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This bathroom is giving me claustrophobia. I sigh and press against the cool tiles, my lips getting dry and chapped. I want to jump off this yacht. Go home and be alone all week.But I'm not supposed to get out of here unless Dominico comes back and starts knocking on the door. Unless he gets me out of this cabin himself.Not sure why I'm trusting every single thing he says. It kinda feels like I have no choice, though."Ten more hours." For now I'm stuck on this boat. Stuck inside this bathroom which obviously costs more than everything I own. "You signed that contract. Now suck it up," I sigh as my hands grip my phone.Shit. I really don't wanna show my face anywhere. I don't know if I can act like nothing happened and just get on with what I'm being paid to do here. In broad daylight, no less.It's comforting how Dominico's reminder and reassurance earlier almost defeat my frantic thoughts. I don't have much proof that he's someone I can fully trust, but I do feel like he's a decent guy.Not cunning. Or deceptive. Unlike someone we both know. Then again, I can't shake the feeling that behind his protective gestures, bigger secrets and darker shadows lie.I want to know the kinds of secrets he keeps. But a small voice in the back of my head's telling me I should stay out of his life. Far, far away from him and his wealthy family."Seraphine?"Finally! I get up from the floor and run towards the door. I unlock the gold knob and step back, my heart thudding in my chest.Still shirtless, Dominico enters the bathroom with a slight frown, his keen eyes gazing into mine.My knees feel weaker the closer he gets. But it's not fear—I'm not afraid of him at all. Just nervousness and some pent-up emotions. "Who was it?""Enzo."Okay. It was just his cousin, probably knocking to check if Dominico's awake. Not his father. Thank goodness. I take a deep breath. "What did he want?" I lean against the cold and empty sink, sighing in relief because I don't have to stay locked up in here for another five minutes."Nothing.""Oh. So, did you...""What?" Dominico stands beside me and washes his hands in the black sink, no handgun tucked under the waistband of his jeans.Okay. So, coast clear.Where did he put it? Does he always have a gun on him? Maybe he hid it 'cause he thinks it scares me."Talk to your dad?" I hold my breath, imagining his father losing his temper again. The last thing I wanna see today is Mr. Tomassini's furious face. I hope he's too busy with something to care about finding me.The yacht sways a bit. "No." Dominico steps away from me, opening the door wider using his foot. "He's busy with something," he says monotonously.Okay. Whew. They didn't run into each other and get into another fight because of me. I nod and press my warm hands together behind my back. "Can I go now?""We're about to dock. Sit down. Breakfast's on the table."Sit down? Wait. So he was gone for half an hour because he got me breakfast? "Okay." I walk out of the bathroom, his mention of food reminding me of the quick and simple dinner I had last night.The unmade bed, rumpled clothes, and the pillows on the couch tell me he hung the 'Do Not Disturb' sign on the doorknob. Although we don't really know each other, I'd say he's not the type to fret over an untidy room.On the dining table, four plates of bacon, eggs, pasta, sliced fruits, and croissants wait for me. Or us?Is he eating breakfast with me? Probably. That's way too much food, and I'm not really a breakfast person.Dominico, on the other hand, doesn't look like he shies away from a 2000-calorie meal. The guy's built like he plays ball for a living. Not that bulky, but muscular all over.I can't outrun him if he insists I should hide in this cabin all day. I sit on one of the chairs, hesitating and keeping a few comments to myself while he uses the bathroom with the door ajar.As I dig in, I keep glancing at my phone. Just in case our shift manager texts or calls me. So far no one seems to have noticed that I'm two minutes late for my shift this morning.Dominico steps out of the bathroom seconds after I heard him gargle and spit."Feel any better?" I squint at his fairly swollen nose and the cut near the corner of his downturned lips. The bruises still look a little red. I try not to make a face at the pain he must be dealing with."Marginally." Dominico yanks the other chair and sits to my left, his voice low and somewhat hoarse. He grabs the plate with the bread and eggs