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My nap is cut short when my phone buzzes between my thighs. I sit up and hastily fix my hair, the grogginess replacing the dizziness I've been ignoring all day. I sigh at the useless notification on my screen.Just another spammy email. "Ugh." I unbuckle my seat belt and stretch my back.The rain has stopped, and we're finally somewhere familiar. We're here in the spacious parking lot of my workplace. Dominico steps out of the car after parking the Maserati in the dimmer corner, just across the lobby.When I step outside, the evening air nips at my bare skin, and the place looks quiet. Typical on weeknights. There are several vehicles around us, but I think they're mostly my coworkers'.Dominico leans against the driver's window and doesn't look up from his phone even after I step in front of him. “Good nap?”I put on a smile despite the soreness in my legs and feet. My entire back needs a good crack, but I don't really have the time or money for regular appointments at the chiropractor's. “Thanks for the ride.”Dominico gives me a nod and nothing more, apparently busy with something. Must be a work email. Or a text from his girlfriend.Is he seeing anyone? Another famous model or actress? Maybe an Italian celebrity this time?I think I need to stalk him online again. I don't wanna ask him about his dating life. It's obvious he thinks I'm too nosey for my own good. “I can fix something up in the kitchen if you're hungry.”“Can't stay. I'm meeting someone.”Of course. A busy corporate executive like him doesn't have much free time on a work night. “Right. Go. And buy a new ice pack for your nose.”“I think this is yours,” he mumbles before grabbing something from the rear seat.“What?” I nearly gasp when he hands me my trench coat. It's folded neatly, and it still smells like my perfume. Perfect for tonight's chilly weather. “Thank you.” A giggle escapes me. “This was sitting right behind me the whole time?”Dominico didn't mention anything during the drive. With a blank face, he grabs my bag to hold it for me so I can put on my coat.My face warms up. I smile at him, not expecting the gesture at all. I know he's just being the gentleman he is, but it almost feels like he's being extra friendly to a stranger he just met. “Thanks. Again.”“Forgot to tell you,” he mutters while sliding his phone into his jeans pocket. “Found it hanging in the closet.”“I completely forgot about it.” I fake a little laugh and shake my head.“You barely slept and you worked your ass off all day. I'm surprised you're still conscious.”“Me too, actually.”“Go straight home. Get some sleep.”“D'you, um...” I itch my forehead and glance down at his buzzing phone. “You still need my number?”“I might.” Dominico grins, his tone almost teasing. “If you don't text me first, I won't answer your call.”Right. Of course.He doesn't take calls from unknown numbers, because he doesn't give his personal number to just anyone.So... Does that mean I'm no longer a stranger?We stare at each other for what feels like a whole minute, standing under the yellowish lamplight, but the silence isn't too awkward anymore. I look away first. I tie my coat's belt around my waist, pushing down the urge to give him a quick hug.Crap. I'm deliriously tired. I better find a bed in five minutes.I take a few steps backwards and feign another smile. Barely three feet of damp pavement separates us, and if I get any closer to him, he might think I'm onto something. “I'll message you first,” I say with a nod, faking a casual tone while my coat covers up my bare midsection.“Talk to your supervisor.” Dominico flings a glance towards the brightly lit entrance to the quiet lobby.“I will.”“Make sure you still got a job.”“Yeah.” I hold in a sigh. I don't wanna look or sound too defeated by the possibility. In fact I'm still hoping his father isn't the vindictive asshole Dominico says he is every time something doesn't go his way.“Need anything, just text or call,” Dominico says in a no-nonsense tone. A gust ruffles his wavy jaw-length hair. The sincerity in his watchful eyes clashes with the unsettling reality of the position I'm in.But I don't wanna dwell on negative things. I need proper rest. I won't get enough sleep if I don't force a better grip on my thoughts right now. “Why're you being so nice?” I hug myself.“I don't look like a nice guy?” he retorts with a slight grin, his gaze unwavering.Like my cheeks, my throat warms up at his real smile. It's weird how I wasn't fond of dimples on a guy until I saw his up-close. I muffle a breathy laugh with my fist, my heart already pounding in my chest. But I'm chalking it up to the exhaustion and lack of sleep. “You know that's not what I meant.”The faint grin on his angular, stubbled face disappears when he steps closer to me with his fingers in his pockets. “I can't be nice to someone who works for my family?”“No. I... You... That's not what I...”As if to break the awkward moment, Dominico chuckles and resumes texting on his phone.I take tentative steps closer to him when the swollen, pinkish skin on his nose triggers another concerning thought. “Hey.”“Yeah?”“Dom,” I say louder when he doesn't look up from his phone. “Can I touch your face?”A look of confusion and surprise crosses his squinting eyes. “Why?” He stares back at me.