Noah POV
I feel guilty that I still can't be a good husband. Maybe I'll be successful with my business. I can conquer my enemies. But I'm weak with my feelings. I am like someone lonely, and I wander in the middle of the endless desert. All I feel is empty and tired in deep loneliness. But, at that moment, Violen came with her light. Bring me to know the world beautifully. She is inviting me to see a new side of my life.
"Daliah. I can't focus on all this work. I want to take a break from my job for a while. Could you put off all the meetings and take employees off for a while. I can't control my thoughts for now," I said, massaging my forehead.
"Yes, Sir. I beg you to take care of your health," replied Daliah. The problem I'm facing right now I can't solve with cunning thoughts or physical violence. There are two feelings that I am guarding. But when asked who is more important in my life now, the answer is, of course, Violen. Because I'm used to stepping from
Kayla POVSuppose someone calls me as Miss has no heart. It doesn't matter to me. Because I live without any purpose, all I know is having fun and enjoying things that I think can make me happy. I can buy friendships, I can buy things I want, and I can go anywhere. The most important thing is I always easily conquer someone because of my cunning in speaking.But for the first time, I felt like I had a purpose in my life, which is to get Noah and make Noah mine again. My past was dark at that time. Many things I do realize that it is my folly and fault. But seeing Noah married another woman who wasn't even my level made me disgusted and disgusted. Suddenly I wasn't happy, I was not too fond of it, and my life was boring. That's why I wanted to have Noah because I wanted to be satisfied. Was I wrong?Tell me to go back to the past? Well, I did choose to end my relationship with Noah. I was too young to understand true love since then. I was lulled into enjoying th
Violen POVI live my days as usual. I am struggling with lessons in the world of lectures. What I don't understand is that Daren bothers me more and more every day. Wherever I am, Daren is always there. Like what I said to her, it didn't offend her at all. And I'm too lazy to ask Daren because, in the end, we'll fall into arguments. I let Daren tease me and keep quiet when he asks me to talk.Sometimes there is a little relief because when I eat alone in a café and feel lonely, Daren comes and sits at my table to accompany me. "Honestly, I don't like shrimp, but seeing you eat shrimp soup, I wonder how it tastes. And I ordered this, "said Daren to chat with me. As usual, I was just silent and focused on feeding my food. Daren didn't care whether I replied to her words or not. I certainly didn't throw her out or ask her to stay away from me."Wow, since when did shrimp soup become fresh like this?" said Daren. Daren's shocked expression made me hold back m
ViolenI swept the atmosphere of the café at that time with my eyes, it was unlucky because the café visitors were busy.Even Daren is also in this café.I complained to myself, will they humiliate me again.Even if I wanted to go, they would let me.Kayla and Diana walked over to me, while Nandin just stood in front of the cafe door and bowed her head"This is why I say you lowly woman.You are someone's wife but instead eat with other men here.Is this what you are in college for? "snapped Diana.My throat feels tight.How many more insults should I accept.I
Noah POVWhat do I hear about this? Diana and Kayla caught me off guard. in fact, this incident had already passed for two days. I sent Daliah to finish all my work because I chose to take a day off from work. It kept Daliah busy in several cities, and couldn't see Violen's condition. I thought that with Lesley alongside Violen, I felt that my wife would be fine. It turns out that Daren met me at my house and showed me all the videos that have been spread around the campus."Luckily, I threatened some of them in the café, so this video is only spread to a few people on campus. No one dared to upload this video to social media. Imagine if I wasn't there. You think how Violen will live her life after that," Daren protested to me.I grabbed my hair. Why can I be this careless? That day, Diana came to pick up Kayla. They argued that they were looking for fresh air so that Kayla could quic
Violen POVI'm used to what people say about me. It's not strange if some people at the campus talk about me. There is much news that they only hear from other people. Then they immediately judge me as a bad woman, without them knowing the truth behind it all. They may not intend to know me any. Further, all they know is to believe what they hear.I'm increasingly obsessed with finishing college quickly and continuing my studies abroad "Do you like this book?" Daren asked me. I decided to accept Daren's invitation, who invited me to walk in the mall while looking for the latest books in bookstores. It's been a few days after college I spent time at home. Complete all coursework quickly. Maybe it's time for me to refresh my mind too"Yeah, but the cover looks boring," I said. Daren patted his forehead. "Violen? Since when have you judged a book by its cover? "Daren protested to me. I shrugged