without even glancing my way.I stay still, pretending I don't mind that he's sitting too close. My knee is already touching his pants, and my sock's pressing onto his bare foot.But he doesn't move his leg at all.My hands rest beside my plate as I study the beautiful shape of his strong jaw and his aquiline nose. Like always, his dark and wavy hair's not disheveled, but also not too neat. I've seen more jaw-droppingly gorgeous men at work and back when I was in school, but, something about his face just tells me we'll make the cutest babies together.Someday... In another lifetime. Or another universe."Want something to drink?"I look away. Darn it. Did he catch me staring again? I clear my throat and shake my head. "Water's fine.""You don't like coffee in the morning?" he asks nonchalantly, his breath smelling of toothpaste. Dominico stares at me as he chomps on a croissant and an oily piece of bacon.I almost smile at his seemingly genuine curiosity. Although watching him eat kind of makes me feel like a voyeur, it also calms me down in a way. "Makes me sleepier."As if amused, he stops chewing and grins at me, but his brows are creased."You should ice your nose again." I get up and take the gel ice pack out of the compact fridge, then place it beside his plate. "It looks more swollen.""Later. Sit down."Fine. I'm not the only one who's starving. I resume eating beside him, pondering the things we have to talk about now. "I'm going back downstairs, after this. My shift just started.""No," he says after glancing at me. "Eat."I sit back and shut my mouth.Although he looks calmer than last night, his stern tone warns me of the chaotic energy downstairs. The other guests must be up already. Is his father awake?"Have you seen your dad?""No.""He's still ignoring your calls?" I pour some water into the glasses Dominico prepared, bracing myself for his answer."Yep."Shit. It's my fault. I've made Mr. Tomassini more upset.He probably called my supervisor at the country club to have me fired first thing."Thank you." I stare at the rest of the food in front of us, pushing aside the unease and guilt I still feel. "Again. For, um...last night." I glance at Domino's straight face, my voice frail like the rest of my body. I feel like I could use eight more hours of uninterrupted sleep.A faint nod is his only response.The small space between us thickens with awkward tension, a quiet witness to the mixed emotions stealing my peace of mind.The Italian news report playing on my phone fills the silence as I push down the feelings I've been trying to process the past few hours. I'm still grappling with justifying his father's actions. Clinging to the hope that alcohol is solely to blame.But, no. Enough of that. I'm not letting it mess with my head all day. All week. I can't let fear consume my thoughts. Paralyze me. Swallow me whole.It's just stress. I'm overworked—that's all. I'll be perfectly fine after a good night's sleep...and this quaint breakfast with my boss' son will be nothing more than a nice memory once we exchange goodbyes.Wait. The money. I almost forgot. I get up and grab my bag, pulling out the folded €100 he gave me while I manned the bar.Dominico just frowns at the bill and starts eating pasta."It's yours." I make a face and slide the money towards his glass."Keep it.""No. It's yo—""I don't need it.""No. It's too much, and it's your money." Do I really look like I need it more than he does? Ugh. I better give that corner salon another visit."I gave it to you, didn't I? It's yours now," Dominico replies without looking at me. There's a hint of annoyance in his nasal voice and furrowed brows, and it's clear he wants me gone so he can enjoy his breakfast in peace."Um... Thanks." I take the folded bill and hesitate a moment before putting it in my wallet. "I'm gonna go now. They're probably looking for me downstairs.""Here's my card." With his forearm on the table, he shifts on his chair to pull a piece of paper out of his pocket.I merely stare at his tan face."Give me your number." Dominico looks me in the eye, his voice quiet but determined, offering the business card as if it were a lifeline.I recline and read the words on the shiny rectangular piece of paper, my heartbeat ratcheting up.Wow. Chief Financial Officer? The small text below his full name says he's the CFO of Firenze Fiscal Solutions.Never heard of it. Whose company is this? Is it his? And why does he want my number?As alarming suspicions creep in, my heart beats faster, harder, almost