*Trigger warning* *abuse content, sexual content, mature content*
Emmanuel grabbed me by my hips and began to kiss my lips feverishly as if there were no tomorrow. He began to descend from my lips to my neck leaving no skin untouched. His lips felt warm and soft, I felt myself drowning with lust for him. He kissed me like a mad man, needing to feel my body. My body responded in a way that would make any woman feel loved and needed, I felt my intimate area getting warmer and wet by the second. I felt like nothing else mattered but Manny and I, "Marianna, I love you, please let me have you right here right now" he pleaded against my shoulder.My next words sent him into a lust filled frenzy, "I'm yours" I told him. One of his hands made its way to my breast while his other hand to my thigh. His body was responding to mine in ways he hasn't felt in years. He managed to position himself in between my thighs, my clit could feel how rock hard he was. My eyes were burning with desire and need that only he could fill. "Oh Manny" I moaned as his face descended in between my thighs....
BEEP!! BEEP!! BEEP!!
My eyes shot wide open, as my alarm clock was going off. I woke up panting, looking around my room, "oh my God, Mio Dio"' I kept repeating while pulling my hair back trying to catch my breath. "It was all a dream" I let out in between my breaths. "No Marianna, this isn't happening, it was all just a dream, you do not have those feelings for that man, you cannot have any feelings for anyone anymore, they can't be trusted, you can't go through that again."
A flash back from 6 years ago crossed my mind that sent me into a nervous wreck. I filled my tub with hot water and let myself sit curled up in a ball inside. I allowed the tears to flow down my face as I remembered that horrible night......
My head had bounced off the wall as I fell to the ground, bleeding from my cut on my lower lip and left eyebrow. Blow after blow pleading for my life "I am so sorry, it will not happen again I promise, please.... please don't kill me.... I'll do whatever you want please!!" I begged him, his voice sent a shiver down my spine, "that's right bitch beg, beg for your life! You fucking belong to me Marianna, don't you ever forget it. I will fucking end your life if you ever try to leave!"
I brought myself back from that horrible memory and tried to get myself ready 'You're free now' I kept telling myself as I looked in the mirror 'no one will ever touch you again!'
I continued getting ready for work, I noticed bags under my eyes from lack of sleep. As I waited for my coffee to finish brewing my mind went to Emmanuel. 'He must think I am a troubled person... I should have not allowed him to bring me home last night... but, if he hadn't then Jacob would have... Dio how did everything get so complicated so fast?...'
I grabbed my keys and purse, I made my way to the door and stared at it unable to move my feet, I shook my head 'You. Can. Do. This!' I took a deep breath and slowly opened the door, I looked around and exhaled a sigh of relief of not seeing Jacob. As I locked my door I kept looking over my shoulder. I made my way outside and still no sight of Jacob, thank God!
As I walked down the steps I felt my self freeze, and I could have sworn I heard my heart hit the floor with a thud. I looked out in front of my building and saw two blue eyes burning into my soul. Emmanuel was here again, leaning on his car with his hands in his pockets, watching me, his lips looked as if he was holding back a smile, I'm sure he must have been amused to see my shock at the sight of him.
He slowly made his way towards me, still with his hands in his pockets. "Good morning Marianna," he said breaking the silence. I looked at him with questioning eyes, after a few seconds I replied "Good morning Mr. Jennings, is something wrong? Why are you here?"
"Ma'am you had a rough night, so I am here to give you a ride so you won't have to walk today, since we have a busy day ahead of us. I figured it's the least I could do as your boss, and if you don't mind we should get going because we have a lot to do today" he said with a gentle smile on his face
I nodded and walked towards his car, I couldn't help but look at him in awe as he opened the passenger door "ma'am " he said with a nod of his head. I got in and we made our way to work in complete silence.
As we approached our building I spoke softly without making any eye contact with him "if you don't mind Mr. Jennings, I would like to walk in alone, I wouldn't want someone to see me getting out of your car and start rumors." "Of course" he responded. I made my way into the building, and entered into the elevator. Right as the elevator door was closing, a hand made its way in between the doors to keep them from closing.
Before I even looked up I could smell his amazing cologne, butterflies instantly swormed my stomach as I lifted my gaze and locked eyes with Emmanuel. We made our way up in silence as other people made there way in and out of the elevator till we reached our floor.
I was thankfull it had been a busy day, it kept my mind occupied. Just then my phone rang "Ms. Milano please come to my office" Emmanuel had said. I tried to control my nerves and made my way to his office.
knock knock
"Come in" he said. "Ms. Milano, call Doug Harrison and have him set up an appointment to meet with Ms. Swan for Monday morning , send down this stack of papers to be mailed out, and refill my coffee with my usual." He said without making a single eye contact with me.
