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Eps. 39 – Reckless
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2021-11-26 20:24:50(Kayshila)
When I put my bag on the desk, Lashira came up to me.
"You're wanted in the group."
"Oh yes?" I opened my bag and reached for my cell phone, which was in my bag. Then carefully unlocked my phone. It turns out that there will be an urgent meeting in my division group that is very urgent. I hurriedly grabbed the little book I always carried to appointments and ran towards the big meeting room. Everyone had gathered, including Mrs Sarah, who was sitting pretty next to the other team.
"Well then, our Senior Project Manager has arrived." said one of the team, a thin and slightly pale man.
"We're just waitin
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