He was handsome.... extremely handsome.
He had this hot boy aura whenever he walked and he carried himself like what he was -a freaking king.But regardless of his amazing physical appearance, he had a very bad character and his name is well spoken of.In all honesty, I was expecting to meet him all pissed up with an angry look on his face and yell out me and probably punish me for shouting at him or something.But no.. he seemed calm and the total opposite of how I imagined him to be... maybe I caught him in a good mood.James did say he had fifty shades of his personality.I went back to my room and told Sam about it and man did she scream.She asked me if he was ugly and I couldn't lie... he was too hot to even lie about.But then I told her not to freak about it too much that he was a criminal, a gangster and a Mafian, all in one.I took a shower and found some comfort clothes to wear and found Mrs Williams and asked her if she could get me some paint.. like a lot of colors.She didn't question, about an hour later there were four mini paint buckets in front of my tiom waiting for me.I decided to spend the day decorating my room and giving it a bit of color.In the end, I decided to paint the room with every single Colo giving it a lovely pattern and nice design and before I knew it, it was already dark.Mrs Williams came over to my room and knocked and told me that dinner was ready.I thought about changing out of my clothes but then I shrugged and went downstairs anyways.As I approached the stairs, I heard people chattering...more like grown matured men with the mixture of James and Amber's voice.Probably having a meeting to discuss "business", My father use to have one almost everyday and it sickens me to think that I would have to experience this for a very long time too...not till eternity of course because I'm definitely not gonna live here for long.I reached the base of the stairs anyways and headed towards the dinning table and met four guys sitting there talking and laughing, they all paused when they saw me.Of course I worth pausing for... I'm a goddess."Uhh.. bro is that your wife?", I heard one of them ask.Amber looked up and met my eyes and then he looked back down at his food uninterested."Apparently", he replied.They just kept looking at me over and over again like I was some monument.I rolled my eyes and took a seat beside James, he's clearly the only person that Acts sane."Oh I forgot to introduce you to the boys Lexy", Mrs Williams said smiling."This is Aaron, he's Amber's immediate younger brother", she said pointing at this guy with brown hair just like that of Amber, but his wasn't long like Amber's, it was short and neat.He had a pair of nice black eyes and he too was equally good looking, but not like Amber."And this is Asher, he's Amber's junior brother, he's the youngest of the pair", she said pointing to this guy with brown wavy curly hair, he had glasses on and he looked like a nerd.His eyes were Raven color, and I'm guessing it's only Amber with light blue eyes."And that's Amber and James his Best friend you've already met them I presume, boys this is Amber's new wife, please treat her nicely , she's a lovely personality, the boys usually have breakfast and dinner here, it's been like a culture since they were kids to eat together, don't worry they're nice little animals", she said and headed back to the kitchen.I started at my food and cursed inwardly...I can't eat this I'm on a diet."Why are you covered in paint?", James asked."Oh I was painting my room", I said casually picking up a fork."What?", Aaron asked."Well the place looked a bit too boring and plain so I decided to spice it up a bit", I said like trying hard to act normal... apparently... they're my in-laws.*Gags inwardly*I continued staring down at my food contemplating on whether I should just skip one day on my vegan calendar and break my 456 days challenge for tonight or just go to bed hungry as usual and wake up at night to search for fruits and berries."You don't seem to be enjoying your food, what's wrong?", God I love this James guy...of all people you decided to give me, why didn't you give me James?!!He's so caring and he pays attention to details.I dropped the fork."Vegan... I'm a vegan...I can't eat this it'll ruin all my hard work ", I said.Amber scoffed and then chuckled.I don't get what's funny? I didn't laugh at you when you didn't show up on our wedding day? so why throwing unnecessary tantrums?!!!"It doesn't worth it " He said, his deep British accent leaving so easily from those devil created lips.......... that he has probably used to kill people!!! so snap out of it Lexy.I gave him a look."And why would you say so? you don't seem to see the advantage so keep the opinion to yourself", I said.He dropped his fork."Quick assessment, what have you actually gained from being a vegan?", he