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Married to the dangerous Don Z
3 weeks...three fucken weeks and Amber hasn't spoken to me.. it's fucken killing me.I can't even draw anything reasonable without him drifting his way into my mind.I don't know but he's been rather calm lately. He's barely at home and the few times he's around, he's in his room or he's in his office.I've been trying honestly .... maybe a little too hard but I'm looking really stupid these days just trying to get him to talk.I'm sorry but I'm lonely in this place...most of the time I talk to James, Aaron and I don't really relate that well and Asher isn't a social person. Mrs Williams has a lot of things doing and Sam has work to do.Honestly if I didn't get this studio....I don't know how I would have survived But I still need company..I know I said I wanted every damn space and all....but like it's way too much.And I feel like we just started getting along... now this?I looked at the time....it was 10:56pm.I could actually stay longer till like midnight honestly... because th
Last Updated : 2023-07-14Married to the dangerous Don AA
AmberLexy Fucken MattewsI don't know what exactly this girl is doing to me, but I don't like it...I don't like it at all.I am unconsciously creating a small part of my black heart for this woman to slip inside.I woke up this morning and found myself holding this girl like my life depended on it to survive.I saw myself in the most vulnerable position in the world, and she was holding me back!Like I couldn't move at a point, I felt like I was breaking inside.I started having this nostalgic feeling and it was driving me nuts.It reminded me of my mother, it reminded me how close she use to hold it me... and fuck it was breaking me I pulled away sharply and she stirred.I immediately regretted it.I was lucky she didn't wake up.Fuck this woman is beautiful... like sometimes I wonder how the fuck she's married to me.I remembered last night, and everything that happened.I can't believe I actually told her to stay back....and she fucken did...damn!I took a deep breath in and rele
Last Updated : 2023-07-18Married to the dangerous Don BB
Lexy...I rolled a bit for the 1000th time that day and to My greatest surprise, those huge soothing hands weren't around me anymore.I opened my eyes, the bed was empty..be was gone.How the fuck did I not know?Everytime he stirred in his sleep I'll be forcefully woken up and I'll have to hug him tightly and tell him to go back to sleep.Gosh he's such a big baby.I don't think I want to go to work today... might just stay back a little and hope that Amber actually tells me why he's been off lately.I got a better view of his room...Damn it was huge and gloomy goshhhWhat kind of dark aesthetic is this???I feel like ripping off those scary drapes and replacing them with something less creepy... But I can't, this isn't my room either way Last time I was here I couldn't really see the room, but now is creepy.I rolled out of his bed and walked out of his room quietly and went into my room to freshen up.***An hour later I was done and went to find Amber.He was having breakfast
Last Updated : 2023-07-20Married to the dangerous Don CC
Club 001 I just hate this place, I mean seriously we could have gone anywhere in the world than here.He turned off the engine and took his headphones off and then opened the door and got out.I did the same tho it wouldn't be so bad if he oh I don't know opened the car for me and all...I'm just saying.He didn't put his hands around me like last time, he didn't hold me... nothing...he just started walking towards the building.Then he stopped abruptly and turned around and saw me still standing beside his car.He looked at me confused and then sighed and walked back towards me."What?", he asked.I didn't say anything, honestly I didn't even know what he wanted me to say...I just held unto my bag like a three year old."Let's go in", he said."Why?", I asked.He arched his brow, "What do you mean why?"."Why here, what am I doing here, why did you bring me here exactly...I really don't understand", I said.He rubbed his temple,"Lexy, we're not going to do this today, okay? let's go
Last Updated : 2023-07-20Married to the dangerous Don DD
Two..three.. four... five...I've lost count of the amount of drinks I've had.It's been a while since I last went drunk, and today I want nothing in my head other than bubbles because I don't want to think tonight..I wish that by morning I will forget everything about tonight.I noticed someone sit beside me, but I was least concerned as I forced the bitter liquid down my throat."You declined my presence for alcohol? now I'm sure you do not have taste at all", I heard the person beside me say.I turned to look at him sluggishly and a saw a faint image of this man that looked my dad's age.I scoffed, "What is it with you old men and young ladies, geez didn't you have a life when you were younger?", I mumbled.He smirked, "Old or not, I can take you round the world with just one machine", he said."Yeah sure with your fully erected 5inches dick, of course you can ", I said rolling my eyes."You seem fierce, I like you", he said.I laughed a little."What's funny darling?", he asked."
