I closed my eyes tightly as he threw the picture frame he was holding at me.
I'm grateful that it only hit my shoulder and not my face. As I lowered my gaze to the frame, a pang of pain shot through my heart. That was our family picture... now shattered.
"How many times have I told you that I don't want you going out?! Can't you understand? Are you really that stupid, Symphony?"
I bowed my head and remained silent. It's not that I'm guilty, but because I'm already tired. I'm tired of proving him wrong. I’m tired of always arguing with him.
He always thought that every time I go out, I'm always seeing his cousin, which is not true. But I'm tired of explaining myself. It's exhausting to keep up with his anger.
How many times have I tried to fix this family?
I know I made mistakes, but I tried to fix everything after realizing the things I've done. I apologized... more than a hundred times already. But this man in front of me doesn't know how to listen. He loathes me to death, and there's nothing I can do to change that.
"Stop your fake crying! I will never feel sorry for a slut like you!"
My body is terribly shaking. I'm afraid of him. The way he spits those hurtful words and the way he looks at me, it's like he's ready to strangle me to death.
I want to beg him to stop.
I'm afraid that Melody might hear her father's screams. I don't want the image of a complete and happy family tainted with sadness and pain in my daughter's mind. She's too young for this kind of heartache... I would die first before I let her suffer from this pain.
"If it weren't for Autumn, I would have left you a long time ago, Symphony! I'm disgusted to be in the same house as you! It makes me sick!" He gave me a disgusted look before leaving the room.
I weakly sat on the bed. Letting out all my emotions, I silently sobbed, careful not to make any sound, afraid that my daughter might hear me. If only it weren't for Melody, I wouldn't have married her devilish father. If only it weren't for my precious daughter, I wouldn't have risked my life living with the man who swore to make my life a living hell.
If only I could run away and hide from him, I would... but I know I couldn't, because Melody adored him so much.
I stared at the broken picture frame on the floor.
Our family seemed to be a perfect one. A happy family that my daughter thought she had. Oh, God! I don't know what I'll do when my daughter finds out what kind of family we have. That’s why, as long as possible, as long as I can bear it, I'll endure all the pain. I'm willing to sacrifice my freedom and happiness for Melody.
Even if it costs me my life, I'll stay in this family for the sake of my daughter's happiness.
01: DRUNKEN MISTAKE I slowly opened my eyes. The sun rays coming from the window welcomed me. I smiled when I felt an arm tightly hugging my waist. The arm of the man I have loved ever since I was in college. I tried shifting my position when he spoke. "It's still early, love. Let's sleep a little more." My forehead suddenly creased. Then my eyes widened the moment I realized that it was not Red's voice that I heard. Slowly, I turned to the person beside me until my eyes widened in shock. "Ahhhhh!" I pushed him away from me hastily. "What the fuck?!" I heard him shout as he fell to the floor. But I continued screaming in horror. I was getting hysterical, realizing that the man next to me wasn't Red. What the hell is happening? "What's wrong with you, Charitee--" he was cut off when he finally realized that I am not the woman he called Charitee. "W-What the hell?!" I stopped screaming when he stood up and approached me. I hugged the comforter tightly when I saw his eyes full of r
02: THE CONFRONTATIONSeveral weeks after that incident, I decided to continue living as if nothing happened. Thinking about it really frustrates me, so I always keep myself busy to forget about it.The election is coming soon, and Mama and Papa are busy campaigning. Because of that, Papa entrusted the company to me, so I became even busier. My father's term as the governor is about to end, and now he's running for the position of a congressman. I thought he was done with politics, but apparently not. Until now, I still don't know how he manages to juggle politics and the company. Just thinking about the company alone is draining me. Well, maybe there's no such thing as being 'tired' for a person who craves power.Since the party, I haven't seen Red again. I also avoided listening to their band's music because I always feel guilty about what happened whenever I hear his voice. Ever since that day, I curse all the liquors on earth! I promised myself that I will never drink alcohol agai