asked."Well I've been a lot healthier than usual. My skin glows and I don't need any artificials to make myself any better, I barely even apply lotion and I'm still good to go", when I got to college, I was so obsessed with my body that I did everything I could to keep up the glowNow I'm obsessed with trying to get out of this house and staying alive."Do you still fall sick?", he asked."Yes but -""Do you still go to the gym?""I do, but-""And the money you spend of vegetables, can't it actually buy your skin lotions?", he asked."It can.. but that's like -""Exactly, complete waste of time, as far as you get to do the same thing every none vegan does, you're clearly wasting your time ", he said in an end of discussion tone and got up.Then he turned to his brothers, " She's off limits, do anything stupid and I'll hang you on your balls on a tree", he said and walked out.Okay what the fuck just happened?!!First of all...no one has everrr won an argument with me... it's either I win, or you get tired and leave things , but he just shut me up and won an argument over me!!And second of all... the fuck does he mean off limits? like who does he think he is to control my life...huh? just because he feels like we're married doesn't give him the permission to control me..in fact we aren't even married....it was just a joining... that can never be called a wedding.I rolled my eyes and stood up heading for my room."Where are you going?", I heard a familiar British voice beside me.I turned around."To bed obviously", I said."On an empty-?""I'm not hungry, I had a heavy lunch ", I said, got in and banged the door.it was a lie..I only ate some fruits this afternoon and honestly I was hungry as hell.But right now I don't want to be anywhere near him or his criminal brothers, I just wanna be alone and fall asleep and wake up the next day to find myself in my room back there in College.I sighed...I just waI was freaking hungry as hell.I was used to going to bed without eating honestly...but maybe it was because I barely ate anything at all during the day time.I stared at the clock,it was 2:35am.I groaned and got outta bed.I got downstairs and headed to the kitchen hoping I would find at least even milk to drink . I got into the kitchen and turned on the light. I went to the fridge and it was empty.Damn it.I just remembered Mrs Williams saying that she had to go grocery shopping tomorrow.I heard someone chuckle behind me and I swiftly turned and saw Amber leaning on the door with a black tank top and some shorts, he was smirking."What?", I asked."I'm guessing your diet turned out bad?", he said dragging the diet.I rolled my eyes."No...I just need milk", I mumbled staring at the fridge."You hungry?", he asked.And I swear to God I was badly hungry.But no...I wouldn't give him the satisfaction to prove me wrong."No", I mumbled.He strolled past me and opened one of the cupbo
I decided to take James words to heart pay Amber a visit talk to him.And trust me... it's not going to be a nice sweet conversationThe next morning, I headed straight for his house office without knocking and walked in.All eyes in the room went on me and all conversations stopped.Amber was sitting behind his chair doing some paperwork, he slowly lifted his head up when he noticed his brothers stopped talking.His eyes raked my body thoroughly and I swear if eyes had powers I would have been naked by now.His stares were getting really uncomfortable,so I cleared my throat."My eyes are up here", I said and rolled my eyes.He slowly took away his stares from my body to my eyes and then gave me a questioning look.I don't know if it's me or is it that killers have to be so goddamn handsome...is it like part of their eligibilities while signing up? because dammmnnn this man is fucking hotttt.His hair is everywhere on his face and he's not making any effort to remove it, and then the
"Hey James", I said."Sorry uhh, I kinda overhead your conversation, shit that was bad", he said.I shrugged, "Well I was just taking your advice", I said with a shrug."No no no, I said talk to him about it, not yell at him Jesus Lexy no one in the universe has ever yelled at him like that, I swear not even his dad", he said."So what's he going to do? throw me out? or kill me? punish me? take me through painful torture?, I don't mind, anything to get me out of this house", I said with a shrug.He stared at me with a shocked face."You know you're a very wild lady", he said.I laughed, "I'm not, I'm just a feminist and I don't see my feminism dreams coming true if I stay in this building like this", I said."Just try not to upset Amber that much, he's really temperamental", James said."Oh my God I will so upset him till he looses it and actually send me out of here", I said heading back to my bed."Think about Martins, do you really think this whole marriage thing is going to work?