too loudly. "Why?" My confusion doubles when he ignores me and casually drinks the rest of his water. I put the gray card beside my empty plate, my eyes going over the details again. "You're a CFO?""For now," he murmurs with a flicker of resignation in his voice.What does he mean?"Some of the guests will be leaving once we dock. Get off the boat." Dominico puts his glass down and reaches for the other croissant. "Don't bother telling your manager or supervisor."About what happened a few hours ago? Or that I'm skipping my shift this morning? "No. I-I can't just leave. I have two shifts today," I reason. I'm scheduled to work four hours with the waiting staff, then another four hours at the bar. They're probably looking for me already, and his dad doesn't need another reason to be upset with me."Call in sick."What? He wants me to lie? "You're saying I should lie to Armando?""Is someone picking you up?"Someone? Like a boyfriend? "No." I take his calling card and toss it into my bag.Dominico stares at me again and itches the tip of his nose. "You got a car?"I wish. "No."Chewing on his second croissant, he faces the windows and finishes the food on his plate. "I'll drive you home."•[ S E R A P H I N E ] Drive me home? Is he serious? Why would he do that? It's probably guilt. Or he pities me because of what happened. Well, almost happened. Maybe he feels guilty for what his father tried to do. I don't expect him to, but, apparently this guy feels the need to make it up to me one way or another. "You... No. You don't have to." I look away from Dominico and check my phone. No new calls. No new messages. Nothing. Ugh. Pathetic. "Angelx30" is still offline. The guy must be tied up with work. Or vacationing somewhere remote. Somewhere I've never been. Hopefully not with his girlfriend. Or wife? Yikes. I hope I'm not ruining someone's marriage or anything.Dominico reclines and swallows the pasta in his mouth. "You don't want me to make sure my father's not lurking around?" He looks at me with his expressive green eyes squinting a little, his tone denoting some concern. A humorless grin follows his question as hesitation grips my thoughts. "No. No need. But, than
[ S E R A P H I N E ]My nap is cut short when my phone buzzes between my thighs. I sit up and hastily fix my hair, the grogginess replacing the dizziness I've been ignoring all day. I sigh at the useless notification on my screen. Just another spammy email. "Ugh." I unbuckle my seat belt and stretch my back. The rain has stopped, and we're finally somewhere familiar. We're here in the spacious parking lot of my workplace. Dominico steps out of the car after parking the Maserati in the dimmer corner, just across the lobby. When I step outside, the evening air nips at my bare skin, and the place looks quiet. Typical on weeknights. There are several vehicles around us, but I think they're mostly my coworkers'. Dominico leans against the driver's window and doesn't look up from his phone even after I step in front of him. “Good nap?” I put on a smile despite the soreness in my legs and feet. My entire back needs a good crack, but I don't really have the time or money for regular appo
[ S E R A P H I N E ] My mind won't stop racing. All this overthinking is making me dizzy again. The dim glow of my night lamp doesn't help much. I need four more hours of sleep, but my brain won't give it a rest now that I'm all alone again. I'm back here in my quiet apartment, my body tired as ever, but my swirling thoughts are too loud to shut off. “Ugh.” I don't think I'll make it through this week in good health and sane. I wanna blame Dominico...even though it's not really his fault. The guy's just trying to help. My conscience keeps reminding me to thank him again for keeping his pervy father away from me and for escorting me off that yacht, and then driving me back to the country club.But is it all an act? Does he have ulterior motives? Or he's just a decent human being I luckily bumped into? The latter seems true, but my gut still says it's a bit of both. I can't think of a particular reason why Dominico thinks being my protector (and fake boyfriend?) will do him any fav
