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Eps. 21 – Refraining From You
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2021-10-22 10:44:24(Kayshila)
I've been awake since morning. The nurse has repeatedly entered the room to check on me and deliver breakfast. I could see the overcast clouds outside through the enormous window pane. Then slowly the rain wet the glass window. Even though it feels like taking a walkout. The smell of rusty iron and pooling water was in my nose.
Meanwhile, Ishan looks busy with his cellphone. His eyes look gloomy. On the sidelines, he played with his cell phone; his eyes continually glanced at me. He led me to the bathroom many times. He also forbade me to lock the bathroom.
"Ishan."
"Hmmm." he muttered.
"I'm bored. I want to walk down the hall."
"Ever since you came to this hospital, there have been reporters and visitors or nurses who suddenly became paparazzi." he explained. Ishan approached me, still looking at his phone screen. "Here see." He gave his cell phone to me. There is a photo of Ishan himself with vario
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