Maybe this is how I'm meant to be.Caged...Alone...And unloved.This was my destiny maybe, to be moving from one circle of danger, fear and restriction to another.I had lost everyone in my family because of this same Mafia nonsense, and now the only way to protect me is sell me into another dangerous and destructive family that'll probably lead me to suicide if I'm not careful.All I want is happiness and true freedom.But what do I get?Pain and suffering... after everything I ever went through before now this?I sighed.My door flew opened interrupting my thoughts.I jerked up from my bed."What the fuck Amber what happened to knocking?", I asked.Ever since our fight two nights ago I've done my best to avoid him and his entire family completely....well except for Mrs Williams and James."My father wants to say you", he says impatiently ignoring my comment.I froze, "What?", I asked."My father wants to see you", he repeated again."Why?", I asked."Geez I don't know Lexy, he hea
Samantha was crying the time she met me on the floor unable to do anything because I felt like I was being choked by something I could barely see."Just take me to my room, please I'll direct you", I managed to say and she carried my in her arms and headed towards the door.Immediately she opened it, Aaron was standing there."What happened to her?", he asked asked seemed like he was panicking."I don't know, she just fucken called me that she needs help, I'm supposed to be asking you that! if anything happens to my best friend I swear to God it won't be funny ", she said pissed.She and Aaron managed to get me upstairs and dropped me on my bed."Breathe Lexy, breathe. Take a deep breath in, release it, in , out, in out, in out ", she said placing her hands on my shoulder."Fuck this is bad, I'm going to call Amber", Aaron said standing up."No", I managed to choke out."I'm sorry Lexy, but he needs to see this ", he said and left the room.Sam grabbed a towel and ran to the bathroom
Sam had to leave the next day, she said she had work stuffs to take care of and in as much as I didn't want her to leave, she was right, she had to go.I can't rope my best friend into my toxic marriage , she has her own life to live and I understand that.She begged me to call her if anything happens again and I told her I will.Now it was just me and my colourful room and nothing to do.I hadn't gone downstairs all day, in fact I barely ate that day.I just munched on the vegetable chips I had in my room and drank yogurt.All I just wanted was to fall asleep and wake up and find myself back in America away from all these men in my life that seems to be fucking me up.Then about few minutes to dinner, Mrs Williams came into my room with a sympathetic face.I groaned inwardly.The last thing I needed right now was someone feeling pity for me.Another rule in feminism states that you should not allow people pity you, it'll make you look weak, especially if you succumb to it."How are yo
Everything around me started breaking, I can't believe I'm still breathing till now.The anxiety attack pulls In again and I see myself shaking, shaking visibly and my breath starts to hitch."Lexy are you okay?", he asked staring at me.My lips are trembling, and I know it's more than visible.I swallowed hard willing to fight back, I won't break down in tears in front of this man I won't cry."I don't want to see him, please", I said in a whisper, controlling the way I spoke was hard, it was evident that I was loosing it."Lexy...", he called me out and I don't know if he's trying to find out what's wrong with me or he's saying that because I need to see his father."I don't want to see him", I yell this time and then cover my face, I'm visibly shaking right now.My whole life is completely doomed, and it's going to replay again just like before."God I'm just tired of all this please I don't want to see anyone, I just want to be on my own right now. They told me this was where I wo
Amber***A month before the wedding.Everything was slightly blurry slightly dark slightly red and slightly blue.I took another sip of my drink and sighed.I took the cigarette off the table and took a full breath in allowing the heat to burn my throat.Aaron was beside me getting his face eaten off by this girl. and Asher was helping himself with some coke... although I told him he's too young for that.Then the door opened and Stacy walked in wearing that black thong that I loved so much to rip off her body.She cat walked slowly towards me and went in her knees in front of me giving me those tiger eyes.I pulled her hair dragging her closer to me."Where have you been, I missed you", she said smiling seductively.I dropped the cigarette."Less talking more working", I mumbled.She smiled and her hands went to my belt and took it off slowly and then pulled my pants down.I closed my eyes and relaxed on a couch.I waited for the pleasure, the swirling sensation I usually felt but