[ D O M I N I C O ]“You found Ottavio?”“Not yet.” I look away from the cloudy sky and glance at Enzo.He just got back from New York. After another meeting with his top executives this morning, he picked me up just so he won't have lunch alone with his bodyguards. Like most weekdays. Today he looks like the suited up FOH manager who overspends on his clothes, while I'm dressed like the head chef who goes out to smoke halfway through service. Not like anyone in this place cares. Unless I'm at a big corporate event, I usually don't give a shit about how I look when I'm not at work. I'm getting old, turning 30 soon, and this generation's obsession with impressing other people they don't even know is getting fuckin' ridiculous. “But I'm sure his ex knows where he's hiding.” “You found Freja's new address?” Enzo mutters as his left hand distractedly fixes his gray suit jacket. It almost matches the checkered tablecloth, but he's still the best-dressed among this hour's customers. “On
[ S E R A P H I N E ] It's been a few days since that yacht party. I hope he's not pissed that I'm showing up an hour late. Where is he? Why does he want us to meet here? This looks like a high-end jewelry shop. The gilded doors alone look like they cost more than everything I own. I stand outside the shop, the late afternoon sun bathing the quaint store in a warm glow. I'm waiting for my phone to ring while peeking at the sparkling displays of gemstones and metals. Maybe he chose this place since it's near the country club. It doesn't look crowded inside. Only four people are browsing the impressive selection of bespoke jewelry, but I still don't want to go inside by myself. I can't seem to get rid of the tension inside me. Can't just walk it off or sit it out like a random tummy ache. I hold my breath when my phone dings with a new message from Dominico, asking me if I'm nearby. I reply with a short text: [ I'm outside the store. White shirt. ] Clasping my satchel, I watch
[ S E R A P H I N E ] Long shadows dim our path as we exit the store, the sun dipping lower in the sky. The warmth of the evening feels nice, unlike the terrifying reality his suspicions are forcing me to wrap my head around. We walk away from the picturesque sidewalk with Dominico glancing over his shoulder. Before we reach the Maserati, he looks behind one more time and puts his arm around my back. Like he's waiting for some sketchy guys to pop up out of nowhere and kidnap me. Just thinking it could happen makes my insides churn. My legs and feet are overworked after that ten-hour shift, but my brain can't seem to process most of the pain. I just know I need a quiet, private space where I can regroup my thoughts before we go anywhere else. “Hey. I-I really don't mind taking the bus. You don't have to drive me to the...” “Stay close.” “Why?” I almost glare at my “date” and stand beside his ride. Should I give him gas money now? Or just let him escort me all evening like a hire
[ S E R A P H I N E ]“Are you home?”“Just got home.”“Oh. Okay.” So his house is only an hour away from here. Is he still alone? Parking the Maserati in his garage? How many cars does he own? A trust fund kid like him probably has a few luxury cars at the very least. “D'you need something?” His voice sounds slightly hoarse, his tone laced with concern.“A whole day just for sleeping. A two-week paid vacation.”“Why're you still up? I told you to rest.”Lying on my back with the lights off, I smile at the concern behind his short semi-rant. I'm already in my room, all showered and about to doze off. Yet I can't stop thinking about him and the things we've talked about. “I'm trying.”Dominico sighs on the other end, as if he's getting annoyed that I called him too soon. “Get off the phone. Turn it off and sleep.” “You're startin' to sound like my dad.” “We're meeting up tomorrow. Can't have you cranky and hating me all day.”Hating him? “Tomorrow? Why?” Are we going on another "dat
[ S E R A P H I N E ]I have 39 minutes left. Where the heck is he? Does he think I have a two-hour lunch break? Maybe a CFO like him does. “Must be nice,” I mutter under my breath. If he doesn't show up in five minutes, I'm heading back to the staff lounge. I don't really want to, but at least it's safer there. Too crowded in case his father tries to corner me and harass me again. Too many witnesses. Too many mouths to silence. The creep might just have second thoughts about trying to cop a feel again.I cringe at the memory. I still remember every second. Some nights, my brain loves to replay those horrible ten seconds as if to remind me that I still have feelings. That I've been wronged. Mistreated. Humiliated. Victimized.But, no. I refuse to feel like a victim. Nope. Not now. Our one and only family business is in the red. About to go bankrupt, in fact, if we don't do something drastic soon. I don't have the luxury of taking a couple days off. To recover. To recharge. To do s