03: PROBLEM UNSOLVEDI had no idea how I got home safe and unscathed when I drove home while tearing up. ‘Furious’ was an understatement for what I'm feeling right now. I think I'm about to explode. My pregnancy, Wesley, and... Red. I just couldn't believe how everything got messed up. It happened so suddenly... I don't know what to do anymore.Just the mere thought of Red makes me think I'm about to lose my sanity. All this time, he's been trying to prove himself to my father that he's worthy of me. He's just waiting for the perfect time for us. And yet, here I am, ruining all his plans."R-Red..." His name is like a wound in my heart. I'm continuously breaking. My conscience is overpowering my entire being.I slapped myself again as I remembered Wesley's face. That asshole's image inside my head makes me want to puke. I can't believe there's something connecting me to that person. I held my stomach. This thing inside me is just a few weeks old, but it's already starting to ruin my l
04: SWEET CONSEQUENCEI looked around my room for the last time, and a sad smile formed on my lips. Maybe this would be the last time I would see this place. My heart began to ache. Never once did it cross my mind that my own father would cast me away.I sighed for the nth time before dragging my luggage out of the room. As soon as I stepped outside, I saw my mother standing in front of my door. "Ma.""You're leaving..." She started crying, again."Stop crying, Ma. You'll get wrinkles," I tried to lighten the mood, hoping to make her laugh. I didn't want to see her tear-streaked face as my last image before leaving. "We can still talk through social media. Don't worry." I approached her and hugged her tightly. "But I'll miss you too, Ma. If only there was something I could do to change Papa's mind... but I know he won't.""Take care of yourself always. Even though I know Manang Anding knows all your likes and dislikes, I still want you to be extra careful. Especially for the sake of t
05: FINALLY HOME"Whoa! There are tall buildings everywhere, Mommy! And... and there are so many cars too!"Melody almost strained her neck, looking up at the towering buildings that we passed by in the Grab taxi. She looked truly excited to see new things.I smiled. She had grown up surrounded by nature. She was always surrounded by the beautiful landscapes of New Zealand, so she acted this way now that we were here in the Philippines. I rarely took her out of the house before. Maybe it was because I was too busy, and I couldn't take her out."Aren't you feeling hot, Melody?" Manang Anding asked while holding the child."Ka… k-kaunti," (a little) she replied, attempting to speak in Tagalog, which made me laugh.Ever since I told her that we were going back to the Philippines, she urged me to teach her the Tagalog language. She said she wanted to have many friends here, so she needed to learn Tagalog. I don't know where she gets these ideas, especially since she's only turning four ye
06: Claiming What's His Pt.1I stayed in my position, unable to move. My heart was pounding so fast that it felt like it was about to jump out of my chest.Wesley...The last person I wanted my daughter to meet was now standing next to her, talking as if he were a gentleman and not the rude asshole he used to be."My name is Autumn Melody. But you can call me Melody. My loved ones call me Melody," my baby innocently uttered. She still had no idea that I was nearby, listening to their conversation."Autumn..." the jerk nodded, looking pleased. "You have a very nice name, Autumn. It suits you." I noticed him lightly tapping Melody's head.My little girl furrowed her brow. "It's Melody, Mr. Wesley," she corrected.He chuckled. "But Autumn suits you well, young lady. And Autumn is my favorite season. It's too bad that the Philippines doesn't have that kind of season."Melody just nodded in response to Wesley's comment. Judging by her expression, I could tell she didn't care about what the
06: Claiming What's His Pt.2I was left frozen in my position. I could clearly hear my heart thumping erratically, making it feel like I was having a hard time breathing. I wanted to shout at him and throw all the hardships I experienced when Papa kicked me out to New Zealand. I wanted him to know how much I despised him. But right now, I couldn't do anything other than watch him casually walking back to his car. His words left me scared of the possibilities. I spent the whole day feeling out of sorts because Wesley's words kept running through my mind. I knew he meant what he had said earlier. But I just didn't understand. Why did he suddenly become interested in my daughter? Why is he still bothering me even now?"Are you okay, dear?" I regained my composure when Mama held my hand.We're currently at their house because Mama said Papa wouldn't be coming home. Melody has been bugging me for a while now, wanting to come here, so I gave in."Y-Yes, Ma. I'm okay." I forced a smile, but