Last Updated : 2023-07-22Married to the dangerous Don EE
You see the shit they call Alcohol??Fuck it!!!!I just woke up on Amber's bed today and I wondered what exactly I'm doing here, and then every damn memory of last night flashed into my head and I fucken screamed.Like holy fuck I told Amber that I use to have sex dreams of him, I fucken told him that, and I regret it...!!!!I regret every damn thing that happened last night, what the fuck was I even saying? Shit shit shit fuck fuck fuck shit fucken shit, fuckkkkkkkkkkk.Oh My God all my standards and morals in the trashhhhhh.How am I even supposed to even look him in the face 😭😭Fuck you vodka!I immediately jump out of bed just incase he comes in again, I am not ready to see him, I'll be so fucken embarrassed.I'm so lucky I didn't even talk about my conversation with Tiffany yesterday.Fuck me.I tip toe to the door and opened it quietly, I poked my head out like a three year old and looked left to right about a thousand times before I ran into my room and shut the door behind
Last Updated : 2023-07-23Married to the dangerous Don FF
There's a very certain sexual tension between Amber and i, and it's very very thick.Like... the eye contacts...The meeting in very uncomfortable positions lately....The stares... the looks...His words... the way he responds to things.I almost forgot what his father did to me.But no I could never tho.This morning while having breakfast with the boys...Aaron said something about his father and I froze.Like on the spot."Amber can you see your dad?", I asked calmly.All of them stopped their conversation and looked at me like I was crazy."You ? you want to see my dad?", he asked confirming if I was normal.Of course I'm not fucken normal!Jesus Christ Tiffany told me not to talk about these people or anything related to them else they'll kill me!But then I want to investigate on this..I want to know the real truth and I want to know who's involved and why they're doing this to innocent people!"Yes", they exchanged glances... very much confused."I'm sorry I gotta ask....uhm..
Last Updated : 2023-07-29Married to the dangerous Don GG
I've been unable to think properly for the past 2 days without Amber bumping into my thoughts.For months I've thought I was the saint here, I just realized that I was the monster.Not completely but then...If everything Aaron said that day was true, then I have to be honest with you... I've been too harsh on him.For someone to do all those things by himself and is still struggling to keep me, he's beyond strong.Like.... how can one person carry such amount of pain in one body.Amber is not the monster here, it's his father.That bastard!I don't know where he came from honestly... but he has to go.If Amber doesn't kill him then I will.I strolled downstairs and heard the boys arguing about something...I decided not to care and started heading straight to the kitchen."Good, Lexy is here, Lexy can you please come over", James said stopping me.I groaned, "What?", I said switching lanes and walked towards them."So Jonah had a vacation reservation... you know Jonah right?", he aske
Last Updated : 2023-07-29
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Married to the dangerous Don Chapter 70
LEXY *I love this Amber, I love him so much and I wish life would last forever.He's been treating me like I'm the baby. He doesn't let me do anything, like nothing at all.He gives me a warm bath every morning, helps me brush my teeth, gets me clothed in very comfortable clothes, he cooks now since Mrs Williams have been absent for a while now, I think she's staying with her niece that recently gave birth or something.And he ensures we do gentle exercises and we work out often.He turned the basement into a gym. And yes he's becoming pretty muscular now and good in the eyes.My Art Gallery is finally officially open. It was one of the best and happiest days of my life, and none of it would have happened without Nicole Anderson and of course Amber.But since I was pregnant, Mrs Anderson was the one managing everything till I'm fully ready to work. She's literally my art idol, imagine your role model working for you, perks of being Amber's Wife.."So ... I was thinking", he said.
Married to the dangerous Don Chapter 69
AMBER I've been so anxious to see Lexy. When she called that she had a surprise, my mind went to a million places .I wanted to pick her up at the airport but James already said he was going to.It was so good seeing everyone again, they looked so happy as cheerful, honestly the distance was just what we needed.When I saw Lexy, she looked so different. She had added a little weight and she had this long big gown on her, but regardless she looked so beautiful and happy, the fact that she was happy was everything for me.Seeing her smile so genuinely, it was so pleasant.But then ... she didn't hug me back the way I expected her to... two seconds later she already pulled away.It made me feel weird for the moment.Then she wanted us to talk about our personal growth. To be very honest, I've grown a lot. There's so much personal development that I never knew I could have reached to this point.And then she dropped the bomb shell."You're pregnant?"."Oh my God"."I'm going to be an Au
Married to the dangerous Don Chapter 68
I called all the boys to suspend whatever shit they were doing and get back to Italy.I was 6 months pregnant now, and I was done with Therapy and every other thing.Besides my Gallery opening was in a week time but I wanted to inform the boys about it first.None of them know about it, even Sam, like I've been so good keeping this a secret from them.Apparently, Amber's seeds swim pretty fast, it was that time he came over to see me and we fucked, I definitely didn't see it coming. I've been so anxious, only Mrs Anderson knew about it. I've been so anxious about breaking the news to them.I was having a little baby bump now, but it wasn't even obviously because I naturally have a flat tummy.At least my vegetarian lifestyle and fitness paid off.But I still didn't want them to notice a thing, so I wore this very long bubba gown.James said he was going to come pick me up and I haven't been any happier to see him.When I arrived at the airport, he ran to hug me.But I had to be caref