"Yes sir!" I replied with confusion. I grabbed the stack of papers off his table, and made my way out the door, I turned to look at him, I had so many questions but didn't dare to ask. 'I mean why the sudden change, yesterday and this morning he was sweet and caring and today it's as if nothing happened.' I told myself
Since today was Friday I was excited to get out at 5:30pm and be able to go home and lock myself away for the weekend. I was completely over everything and everyone. All I wanted was my couch, ice cream and a good movie.
5:30 came along I was gathering my things, when I looked over my shoulder and saw Emmanuel looking at me, his eyes looked sad but they held so many questions. I gave him a slight wave goodbye, and left.
My heart beagn to race as I reached the corner of my street, thinking about Jacob possibly there waiting for me. I hadn't even notice that I was practically sprinting down to my building. I just kept praying in my head for Jacob not to be there. To my relief he wasn't there. I finally reached my door, and locked myself in with a sigh of relief!
"Manny are you still with us? Earth to Manny, hello?" Emmanuel turned around to see his two friends Brian and Gerald who were just laughing. "Leave him alone Brian he's probably thinking of this mystery woman of his" Gerald teased while laughing. "Honestly Manny, when are you just going to ask her out already? You never date anyone or go on dates for that matter, I haven't even seen you with a woman since... you know?" Gerald said.
Sadness came over Emmanuel's face "guys, I can't, you wouldn't understand, and you know how my family is" he told his friends with a raised eyebrow.
"So come on bro, tell us what happened last night!" "Yeah! Did she ask you to come on over to her bedroom?" " Was she throwing herself at you?" "Come on give your best friends some details!" The both kept asking while laughing
"Guys I told you it's not like that with her! Besides I doubt she even sees me in the same manner as I see her, but she's unlike any woman I have ever met! It's like she doesn't even realize how beautiful she really is! Ever since I laid my eyes on her and her big beautiful green eyes 2 years ago, she's had me hooked without even knowing it" Manny began to tell his friends while trailing off looking out the window."Yeah, ok so why haven't you done anything about it! Wait! Is she even a real person Manny? Or are you just making her up so we stop trying to set you up on blind dates?" Gerald said while giving Brian a smirk."Guys! I have always contained myself well, kept my distance, not let my eyes meet hers so I don't get lost in them. But, last night something changed. It was so late I just couldn't let her walk home alone in the streets. I just needed to make sure she got home safe. I know it's ridiculous but her smile, her scent, her beauty just draws me in" he continued to tell his friends as he looked down at his beer bottle."Well would you look at that Brian, our little Manny has finally fallen in love? What do you make of that?" Gerald said, with obvious humor in his toneSuddenly Emmanuel snapped out of his thoughts of Marianna, "ok little BOYS! Enough of that, you clearly are both still children, anyways, I'm going to head home, I have a trial to get ready for. See you both at my father's party next week?" "See you there, maybe you should invite this mystery woman of yours, and let us meet her, 2 years in the making and still no sign of her, all we know is she works at the same building" remarked BrianEmmanuel turned around while shaking his head, he made his was out the door and gave them a wave in the air.Once he reached his car, he was washed over with sadness. Longing for someone who doesn't see him in the way he sees her would drive any man crazy...
*Trigger warning* *physical abuse, Adult content* "Why do you continue to challenge me Marianna!!? When will you learn that you belong to me and no one else! And you never will belong to anyone else!" He began to yell as he slapped me across the face, all I saw were stars, suddenly darkness began to fall over me as I fell to the floor. The world began to spin, as I tried to sit back up, all I could do was feel the floor as my head fell forward. I was praying I would just fall into unconsciousness, just so that I couldn't feel anymore... All I could do was scream for help, but no one ever came, he punched me in the face 1.. 2.. 3.. as each blow landed my voice got more and more quiet. I layed on the floor bleeding from my face, all I could do was cry in the dark alley of Italy. "Pierre please, I promise you I didn't give that man any attention, all he did was ask me if I wanted some more wine, that is it, I promise!! P
*trigger warning* verbal abuse, adult content* As we walked up the stairs Manny placed one hand on my back to lead me up the steps. We reached the same security guard that sent me away only a few minutes ago, I tried not to make eye contact with him. Just then Manny told him "next time you feel the need to send someone away please check with me or my father, this happens to be my date" his voice sounded firm filled with authority, he continued to glare at him as I stiffened my body at the word he just said, 'date! He said date?!? Why did he say date?!? Oh God I can feel my face getting hot!'"I am so sorry, this will not happen again sir, ma'am I am dreadfully sorry for this miscommunication!" The security guard basically blurted out. We continued to walk passed him and suddenly cameras were flashing on all sides of us, I began to feel very uncomfortable, I tried to bury myself into the back of Manny's arm. He quickly sensed my discomfort and asked a