Violen POVI don't know where Noah came from. Everything just happened. Maybe Noah had been following Daren and me all this time. I grabbed Noah's hand when he was about to hit Daren again. "That's enough, Noah," I shouted firmly. Daren even smiled even though the corners of his lips were bleeding "don't you realize where this is? People have seen us, "I said again. Noah sighed deeply. He took my arm and pulled my hand away.Noah forced me to get into his car. "Noah?" Noah just kept quiet and hurriedly fastened the seat belt on me. Noah started the car and led me away. From behind the car window, I saw Daren waving at me as if nothing had happened. "What do you think? Why did you hit Daren? "I yelled in protest at Noah.Noah focused on looking ahead and was just silent even though I had hit him with various questions. The car accelerated, and the road Noah was driving was not in the directio
Violen POVBelieve me, after dark. There must be light. Maybe I was too impatient to face the darkness, even though behind the dark hill, there was already a light waiting for me. I decided to go back home. Even though my decision is hurting Kayla and me. Here I started to think, we both are women who both have feelings for Noah. We also love Noah with the same heart. It's just that I sit higher than Kayla. If Kayla's past Noah. Then I am Noah's future."Are you crazy? Why do you dare to come back to this house? "Kayla asked me to the room. I stood by the window of my room while Kayla sat proudly on the sofa with her arms crossed over her chest."I dare to make decisions because the one who is entitled to be able to make decisions here is me. I thank you, Kayla. Thanks to what you did at that time, me and Noah got closer to understanding each other. We understand more about the steps we have
Violen POVThe situation suddenly became tense. Kayla's expression changed when the man came. I also just met a man who turned out to be Kayla's father. "Noah? You who told my dad to come here?" said Kayla, annoyed. There is a confusion that I feel. Why did Kayla have to be surprised like that when her father came? "Calm down, keep your attitude. We talk about this carefully, "said the man. Daliah told me his name was Mr. Darius, and he only got here yesterday. Noah and his grandmother had planned this. if there was anything in the world that Kayla was most afraid of, it was her father's angerThe atmosphere for a moment became silent, the hateful gaze of Kayla fixed on me. Because at that time, Noah chose to sit beside me and took my hand. While Kayla sat beside her father, "let's discuss this carefully," said Kayla's father starting the conversation. Kayla squeezed her arm, like a habit for Kayla to pack her arm w
ENDWhat I was afraid of happened already. I lost a beloved figure in my life. Everyone cries, seeing Violen's funeral. At the same time, I don't have any more tears to spare. All the dreams I had planned with Violen just vanished. There is no more story that I can share Our hopes for a child just disappeared.
Noah POVI've been through the worst thing in my life. Maybe almost every day that I go through for me is like a nightmare. That's why when I can feel real happiness, whatever it is, I go through with laughter. For me, it's a beautiful memory.Time seemed to stop as I sat in the chair, waiting for Violen to finish his surgery. Everything happened so fast that I couldn't stop it. So far, I've always been nimble. I never sacrifice my best people if I fight. There is a unique and mature strategy that I always put together before facing the enemy.I lost my mind and direction when Violen was involved in this fight. Violen, the wife who was so precious to me, should be a prisoner of my enemy, and it caught me off guard. I didn't think Kayla would be too reckless. I know the devil in Kayla's mind. I know the silly things Kayla will do so desperately. But why, Violen?"Why
ViolenIf my eyes could speak, they would have begged me to stop crying. I fell on my seat to see Martin was lifeless before my eyes. His body was already covered with blood-stained. No matter how hard I screamed, Martin didn't open his eyes anymore. I grabbed my hair in frustration. This place is hell to me. "Get yourself, Violen, you have to get out of here," Daliah shouted to me.My eyes turned to see Noah and Daren. Even Maria was already fighting in front of me. I just realized the situation around me. There were already many groups of people fighting at that time. They hit each other and carried sharp weapons. I hit my head so I can control myself. It looks like Julian's men have attacked us, and Noah's men have also come to help us.My eyes could not be separated from Noah, even though Daliah had been pulling my hand all this time so that I would get out of that place. Daliah squatted
