My heart was beating rapidly as I looked around her apartment I noticed glass on the floor, the table was flipped over, it looked as if there was a struggle. My heart stopped when I noticed blood on the floor and walls leading into her room.
I called out to her frantically "Marianna!! Where are you?!!"
I began to look around the first thing I noticed were her legs coming out of the bathroom. I lost complete sight of all my surroundings; I froze as I saw her laying on the floor motionless.
I fell to my knees next to her and prayed to God she was still alive. I saw blood coming from her lip and a bruise forming around it. There was a cut on her forehead. I put my fingers on the side of her neck searching for a pulse, I felt a huge relief wash over my body as I found her heartbeat.
"Marianna baby please wake up!" I lifted her up on my knees, I took out my phone and called 911.
Suddenly my attention was brought to other side of
My heart raced trying to make sense of everything, I tried to get out of the bed while many hands tried to hold me down. "Why am I here?!" I began to Yell."Ms. Milano please calm down!" I heard a man in a white coat say towards me"Who is Ms. Milano! Why am I here?! what is going on?" I continued to shoutNothing was making sense to me, I looked around to everyone around me, my chest felt tight I couldn't breathe, I felt myself falling down an empty pit, I didn't know who anyone was.The man in the white coat looked over to the other ladies that were in the room, they all looked at me with concern in their eyes, which only fueled my fear, how come I couldn't remember anything or who I was. I tried to get out of the bed again, I needed to leave this place.Suddenly I felt my body relaxing, I couldn't figure out why my body felt so heavy, the last thing I remembered before closing my eyes was the man in the white coat was injecting something i
Memories flooded my brain in an instant...His face was staring down at me, smiling, words... many words... bits and pieces of holding hands, kisses, touching me repeatedly, ....I tried to snap out of this trance, and held my head as a headache began to form...His voice jolted me out of my thoughts, "Marianna? are you ok? do you need the doctor?" he said"No! no I am sorry sir, or I mean Emmanuel I just have a slight headache, I hope you don't find me rude, but if you wouldn't mind, I would like to be alone right now?" I could barely look at his handsome face, but I managed to see worry plastered all of it. Something about seeing this man worried had strings tugging at my heart."As you wish Marianna, if you need anything I left my phone number on the notepad by your bed, I'm only one call away ok." he said as you he laid his hand on my shoulder.I tried to hide the chill it sent through my body. Why is a man who is supposed to be my boss
As I laid on my bed I contemplated skipping work today and going back to sleep. I rolled over to look at the time and thought 'I guess I need my job'. I stretched and got out of bed and went to start my coffee machine.I let my night gown slip off of my body and land on the floor, started the shower, which was my favorite place to be in. As I let the hot water roll down my back I began to wash my body with my vanilla body wash. I got lost in my thoughts of missing my home in Italy, I missed my family and friends, I missed the food and culture.It's been 2 years since I last saw my family...As I traced over the scar above my left breast I began to have flashbacks and heard the voice I would never forget.'Ti faro mio in un modo o nell'alto' (I'll make you mine, one way or another)I was quickly jolted back to reality as my alarm had gone off to warn me I had 30 minutes left till I had to leave for work. While rushing to turn off my alarm I cu
As I walked up the steps, an uneasy feeling continued to overwhelm me. I approached Jacob and instantly got hit in the face with the alcohol smell radiating off of him. I have never seen him like this before, I honestly didn't even knew he drank. "Hi Jacob, are you ok?" I asked while trying to control my uneasy voice. Jacob turned to me, barely able to hold himself steady, "who the hell is this?" Jacob said while pointing at Emmanuel Instantly I felt my face burn with embarrassment, as I lowered my head so Emmanuel wouldn't see me I replied "Jacob this is my boss, Mr. Jennings, Mr. Jennings this is my neighbor Jacob". The look of horror consumed my face as Jacob deadpan said "oh, so this is Mr. Serious, I thought you said you hated him, and here he is taking you to your room?" I couldn't wrap my head around what was happening, 'th
*Trigger warning* *abuse content, sexual content, mature content* Emmanuel grabbed me by my hips and began to kiss my lips feverishly as if there were no tomorrow. He began to descend from my lips to my neck leaving no skin untouched. His lips felt warm and soft, I felt myself drowning with lust for him. He kissed me like a mad man, needing to feel my body. My body responded in a way that would make any woman feel loved and needed, I felt my intimate area getting warmer and wet by the second. I felt like nothing else mattered but Manny and I, "Marianna, I love you, please let me have you right here right now" he pleaded against my shoulder. My next words sent him into a lust filled frenzy, "I'm yours" I told him. One of his hands made its way to my breast while his other hand to my thigh. His body was responding to mine in ways he hasn't felt in years. He managed to position himself in between my thighs, my clit could