“Tsk. I told you to keep icing it.” Without waiting for him to answer my question, I get close enough to smell his breath and tilt his head, my palms gently touching his jaw. I lean in.My heart starts beating louder at his questioning look. Using my phone's flashlight, I check the inside of his nose.No visible blood clot. No nasal valve collapse. For now. But his airways still appear a bit narrower than how they're supposed to look. Or is it just the angle?“I'm fine.”“Use a small icepack.”“I will,” he murmurs with a grin, his dark stubble scratching my palms. Dominico steps away from me after I turn off the flashlight.“Or just drop by a clinic if the swelling doesn't go down.”“Yep.”I make a face when he continues texting. “I'm serious, Dom.”“Yeah. I know,” he mumbles with a quick nod.“It doesn't look any better.”“You like to worry, don't you?” His brows wrinkle. “Relax. I'm not gonna die from a nosebleed.”I scoff and roll my eyes. “A nose injury is still an injury.”He leans against the driver's window, his phone gripping his attention. “I've slept through worse, Seraphine.”What's that supposed to mean?“Anyway, if anyone asks, tell 'em we're seeing each other.”What? Seeing each other? As in... We're dating? “I don't... Sorry. What?” I say louder while my gut clenches.“Just so he hears about it from other people.”Is he joking? “Hold up. Who exactly are we talking about?” Is he talking about his dad?Dominico keeps up a straight face and merely glances at me. “My father.”I almost laugh at his serious tone. “You want me to, er, tell everyone we're...”He nods slowly before staring at his phone again, shrugging faintly as his fingers get busy. “Sure. For the meantime.”What the heck?He can't be serious...The moment my parents hear about it, my mom will either have a heart attack or throw a huge party. "You want me to tell them I'm your girlfriend?" Am I dreaming? Or hallucinating?"Make up some story about how we met if anyone asks. Just be consistent."Oh no. He's actually serious. I cover my mouth and try not to gawk at him, my chest growing tighter at his deadpan tone. I want to laugh out loud, but he might find it insulting.Dominico turns to his right and stares at the entrance to the lobby, doing a quick wave with his hand as if to tell me it's time to say goodbye. "Gimme a call after you talk to your boss.""Why?" If I get sacked tomorrow, is he gonna offer me a new job?Leaning against the Maserati, Dominico chuckles while the door to the driver's seat opens. "Anyone ever tell you you ask a lot of questions?""Wait. What did you mean?""I gotta go.""Why d'you want me to call you?" I scoff when he only gives me a mischievous grin while sitting behind the wheel."Get some rest." The door shuts with a soft click. After he revs the engine, the guy drives off without another word.•[ S E R A P H I N E ] My mind won't stop racing. All this overthinking is making me dizzy again. The dim glow of my night lamp doesn't help much. I need four more hours of sleep, but my brain won't give it a rest now that I'm all alone again. I'm back here in my quiet apartment, my body tired as ever, but my swirling thoughts are too loud to shut off. “Ugh.” I don't think I'll make it through this week in good health and sane. I wanna blame Dominico...even though it's not really his fault. The guy's just trying to help. My conscience keeps reminding me to thank him again for keeping his pervy father away from me and for escorting me off that yacht, and then driving me back to the country club.But is it all an act? Does he have ulterior motives? Or he's just a decent human being I luckily bumped into? The latter seems true, but my gut still says it's a bit of both. I can't think of a particular reason why Dominico thinks being my protector (and fake boyfriend?) will do him any fav
[ D O M I N I C O ]“You found Ottavio?”“Not yet.” I look away from the cloudy sky and glance at Enzo.He just got back from New York. After another meeting with his top executives this morning, he picked me up just so he won't have lunch alone with his bodyguards. Like most weekdays. Today he looks like the suited up FOH manager who overspends on his clothes, while I'm dressed like the head chef who goes out to smoke halfway through service. Not like anyone in this place cares. Unless I'm at a big corporate event, I usually don't give a shit about how I look when I'm not at work. I'm getting old, turning 30 soon, and this generation's obsession with impressing other people they don't even know is getting fuckin' ridiculous. “But I'm sure his ex knows where he's hiding.” “You found Freja's new address?” Enzo mutters as his left hand distractedly fixes his gray suit jacket. It almost matches the checkered tablecloth, but he's still the best-dressed among this hour's customers. “On
[ S E R A P H I N E ] It's been a few days since that yacht party. I hope he's not pissed that I'm showing up an hour late. Where is he? Why does he want us to meet here? This looks like a high-end jewelry shop. The gilded doors alone look like they cost more than everything I own. I stand outside the shop, the late afternoon sun bathing the quaint store in a warm glow. I'm waiting for my phone to ring while peeking at the sparkling displays of gemstones and metals. Maybe he chose this place since it's near the country club. It doesn't look crowded inside. Only four people are browsing the impressive selection of bespoke jewelry, but I still don't want to go inside by myself. I can't seem to get rid of the tension inside me. Can't just walk it off or sit it out like a random tummy ache. I hold my breath when my phone dings with a new message from Dominico, asking me if I'm nearby. I reply with a short text: [ I'm outside the store. White shirt. ] Clasping my satchel, I watch