Violen POVIn this despair, I was not expecting much. Kayla hated me so much. She even laughed when she hit me many times. I also realized that Kayla would never be satisfied. Maybe if I was dead, then Kayla was satisfied. Dizziness is very intense. I feel. I can feel the liquid flowing from my mouth. The thick liquid that had been dripping on my pants at that time, of course, my mouth was bleeding. The blow was very hard, and I was already on the verge of despair.The tears that flowed represent my voice that was unable to scream anymore. I was willing for everything that happened. even though I cried calling Noah's name, but I hope Noah doesn't come looking for me. I can't let Noah meet heartless monsters like Kayla and Julian. Even if I have to die today, I don't want those closest to me to get hurt."Kayla, get out of here. You're satisfied hitting this woman, right?" blurted Julian. wit
Noah POVMy life seems to have left me. I was living in hell when I received information that was like a nightmare to me. Someone kidnaped Violen and what upset me the most was Martin was involved in all this. I don't even know how Violen is doing now. Emotions and anxiety have been mixed up. If it weren't for Daliah, I would have killed Martin, who is now prostrate in front of me.Daliah reminded me that Violen would not forgive me if I killed Martin. From the start, I was suspicious of this stranger's presence. Daren, Daliah, and Mira gathered in my office. I stand while pulling my hair occasionally. While Martin prostrated with both knees to support him and lowered his head wistfully"No-fly dared to disturb my life. And you ordinary boy dare to bother my wife. Tell me, martin. Where's Violet? What did you do to my wife?" My voice snapped. I'm not used to being like this; I don't like ask
ViolenMy mind is still not calm because of the things that I feel right now, plus Martin is currently running in front of me "Martin. I beg you to stop. What's wrong with you? It's me, violen," I shouted convincingly. Martin looked back. I'm sure his eyes and mine had met each other. Still, Martin doesn't want to stop. Until Martin took me running on the edge of the residential road "I beg you to stop. I tried to find you and Cici at your house," I shouted again.I had to stop chasing Martin cause my breath was already short, and my chest was hurting too. Suddenly, Martin also stopped and stood not far in front of me "I, I'm tired," I said with my breathlessness. I tried to step closer to Martin, but Martin walked backward. "What's wrong with you?" I protested irritably"Get out of here right now. Hurry and go, "exclaimed Martin. I wrinkled my forehead. Martin yelled at me and asked me to l
ViolenI breathed a sigh of relief after finishing my college assignments. I glanced at the wall clock without realizing it was already showing midnight, "oh my God, I forgot to go to Noah's room," I complained. I rushed to go to Noah's room, but when I opened the door to my room, Noah was already standing in front of my room, putting on a sad face. "Hey, are you here, dear?" I told Noah hiding the guilt"Are you done with your college assignments? I've seen you nearly ten times in the past, and you're still doing your job. I'm sleepy, Violen," Noah complained to me. Noah's face spoiled me, and I pulled Noah's hand to go back to his room "I'm sorry, I want to finish all the assignments, so tomorrow I can rest. Come on, let's sleep, "I asked.Noah hugged me tightly while I rubbed Noah's head so he could sleep soundly. This is the only way I can do to make Noah comfortable. If I don't rub Noah's head before he
ViolenQuite a few gave me advice or warnings about Martin. I just listened to what my little heart said. I always pay attention to Martin every time I work. Martin is even diligent at work. Lesley also noted that so far, Martin is working according to her expectations. Martin is fast and does whatever deserves to be done.I'm tired of my mind, Lesley is busy with work, Noah and Daliah are alive. While I heard Daren was dating a woman he had told me about. I decided to eat ice cream at a café downtown. Seeing the tiramisu ice cream with a chocolate topping made me tasteful."Alright, you have to make my mood go over the ice cream," I said, speaking to the Icecream that was served in front of me. one mouthful into my mouth, the taste of the ice cream is just what I expected. I closed my eyes, enjoying the cold sensation in my mouth. "Ahh, this is better," I said.I saw some caf&
ViolenAccording to my promise to Martin, I waited for Martin to come to Lesley Café. I didn't tell Lesley my plan until Martin came and met me at the café. I immediately introduced Martin to Lesley and said Martin would work at Lesley's cafe as a waiter. Of course, Lesley was shocked and flabbergasted because suddenly I asked a 13-year-old boy to work at Lesley's café.Lesley pulled my hand to the back room, "Are you crazy? How could I possibly want to employ a boy like that here? How can I believe it? What's this all about, Violen? "Lesley protested. I smiled and scratched my head, which didn't itch at all. "Calm down, Lesley. Listen to my explanation first. It's not a bad idea," I saidLesley snorted in annoyance and asked me to explain in detail everything. "I feel sympathy for the boy. he works at Noah's partner's party because he has to earn money to pay for his si