*Trigger warning* *physical abuse, Adult content* "Why do you continue to challenge me Marianna!!? When will you learn that you belong to me and no one else! And you never will belong to anyone else!" He began to yell as he slapped me across the face, all I saw were stars, suddenly darkness began to fall over me as I fell to the floor. The world began to spin, as I tried to sit back up, all I could do was feel the floor as my head fell forward. I was praying I would just fall into unconsciousness, just so that I couldn't feel anymore... All I could do was scream for help, but no one ever came, he punched me in the face 1.. 2.. 3.. as each blow landed my voice got more and more quiet. I layed on the floor bleeding from my face, all I could do was cry in the dark alley of Italy. "Pierre please, I promise you I didn't give that man any attention, all he did was ask me if I wanted some more wine, that is it, I promise!! P
*trigger warning* verbal abuse, adult content* As we walked up the stairs Manny placed one hand on my back to lead me up the steps. We reached the same security guard that sent me away only a few minutes ago, I tried not to make eye contact with him. Just then Manny told him "next time you feel the need to send someone away please check with me or my father, this happens to be my date" his voice sounded firm filled with authority, he continued to glare at him as I stiffened my body at the word he just said, 'date! He said date?!? Why did he say date?!? Oh God I can feel my face getting hot!'"I am so sorry, this will not happen again sir, ma'am I am dreadfully sorry for this miscommunication!" The security guard basically blurted out. We continued to walk passed him and suddenly cameras were flashing on all sides of us, I began to feel very uncomfortable, I tried to bury myself into the back of Manny's arm. He quickly sensed my discomfort and asked a
I stood there for about 3 minutes with no answer, I had already knocked 3 different times, I was about to walk away when I heard the door unlocking. My heart felt like it had stopped when Marianna appeared in my line of vision. She looked horrible, but yet so beautiful, her hair was a mess, her eyes were red, and still I couldn't help but to notice the butterflies in my stomach at the sight of her enchanting face."What are you doing here?" I heard her say, her voice was hoarse barely even audible. "I was checking in to make sure you were alright Marianna, you've never missed before, and you weren't answering any of my calls." measuring my words carefully so she wouldn't run from me again."I apologize sir, I'm pretty sure I have the flu, running in the rain did me no favors, and I know you don't like your employees at work sick." She mutteredShe looked so vulnerable, my heart couldn't handle it "do you need anything while I'm here? Medicine? Soup? Any
Memories flooded my brain in an instant...His face was staring down at me, smiling, words... many words... bits and pieces of holding hands, kisses, touching me repeatedly, ....I tried to snap out of this trance, and held my head as a headache began to form...His voice jolted me out of my thoughts, "Marianna? are you ok? do you need the doctor?" he said"No! no I am sorry sir, or I mean Emmanuel I just have a slight headache, I hope you don't find me rude, but if you wouldn't mind, I would like to be alone right now?" I could barely look at his handsome face, but I managed to see worry plastered all of it. Something about seeing this man worried had strings tugging at my heart."As you wish Marianna, if you need anything I left my phone number on the notepad by your bed, I'm only one call away ok." he said as you he laid his hand on my shoulder.I tried to hide the chill it sent through my body. Why is a man who is supposed to be my boss
My heart raced trying to make sense of everything, I tried to get out of the bed while many hands tried to hold me down. "Why am I here?!" I began to Yell."Ms. Milano please calm down!" I heard a man in a white coat say towards me"Who is Ms. Milano! Why am I here?! what is going on?" I continued to shoutNothing was making sense to me, I looked around to everyone around me, my chest felt tight I couldn't breathe, I felt myself falling down an empty pit, I didn't know who anyone was.The man in the white coat looked over to the other ladies that were in the room, they all looked at me with concern in their eyes, which only fueled my fear, how come I couldn't remember anything or who I was. I tried to get out of the bed again, I needed to leave this place.Suddenly I felt my body relaxing, I couldn't figure out why my body felt so heavy, the last thing I remembered before closing my eyes was the man in the white coat was injecting something i
My heart was beating rapidly as I looked around her apartment I noticed glass on the floor, the table was flipped over, it looked as if there was a struggle. My heart stopped when I noticed blood on the floor and walls leading into her room.I called out to her frantically "Marianna!! Where are you?!!"I began to look around the first thing I noticed were her legs coming out of the bathroom. I lost complete sight of all my surroundings; I froze as I saw her laying on the floor motionless.I fell to my knees next to her and prayed to God she was still alive. I saw blood coming from her lip and a bruise forming around it. There was a cut on her forehead. I put my fingers on the side of her neck searching for a pulse, I felt a huge relief wash over my body as I found her heartbeat."Marianna baby please wake up!" I lifted her up on my knees, I took out my phone and called 911.Suddenly my attention was brought to other side of
