Violen
I grumbled and felt annoyed with myself. After the incident, Noah kissed my lips, and I ran as fast as I could to avoid Noah. I closed the door of my room roughly and locked the door. the sound of the door that slammed made Lesley glare at me in surprise "oh, what the fuck" Lesley protested to me
My breath feels tight, and I immediately walked to the bathroom. I wash my face with water repeatedly until my front hair is wet. "Dude? What is wrong?" asked Lesley over to me. Lesley took my hand and made me sit on the bed "are you mute? Reply me. What is wrong?" asked Lesley. I'm still silent because my mind is not accepting what I'm doing. I already hated Noah, but why did I shut up when Noah kissed me on the lips? Why did I close my eyes when Noah gave me that touch? I can't possibly enjoy it, all right?
"Violen? Answer me, "Lesley urged me by shaking my body, made me wake up from my daydream, and spontaneously I shouted," Noah kissed my lips, and I hate it,
ViolenI'm the one who feels the most awkward during this situation. Kayla's eyes couldn't lie. She couldn't accept hearing Noah say that. I can feel the tears being held by Kayla "what, what do you mean? You don't have any proof that she's your wife," said Kayla, rejecting that fact."You've seen my wedding photo in my office, right? It's just that at that time, you were drunk and felt that what you saw was just your illusion, "Noah explained. Suddenly Kayla fell and sat withered. I was surprised to see that and now feel guilty for Kayla. Diana clapped her hands as she watched the debate between Noah and Kayla. "Wow, wow, you're so great Noah, are you proud to have hurt two women at once? You insulted Kayla indirectly, and you also betrayed that dirty woman," Diana pointed at me.Noah squeezed her forehead, getting fed up with this situation. "Diana, I respect you as my cousin, even really respect you as a woman. That's why I never argue with you too harshly. S
ViolenI forgot to look back. Many women were also injured and even disappointed. I'm proud of whoever they can laugh at even though their hearts are broken. And I feel sad for those who can't control their feelings, which in the end make them worse off.I squeezed my fingers when I heard Daliah continue her explanation, "before the incident, Kayla was raped by Noah's business partner. Kayla and Noah have mutually agreed to end their relationship. Not many people know that Kayla was also Noah's childhood friend. They all only know that Kayla is Noah's lover. You know, Noah was involved with black circles, I mean the mafia to expand his business."The more Daliah told me, the more I did not expect Noah's life to be that complicated. Noah was protected, and Noah's business was going fast. Since then, Noah's two-faced business associates have mentally crushed Noah. One of them is by raping Kayla, who is complacent about the night club.""Oh my God," I said,
ViolenEven though I have to face some dilemmas in my life, I still have to complete campus assignments. The time given should be used to complete my project, not be sad, and get lost in my problems. I have to keep thinking about my life in the future. As a result, I asked Daliah to take me to a villa that I haven't visited in a long time. As usual, I am always complacent about the beautiful view of the Villa. Now everything looks greener, and the blue sky is so bright over the beach."Thank you for helping me to copy some of these notes, Daliah" I am relieved that half of my college assignments have been completed. Daliah saw me staying up late before going to the Villa. Fortunately, Daliah understood the process of my college assignment and helped me "you're welcome. I'm glad I could help you. You're getting thinner. Ah, I'll bring juice with honey. This is the juice from my village, the people there drink this to refresh the body. My mom made quite a lot for me." sa
Violen"Noah?" I shrieked, stunned to see Noah's arrival breaking down the door of my room "What's wrong with you?" I said. Noah walked over to me and was out of breath. He grabbed my shoulder hard enough to stare at me closely. I can smell the alcohol from his body "Are you drunk?" I asked. Noah shook his head "I'm just drinking wine" said Noah smilingI don't understand why Noah suddenly came to the villa to meet me in the middle of the night like this. even though as far as I remember D
Noah POVI'm a whiny man. It seems that this title has become embedded in my life. Who would not cry and continue to grieve when they have lost their parents when they are still children. But the harshness of life makes me ambitious to be a tough man, a responsible man and understands that a woman is someone I deserve to respect. For a moment, I saw Violen, look at her, who looks busy doing her college assignments. Seeing Violen wearing my shirt makes me shake to touch Violen. I can't forget how cute Violen's face is and helpless because of the sensation I give.Ahh, I took a deep breath when I recalled the incident in Kayla's room. When Kayla realized, she immediately looked at me sadly. Her face was calm and almost expressionless.Flashback ON"I don't understand this situation," Kayla tells me. she looked at me with her pale face and expression flat. I was still silent, letting Kayla first let go of her emo
Violen POVThere is a superior comfort for me when Noah touches me and makes me lull so profoundly, and I want Noah to do it again for me. I'm glad Noah took me on a walk by the beach and gave me comfort. for a moment, I did forget about the problem and chose to enjoy what was in sight.After I had fun with shame, I had prepared myself first. I want Noah's touch again. I want to feel the pleasure I got at that time. But when Noah picked up the phone call that came to his cell phone, suddenly the look on Noah's face changed. my feeling was skipping seeing NoahIn the end, I had to be disappointed because Noah said that he had to finish work. Of course, I could only smile and give in on Noah's behalf. I could only see Noah's back move away and disappear.I dissolve in my daydreaming at the ceiling of the room. I'm not wearing my pajamas, but I'm wearing Noah's long sleeve shirt. I don't know. I feel comfortable with the smell of the shirt.
ViolenViolen POVSometimes I succumb to my stupidity. I repeatedly lied to myself to be assertive without Noah, but in fact, I was not strong without Noah. Sometimes I feel that Noah loves me, and I love him back, too, but Noah has disappointed me countless times. Is all love like this? Does every relationship have to be sacrificed? If this is the case, true love will not be easy to get without the pain that bridges everything."Why did I come to this library, I've already taken all these books, but I'm too lazy to read them," I grumbled. I lay my body on the library table. My eyes swept around. Many students were reading or just copying their assignments, "do they not have the burden of life," I said again."They have, but maybe they don't show it," said someone startling me. I lifted my head. Daren sat with his chin on his hands, acting like an adorable man "what are you doing here?" I asked irritably. Daren narrowed his eyes, looking at me "this is a
Noah POVI feel guilty that I still can't be a good husband. Maybe I'll be successful with my business. I can conquer my enemies. But I'm weak with my feelings. I am like someone lonely, and I wander in the middle of the endless desert. All I feel is empty and tired in deep loneliness. But, at that moment, Violen came with her light. Bring me to know the world beautifully. She is inviting me to see a new side of my life."Daliah. I can't focus on all this work. I want to take a break from my job for a while. Could you put off all the meetings and take employees off for a while. I can't control my thoughts for now," I said, massaging my forehead."Yes, Sir. I beg you to take care of your health," replied Daliah. The problem I'm facing right now I can't solve with cunning thoughts or physical violence. There are two feelings that I am guarding. But when asked who is more important in my life now, the answer is, of course, Violen. Because I'm used to stepping from