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QUINN POVDamn... I winced in my half-asleep state, shifting uncomfortably in bed as I tried to understand the pounding pain in my head. Sunlight slipped through the windows, hitting my face directly. At the same time, Nausea rose in my throat, making it impossible to function properly. “Help…” I mumbled, still half-asleep, the headache throbbing deep in my skull. It was overwhelming, unlike anything I had felt before. “I see you are awake,” a familiar voice said suddenly. Slowly, I opened my eyes, only to be blinded by the bright rays streaming through the curtains. I quickly shut them again, using my hand to block the light while my vision adjusted. “What’s going on?” I asked groggily, sitting up and running my fingers through my hair. My breath caught when I saw Alpha Perrin sitting across from me, his expression serious. My stomach dropped. What had I done to deserve such a cold stare this early in the morning? “I have been waiting for you to wake up,” he said icil
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Alpha Perrin stood just a few feet away, his eyes locked on us with a stare so strong it made my skin crawl. I couldn’t really read his expression, , but the seriousness and curiosity in his voice made me scared.“What exactly were you two talking about?” His voice was calm—too calm.No one answered.I couldn’t. Laila wouldn’t.My heart was pounding so fast in my chest, so loud it felt like it was about to explode. Panic took over me, suffocating me from the inside out. He had heard us. He had to have. But how much? I prayed he didn’t know everything, though the curiosity in his eyes made it clear he suspected something.I swallowed, my thoughts getting out of control. If he knew… if he figured out the truth—that he had married the wrong sister—he would burn our entire pack to the ground. He would destroy everything.Perrin was ruthless. He didn’t tolerate deception, betrayal, or mistakes. And this? This was all three. I couldn’t forget how he had beaten a man to death for betrayi
Last Updated : 2025-02-06Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote What the fuck are you doing out here?"
ANOTHER CHAPTER I quickly dropped the poison back between the flowers, my hands shaking as cold sweat trickled down my forehead. Swallowing hard, I straightened up, forcing a smile that didn’t quite reach my eyes."Hey, Adler…" My voice came out calm, too calm.His eyes flickered over me, scanning me from head to toe, a slight frown forming on his face.Had he seen me with the poison? Even if he hadn’t, he might have caught its scent. He was too close."You smell like fear, Your Majesty," he said, tilting his head slightly. "Did I scare you?"Great. At least my overwhelming fear was masking the poison’s scent for now. Hopefully, he would focus on that instead."Kind of…" I forced out a nervous laugh, trying to keep my pounding heart in check. "I was just admiring the flowers, checking if they needed water. I wasn’t expecting anyone to be here since, you know, no one ever comes here."He nodded slowly, as if considering my words, and for a split second, I wondered, when did I get so
Last Updated : 2025-02-08Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote to poison the Alpha
QUINN POV“You are holding me too tight!” I exclaimed as Alpha Perrin’s hand grabbed my arm, dragging me into the room. “Let me go,” I added, pulling my hand free from his grasp.He sighed, as if I was frustrating him, then walked over to the door and closed it behind him. His eyes stayed on me for a moment before he said, “Didn’t anyone tell you that you are not supposed to be outside during this period?”I crossed my arms over my chest, raising a brow. “Why?” I asked, inhaling before adding, “I needed some fresh air, so I decided to take a walk. I mean, I can’t just lie around like a couch potato until I heal your legs, Alpha Perrin.”He raised a brow at my words.“This isn’t about lying around. I don’t care what you do with yourself, but you should know that in this season, it’s not appropriate for the queen of the pack to wander outside.” He paused, letting out another sigh before continuing, “Starting tomorrow, you stay indoors. And I mean it.”“This is about mating season, is
Last Updated : 2025-02-09Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote the attack
Chapter one Quinn's pov“No, no, no!!!” I screamed, joking up from the bed with my hair as rough as it could be. Thick sweat trailed all over my body, and my hands were shaking as though there was no tomorrow. My chase paced as my drumming heart, and it got really hard for me to swallow.“What kind of nightmare is this?” I asked, and just then, I heard a banging sound.“BOOM!” The house shook, making my eyes widen. I immediately threw my legs off the bed, holding on to my nightgown as I rushed out of there with worry in mind.“You’ve got to be kidding me,” I said when I got to the living room. My parents, who were leaders of the pack, were already dressed up in their armor, ready for battle.“Mom, Dad, what's going on?” I said with worry imprinted on my face. However, my mother rushed towards me and grabbed my shoulders.“You better save my daughter. You better!” She urged, pushing me towards the way I came.“Take Laila and carry her to the bunker. Do you hear me?” She asked, and I
Last Updated : 2025-01-16Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote he is just crippled
