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ANOTHER CHAPTER I quickly dropped the poison back between the flowers, my hands shaking as cold sweat trickled down my forehead. Swallowing hard, I straightened up, forcing a smile that didn’t quite reach my eyes."Hey, Adler…" My voice came out calm, too calm.His eyes flickered over me, scanning me from head to toe, a slight frown forming on his face.Had he seen me with the poison? Even if he hadn’t, he might have caught its scent. He was too close."You smell like fear, Your Majesty," he said, tilting his head slightly. "Did I scare you?"Great. At least my overwhelming fear was masking the poison’s scent for now. Hopefully, he would focus on that instead."Kind of…" I forced out a nervous laugh, trying to keep my pounding heart in check. "I was just admiring the flowers, checking if they needed water. I wasn’t expecting anyone to be here since, you know, no one ever comes here."He nodded slowly, as if considering my words, and for a split second, I wondered, when did I get so
Last Updated : 2025-02-08Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote to poison the Alpha
QUINN POV“You are holding me too tight!” I exclaimed as Alpha Perrin’s hand grabbed my arm, dragging me into the room. “Let me go,” I added, pulling my hand free from his grasp.He sighed, as if I was frustrating him, then walked over to the door and closed it behind him. His eyes stayed on me for a moment before he said, “Didn’t anyone tell you that you are not supposed to be outside during this period?”I crossed my arms over my chest, raising a brow. “Why?” I asked, inhaling before adding, “I needed some fresh air, so I decided to take a walk. I mean, I can’t just lie around like a couch potato until I heal your legs, Alpha Perrin.”He raised a brow at my words.“This isn’t about lying around. I don’t care what you do with yourself, but you should know that in this season, it’s not appropriate for the queen of the pack to wander outside.” He paused, letting out another sigh before continuing, “Starting tomorrow, you stay indoors. And I mean it.”“This is about mating season, is
Last Updated : 2025-02-09Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote The poison
QUINN POV“What the hell is that?” I asked, looking at Gianna, who had a smile on her face. I was trying so hard to act ignorant. I couldn’t admit to her that it belonged to me. She glanced at the poison, then back at me, before a smile spread across her lips. “Oh, now you wanna play dumb?” She let out a small laugh and rolled her eyes. “I saw you earlier today digging through that vase looking for something. I had to take a peek, and I found this. Now you are back tonight, still looking through the same thing. It's definitely this you are searching for, isn’t it?” she asked, holding up the poison.“I don’t know what you are talking about..” I took a deep breath, clenching my fists tightly. “Excuse me, I should be inside right now…” I tried to push past her, hoping to get into the room before she could ask me more questions.“Not so fast...” she said, her words halting me in my tracks. “What if I show this to Alpha Perrin? Guess we will just have to leave him to ask the questions, li
Last Updated : 2025-02-10Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote What if I want you to lose control?
QUINN POVDamn it, do you ever listen?” Perrin’s said making me feel nothing but fear. “How hard is it to stay in one place? You make it seem impossible.” I swallowed, my throat suddenly dry. I knew I was pushing my luck, but I couldn’t just sit still and let someone discover the poison, even though stupid Gianna later did.“I am sorry, I just…” I hesitated, trying to find the right words, something that wouldn’t set him off even more. “I just wanted some fresh air. I was only in the gardens. That is all.”I lowered my eyes , unable to meet his blue eyes. There was a bit of silence. The kind that made my heart hammer in my ears.Then, finally, he spoke.“If you have that much energy, you might as well use it for something useful.” He shifted slightly in his chair, his powerful aura making it impossible to breathe properly. “Like finishing your work on my leg. That way, we both stay focused.”I didn’t respond right away, just stared at him. His eyes had returned to that deep, hypn
Last Updated : 2025-02-11Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote Have you ever been touched… down there?”
QUINN POV Fuck.What the hell did I just say?He stared at me, his expression one I could not read . Was he confused? Amused? Turned on? I couldn’t tell, and honestly, I didn’t know which answer would be worse.This was the moment I should stand up, step back, and pretend none of this ever happened. But I didn’t. I couldn’t. It was like something held me in place, refusing to let me move.“If you actually want something to happen…” he murmured, his voice smooth, controlled. He took my hand and placed it on his chest, holding it there.Fuck.Solid muscle. Rock hard. Heat radiated from his body, and my fingers twitched against his skin.I loved it. I wanted it.“We can always work it out,” he said, dragging my hand lower.My breath stopped. My fingers traced over the ridges of his abs, and fuck, they felt even better than I had imagined. And I had imagined this a lot.His hand guided mine lower, past his stomach. My heart pounded so hard it hurt. My breathing turned ragged. His eyes l
Last Updated : 2025-02-12Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote “Fuck restraint. I am taking you tonight.”
