[ D O M I N I C O ]
Another sun-drenched morning on this thing. "Great." I sigh.It almost feels surreal after a long night of boozing and chaos. I shield my eyes from the blinding rays with my hand, wearing nothing but wrinkled pants and old boxers. I shut the door behind me.Right now Seraphine's much safer locked up in the bathroom. This shouldn't take a while. I step out into the quiet deck.Empty. Not a single soul. The waves look calm. Unlike my brain.Who the fuck woke me up for nothing? "Enzo?" I scratch my chest and head towards the stairs. I didn't order room service, and my father would've screamed his head off if it was him knocking incessantly. "Enzo," I call out, clenching my jaw as the throbbing pain in my nose intensifies. An unwanted reminder of my father's anger management issues.One of many. My face can still feel those two solid punches. It's a miracle I even fell asleep. Somehow those little pills Seraphine gave me worked their magic.The gnawing pain immediately resurfaces whenever I yawn, though. "Shit." It's gonna be another sleepless night. If the swelling persists, I might follow her advice about seeing a doctor. Probably a waste of time and money, but she wouldn't have given me all that medical advice just to impress.The tall and brown-haired guy on the stairs halts my hurried steps. Black joggers and trainers make him look like he just got out of the gym. My cousin slouches on the third step, alone and leaning his lower back against the wall. Black earphones cover his ears. A scowl creases his dark brows and forehead.I smirk at the businesslike tone and posh Brit accent spilling through his gravelly voice. No idea who's on the other line and pissing him off this early, but their conversation sounds important.When he sees me, Enzo says goodbye to whoever's on the other end and pockets his phone. He takes a step closer to me and chuckles.At my shiner, probably. "Don't ask." I rake my fingers through my hair. My scalp feels disgusting. Irritated. I'm already parched, but I can still taste the alcohol on my tongue.Enzo smirks and stands before me with his hands on his narrow waist. "I'm asking anyways." He looks me up and down. "Too much fun with your bartender?""Fuck off." I lean against the half-wall facing the sun and the tranquil waters. The sea breeze already feels humid, but it's more bearable than yesterday. The air smells of salt, but I don't hate it as much as I hate the things I have to do to stay employed and alive.Enzo's question tells me he's not the only one who recognized Seraphine when I was dragging her up here, just to hide her in there. The only cabin on this deck. I'm pretty certain the people my father invited aboard aren't the best at keeping his secrets.I look behind. About ten steps away, the door still looks closed. Locked from inside. No noises coming from the cabin. Good enough.She's still in the bathroom, which means she doesn't think I was just bullshitting her or keeping her in there all morning against her will."You do know she's the receptionist at the club. Right?" Enzo squints his amused blue eyes at me. Clearly he's no longer as interested in the bruises on my face and busted nose as he is intrigued about whether Seraphine and I did the deed.Like I'm known for preying on my employees or something. Nosey judgemental bastard. "Somethin' you wanna say?" I make a face at his slanted grin.Enzo backs off and raises his palms. Dark stubble touches the edges of his pale lips. Like me, he doesn't prefer clean cuts and is never clean-shaven. Too busy making money to care about good razors. "Just in case you forgot," he mumbles with a wry smile."I didn't.""Never thought you'd fancy someone her age. But, good for you, mate."What's he really trying to say?Enzo smirks again. "Looks like Lizbeth, too.""She's 24. Not that it's any of your business," I retort, ignoring his last comment. I stretch my tired arms and back muscles.I'm aware that Seraphine just had her birthday, the day before she signed up for this side-job. As a matter of fact, I know things about her besides her birthdate and her day job.Let's just say I'm familiar with the girls on my father's to-do list for a couple of reasons. Well, most of them."Ah... I thought younger." Enzo nods slightly and cocks his head to the side. "Anyway, Ottavio's definitely on the run. My money's on Amsterdam."That sneaky, two-faced son of a bitch. Ottavio is the shrewd