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2020-10-26 12:00:51LEVI'S POV
"Please... p-please don't leave me, Levi. J-just stay b-beside me... always."
"Please... p-please don't leave me, Levi. J-just stay b-beside me... always."
"Please... p-please don't leave me, Levi. J-just stay b-beside me... always."
Sitting on the sofa with just boxers on, I leaned my naked back against it, my legs were widespread as I turned the pages of the book I was holding as if I was counting it—but really not. Something was upsetting me.
"Levi?" Caius called out as he stopped from browsing his phone.
"Oh?" I answered lazily. I remained turning the pages of the book from beginning to end, then from the end back to the first page.
"Something happened?"
"I'm not sure."
"Are you okay?"
"Do I look like okay?"
"What's wrong with you?"
"I don't know."
"Really?"
"Yeah."
"How many hands do you have?"
"Ten—oh
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