[ S E R A P H I N E ] “One last sheet. One last,” I sigh to myself, stretching my aching back as I recline. Looks like I'm still alone out here. I'm sitting by the pool, enjoying the gorgeous pink-orange sunset while waiting for Dominico to finish working. I stare at my laptop screen. I'm almost done with my work for the day, but my focus is split, already dwindling. Some mornings, I don't even feel like checking my emails. But I can't just quit now. I don't wanna feel like a freeloader or look for another job. Dominico can take care of me and provide our baby's needs. I know. But I don't want him to think I'm getting too comfortable. He's still upstairs, probably not done with their virtual meeting. “Emergency board meeting,” he told me an hour ago. Dom's been working from home all week. The new virus is still wreaking havoc all over the country. It's starting to scare me and Mamma, actually. Dominico agreed to stay home because he doesn't want to risk it. Our health and our b
[ D O M I N I C O ] “Look, Freja. It's my own money. And this isn't a loan. You don't have to pay me back. Okay?” Do I sound like an arrogant douche? I hope not. I sit back and buckle up, dying to get home. Freja’s tear-streaked face stays on the edge of the screen. The gray skies outside her window match the somber look in her eyes. She dabs at her pinkish cheeks, trying to put the waterworks on pause. It's not that she's been blindsided by her ex-husband's death. The sudden loss and grief. She knew what she was getting into the moment she agreed to be his wife. But it's not really her fault that she can't give her child a better life right now. I can't undo any of my father's actions or rewrite the past. But I could at least make sure that she and her kid won't struggle for another couple of years. “I just wired you the money.” “Thank you,” she murmurs with weak nods. I glance at the damp road. “Should cover tuition and some bills. If you need more, just call or text
[ S E R A P H I N E ] “We were gonna tell you. I-I just…” Just what? Forgot that I exist? That I have feelings, too? That I'm her best friend and they should've told me they're... Sheesh! I don't even wanna imagine what they've been up to. “Just what? It just slipped your mind?” Pierre glances at me, still can't look me in the eye. Like he knows how hurt I am. He should. This is like... It's betrayal. Right? I'm their best friend! I have the right to feel this way. “You just conveniently forgot?” My voice wavers. The odd numbness in my core spreads down my legs. Shucks. Breathing feels like a chore now. “Was it that hard to send me a text? Pick up the phone and just give me a call?”I probably sound hysterical. Overdramatic. I really don't care. I glare at Pierre, trying to dismiss the shock and hide the barely repressed anger. But I'm sure it looks like I'm failing miserably at it. Pierre sighs briefly, his hands on his hips. He's staring at the ground. Like he can't be bother
[ S E R A P H I N E ] “Hey. Alfeo looks more buff. Like, he looks bigger than you now.” Must be because Alfeo isn't taller and often wears clothes that flaunt his broad shoulders. I sit up on the bed, ogling my hot baby daddy as he walks out of the bathroom. “Is he taking anything? Steroids, or...” Dom snickers, glancing at me while he dries his hair with a black towel. After locking the door, he grabs a few clothes from his closet. “Why? Couldn't ask him yourself?” I scratch the back of my head. I don't know what his best friend's been up to lately. I haven't seen Alfeo in months. But I'm glad that he's not too busy to hang out with us. Maybe he's bulking up to impress a girl. Or girls? Not that it bothers me. He's always gonna be welcome here. Dominico still trusts him with his life. And no matter what his family thinks, Alfeo is still his most loyal friend. “Is he dating someone?” Dom scoffs and scrunches up his nose. It's straight, but the tip is a little bulbous, not too f