accountant my family hired. The guy is also my father's oldest washer. I sigh out loud and try not to scowl at the ache in the bridge of my nose. "Pappa told you?""Last night.""Why Amsterdam? His family's from Germany.""His ex-wife and kid recently moved there."Ah. Makes sense. It seems I'm not flying to Berlin anytime soon. "Who told you?" I question in a calm voice. I'm trying to acknowledge my unproductive one-on-one with my father last night without dwelling on those final moments.If I find Ottavio (legally known as Octavius Bernhard Sonnenberg) this week, I might be able to convince that stupid thief to change his mind about betraying my family of well-connected criminals. For his and his entire family tree's sake."Friend of a friend," Enzo mutters while he focuses on his phone.I sit on the wooden floor and look up at the scattered clouds. Although we don't always see eye to eye, I trust his word more than my father's, because Lorenzio's practically the older brother I never had.Pragmatic. Driven. Self-sufficient. Reliable. Generous and caring. Even though he tries to act bossy and standoffish at times. "Your old man told you to find the guy?" Enzo glances at me with a fleeting look of concern.I clench my fist and fake a chuckle. "I got five days. A week tops," I murmur. I don't wanna add that I'm my father's glorified errand runner now because he's too busy grooming Enzo's brother (Leandro) to be his right-hand man. Just thinking about it makes my blood boil.It's not simply jealousy. Or a fucked up kind of sibling-cousin rivalry. I just never liked Leandro. But I don't pray for his soul to rot in hell. Yet."Or what?""You really have to ask?" I match Enzo's scowl."I'm flying back to New York first thing. Wanna come?""No thanks." I look skyward, imagining him all suited up at another board meeting in the Big Apple.Aside from co-owning a pharmacy chain here in Italy, he's starting up a biotech firm in America with an old friend. We've talked about it last night. He even told me I should consider new career options and join their growing company as his CFO.Of course I declined. My father's obsessing over expanding our clan's empire with Leandro and the Falcos. Their new business partners. My father will pitch a colossal fit if I mention I'm looking to explore other career avenues.Despite the disdain I harbor for his ruthless pursuit of more wealth and power, I can't just forget the fact that I'm tethered to him by a growing debt. Because I know what he does to people who owe him that much money and can't pay him back.It's not that he's got me on a tight leash, but I wouldn't have stayed here in Italy for another five years if I didn't lose millions of his money. Just another bitter pill to swallow."Sure you don't wanna give New York a try?" Enzo stands closer to my leg and stares at me, like he's eagerly waiting for my answer. "It's a good business. Demand's growing, and, the long-term rewards aren't bad.""I'm good," I lie, feigning a casual tone. "Appreciate the offer, though.""Alright. Tsk. Your call," he mutters as he glances around, his tone laced with disappointment.I'm making the right decision. It's not the most ideal, but, staying here and working for the family business... It's the only choice I have at the moment.My life here isn't as flexible as his. I have bigger responsibilities now. A longer list of expectations to meet. Huge debts to settle.I just don't wanna bore my cousin with the details. Or make him think I need rescuing. I'm not the type who asks for favors or seeks sympathy for the unfortunate consequences of my own choices. "Can't leave the country right now.""Right." Enzo's faint nods don't match the expression on his tan face, as if he couldn't understand my stubbornness or the weight of my predicament.A whistling breeze slaps my bare skin as he sits next to me on the vinyl flooring. "And I don't wanna call you my boss.""I'm willingly handing you a clear way out of this mess, you wanker." Enzo teasingly hits the back of my head."Yeah." I grin. "I know.""Obviously you didn't." Enzo laughs briefly while shaking his head weakly. "But if you change your mind, gimme a call.""Yep."Enzo scoffs and scrolls through some photos of office buildings on his phone. "At least think about it, Doni.""I did." I stare at the placid waves. The boat's finally approaching the dock. I don't know whether I should feel relieved or worried.Seraphine needs