Chapter 2Quinn's pov.“You don't need to be scared, he's just a crippled Alpha.” My wolf said.She wasn't wrong. We had heard a lot about the alpha over the past few years, but then one rumor about the reason why he never came out to invade or negotiate with packs was that he was crippled. “Maybe he wants me to be his servant,” I replied to my wolf, trying my best to be still as the vehicle carried us away.My hands were shaking. It was as though my body feared the future. I was trying my best to ensure that I wasn't bothered, but the situation needed fear.“We're here!” One of the guards announced to my hearing, and instead of feeling better about ending the excruciating journey, I wished the journey never ended.The guards helped me out of the car but secured me tightly so I wouldn't run away, and I tried my best not to annoy any of them because there was no one to save me there. My mind only reeled around what my life was going to become.Suddenly, the huge door was pushed open,
Last Updated : 2025-01-16Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote was I some kind of sacrifice
Chapter 3Quinn's pov“Well, why isn't she answering?” The audience became demanding. Little did they know that I was about to marry a man I just met.Alpha Perrin cleared his throat, and I raised my eyes to meet his glaring gaze. I knew what he meant, but was it all worth it? Was I really about to remain tied to a stranger for the rest of my life?“Ma'am, you have to answer. Do you take Alpha Perrin to be your lawfully wedded husband?" Even the priest sounded like he was urging me.I swallowed, my eyes being raised to the man who was standing there. He had a serious look on his face as though he was about to skin me alive."Yes!" I screamed hesitantly, or maybe it was the pressure I felt. However, no one seemed to care about it.The elder in that same faith turned to Perrin and asked him the same question. However, the man who had just met me for the very first time didn't hesitate to agree."Yes I do," Perrin answered, his voice firm.Then the elder nodded and continued."In the nam
Last Updated : 2025-01-16Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote chapter 4
Chapter 4Quinn's pov I stretched my hands feeling pains all over. My headaches, and so did my eyes.Suddenly, I opened my eyes widened, wanting to see if all I had been. Through was a dream, but it wasn't so."No!" I growled, hitting my hands against the bed. It seemed like I had woken up on the aggressive side of the bed this morning.My head suddenly turned towards the door, my eyes shaking due to fear. My hands grabbed the shit because I thought Perrin was the one behind the door. But then again, I knew Perrin wasn't going to knock."Who is it?" I asked, and the lady behind the door spoke."I'm sorry. I didn't mean to disturb you, but I was asked to prepare you for today, and also bring you to the breakfast table."I sighed. "Come in."In a short while, she came in and lowered her head."I'll be preparing a bath for you now..."I nodded and continued to ponder on what the other lady said last night."Was I going to be killed just like that?" I pondered and was worried about the w
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ANOTHER CHAPTER I quickly dropped the poison back between the flowers, my hands shaking as cold sweat trickled down my forehead. Swallowing hard, I straightened up, forcing a smile that didn’t quite reach my eyes."Hey, Adler…" My voice came out calm, too calm.His eyes flickered over me, scanning me from head to toe, a slight frown forming on his face.Had he seen me with the poison? Even if he hadn’t, he might have caught its scent. He was too close."You smell like fear, Your Majesty," he said, tilting his head slightly. "Did I scare you?"Great. At least my overwhelming fear was masking the poison’s scent for now. Hopefully, he would focus on that instead."Kind of…" I forced out a nervous laugh, trying to keep my pounding heart in check. "I was just admiring the flowers, checking if they needed water. I wasn’t expecting anyone to be here since, you know, no one ever comes here."He nodded slowly, as if considering my words, and for a split second, I wondered, when did I get so
Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote chapter
Alpha Perrin stood just a few feet away, his eyes locked on us with a stare so strong it made my skin crawl. I couldn’t really read his expression, , but the seriousness and curiosity in his voice made me scared.“What exactly were you two talking about?” His voice was calm—too calm.No one answered.I couldn’t. Laila wouldn’t.My heart was pounding so fast in my chest, so loud it felt like it was about to explode. Panic took over me, suffocating me from the inside out. He had heard us. He had to have. But how much? I prayed he didn’t know everything, though the curiosity in his eyes made it clear he suspected something.I swallowed, my thoughts getting out of control. If he knew… if he figured out the truth—that he had married the wrong sister—he would burn our entire pack to the ground. He would destroy everything.Perrin was ruthless. He didn’t tolerate deception, betrayal, or mistakes. And this? This was all three. I couldn’t forget how he had beaten a man to death for betrayi
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QUINN POVDamn... I winced in my half-asleep state, shifting uncomfortably in bed as I tried to understand the pounding pain in my head. Sunlight slipped through the windows, hitting my face directly. At the same time, Nausea rose in my throat, making it impossible to function properly. “Help…” I mumbled, still half-asleep, the headache throbbing deep in my skull. It was overwhelming, unlike anything I had felt before. “I see you are awake,” a familiar voice said suddenly. Slowly, I opened my eyes, only to be blinded by the bright rays streaming through the curtains. I quickly shut them again, using my hand to block the light while my vision adjusted. “What’s going on?” I asked groggily, sitting up and running my fingers through my hair. My breath caught when I saw Alpha Perrin sitting across from me, his expression serious. My stomach dropped. What had I done to deserve such a cold stare this early in the morning? “I have been waiting for you to wake up,” he said icil