"Aren't you going to invite me in Marianna?" Ariel asked with a smirk on her face."I don't mean to be rude Ms. Peterson but I am on my way out for work. What can I do for you? Wait how do you know where I live?" I asked trying to control my voice."Oh, I hope you don't mind, I looked at your profile at the office. I wanted to apologize for the other day, I did not want to do it while you were at work. Look Marianna, I was out of line, I should not have lied to you like that. It was very childish of me, but I'm not sure if you knew that I wanted Emmanuel and I let my jealousy get the best of me." she sounded sincere."I would really like for us to put this behind us" she said with one of her beautiful smiles.I looked at her with a bewildered expression, I wanted to believe what she was saying was true, but I could not trust her. Something in me said not to, but my soft side wanted to give her a chance."Ms. Peterson I understand. It's no worries. I
"Ciao ,il mio nome è Ariel, Tu Sei Pierre Russo?" (Hello, my name is Ariel, are you Pierre Russo) I asked hoping he understood what I was asking."I do speak english if that makes this easier for you Ms. Ariel, but yes I am Pierre what can I do for you?" his accent sounded thick, but it was understandable, thank God."Oh yes please that would make this conversation much easier for me, so Mr. Russo, we do not know each other but I wanted to ask you about someone that we both may know, I am calling in regard to a Marianna Milano, do you in fact know her?" I asked hoping he had something on her that I could use.All I heard was silence on the other end, I let a few more seconds pass, I looked down at my phone to make sure we were still connected, and we were."Mr. Russo? are you still there?" sounding nervous at this awkward silence."Ms. Ariel, I do in fact know her, can you please tell me from where you are calli
"oh God what is it?" I asked as I tried to steady my voice so I wouldn't sound too nervous." how would you feel if we just got takeout and went back to your place?" He asked with the biggest smile on his face.As much as that sounded amazing to have another night with him, I did not want to be alone with him just yet, not after the conversation of giving secrets, what if he pressed on about me giving him a secret of mine, it was extremely sweet of him to tell me something so personal but mine wasn't sweet like his I didn't want to end this day on a bad note."Oorrr we could go out to eat somewhere and sit down like normal people" Returning the smile. I couldn't help but to notice a glimpse of sadness that came across his face, but in an instant it was gone.I did want to let him into my life but, I just wasn't ready, I was scared he would reject me, and in this point in my life I don't think I could face rejection by someone who was bec
I saw how silent everyone in the room got as Marianna and I walked in together. I felt her hand tighten around my arm once she noticed everyones attention was on us."Emmanuel?" I heard my father's voice call out from the group, "Marianna?" were his next wordsI saw my father walk over to us with a drink in his hand, ever since my mother passed away he's been drinking every day, I was just silently praying he wouldn't make a scene, "Hello father, sorry I am late." While giving him a hug, I smelled the alcohol roll off of him."Marianna, what a lovely surprise, I didn't know my boy was inviting anyone" He exhaled as he gave Marianna a hug and kiss on the cheek, while taking a step back to admire her, "my dear you look as beautiful as ever"Marianna's cheek started to turn pink, God I could watch her blush all day " Thank you Mr. Jennings, you are too kind" I heard her angelic voice say"Come, lets all sit down to eat, do you want anythin
**Adult Content**I could not wait any longer, I had to talk with her, and she wasn't answering any of my calls or texts. I did the only other thing I could think of, I left work and drove over to her apartment.It felt like hours on my drive to her, I was running through what I would tell her when I saw her, maybe she was regretting what we did together, but I knew I would never regret anything! What if she was not home? What if she would not open the door for me?I knew in my heart she felt something for me, we had a real connection this I was sure of..Before I knew it I was in front of her door again, I just needed her to know I am here for her, always. I knocked, my breathing increased, I was always a collected person, but she brings out the nervous and fear in me.My heart was pounding in my chest as I heard the door open, our eyes connected, I could see shock on her face. Her eyes were red as if she were
*trigger warning adult content*Images of my family came to my mind, I just couldn't bring myself to hurt them this way. It wasn't their fault with what was going on in my mind. I placed the blade down, curled my knees to my chest and just sobbed for hours. All I wanted was for the pain to go away, I wanted to forget about everything.I found what little strength I had left and pulled myself out of the cold water, I felt dead inside, nothing mattered, I didn't care about the cold air hitting my skin. I grabbed the towel and only dried my hair.I crawled into bed, and I was out...I woke up the next day with a major headache, my eyes were swollen from all the crying. Yet, I still didn't care. I got to the kitchen made my tea and took some advil.I grabbed my phone, walked over to the couch and wrapped my body in my throw blanket. Just then it hit me, I brought the blanket to my nose and smelled his cologne, it still smelled