to get off this boat today.Keeping up a straight face, I rest my elbow on Enzo's shoulder and look up. The sun's climbing higher, casting its warmth all over this deck, promising a new day of opportunities. I don't feel optimistic about the next couple of days, though.The allure of a different life challenges my disposition, but the reality of my current obligations anchors me to my reality here. Our family's wealth always comes with strings attached, and I know my career will have to continue within my father's confines for as long as I owe him.Right now I got a new hat to wear and an international money launderer to hunt down. Not the ideal task list on a Monday morning. But it's a job my father (and boss) expects me to finish ASAP.And I know I gotta do my best to get it all done soon to avoid my untimely death. Just one of the facts I have to live with for being his son.•[ S E R A P H I N E ] This bathroom is giving me claustrophobia. I sigh and press against the cool tiles, my lips getting dry and chapped. I want to jump off this yacht. Go home and be alone all week. But I'm not supposed to get out of here unless Dominico comes back and starts knocking on the door. Unless he gets me out of this cabin himself. Not sure why I'm trusting every single thing he says. It kinda feels like I have no choice, though. "Ten more hours." For now I'm stuck on this boat. Stuck inside this bathroom which obviously costs more than everything I own. "You signed that contract. Now suck it up," I sigh as my hands grip my phone. Shit. I really don't wanna show my face anywhere. I don't know if I can act like nothing happened and just get on with what I'm being paid to do here. In broad daylight, no less. It's comforting how Dominico's reminder and reassurance earlier almost defeat my frantic thoughts. I don't have much proof that he's someone I can fully trust, but
[ S E R A P H I N E ] Drive me home? Is he serious? Why would he do that? It's probably guilt. Or he pities me because of what happened. Well, almost happened. Maybe he feels guilty for what his father tried to do. I don't expect him to, but, apparently this guy feels the need to make it up to me one way or another. "You... No. You don't have to." I look away from Dominico and check my phone. No new calls. No new messages. Nothing. Ugh. Pathetic. "Angelx30" is still offline. The guy must be tied up with work. Or vacationing somewhere remote. Somewhere I've never been. Hopefully not with his girlfriend. Or wife? Yikes. I hope I'm not ruining someone's marriage or anything.Dominico reclines and swallows the pasta in his mouth. "You don't want me to make sure my father's not lurking around?" He looks at me with his expressive green eyes squinting a little, his tone denoting some concern. A humorless grin follows his question as hesitation grips my thoughts. "No. No need. But, than
[ S E R A P H I N E ]My nap is cut short when my phone buzzes between my thighs. I sit up and hastily fix my hair, the grogginess replacing the dizziness I've been ignoring all day. I sigh at the useless notification on my screen. Just another spammy email. "Ugh." I unbuckle my seat belt and stretch my back. The rain has stopped, and we're finally somewhere familiar. We're here in the spacious parking lot of my workplace. Dominico steps out of the car after parking the Maserati in the dimmer corner, just across the lobby. When I step outside, the evening air nips at my bare skin, and the place looks quiet. Typical on weeknights. There are several vehicles around us, but I think they're mostly my coworkers'. Dominico leans against the driver's window and doesn't look up from his phone even after I step in front of him. “Good nap?” I put on a smile despite the soreness in my legs and feet. My entire back needs a good crack, but I don't really have the time or money for regular appo
[ S E R A P H I N E ] My mind won't stop racing. All this overthinking is making me dizzy again. The dim glow of my night lamp doesn't help much. I need four more hours of sleep, but my brain won't give it a rest now that I'm all alone again. I'm back here in my quiet apartment, my body tired as ever, but my swirling thoughts are too loud to shut off. “Ugh.” I don't think I'll make it through this week in good health and sane. I wanna blame Dominico...even though it's not really his fault. The guy's just trying to help. My conscience keeps reminding me to thank him again for keeping his pervy father away from me and for escorting me off that yacht, and then driving me back to the country club.But is it all an act? Does he have ulterior motives? Or he's just a decent human being I luckily bumped into? The latter seems true, but my gut still says it's a bit of both. I can't think of a particular reason why Dominico thinks being my protector (and fake boyfriend?) will do him any fav
