Violen
Even though I have to face some dilemmas in my life, I still have to complete campus assignments. The time given should be used to complete my project, not be sad, and get lost in my problems. I have to keep thinking about my life in the future. As a result, I asked Daliah to take me to a villa that I haven't visited in a long time. As usual, I am always complacent about the beautiful view of the Villa. Now everything looks greener, and the blue sky is so bright over the beach.
"Thank you for helping me to copy some of these notes, Daliah" I am relieved that half of my college assignments have been completed. Daliah saw me staying up late before going to the Villa. Fortunately, Daliah understood the process of my college assignment and helped me "you're welcome. I'm glad I could help you. You're getting thinner. Ah, I'll bring juice with honey. This is the juice from my village, the people there drink this to refresh the body. My mom made quite a lot for me." sa
Violen"Noah?" I shrieked, stunned to see Noah's arrival breaking down the door of my room "What's wrong with you?" I said. Noah walked over to me and was out of breath. He grabbed my shoulder hard enough to stare at me closely. I can smell the alcohol from his body "Are you drunk?" I asked. Noah shook his head "I'm just drinking wine" said Noah smilingI don't understand why Noah suddenly came to the villa to meet me in the middle of the night like this. even though as far as I remember D
Noah POVI'm a whiny man. It seems that this title has become embedded in my life. Who would not cry and continue to grieve when they have lost their parents when they are still children. But the harshness of life makes me ambitious to be a tough man, a responsible man and understands that a woman is someone I deserve to respect. For a moment, I saw Violen, look at her, who looks busy doing her college assignments. Seeing Violen wearing my shirt makes me shake to touch Violen. I can't forget how cute Violen's face is and helpless because of the sensation I give.Ahh, I took a deep breath when I recalled the incident in Kayla's room. When Kayla realized, she immediately looked at me sadly. Her face was calm and almost expressionless.Flashback ON"I don't understand this situation," Kayla tells me. she looked at me with her pale face and expression flat. I was still silent, letting Kayla first let go of her emo
Violen POVThere is a superior comfort for me when Noah touches me and makes me lull so profoundly, and I want Noah to do it again for me. I'm glad Noah took me on a walk by the beach and gave me comfort. for a moment, I did forget about the problem and chose to enjoy what was in sight.After I had fun with shame, I had prepared myself first. I want Noah's touch again. I want to feel the pleasure I got at that time. But when Noah picked up the phone call that came to his cell phone, suddenly the look on Noah's face changed. my feeling was skipping seeing NoahIn the end, I had to be disappointed because Noah said that he had to finish work. Of course, I could only smile and give in on Noah's behalf. I could only see Noah's back move away and disappear.I dissolve in my daydreaming at the ceiling of the room. I'm not wearing my pajamas, but I'm wearing Noah's long sleeve shirt. I don't know. I feel comfortable with the smell of the shirt.
ViolenViolen POVSometimes I succumb to my stupidity. I repeatedly lied to myself to be assertive without Noah, but in fact, I was not strong without Noah. Sometimes I feel that Noah loves me, and I love him back, too, but Noah has disappointed me countless times. Is all love like this? Does every relationship have to be sacrificed? If this is the case, true love will not be easy to get without the pain that bridges everything."Why did I come to this library, I've already taken all these books, but I'm too lazy to read them," I grumbled. I lay my body on the library table. My eyes swept around. Many students were reading or just copying their assignments, "do they not have the burden of life," I said again."They have, but maybe they don't show it," said someone startling me. I lifted my head. Daren sat with his chin on his hands, acting like an adorable man "what are you doing here?" I asked irritably. Daren narrowed his eyes, looking at me "this is a
Noah POVI feel guilty that I still can't be a good husband. Maybe I'll be successful with my business. I can conquer my enemies. But I'm weak with my feelings. I am like someone lonely, and I wander in the middle of the endless desert. All I feel is empty and tired in deep loneliness. But, at that moment, Violen came with her light. Bring me to know the world beautifully. She is inviting me to see a new side of my life."Daliah. I can't focus on all this work. I want to take a break from my job for a while. Could you put off all the meetings and take employees off for a while. I can't control my thoughts for now," I said, massaging my forehead."Yes, Sir. I beg you to take care of your health," replied Daliah. The problem I'm facing right now I can't solve with cunning thoughts or physical violence. There are two feelings that I am guarding. But when asked who is more important in my life now, the answer is, of course, Violen. Because I'm used to stepping from
Kayla POVSuppose someone calls me as Miss has no heart. It doesn't matter to me. Because I live without any purpose, all I know is having fun and enjoying things that I think can make me happy. I can buy friendships, I can buy things I want, and I can go anywhere. The most important thing is I always easily conquer someone because of my cunning in speaking.But for the first time, I felt like I had a purpose in my life, which is to get Noah and make Noah mine again. My past was dark at that time. Many things I do realize that it is my folly and fault. But seeing Noah married another woman who wasn't even my level made me disgusted and disgusted. Suddenly I wasn't happy, I was not too fond of it, and my life was boring. That's why I wanted to have Noah because I wanted to be satisfied. Was I wrong?Tell me to go back to the past? Well, I did choose to end my relationship with Noah. I was too young to understand true love since then. I was lulled into enjoying th
Violen POVI live my days as usual. I am struggling with lessons in the world of lectures. What I don't understand is that Daren bothers me more and more every day. Wherever I am, Daren is always there. Like what I said to her, it didn't offend her at all. And I'm too lazy to ask Daren because, in the end, we'll fall into arguments. I let Daren tease me and keep quiet when he asks me to talk.Sometimes there is a little relief because when I eat alone in a café and feel lonely, Daren comes and sits at my table to accompany me. "Honestly, I don't like shrimp, but seeing you eat shrimp soup, I wonder how it tastes. And I ordered this, "said Daren to chat with me. As usual, I was just silent and focused on feeding my food. Daren didn't care whether I replied to her words or not. I certainly didn't throw her out or ask her to stay away from me."Wow, since when did shrimp soup become fresh like this?" said Daren. Daren's shocked expression made me hold back m
ViolenI swept the atmosphere of the café at that time with my eyes, it was unlucky because the café visitors were busy.Even Daren is also in this café.I complained to myself, will they humiliate me again.Even if I wanted to go, they would let me.Kayla and Diana walked over to me, while Nandin just stood in front of the cafe door and bowed her head"This is why I say you lowly woman.You are someone's wife but instead eat with other men here.Is this what you are in college for? "snapped Diana.My throat feels tight.How many more insults should I accept.I