07: The Deal Pt.1My lips trembled as I looked at my father. My mind struggled to process what he had just said. "This is... i-impossible," were the only words I managed to utter."Impossible as it may seem, but that's my condition, Symphony. You have to marry Wesley. Your mother mentioned that Wesley is now pursuing your child. If that's true, then you can use that as an advantage to marry him."He spoke as if he were negotiating a business deal, as if his condition wouldn't affect my entire life. As if he didn't know what kind of person Wesley was."And what if I don't agree to your condition?"He raised an eyebrow. "Then you should start packing your things. I'll send you back to New Zealand, whether you like it or not. If possible, I'll drag you out of here."Another set of fresh tears streamed down my face. I couldn't believe how casually he said those words, as if he couldn't feel the pain with each word that came out of his mouth."H-How could you do this to me, Pa? Why do you
16: When Love Returns Pt.2Although I had made sure to keep myself busy throughout the week, I still couldn't resist giving in to what Melody wanted to happen.Right now, we're heading to an out-of-town beach resort. It's about a two-hour drive, so Melody is currently sleeping soundly on my lap, while Wesley is the one driving.We were just silent. No one was talking. The atmosphere felt tense and awkward. I tried to occupy myself by watching the beautiful view outside. We passed by plains filled with rice fields, corn, and various crops. The scenery was refreshing to the eyes, but Wesley's presence spoiled it. I couldn't fully appreciate the beautiful sights because of him.I heard him clear his throat. From the corner of my eye, I saw him glance at me through the rearview mirror. I ignored him and kept my gaze fixed outside. He didn't speak either, so I let it be. It was a good thing. His silence throughout the trip allowed me to breathe properly.After a few more minutes, Melody wo
16: When Love Returns Pt.1SYMPHONYThe faint smell of alcohol and medicine lingered in my nostrils as I slowly opened my eyes. I groaned as I felt the pain all over my body when I attempted to move a bit. When I finally saw the entirety of the room, that's when I realized I was in the hospital. My eyes still felt heavy, as did my entire body."Damn!" I hissed when I couldn't even move without feeling the pain in my back. It was torturous."Finally, you're awake." I flinched upon hearing that voice. I followed its source with my gaze. And there, I saw the devil sitting like a boss on the small couch in the corner.I remained silent. As much as I wanted to speak, my throat felt so dry that I couldn't find my voice.He straightened himself and crossed his arms. "I have to go. I'll just tell the nurse that you're awake."I watched him walk out the door. I sighed and rolled my eyes. I hoped he wouldn't come back.After a while, the nurse entered my room. She checked my vitals and asked ho
15: Love is Not Dead Pt.3"May I know your name, hijo?" Governor Del Martin asked before I could fully sit down."Reagan Dwight Guzman, Governor," I replied. I was on my way home from school when one of his bodyguards picked me up and informed me that Symphony's father wanted to talk to me, so I accepted the invitation."I was told that you're in a relationship with my daughter. Is that true?"I took a deep breath before respectfully answering, "Yes, Sir. We are in a relationship."He took off his glasses and leaned back. He rested on his chair and looked at me again. I maintained a straight posture on the sofa. I didn't know if I was nervous because I was facing the governor of our province or because it was the first time I was talking to my girlfriend's father."How long have you been together?""It's more than a year, Sir."He nodded and clasped his hands, resting his elbows on the armrest of his chair. "You know what responsibilities my daughter has, don't you?"I remained silent
15: Love is Not Dead Pt.2RED"Why don't you focus more on your studies, Reagan? Why do you prioritize playing music over studying diligently?" My mother lectured me while I kept my head down. I wanted to explain to her that music was an integral part of my life. That it wouldn't leave my system, but I didn't want her to get even angrier with me. I didn't want her to be mad at me."Didn't I tell you that you need to study hard? You need to finish your education. You need to become a professional engineer so that your father's new family won't look down on us anymore. Reagan, do you understand me, son?"I clenched my hands when I heard her mention my father. I knew that she wanted me to finish my studies and become a professional just to prove to my father that she could provide for me good education even though he left us for his new family.It hadn't been easy for my mother to support my education up to college. Ever since my father left, my mother had worked tirelessly just to provi