[ S E R A P H I N E ] Long shadows dim our path as we exit the store, the sun dipping lower in the sky. The warmth of the evening feels nice, unlike the terrifying reality his suspicions are forcing me to wrap my head around. We walk away from the picturesque sidewalk with Dominico glancing over his shoulder. Before we reach the Maserati, he looks behind one more time and puts his arm around my back. Like he's waiting for some sketchy guys to pop up out of nowhere and kidnap me. Just thinking it could happen makes my insides churn. My legs and feet are overworked after that ten-hour shift, but my brain can't seem to process most of the pain. I just know I need a quiet, private space where I can regroup my thoughts before we go anywhere else. “Hey. I-I really don't mind taking the bus. You don't have to drive me to the...” “Stay close.” “Why?” I almost glare at my “date” and stand beside his ride. Should I give him gas money now? Or just let him escort me all evening like a hire
[ S E R A P H I N E ]“Are you home?”“Just got home.”“Oh. Okay.” So his house is only an hour away from here. Is he still alone? Parking the Maserati in his garage? How many cars does he own? A trust fund kid like him probably has a few luxury cars at the very least. “D'you need something?” His voice sounds slightly hoarse, his tone laced with concern.“A whole day just for sleeping. A two-week paid vacation.”“Why're you still up? I told you to rest.”Lying on my back with the lights off, I smile at the concern behind his short semi-rant. I'm already in my room, all showered and about to doze off. Yet I can't stop thinking about him and the things we've talked about. “I'm trying.”Dominico sighs on the other end, as if he's getting annoyed that I called him too soon. “Get off the phone. Turn it off and sleep.” “You're startin' to sound like my dad.” “We're meeting up tomorrow. Can't have you cranky and hating me all day.”Hating him? “Tomorrow? Why?” Are we going on another "dat
[ S E R A P H I N E ]I have 39 minutes left. Where the heck is he? Does he think I have a two-hour lunch break? Maybe a CFO like him does. “Must be nice,” I mutter under my breath. If he doesn't show up in five minutes, I'm heading back to the staff lounge. I don't really want to, but at least it's safer there. Too crowded in case his father tries to corner me and harass me again. Too many witnesses. Too many mouths to silence. The creep might just have second thoughts about trying to cop a feel again.I cringe at the memory. I still remember every second. Some nights, my brain loves to replay those horrible ten seconds as if to remind me that I still have feelings. That I've been wronged. Mistreated. Humiliated. Victimized.But, no. I refuse to feel like a victim. Nope. Not now. Our one and only family business is in the red. About to go bankrupt, in fact, if we don't do something drastic soon. I don't have the luxury of taking a couple days off. To recover. To recharge. To do s
[ S E R A P H I N E ]This ring is gorgeous. Subtle but elegant. Marquise cut. At least one carat, I'm guessing.No doubt it's a real diamond. I've told him to just buy something cheap. Obviously he doesn't want me to wear a fake.I don't know how he actually knows my size. I didn't try any of the rings in that store. Nor do I remember him asking.Shoot. This is actually happening. We're engaged now. Engaged! Jeez... What's gotten into him? A bouquet and a fake proposal in broad daylight? In front of all these people?Is he drunk? No, he can't be. He doesn't look or smell intoxicated. Maybe it's some kind of PTSD or paranoia? Or is he going off the rails? We stare at each other, putting on our best happy-new-couple smiles, ignoring the noise around us while he gets up to stand in front of me again. Dominico steps closer, his gaze unwavering. Almost unnerving. I don't back away or get rid of my smile. I want to, but I can't cry on cue, so... This will have to do. “I can't believe yo
[ S E R A P H I N E ]I think I need to run. Hide. Go somewhere foreign and remote where no one knows a thing about me. Dominico won't say it to my face. But only because he thinks it will trigger a panic attack, or something worse.I don't need him to tell me my suspicions are true. I already know I'm in dire straits. I heard too much that night, and his father knows. Why else would Dominico tell his bodyguard to keep an eye on me?The tub is almost full, though I'm not sure a cold bath will do anything to calm my mind. The sound of the faucet running echoes as I try to silence my thoughts.Next to the white tub, I stretch my neck and back. I wince at the aches in my muscles. It's more or less the cortisol from all the stress. The anxiety. The sleepless nights...A buzzing noise disrupts the silence as I'm untying my robe. I rush to the sink and grab my phone, only to frown at another text from Dominico:[ Call me if you hear or notice anything strange. ]Strange? Like what? A broke