3 YEARS LATER**AMBER **I heard little footsteps running up the stairs, I could hear her little giggles too. Few seconds later my door flew open."Hi daddy", she said.I smiled broadly, "Hi cupcake", I said dropping my laptop on my bed and went to hug her, lifting her high up in the air and spinning her around.She smiled broadly, laughing and giggling.She had bright green eyes and short blonde hair, just like her mother."Kaddy", I heard the sweetest voice call."She's up here", I said.Lexy got into the room and sighed."Gosh this girl can run", She said getting into the room and then crashing on the bed."How was shopping with mummy?", I asked my daughter.Yes, my daughter."I want a car", she said."Anything you want cupcake, what kind of car"."An SUV", she said.I turned to Lexy, she was already laughing on the bed."That was my reaction when she said it too"."Cupcake, you can't get an SUV you can't even drive it"."I want an SUV ", she cried."Okay okay cupcake, I'll get
My second outfit for the after-party was a white dress, very comfortable to wear. Sadly I couldn't party as hard as I wanted to because I was pregnant. The wedding was an epic royal setting wedding. It was in a big castle, everyone was dressed like royalties. Everything was just perfect. I finally had a lone time with Amber. It was time for the couples slow dance.First we just stayed in each other's arms for minutes, not saying anything, just enjoying the rhythm and everything."How do you feel princess?",he asked."I want to punch you hard in the guts for playing with my feelings this morning", he started laughing."I'm so sorry princess, but we didn't want you to get the slightest idea of what was going on, and if was the only way to make you want to not stay around", he said."I was so worried, I started thinking I was cursed "."You're my curse, and you're also the way out of it too" he said and then kissed my forehead."I can't believe today actually happened "."How was it? y
"What ... what's going on?". "So here's the thing, we had a little issue with the wedding prep because Amber said he wanted it to be a Royal setting kind of wedding, because you're a queen and you deserved it. So we had to do some last minute changes and we wanted it to be a surprise so obviously we you know, put you in a little adventure in it to keep you busy while we rearrange everything". "But ... but there was this letter and... and they said they had you and ... and James said he was leaving and... and Sam said she was busy with work, I was so scared everything was crashing", I said almost in tears . "Hey hey hey princess don't cry don't cry", Amber said leaving the alter and came to hug me. "I was so scared, I think I lost you ", I cried. "I'm sorry baby... I think we took it a little too far, you'll never loose me, I'm here now, for good ", he said rubbing my cheeks. "And why would I miss your wedding for the world?", James asked. Exactly, girl even if the Queen of Engl
"I don't get it, I don't get it at all. How can Amber get kidnapped? how?? Amber of all people? is this some sick joke? How can Amber Matthews get kidnapped??". "Lexy please calm down ". "I can't calm down, today is my fucken wedding! I'm 7 fucken months pregnant and you're telling me to calm down?? please we have to contact the others immediately ", I yelled. Immediately I grabbed my phone, an unknown number called. I picked it up immediately thinking it would be Amber. "Amber what is going on? where are you?". "Amber has 6 hours to live, you have exactly 6 hours to find him else you'll meet his decayed corpse. And don't try to contact the police or any other person ,if you do trust me, you will find his body, see you soon Lexy ", the call went dead immediately. This was stupid... very stupid. It had to be some sick prank. Because this wasn't making any sense. Who would want to do this? and why?. "Lexy what was it? what was that all about?" "They've kidnapped Amber and I ha
