Violen POV
There is a superior comfort for me when Noah touches me and makes me lull so profoundly, and I want Noah to do it again for me. I'm glad Noah took me on a walk by the beach and gave me comfort. for a moment, I did forget about the problem and chose to enjoy what was in sight.
After I had fun with shame, I had prepared myself first. I want Noah's touch again. I want to feel the pleasure I got at that time. But when Noah picked up the phone call that came to his cell phone, suddenly the look on Noah's face changed. my feeling was skipping seeing Noah
In the end, I had to be disappointed because Noah said that he had to finish work. Of course, I could only smile and give in on Noah's behalf. I could only see Noah's back move away and disappear.
I dissolve in my daydreaming at the ceiling of the room. I'm not wearing my pajamas, but I'm wearing Noah's long sleeve shirt. I don't know. I feel comfortable with the smell of the shirt.
ViolenViolen POVSometimes I succumb to my stupidity. I repeatedly lied to myself to be assertive without Noah, but in fact, I was not strong without Noah. Sometimes I feel that Noah loves me, and I love him back, too, but Noah has disappointed me countless times. Is all love like this? Does every relationship have to be sacrificed? If this is the case, true love will not be easy to get without the pain that bridges everything."Why did I come to this library, I've already taken all these books, but I'm too lazy to read them," I grumbled. I lay my body on the library table. My eyes swept around. Many students were reading or just copying their assignments, "do they not have the burden of life," I said again."They have, but maybe they don't show it," said someone startling me. I lifted my head. Daren sat with his chin on his hands, acting like an adorable man "what are you doing here?" I asked irritably. Daren narrowed his eyes, looking at me "this is a
Noah POVI feel guilty that I still can't be a good husband. Maybe I'll be successful with my business. I can conquer my enemies. But I'm weak with my feelings. I am like someone lonely, and I wander in the middle of the endless desert. All I feel is empty and tired in deep loneliness. But, at that moment, Violen came with her light. Bring me to know the world beautifully. She is inviting me to see a new side of my life."Daliah. I can't focus on all this work. I want to take a break from my job for a while. Could you put off all the meetings and take employees off for a while. I can't control my thoughts for now," I said, massaging my forehead."Yes, Sir. I beg you to take care of your health," replied Daliah. The problem I'm facing right now I can't solve with cunning thoughts or physical violence. There are two feelings that I am guarding. But when asked who is more important in my life now, the answer is, of course, Violen. Because I'm used to stepping from
Kayla POVSuppose someone calls me as Miss has no heart. It doesn't matter to me. Because I live without any purpose, all I know is having fun and enjoying things that I think can make me happy. I can buy friendships, I can buy things I want, and I can go anywhere. The most important thing is I always easily conquer someone because of my cunning in speaking.But for the first time, I felt like I had a purpose in my life, which is to get Noah and make Noah mine again. My past was dark at that time. Many things I do realize that it is my folly and fault. But seeing Noah married another woman who wasn't even my level made me disgusted and disgusted. Suddenly I wasn't happy, I was not too fond of it, and my life was boring. That's why I wanted to have Noah because I wanted to be satisfied. Was I wrong?Tell me to go back to the past? Well, I did choose to end my relationship with Noah. I was too young to understand true love since then. I was lulled into enjoying th
Violen POVI live my days as usual. I am struggling with lessons in the world of lectures. What I don't understand is that Daren bothers me more and more every day. Wherever I am, Daren is always there. Like what I said to her, it didn't offend her at all. And I'm too lazy to ask Daren because, in the end, we'll fall into arguments. I let Daren tease me and keep quiet when he asks me to talk.Sometimes there is a little relief because when I eat alone in a café and feel lonely, Daren comes and sits at my table to accompany me. "Honestly, I don't like shrimp, but seeing you eat shrimp soup, I wonder how it tastes. And I ordered this, "said Daren to chat with me. As usual, I was just silent and focused on feeding my food. Daren didn't care whether I replied to her words or not. I certainly didn't throw her out or ask her to stay away from me."Wow, since when did shrimp soup become fresh like this?" said Daren. Daren's shocked expression made me hold back m
ViolenI swept the atmosphere of the café at that time with my eyes, it was unlucky because the café visitors were busy.Even Daren is also in this café.I complained to myself, will they humiliate me again.Even if I wanted to go, they would let me.Kayla and Diana walked over to me, while Nandin just stood in front of the cafe door and bowed her head"This is why I say you lowly woman.You are someone's wife but instead eat with other men here.Is this what you are in college for? "snapped Diana.My throat feels tight.How many more insults should I accept.I
Noah POVWhat do I hear about this? Diana and Kayla caught me off guard. in fact, this incident had already passed for two days. I sent Daliah to finish all my work because I chose to take a day off from work. It kept Daliah busy in several cities, and couldn't see Violen's condition. I thought that with Lesley alongside Violen, I felt that my wife would be fine. It turns out that Daren met me at my house and showed me all the videos that have been spread around the campus."Luckily, I threatened some of them in the café, so this video is only spread to a few people on campus. No one dared to upload this video to social media. Imagine if I wasn't there. You think how Violen will live her life after that," Daren protested to me.I grabbed my hair. Why can I be this careless? That day, Diana came to pick up Kayla. They argued that they were looking for fresh air so that Kayla could quic
Violen POVI'm used to what people say about me. It's not strange if some people at the campus talk about me. There is much news that they only hear from other people. Then they immediately judge me as a bad woman, without them knowing the truth behind it all. They may not intend to know me any. Further, all they know is to believe what they hear.I'm increasingly obsessed with finishing college quickly and continuing my studies abroad "Do you like this book?" Daren asked me. I decided to accept Daren's invitation, who invited me to walk in the mall while looking for the latest books in bookstores. It's been a few days after college I spent time at home. Complete all coursework quickly. Maybe it's time for me to refresh my mind too"Yeah, but the cover looks boring," I said. Daren patted his forehead. "Violen? Since when have you judged a book by its cover? "Daren protested to me. I shrugged
Violen POVI don't know where Noah came from. Everything just happened. Maybe Noah had been following Daren and me all this time. I grabbed Noah's hand when he was about to hit Daren again. "That's enough, Noah," I shouted firmly. Daren even smiled even though the corners of his lips were bleeding "don't you realize where this is? People have seen us, "I said again. Noah sighed deeply. He took my arm and pulled my hand away.Noah forced me to get into his car. "Noah?" Noah just kept quiet and hurriedly fastened the seat belt on me. Noah started the car and led me away. From behind the car window, I saw Daren waving at me as if nothing had happened. "What do you think? Why did you hit Daren? "I yelled in protest at Noah.Noah focused on looking ahead and was just silent even though I had hit him with various questions. The car accelerated, and the road Noah was driving was not in the directio