Married to the dangerous Don Chapter 67
I travelled back to Miami and I told my therapist all about it, and in all honesty, she was disappointed initially, but then she said she was also very proud of me for fighting it and the sudden realization that revenge won't solve anything. She said she was also proud of me for trying to help Laura. She said I was making progress.Rodrigo's body was found in his house and apparently, no one was even trying to investigate his demise because they saw it coming, he'd lived a shitty life.I spoke to Amber when I got home, he said he could have sworn that he saw someone who looked exactly like me in Italy.I teased him that he missed me so much he's now seeing me everywhere, but the possibility of that being me is Very very high.I'm ok now, I'm better now. But I'm honestly so worried about Laura. I don't want to get involved in her life because from the looks of it, it's really shitty. But I worry for her everyday.Mrs Anderson was getting a tattoo of a butterfly on her back and so she
Married to the dangerous Don Chapter 66
I was packing to leave back to Miami, I'm guessing my therapist is really not going to like what I've done.She's going to talk about me not letting go the rage that has been holding me down all these years.My door flew open and Laura barged in with a cigarette."How the fuck did you get in?"."Why did you hesitate to kill that man?", she asked, same look she had the first time I saw her."What?"."He said things that hurt you, badly, and you were going to chicken away, just like that?"."Well now that I've killed him, what happens next?"."So you mean to tell me that you're not getting the least satisfaction from what you did? not even a little?".I shrugged, "I do, buy does it worth it?"."Does it matter? you got what you wanted? aren't you happy?"."No... honestly. Look it was a stupid thing to even think of. Revenge... The Sweetness of revenge lasts only for a second... for the minute, but then the reality kicks in. It was all a complete waste of time. Nothing has changed. ""But
Married to the dangerous Don Chapter 65
It was 11pm when Laura and I pulled up in front of Rodrigo's house. She had already taken care of everything before now, the security was put to sleep because their drink was drugged. Laura suggested we just poison them to death but I didn't want to get them involved.The security cameras were all turned off and the house was empty, just Rodrigo was inside.We opened the door and went straight to his room.It was a horrible sight, he was having a threesome."Get out!", Laura yelled at the girls there pointing a gun at them.They immediately stopped and grabbed their clothes and ran out of the house.Laura pulled one of them back and pointed a gun to her throat, "If you say a word to anyone about what happened today, I will come for you and your entire family", she threatened.The girl nodded in fear and ran away.We turned back to Rodrigo who was shaking on the bad. He had the sheets covering his nude body.Laura went to him and sat right beside him and kept the gun on his head."Reme
Married to the dangerous Don Chapter 64
I know I said that I was done with Drama and I just wanted to heal, but there was one more thing I had to do- Find my dad's killer and know exactly what happened.My sister and my mother are resting in peace knowing they've gotten justice, but not my father. And although he lived a shitty life, he made the biggest sacrifice for us to be safe by quiting Mafia.This time around I didn't want to get Amber or his family involved, and I didn't want to get Sam involved either, this was going to be some crazy ass shit but it was going to worth every minute of it.I flew back to Italy quietly, didn't even let anyone know I was in town. I went to my dad's house, I had refused to sell it or give it out ever since he died because too many memories where here, I grew up here, my entire life was this place. It was my safe haven when I was a kid... It ended up being a prison for me eventually because I was asked never to leave but... this was my home.I had a suspect in mind; Rodrigo, he was my fa
Married to the dangerous Don Chapter 63
I linked up with Mrs Anderson a month later. She choked me with sympathy about what happened, and I really didn't need that. I'd almost say I've become her PA, she takes me to every art exhibition she goes to and she tells everyone about my art and invites as much people as she can for my Gallery opening. Gracefully, this time around, there's no abusive ex to ruin it.I asked her about Conrad and she said he's been sad, that which I was very happy about, she also told me that Amber took care of him, that I definitely didn't expect to hear.We went for one Women conference in Brazil recently and, I must say it's been refreshing traveling out and meeting new people with similar minds and stories as yours.I've met ex wives and mistresses of Don's and Mafia's and all I can say is, I'm truly lucky, because not even one of them mentioned anything about their man changing or becoming a better person, talk less of for them. Everytime I hear a woman who has been with a Mafia man tell their
Married to the dangerous Don Chapter 62
When I woke up, I expected to have this after adrenaline rush regret but I didn't. I found myself smiling sheepishly. God I've missed Amber, and this whole heated sex that happened is going to make it very hard for me to distance myself from him like how I said I would.He opened the door gently as if not trying to wake me up but I was already wide awake."Hi", he said softly."Hey", I said.He was fully dressed."Leaving so soon?", I asked.He fiddled with his watch."I thought you might not want to see me when you wake up", he said."Why not? you've fucked me countlessly, it's not like I'm your one night stand or anything".He laughed.He came over to the bed and hugged me."I'm really going to miss you", he says softly."I'm going to miss you more".We were quiet, not saying anything at all."Do we really have to do this?", I asked.He nodded and pulled away still holding my hands, "Yeahh, I want you to, I don't want to be a toxic husband or dad or whatever, I want to be perfect f