QUINN’S POVMy heart stopped for a second. Did he really just ask me that? Heat rushed through my body so fast I thought I might pass out. The way he stood so damn close wasn’t helping either, his body heat, his scent, all of it messing with my head.“I asked you a question, Quinn…” His voice dipped low, almost teasing, almost dangerous. His eyes stayed locked on mine, unblinking, like he was daring me to look away.I swallowed. Holding his gaze felt impossible. It wasn’t just his ridiculously perfect face—it was him. His presence. The way he made me feel small and trapped, like I had nowhere to run even if I wanted to.“I… I don’t…” My voice barely came out.His hands found my waist. His fingers brushed over my skin, sending a shiver straight down my spine. And then he pulled me in one firm tug, just enough to make my chest press against his.Fuck. What was he doing?“Alpha Perrin…” His name barely made it past my lips, my voice weak, almost breathless. I knew there was no stopping h
Last Updated : 2025-02-13Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote He was going to kill me. I was dead.
QUINN POV The feeling of his lips against mine, I wasn’t sure if I would ever get used to it as he kissed me hungrily.I wasn’t sure if it was the alcohol from that night making my memories hazy, but this kiss felt different from the kiss we had in the car. This one was more full of passion and desire. I leaned against the balcony rail as I felt his lips on mine, so intense it felt like I might burst.It was pure passion. I moaned against his lips as his hands squeezed my breasts. They felt perfect in his hands, and I almost lost control as he played with my nipples, which were easy to reach because of the thin material of my dress.He flicked them gently, pinching them, making me gasp. As soon as I did, he slid his tongue into my mouth, fighting for control. I had never been kissed like this before. In fact, I had never been kissed by anyone until Alpha Perrin.Yes, my life had been that bad, but kissing like this made me realize I had missed out on so much when it came to intimacy.
Last Updated : 2025-02-14Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote “Have her sleep in the dungeons tonight.”
QUINN POV"I knew it!" Gianna said. If I didn’t know any better, I would think she actually cared about Alpha Perrin and wasn’t just thrilled that my secrets were finally getting exposed. "I knew from day one that she was up to no good, that she was evil and wicked. I tried to warn you, Alpha Perrin. I tried to warn everyone."Alpha Perrin clenched the little letter Gianna had given him, his grip tightening until the paper crumpled. His icy cold eyes slowly turned toward me.Shit. If looks could kill, I would be dead already.His expression was difficult to read, but that only made him more terrifying. He was going to kill me. He was probably already thinking of a hundred ways to do it."It’s not…" I stammered, struggling to find the right words. "It’s not what you think… I just—" I couldn’t finish. My heart was pounding so fast that all I could do was stutter."You stupid, lying bitch! Are you about to deny it again?" Gianna snapped, suddenly lunging at me. "You murderous, evil woma
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QUINNTheodore's words rang in my ear, as what he said rang in my ear again.This whole scenario made me realize one thing, "I didn't really know what I wanted. I was confused and conflicted between two people and i didn't think that a decision or a choice would be this difficult to make," I went north with Theodore, my arms hugging tight against me. The moving steps felt as if they were treading on thin and heavy ground.I don't understand why I agreed to this. I should have stayed by Perrin. He was the one I've chosen long ago. I already said I'm not leaving.So why does being here feel like betrayal? I thought, confused.He was a few strides ahead of me, relaxed, not like me, not holding any air of uncertainty. Not anxious, moving as if he belonged.There was something I really wanted to say, but the words failed me.And that stretched the silence between us.At last, Theodore stopped then turned toward me. His gold eyes are soft against mine."You don't have to be awkward, Quinn
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QUINNAs I watched Theodore, about to leave my sight, my lips betrayed me, "Theodore."His name slipped my lips so easily, so naturally. I don’t even know why I said it. But, the moment I did, Theodore stopped.He turned slowly, eyes locking with my golden hues. He didn't say anything, but he didn't need it. I could feel it in the air- he was thinking I wanted him to stay.I could feel that Perrin was boiling beside me, I didn't need a seer to tell me that I had just provoked him because if I was in his shoes, I would have been provoked as well.I turned to Perrin, deciding to explain to him, "The thing is… I've known Theodore for some time now, Perrin. He was my childhood friend and we've been almost inseparable," I said.Perrin was quiet and feared me greatly.The room was now silent or rather hushed. The pack, the Elders, and the guards watched and waited. Their gaze flickered between the three of us. I had just stopped Theodore. What did that mean? I couldn't even comprehend why
Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote chapter
QUINN Perrin growled as he twitched next to me; it was the sound I had heard before: A warning, full of anger and pain.Just like any other wolf, Perrin didn't take what he heard lightly My eyes widened as I felt that I was in deep trouble, for a second, my heart was racing fast, and I was confused for a second. I was numb earlier but I suddenly became aware of my surroundings and it then that I realized a hand around meI was hugging Theodore! My mind was racing, processing my surroundings; the way things happened all at once made it extremely hard for me to comprehend.The room went quiet. All eyes were on me. The Elders, the pack members, the guards: they all looked at me suddenly frozen with shock, confusion, even anger. But the scariest of the lot was Perrin.His hands were in fists; his jaw was tight. His chest rose and fell heavily, and his dark eyes burned in rage. He looked like he was barely holding himself back from shifting, from attacking.I swallowed hard before my br
Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote chapter
QUINNJust like I expected, the next morning came quickly and I was overjoyed and nervous at the same time. In some minutes from now, I'll be made the Luna of this great pack, the thought alone made me blush.The sunlight reflected into my room through the curtains, making the room bright made me smile. My heart raced as I lay still for a moment to grasp the reality of what today meant. Today, I would be made Luna, the official leader of this pack. An equal to Perrin. Any remaining thoughts were interrupted by a knock at the door. "Come in," I called, sitting up. The door opened, revealing a group of the heads of each serving group in the pack house."It is time to prepare, Luna Quinn," one of them said while bowing. Luna Quinn. The words sent a chill down my spine; the thought alone was overwhelming, and now I was in the reality of it. The smile on my face was inevitable as the only thing that went through my small mind was Perrin. He made all of this possible.This reminded me
Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote chapter
QUINN"Oh my God," I yawned in bed as I stood to my feet. Even with all the troubles I had and hate that I have received, I was certain of one thing, I found love where I never thought I would find it. I found strength in myself that I didn't know existed. Most importantly, I found a home because of where I was and who I was with.Perrin.He had turned into my refuge, my rock, my everything.Even when I was still coming to terms with my past, he always stood by my side. Even when I mustered every ounce of my strength to tell myself I didn't matter; he would be there saying, "You do matter." And now, I couldn't even begin to consider my life without himI needn't have to.I and Perrin walked silently as his thumb stroked slow, soothing circles on the back of my hand. My heart beat in a steady rhythm, not because of nerves but because of the quiet confidence that, whatever lay ahead, I wanted to face it with him.In a few minutes, we stepped into an opening. It was absolutely beautiful
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Quinn's POV The days after that day became slow and numb as I still couldn't come to peace with what my parents had said.Oops. I forgot, that they completely made it clear to me that I was no longer their child, or rather in the same words they used, they said I was never their childI've been someone else my whole life. The thought of it made me wonder if I had ever experienced a love from family beforeBut who? Who was the family? I had no one! It was disheartening.The truth had smashed to pieces everything I ever thought about myself. I had lived my whole life trying to please those who had never really wanted me. And now that I knew it, I didn't know what to do with that knowledge.Perrin stood beside me through it all.He did not push me into talking when I was not ready. He did not tell me to forget or move on. He just stayed, his presence strong and steady, like an anchor keeping me from drifting too far into the storm of my thoughts.In the beginning, I hardly opened my mou
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PERRIN POV The instant those words fell from her parents' lips, her face instantly turned paleStepping back, she shook her head. "No. . you're lying."Her mother just smirked. "Believe what you want; it won't change the truth."Quinn's breathing gradually, trying to comprehend what was happening, her mind was reeling. She was looking back and forth between them, searching for something, anything, that could possibly indicate they were wrong. There was nothing.I knew the moment the full weight of those words washed over her.Then she ran."Quinn!" I yelled and stretched my hand toward her, but she was already gone.Through the doors she charged, her cloak trailing in the wind as she slipped into the black of night.My blood boiled. I turned to her parents, fists clenched. "Leave," I snarled. "Now."Her father laughed mockingly. "You can't order us around."I stepped toward him, my voice low and stern. "If you ever show your face again in my pack, I will kill you.""If there's somet
Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote Laila's death
PERRINWalking from a distance down the long corridor to see Quinn, I heard shouting. Not just shouting, there must definitely have been heated arguments between them, turning even into a little fight that I expected not too much of. Just in a blink, Laila was over the balcony, clutching the railing for support with her hands. Quinn staggered back against the railing of the balcony, with Laila pushing her, trying to throw her over. Furiously, I headed down toward them, but before I arrived, Laila was already over the fence, limbs throwing about like crazy, trying to grab onto anything. But nothing seems to witness her last breath. Gone.The screams filled the area as I ran forward, I caught the railing by grasp and looked out below. Laila's body remained still. I turned back towards Quinn. Clutching onto the railing, she was breathing harshly and wide-eyed with shock. I reached out to her. "Are you injured?" She shook her head, trembling even now. "She... she tried to push me."
Married to the disabled Alpha : his antidote chapter
QUINNI narrowed my eyes, trying not to believe him.Perrin beckoned for me to follow him and I did. We got to his office, and standing in there with the thought that my elder sister had been dragged away was disheartening.I swallowed hard as Perrin turned to me, asking, “Tell me what happened! All that I didn't listen to before, I'm ready to listen now!" I looked down and then turned to the side as I didn't want to gaze into his eyes.I started talking, telling him about the night I was taken and how the guards had accused me of poisoning Gianna. How they never let me explain, never gave me a chance to defend myself. I told him how they had dragged me to a cold, dark cell, how they had starved me, beaten me, and forced me to heal until I was too weak to stand.I told him about their murmurs, making sure I left nothing out. The way the pack had turned against me so easily. How no one had come for me.How I had given up hope.Perrin listened, frowning at every word. His fists clenched