[ D O M I N I C O ] Are they downsizing? Or my dad's running out of payola? What even is this room? This is much smaller than the well-guarded room they let us use before. Smells like dried piss and sweat, too. Unlike the last time I was here, the prison guard stands behind the door. Just one. No weapon in sight, but I bet my left kidney he's carrying at least two. I sit down in front of the divider, surprised that the only prisoner I'm visiting agreed to see me today. I know he's still pissed that I didn't come by much sooner. That I didn't show up the last time he told me to be here. He wanted me to deliver more hush money, and of course more cash for his protection. And he's probably more pissed that I didn't help Ricchar Falco find his missing uncle. Stefano. The disgraced shipping mogul. The big-time swindler who ran off with the redhead. Daddy Dearest's former number one whore. Only because the bitch impressed him in and out of the sack. Glancing at the tall, dusty walls,
[ S E R A P H I N E ]What if Leandro found out about everything we did, all the sleuthing I tried, and the heap of evidence we contributed to the investigation, and then he got furious enough that he...Any way you look at it, my theory isn't farfetched. The guy's got motive. I don't wanna be the one to dwell on these negative thoughts. But we should consider the possibility. My privacy, my career, and my family's safety might be compromised.I'm pretty sure he's not here in Florence. Yet the feeling that he's somewhere near won't leave my head. Even now. Here in Dominico's house, a well-guarded private property in a gated neighborhood. I feel exposed. A little vulnerable. Even though I'm so much safer here with Dominico and Mamma keeping an eye on me. Plus the security staff guarding the property 24/7."Okay. I'll talk to Enzo again," Dom mumbles before reaching for my hand, giving it a light squeeze before he lets out a breath. Regrets and some frustration replace the pent-up anger
[ S E R A P H I N E ] I step out of the bathroom, my skin still warm from the shower. I took a quick one just to help me relax. To help me fall back to sleep. I'm not sure if it will. The rain outside taps lightly against his windows, an almost soothing rhythm that contrasts the weight of my thoughts. Although I'm wearing a robe, I feel the chill in the air as I walk towards his bed, my footsteps quiet. Dom's still wide awake like I guessed. He's sitting on the wrinkled covers, his attention fixed on his phone. As I approach him, he sets his phone down, and his heavy-lidded gaze shifts to my face. I sit close to him and try to ignore the tension in the air. It's not the same awkwardness I felt right after I tried to kiss him for the first time. It's something else. Can't quite put my finger on it. But it's nothing we can't address. I'm sure. “Hey.” “Feel better?” “A little.” I put on a smile. I hold onto his forearm when he goes back to reading some emails. ”Babe, that ema
[ D O M I N I C O ] Shit. I almost tore the label off. Cracked and nearly broke the cap into pieces, too. It's not clumsiness, though. I'm too distracted. Tired. Impatient. Frustrated. With caution, I press down a strip of tape over the torn label, running my thumb across it to smooth out the small creases. I can't just look up the right dosage on the internet. This label is practically the only thing helping me keep track of the proper dosage. I reach for the roll of tape again. I tear about an inch off the roll. Right after I put the bottle away, soft shuffling noises behind me interrupt me before I can get rid of the clutter on the counter. I look up and stare at my reflection in the mirror. Seraphine is standing at the bathroom door, just a couple of steps away, her eyes wide and unfocused. She's wearing the blue shirt I gave her before she went to sleep. There's some tension in her posture. Why is she out of bed? I turn to face her and put down the roll of tape near
[ D O M I N I C O ] “Cara, dico solo che...” [Dear, I’m just saying...] “Sì?” [Yes?] I tilt my wine glass, sitting back and interrupting my stepmother again. I don't have to keep my mouth shut. I already know how uncomfortable Seraphine feels. Trying to sit still beside me, she takes a small bite of bread and stares at Mamma, who's seated across from us and not really minding the food on her plate. Rain still patters on the windows. But it shouldn't turn into something worse. This should be a calm, quick, easy dinner. Unless Mamma brings up what happened last night. If that happens, Seraphine will probably... “Sephie, è più prudente se tu rimani qui ora.” [It's safer if you stay here for now.] My stepmother is talking a bit slower now, dragging her vowels. She drops her delicate smile, then sets down her fork with a soft clink. “Non preoccuparti, Mamma. Porto sempre una mascherina extra nel caso mi dimenticassi di indossarne una,” Seraphine replies with a polite smile, her vo