15: Love Is Not Dead Pt.1I was just staring at them with wide eyes. For the second time, I witnessed how Wesley and Red nearly killing each other. But this time, it was different. It was as if they really wanted to kill each other. No one was talking. They were just aiming to hit each other's faces with powerful punches.In fear that they might end up dying right in front of me, I quickly approached them and forcefully pulled Wesley away from Red, whose face was now covered in blood."Wesley! Wesley, stop! Leave Red alone!" I screamed in horror as his fist once again landed on Red's face. "Wesley, what are you doing?!" I turned to Wesley's companionsmen, who were just watching them like it was a show. What the fuck are they doing? "What?! Are you really going to let them kill each other here?" I shouted at them. They all turned to the biggest guy among them. I saw him nod at them, which prompted the others to move and stop the two from fighting.Even after they were separated, both o
14: Caged Pt.3I opened my eyes, only to be greeted by complete darkness. I immediately panicked. I sat up abruptly and strained to see my surroundings. I let out a sigh of relief when I realized that I was in my own room.I stood up and headed towards the light switch. As the room brightened, I quickly scanned my surroundings. The wall clock indicated that it was ten minutes to 4 am. I sighed. What happened to me?I tried to recall what had happened earlier, but I couldn't remember. I winced as I felt the pain at the back of my head. Oh, right. I got this when my head hit the wall after Wesley pushed me onto the sofa.The sudden thought of Wesley made me remember exactly what had happened last night. I quickly left the room and looked downstairs. I groaned when I saw numerous men guarding the house. They were stationed in almost every corner. He's really serious about keeping me here, huh?I glanced at Wesley's room. I walked slowly towards it, examining if he was there. When I turne
14: Caged Pt.2People envy me simply because I am a Del Martin. They say that the name given to me fits me so well, as they all believe that I am living a harmonious life. Just because I am the daughter of Gregorio Del Martin, they think I am enjoying a life free from all the difficulties in the world. But little did they know that my name was the complete opposite of the life that I have.Symphony Del Martin...Carrying that name, made me live a life that is full of agony, discomfort, and misfortune. My life is a shattered melody... It is extremely chaotic.I stared at him and tried to match the intensity of his gaze. I'm tired of always losing. I'm tired of being pitiful. I let him hurt me before because I didn't want to shatter Melody's belief that we were a happy family. I didn't want to hurt my child. But now that she's gone, taken away from me by her demonic father, I need to defend myself.With all my strength, I gave him a hard slap. I made sure to exert enough force that it c
14: Caged Pt.1SYMPHONYIt felt like I suddenly went deaf because of what he said. My brain tried to process what I heard, and I found myself struggling to catch my breath. "W-What?" Amidst the chaos in my mind, those were the only words that came out of my mouth."I know you heard it clearly, Symphony," he hissed.I suddenly became alarmed as I fully realized the meaning behind his words."N-No... Melody will stay with me, Wesley! You have no right to make decisions for my daughter!" I started to get hysterical. The thought of my daughter living away from me was driving me to the brink of insanity. "It's not possible, Wesley! I am Melody's mother. I have more rights to my child! I am the one who gave birth to her and raised her! What gives you the right to make arbitrary decisions?!"I slapped his shoulder multiple times. I tried pushing him away from me. I needed to get out of here. I needed to go and get Melody from Wesley's mother. There's no way I would let them take away my daug
13: Story’s Other Side Pt.3WESLEY4 YEARS AGO..."For fuck's sake, Wesley! We're about to get married, right? Everything is ready, isn't it? But why is it like this? W-Why?"My whole system feels numb, not because of the hard slaps and punches she threw at me, but because of the thought that I had hurt her. That I am the fucking reason for her tears... and that I am breaking her. Charitee's continuous sobs, lingering in my ears, are the most painful sounds I have ever heard in my entire life."Charitee... b-babe..." I tried reaching for her hands, but she took a step backward. It was as if I was some kind of disgusting thing she wanted to avoid. It's fucking painful! "Babe, I'm sorry. That was just a mistake. It wasn't my intention. Cheating with another woman is the last thing I would do to you--""But you did it! You got her pregnant, didn't you? Tell me, Wesley, why? Why did you do that? B-Because she's more beautiful? Because she's from a wealthy family? While I grew up in an orp