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PERRIN POVThis feeling, this intense, unbearable craving… It hit me out of nowhere, knocking the breath from my lungs. What the hell was happening to me? Seeing her earlier today in that dress, fuck.. That dress had done something to me. I hadn’t been able to stop looking, wanting, imagining what was underneath. And now? Now she was sitting next to me, and I wanted to ruin her. Her scent was messing with my head, making my body burn in ways I couldn’t explain. I needed her closer, needed to feel her against me, under me, everywhere. She had kissed me first, and I swear I lost all control; I wanted more.My fingers slid to the back of her neck, gripping gently as I pulled her in. The moment our lips touched, a groan rumbled from deep inside me. Fuck, she tasted good. Better than I imagined, sweet, soft, sinful. My tongue pushed past her lips, teasing, claiming, devouring. She whimpered, melting against me, and I nearly lost my mind. "You taste like cherries," I murmured a
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Quinn pov “What the hell is going on here?” he said coldly, walking closer with no expression on his face. The entire party froze. No one moved. Everyone stood still as Alpha Perrin closed the distance between us, his eyes raking over my mother. She immediately lowered her hand, recoiling in fear. “I will ask again. What is going on?” he said, his voice patient but firm. Something about him sent a weird, creepy chill through me. He was serious—so serious that it made my skin prickle with fear.“Just family matters, Alpha Perrin…” my father suddenly said. “Actually, I don’t know what came over my daughter, Quinn. She had too much to drink and suddenly started attacking her sister. My wife and I were just trying to diffuse the situation.” “Diffuse the situation by hitting my wife?” Perrin asked, his tone growing even more serious—more intimidating, more dangerous. Did he just call me his wife too? “Not exactly hitting…” my mother said quickly. “It was more like scolding. I ju
Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote what the hell is going on here
QUINN POV "Are you sure you should be drinking that much, ma’am?" the barman at the far corner of the party asked. I ignored him, taking another drink and drowning into intoxication. My alcohol tolerance was rock bottom—horrible, to be more precise. I knew drinking this much wouldn’t sit right with my body, but at that very moment, I could barely care. I needed to forget. Forget the torment. Forget the horrible memories flooding my mind. I needed a desperate escape from reality. "Can I have another one?" I asked, holding up my empty cup and waiting patiently for him to pour me something else. "Ma’am..." He leaned in closer, his voice dropping to a whisper. "I am sure you have noticed—this is a private party for elites across various packs. The fact that you are here means you are important. And trust me, you want to keep that noble image of yours. Alcohol probably isn’t the best idea right now." "What are you saying?" I slurred, my words thick and clumsy. My vision
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Alpha Perrin POV I scanned the room, my eyes sharp as I looked for Quinn. The party buzzed around me, conversations mixing with laughter, the clink of glasses echoing against the walls. I’d searched the entire hall, asking damn near everyone if they’d seen her, and now I was getting frustrated. Where the hell was she?I spotted her then, standing off to the side near a quiet corner. She wasn’t mingling, wasn’t even pretending to. Just... standing there, staring down at the drink in her hand like it was the only thing keeping her grounded. My jaw clenched. She wasn’t just drinking; she was hiding. I made my way over to her, the people around me fading into the background. As I got closer, she didn’t even look up. I stopped right in front of her, blocking her view of whatever it was that had her so focused. “What are you doing here?” I demanded, my voice low but sharp.She finally lifted her gaze, and for a moment, I didn’t know what to make of her expression. There was a smile on her
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Quinn POV Alpha Perrin stood just a few feet away, his eyes locked on us with a stare so strong it made my skin crawl. I couldn’t really read his expression, but the seriousness and curiosity in his voice made me scared.“What exactly were you two talking about?” His voice was calm—too calm.No one answered.I couldn’t. Laila wouldn’t.My heart was pounding so fast in my chest, so loud it felt like it was about to explode. Panic took over me, suffocating me from the inside out. He had heard us. He had to have. But how much? I prayed he didn’t know everything, though the curiosity in his eyes made it clear he suspected something.I swallowed, my thoughts getting out of control. If he knew… if he figured out the truth—that he had married the wrong sister—he would burn our entire pack to the ground. He would destroy everything.Perrin was ruthless. He didn’t tolerate deception, betrayal, or mistakes. And this? This was all three. I couldn’t forget how he had beaten a man to death for