[ D O M I N I C O ]“You found Ottavio?”“Not yet.” I look away from the cloudy sky and glance at Enzo.He just got back from New York. After another meeting with his top executives this morning, he picked me up just so he won't have lunch alone with his bodyguards. Like most weekdays. Today he looks like the suited up FOH manager who overspends on his clothes, while I'm dressed like the head chef who goes out to smoke halfway through service. Not like anyone in this place cares. Unless I'm at a big corporate event, I usually don't give a shit about how I look when I'm not at work. I'm getting old, turning 30 soon, and this generation's obsession with impressing other people they don't even know is getting fuckin' ridiculous. “But I'm sure his ex knows where he's hiding.” “You found Freja's new address?” Enzo mutters as his left hand distractedly fixes his gray suit jacket. It almost matches the checkered tablecloth, but he's still the best-dressed among this hour's customers. “On
[ S E R A P H I N E ] It's been a few days since that yacht party. I hope he's not pissed that I'm showing up an hour late. Where is he? Why does he want us to meet here? This looks like a high-end jewelry shop. The gilded doors alone look like they cost more than everything I own. I stand outside the shop, the late afternoon sun bathing the quaint store in a warm glow. I'm waiting for my phone to ring while peeking at the sparkling displays of gemstones and metals. Maybe he chose this place since it's near the country club. It doesn't look crowded inside. Only four people are browsing the impressive selection of bespoke jewelry, but I still don't want to go inside by myself. I can't seem to get rid of the tension inside me. Can't just walk it off or sit it out like a random tummy ache. I hold my breath when my phone dings with a new message from Dominico, asking me if I'm nearby. I reply with a short text: [ I'm outside the store. White shirt. ] Clasping my satchel, I watch
[ S E R A P H I N E ] Long shadows dim our path as we exit the store, the sun dipping lower in the sky. The warmth of the evening feels nice, unlike the terrifying reality his suspicions are forcing me to wrap my head around. We walk away from the picturesque sidewalk with Dominico glancing over his shoulder. Before we reach the Maserati, he looks behind one more time and puts his arm around my back. Like he's waiting for some sketchy guys to pop up out of nowhere and kidnap me. Just thinking it could happen makes my insides churn. My legs and feet are overworked after that ten-hour shift, but my brain can't seem to process most of the pain. I just know I need a quiet, private space where I can regroup my thoughts before we go anywhere else. “Hey. I-I really don't mind taking the bus. You don't have to drive me to the...” “Stay close.” “Why?” I almost glare at my “date” and stand beside his ride. Should I give him gas money now? Or just let him escort me all evening like a hire
[ S E R A P H I N E ]“Are you home?”“Just got home.”“Oh. Okay.” So his house is only an hour away from here. Is he still alone? Parking the Maserati in his garage? How many cars does he own? A trust fund kid like him probably has a few luxury cars at the very least. “D'you need something?” His voice sounds slightly hoarse, his tone laced with concern.“A whole day just for sleeping. A two-week paid vacation.”“Why're you still up? I told you to rest.”Lying on my back with the lights off, I smile at the concern behind his short semi-rant. I'm already in my room, all showered and about to doze off. Yet I can't stop thinking about him and the things we've talked about. “I'm trying.”Dominico sighs on the other end, as if he's getting annoyed that I called him too soon. “Get off the phone. Turn it off and sleep.” “You're startin' to sound like my dad.” “We're meeting up tomorrow. Can't have you cranky and hating me all day.”Hating him? “Tomorrow? Why?” Are we going on another "dat
