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Eps. 14 – It's Finally Revealed
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2021-10-19 23:25:15(Davendra)
Two years ago,
I knew my life started to change when I met this woman. I vaguely remember it. I first met her on the bus in Sydney. She stood leaning against the bus pole. Her body was limp, with no passion. I had only been in Sydney three days at the time, visiting my friends and doing business. For some reason, that afternoon, I really wanted to take the bus. See the cities in Sydney. Usually, I always rent a car and drive myself. Of course, I have my own international driver's license.
I photographed that woman secretly from behind. She was tall and slender, wearing tattered jeans, and a beige jacket. The way she dresses looks fashionable. What I suspect is that this woman is Indonesian. Her gaze was vacant through the window in front of her. Sometimes she looks at her phone and puts it back in her bag. She scan
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