LEXY **I woke up and rolled to the other side of the bed but it was empty.Amber... But like we're supposed to have a wedding today, where is he?I grabbed my phone and called Sam."Hey"."Hey bitch"."Aren't you coming around? to get my. make up ready and stuff"."Oh uhm... I got an emergency from one of my clients and... damn it you know I wouldn't miss your wedding for the world, I'm just running a bit late, I'll still make it up right on time, I'll send someone down there to help you out ok?".That's disappointing.I sighed."I'm so sorry Lexy, I would have cancelled if I could but unfortunately I can't, I'm so sorry", she said again."It's okay", i said and cut the call.Great.Wonderful way to do a wedding.I called Amber and he wasn't picking up.I called James."Yo, where are you?",I asked."Lexy uhm... my school just called, I have this fucken emergency test That I have to take first thing tomorrow morning, I don't even know if I'll make it before then but I can meet up fo
LEXY *I love this Amber, I love him so much and I wish life would last forever.He's been treating me like I'm the baby. He doesn't let me do anything, like nothing at all.He gives me a warm bath every morning, helps me brush my teeth, gets me clothed in very comfortable clothes, he cooks now since Mrs Williams have been absent for a while now, I think she's staying with her niece that recently gave birth or something.And he ensures we do gentle exercises and we work out often.He turned the basement into a gym. And yes he's becoming pretty muscular now and good in the eyes.My Art Gallery is finally officially open. It was one of the best and happiest days of my life, and none of it would have happened without Nicole Anderson and of course Amber.But since I was pregnant, Mrs Anderson was the one managing everything till I'm fully ready to work. She's literally my art idol, imagine your role model working for you, perks of being Amber's Wife.."So ... I was thinking", he said.
AMBER I've been so anxious to see Lexy. When she called that she had a surprise, my mind went to a million places .I wanted to pick her up at the airport but James already said he was going to.It was so good seeing everyone again, they looked so happy as cheerful, honestly the distance was just what we needed.When I saw Lexy, she looked so different. She had added a little weight and she had this long big gown on her, but regardless she looked so beautiful and happy, the fact that she was happy was everything for me.Seeing her smile so genuinely, it was so pleasant.But then ... she didn't hug me back the way I expected her to... two seconds later she already pulled away.It made me feel weird for the moment.Then she wanted us to talk about our personal growth. To be very honest, I've grown a lot. There's so much personal development that I never knew I could have reached to this point.And then she dropped the bomb shell."You're pregnant?"."Oh my God"."I'm going to be an Au
I called all the boys to suspend whatever shit they were doing and get back to Italy.I was 6 months pregnant now, and I was done with Therapy and every other thing.Besides my Gallery opening was in a week time but I wanted to inform the boys about it first.None of them know about it, even Sam, like I've been so good keeping this a secret from them.Apparently, Amber's seeds swim pretty fast, it was that time he came over to see me and we fucked, I definitely didn't see it coming. I've been so anxious, only Mrs Anderson knew about it. I've been so anxious about breaking the news to them.I was having a little baby bump now, but it wasn't even obviously because I naturally have a flat tummy.At least my vegetarian lifestyle and fitness paid off.But I still didn't want them to notice a thing, so I wore this very long bubba gown.James said he was going to come pick me up and I haven't been any happier to see him.When I arrived at the airport, he ran to hug me.But I had to be caref
I travelled back to Miami and I told my therapist all about it, and in all honesty, she was disappointed initially, but then she said she was also very proud of me for fighting it and the sudden realization that revenge won't solve anything. She said she was also proud of me for trying to help Laura. She said I was making progress.Rodrigo's body was found in his house and apparently, no one was even trying to investigate his demise because they saw it coming, he'd lived a shitty life.I spoke to Amber when I got home, he said he could have sworn that he saw someone who looked exactly like me in Italy.I teased him that he missed me so much he's now seeing me everywhere, but the possibility of that being me is Very very high.I'm ok now, I'm better now. But I'm honestly so worried about Laura. I don't want to get involved in her life because from the looks of it, it's really shitty. But I worry for her everyday.Mrs Anderson was getting a tattoo of a butterfly on her back and so she