[ S E R A P H I N E ] “One last sheet. One last,” I sigh to myself, stretching my aching back as I recline. Looks like I'm still alone out here. I'm sitting by the pool, enjoying the gorgeous pink-orange sunset while waiting for Dominico to finish working. I stare at my laptop screen. I'm almost done with my work for the day, but my focus is split, already dwindling. Some mornings, I don't even feel like checking my emails. But I can't just quit now. I don't wanna feel like a freeloader or look for another job. Dominico can take care of me and provide our baby's needs. I know. But I don't want him to think I'm getting too comfortable. He's still upstairs, probably not done with their virtual meeting. “Emergency board meeting,” he told me an hour ago. Dom's been working from home all week. The new virus is still wreaking havoc all over the country. It's starting to scare me and Mamma, actually. Dominico agreed to stay home because he doesn't want to risk it. Our health and our b
[ D O M I N I C O ] “Look, Freja. It's my own money. And this isn't a loan. You don't have to pay me back. Okay?” Do I sound like an arrogant douche? I hope not. I sit back and buckle up, dying to get home. Freja’s tear-streaked face stays on the edge of the screen. The gray skies outside her window match the somber look in her eyes. She dabs at her pinkish cheeks, trying to put the waterworks on pause. It's not that she's been blindsided by her ex-husband's death. The sudden loss and grief. She knew what she was getting into the moment she agreed to be his wife. But it's not really her fault that she can't give her child a better life right now. I can't undo any of my father's actions or rewrite the past. But I could at least make sure that she and her kid won't struggle for another couple of years. “I just wired you the money.” “Thank you,” she murmurs with weak nods. I glance at the damp road. “Should cover tuition and some bills. If you need more, just call or text
[ S E R A P H I N E ] “We were gonna tell you. I-I just…” Just what? Forgot that I exist? That I have feelings, too? That I'm her best friend and they should've told me they're... Sheesh! I don't even wanna imagine what they've been up to. “Just what? It just slipped your mind?” Pierre glances at me, still can't look me in the eye. Like he knows how hurt I am. He should. This is like... It's betrayal. Right? I'm their best friend! I have the right to feel this way. “You just conveniently forgot?” My voice wavers. The odd numbness in my core spreads down my legs. Shucks. Breathing feels like a chore now. “Was it that hard to send me a text? Pick up the phone and just give me a call?”I probably sound hysterical. Overdramatic. I really don't care. I glare at Pierre, trying to dismiss the shock and hide the barely repressed anger. But I'm sure it looks like I'm failing miserably at it. Pierre sighs briefly, his hands on his hips. He's staring at the ground. Like he can't be bother
[ S E R A P H I N E ] “Hey. Alfeo looks more buff. Like, he looks bigger than you now.” Must be because Alfeo isn't taller and often wears clothes that flaunt his broad shoulders. I sit up on the bed, ogling my hot baby daddy as he walks out of the bathroom. “Is he taking anything? Steroids, or...” Dom snickers, glancing at me while he dries his hair with a black towel. After locking the door, he grabs a few clothes from his closet. “Why? Couldn't ask him yourself?” I scratch the back of my head. I don't know what his best friend's been up to lately. I haven't seen Alfeo in months. But I'm glad that he's not too busy to hang out with us. Maybe he's bulking up to impress a girl. Or girls? Not that it bothers me. He's always gonna be welcome here. Dominico still trusts him with his life. And no matter what his family thinks, Alfeo is still his most loyal friend. “Is he dating someone?” Dom scoffs and scrunches up his nose. It's straight, but the tip is a little bulbous, not too f
[ D O M I N I C O ] Are they downsizing? Or my dad's running out of payola? What even is this room? This is much smaller than the well-guarded room they let us use before. Smells like dried piss and sweat, too. Unlike the last time I was here, the prison guard stands behind the door. Just one. No weapon in sight, but I bet my left kidney he's carrying at least two. I sit down in front of the divider, surprised that the only prisoner I'm visiting agreed to see me today. I know he's still pissed that I didn't come by much sooner. That I didn't show up the last time he told me to be here. He wanted me to deliver more hush money, and of course more cash for his protection. And he's probably more pissed that I didn't help Ricchar Falco find his missing uncle. Stefano. The disgraced shipping mogul. The big-time swindler who ran off with the redhead. Daddy Dearest's former number one whore. Only because the bitch impressed him in and out of the sack. Glancing at the tall, dusty walls,
