his. That fate really had tied us together. He didn't look away. Not once. Step by step, he moved closer, and though every fib
~Jane~ After what felt like forever, I finally pulled the blanket off me and climbed out of the bed. The cool air brushed against my skin, and I sat at the edge of the mattress for a moment, staring at the floor. My shoulders ached with tension, and heaviness pressed down on me. The pull inside me was getting stronger- tighter than it had ever been before. There was something different about it now, something I couldn't explain. The closer I got to Nathan, the more consuming it became, as if every breath I took tethered me deeper to him. It wasn't just longing anymore- it was something that lived inside me, demanding to be answered. And yet... fear still held me back. The "What ifs" refused to loosen their grip. What if Zander got what he wanted? What if everything was ripped away just when I finally let myself believe in it? The thought of Zander forcing me to be his mate still haunted me like a shadow I couldn't outrun, no matter how much I tried. Every part of me wanted to
~Jane~The first thing I became aware of was warmth. The steady heat pressed against me, wrapping me in a cocoon that made it impossible to tell where I ended and Nathan began. I stirred slowly, my head shifting just slightly on the solid plane of his chest. When I lifted my gaze, I found him already awake. His striking blue eyes were locked on me, as if he'd been watching me sleep. A soft smile tugged at the corners of his mouth, but there was something deeper beneath it- an intensity that made my heart race before I could even think. For a moment, I just stared back, letting the silence between us say more than words could. The memories of last night came rushing back, flooring me with warmth that curled deep in my stomach and left my skin tinging. Everything was changing inside me. I still had questions. Doubts whispering in the back of my mind like ghosts I couldn't banish completely. The fear of losing him, of not being enough, of the danger of Zander's threat of taking me away
~Jane~His mouth scorched a path down my throat, and my breath shuddered out, breaking against the heat of his touch. My fingers tangled in his hair, desperate to keep him close—desperate to hold onto the way he made me feel: alive, wanted, burning.“Nathan…” My voice broke—half plea, half warning—but his hands only tightened at my waist, steady, grounding.“I’ve got you,” he whispered against my skin, the words melting into the frantic beat of my pulse.His lips slowed, not pulling away, just softening. As if he knew I needed air. His forehead pressed gently to mine, our ragged breaths tangling in the narrow space between us. For a moment, all I heard was the thundering rhythm of my heart, the quiet promise in his touch.Then his hands shifted, coaxing me backward, guiding me with a tenderness that contrasted the fire simmering between us. My knees brushed the edge of the mattress before I even realized he’d moved me there. The world tilted as I sank onto the bed, Nathan following, hi
~Jane~ The drive home blurred past in a haze of heat and silence, every mile thick with unspoken words. Nathan's hands never strayed from the wheel, but the weight of his presence filled every inch of the car. I didn't trust my voice, didn't dare break the fragile thread holding me together, so I stared out the window, clutching the hem of my shirt to keep from reaching for him. When the packhouse finally came into view, my breath caught. The familiar stone and timber stood tall against the fading light, but tonight it didn't look like safety. Tonight it looked like temptation. Nathan eased the car up the long drive, slowing as he reached the circular front. Gravel crunching beneath the tires, steady, deliberate, like his heartbeat pulsing in sync with mine. Jay's car pulled in close behind us, his presence a reminder that we weren't completely alone- though my body screamed that none of it mattered. The engine cut off, and in a sudden quiet, my pulse roared louder than ever. I