I stood there for about 3 minutes with no answer, I had already knocked 3 different times, I was about to walk away when I heard the door unlocking. My heart felt like it had stopped when Marianna appeared in my line of vision. She looked horrible, but yet so beautiful, her hair was a mess, her eyes were red, and still I couldn't help but to notice the butterflies in my stomach at the sight of her enchanting face."What are you doing here?" I heard her say, her voice was hoarse barely even audible. "I was checking in to make sure you were alright Marianna, you've never missed before, and you weren't answering any of my calls." measuring my words carefully so she wouldn't run from me again."I apologize sir, I'm pretty sure I have the flu, running in the rain did me no favors, and I know you don't like your employees at work sick." She mutteredShe looked so vulnerable, my heart couldn't handle it "do you need anything while I'm here? Medicine? Soup? Any
*Warning Sexual and Mature content*I watched Manny in awe at how handsome he looked sleeping. Although I was drained and sleeping most of the time I knew he stayed to watch over me and help me. 'I just don't know why he does it though, what does he see in me?' I thought. It almost felt like a sin waking him up, but I did."Good Morning Manny" hearing how horrible my voice sounded was just as bad as how much my throat actually hurt. "How are you feeling?" He said as he stood up and felt my forehead. I was surprised at the fact that I didn't move away from his touch, I was happy to feel his skin on mine."I'm fine" I giggled "you don't have to worry, how are you? I didn't get you sick right?" I shyly asked hoping he wasn't sick as well, I would feel even more awful if he was, here he was taking care of me only to get this horrible bug, I felt a weird feeling in the pit of my stomach, almost like pain at the thought of Manny feeling as horrible as me. 
*warning sexual/adult content *I was drowning in his kisses, every inch of my being needed him. He was worshipping every part of me, he put lips close to my ear and whispered "you're a Goddess Marianna," as he continued kissing my neck, leaving little nibbles along the way. My arousal was soaring at this point, my back was giving slight arches as he continued to kiss my neck.I felt his knee seperate my legs, his hand found my clit, while giving it gentle circles, his lips came crashing into mine giving me a passionate kiss. His finger entered me ever so softly, he was taking his time, while I was coming undone rapidly. He buried his face into my neck, lifting my head, my lips found his neck, I began to shower his neck with kisses. His fingers began to pump into me faster. Sending my body into bliss, while sucking on his neck, he let out a moan, "mmmm Marianna".Without warning I felt his hard member enter me, I closed my eyes and let out a whimper
*Trigger warning, adult content*I walked into the kitchen, "Manny are you ok?""Yes I'm ok, I accidently dropped one of your mugs" he said as he was picking up the pieces of glass"Jesus, you scared me, I asked if you were ok earlier and you didn't answer" I sighed, relief washing over meJust as I was about to help him pick up the glass I noticed blood, I froze for what felt like hours. Nightmares flooded my mind once again..."I swear I didn't do it, please stop, you're hurting me" left my lips in a whisper, the smell of sweat and cologne flooded my nose, I wrapped my arms around myself, I hadn't noticed that I was taking a few steps backwards."Marianna, Marianna??!" I heard my name being called out to me but it sounded far away, I was about to run when I felt a gentle hand touch my arm, instinctively I pulled away.I saw two stunning blue eyes looking at me, they looked frantic, as if looking for answers but also held
*trigger warning adult content*Images of my family came to my mind, I just couldn't bring myself to hurt them this way. It wasn't their fault with what was going on in my mind. I placed the blade down, curled my knees to my chest and just sobbed for hours. All I wanted was for the pain to go away, I wanted to forget about everything.I found what little strength I had left and pulled myself out of the cold water, I felt dead inside, nothing mattered, I didn't care about the cold air hitting my skin. I grabbed the towel and only dried my hair.I crawled into bed, and I was out...I woke up the next day with a major headache, my eyes were swollen from all the crying. Yet, I still didn't care. I got to the kitchen made my tea and took some advil.I grabbed my phone, walked over to the couch and wrapped my body in my throw blanket. Just then it hit me, I brought the blanket to my nose and smelled his cologne, it still smelled
**Adult Content**I could not wait any longer, I had to talk with her, and she wasn't answering any of my calls or texts. I did the only other thing I could think of, I left work and drove over to her apartment.It felt like hours on my drive to her, I was running through what I would tell her when I saw her, maybe she was regretting what we did together, but I knew I would never regret anything! What if she was not home? What if she would not open the door for me?I knew in my heart she felt something for me, we had a real connection this I was sure of..Before I knew it I was in front of her door again, I just needed her to know I am here for her, always. I knocked, my breathing increased, I was always a collected person, but she brings out the nervous and fear in me.My heart was pounding in my chest as I heard the door open, our eyes connected, I could see shock on her face. Her eyes were red as if she were