[ S E R A P H I N E ]What if Leandro found out about everything we did, all the sleuthing I tried, and the heap of evidence we contributed to the investigation, and then he got furious enough that he...Any way you look at it, my theory isn't farfetched. The guy's got motive. I don't wanna be the one to dwell on these negative thoughts. But we should consider the possibility. My privacy, my career, and my family's safety might be compromised.I'm pretty sure he's not here in Florence. Yet the feeling that he's somewhere near won't leave my head. Even now. Here in Dominico's house, a well-guarded private property in a gated neighborhood. I feel exposed. A little vulnerable. Even though I'm so much safer here with Dominico and Mamma keeping an eye on me. Plus the security staff guarding the property 24/7."Okay. I'll talk to Enzo again," Dom mumbles before reaching for my hand, giving it a light squeeze before he lets out a breath. Regrets and some frustration replace the pent-up anger
[ S E R A P H I N E ] I step out of the bathroom, my skin still warm from the shower. I took a quick one just to help me relax. To help me fall back to sleep. I'm not sure if it will. The rain outside taps lightly against his windows, an almost soothing rhythm that contrasts the weight of my thoughts. Although I'm wearing a robe, I feel the chill in the air as I walk towards his bed, my footsteps quiet. Dom's still wide awake like I guessed. He's sitting on the wrinkled covers, his attention fixed on his phone. As I approach him, he sets his phone down, and his heavy-lidded gaze shifts to my face. I sit close to him and try to ignore the tension in the air. It's not the same awkwardness I felt right after I tried to kiss him for the first time. It's something else. Can't quite put my finger on it. But it's nothing we can't address. I'm sure. “Hey.” “Feel better?” “A little.” I put on a smile. I hold onto his forearm when he goes back to reading some emails. ”Babe, that ema
[ D O M I N I C O ] Shit. I almost tore the label off. Cracked and nearly broke the cap into pieces, too. It's not clumsiness, though. I'm too distracted. Tired. Impatient. Frustrated. With caution, I press down a strip of tape over the torn label, running my thumb across it to smooth out the small creases. I can't just look up the right dosage on the internet. This label is practically the only thing helping me keep track of the proper dosage. I reach for the roll of tape again. I tear about an inch off the roll. Right after I put the bottle away, soft shuffling noises behind me interrupt me before I can get rid of the clutter on the counter. I look up and stare at my reflection in the mirror. Seraphine is standing at the bathroom door, just a couple of steps away, her eyes wide and unfocused. She's wearing the blue shirt I gave her before she went to sleep. There's some tension in her posture. Why is she out of bed? I turn to face her and put down the roll of tape near
[ D O M I N I C O ] “Cara, dico solo che...” [Dear, I’m just saying...] “Sì?” [Yes?] I tilt my wine glass, sitting back and interrupting my stepmother again. I don't have to keep my mouth shut. I already know how uncomfortable Seraphine feels. Trying to sit still beside me, she takes a small bite of bread and stares at Mamma, who's seated across from us and not really minding the food on her plate. Rain still patters on the windows. But it shouldn't turn into something worse. This should be a calm, quick, easy dinner. Unless Mamma brings up what happened last night. If that happens, Seraphine will probably... “Sephie, è più prudente se tu rimani qui ora.” [It's safer if you stay here for now.] My stepmother is talking a bit slower now, dragging her vowels. She drops her delicate smile, then sets down her fork with a soft clink. “Non preoccuparti, Mamma. Porto sempre una mascherina extra nel caso mi dimenticassi di indossarne una,” Seraphine replies with a polite smile, her vo