[ S E R A P H I N E ] “One last sheet. One last,” I sigh to myself, stretching my aching back as I recline. Looks like I'm still alone out here. I'm sitting by the pool, enjoying the gorgeous pink-orange sunset while waiting for Dominico to finish working. I stare at my laptop screen. I'm almost done with my work for the day, but my focus is split, already dwindling. Some mornings, I don't even feel like checking my emails. But I can't just quit now. I don't wanna feel like a freeloader or look for another job. Dominico can take care of me and provide our baby's needs. I know. But I don't want him to think I'm getting too comfortable. He's still upstairs, probably not done with their virtual meeting. “Emergency board meeting,” he told me an hour ago. Dom's been working from home all week. The new virus is still wreaking havoc all over the country. It's starting to scare me and Mamma, actually. Dominico agreed to stay home because he doesn't want to risk it. Our health and our b
[ D O M I N I C O ] “Look, Freja. It's my own money. And this isn't a loan. You don't have to pay me back. Okay?” Do I sound like an arrogant douche? I hope not. I sit back and buckle up, dying to get home. Freja’s tear-streaked face stays on the edge of the screen. The gray skies outside her window match the somber look in her eyes. She dabs at her pinkish cheeks, trying to put the waterworks on pause. It's not that she's been blindsided by her ex-husband's death. The sudden loss and grief. She knew what she was getting into the moment she agreed to be his wife. But it's not really her fault that she can't give her child a better life right now. I can't undo any of my father's actions or rewrite the past. But I could at least make sure that she and her kid won't struggle for another couple of years. “I just wired you the money.” “Thank you,” she murmurs with weak nods. I glance at the damp road. “Should cover tuition and some bills. If you need more, just call or text
[ S E R A P H I N E ] “We were gonna tell you. I-I just…” Just what? Forgot that I exist? That I have feelings, too? That I'm her best friend and they should've told me they're... Sheesh! I don't even wanna imagine what they've been up to. “Just what? It just slipped your mind?” Pierre glances at me, still can't look me in the eye. Like he knows how hurt I am. He should. This is like... It's betrayal. Right? I'm their best friend! I have the right to feel this way. “You just conveniently forgot?” My voice wavers. The odd numbness in my core spreads down my legs. Shucks. Breathing feels like a chore now. “Was it that hard to send me a text? Pick up the phone and just give me a call?”I probably sound hysterical. Overdramatic. I really don't care. I glare at Pierre, trying to dismiss the shock and hide the barely repressed anger. But I'm sure it looks like I'm failing miserably at it. Pierre sighs briefly, his hands on his hips. He's staring at the ground. Like he can't be bother
[ S E R A P H I N E ] “Hey. Alfeo looks more buff. Like, he looks bigger than you now.” Must be because Alfeo isn't taller and often wears clothes that flaunt his broad shoulders. I sit up on the bed, ogling my hot baby daddy as he walks out of the bathroom. “Is he taking anything? Steroids, or...” Dom snickers, glancing at me while he dries his hair with a black towel. After locking the door, he grabs a few clothes from his closet. “Why? Couldn't ask him yourself?” I scratch the back of my head. I don't know what his best friend's been up to lately. I haven't seen Alfeo in months. But I'm glad that he's not too busy to hang out with us. Maybe he's bulking up to impress a girl. Or girls? Not that it bothers me. He's always gonna be welcome here. Dominico still trusts him with his life. And no matter what his family thinks, Alfeo is still his most loyal friend. “Is he dating someone?” Dom scoffs and scrunches up his nose. It's straight, but the tip is a little bulbous, not too f
[ D O M I N I C O ] Are they downsizing? Or my dad's running out of payola? What even is this room? This is much smaller than the well-guarded room they let us use before. Smells like dried piss and sweat, too. Unlike the last time I was here, the prison guard stands behind the door. Just one. No weapon in sight, but I bet my left kidney he's carrying at least two. I sit down in front of the divider, surprised that the only prisoner I'm visiting agreed to see me today. I know he's still pissed that I didn't come by much sooner. That I didn't show up the last time he told me to be here. He wanted me to deliver more hush money, and of course more cash for his protection. And he's probably more pissed that I didn't help Ricchar Falco find his missing uncle. Stefano. The disgraced shipping mogul. The big-time swindler who ran off with the redhead. Daddy Dearest's former number one whore. Only because the bitch impressed him in and out of the sack. Glancing at the tall, dusty walls,
[ S E R A P H I N E ]What if Leandro found out about everything we did, all the sleuthing I tried, and the heap of evidence we contributed to the investigation, and then he got furious enough that he...Any way you look at it, my theory isn't farfetched. The guy's got motive. I don't wanna be the one to dwell on these negative thoughts. But we should consider the possibility. My privacy, my career, and my family's safety might be compromised.I'm pretty sure he's not here in Florence. Yet the feeling that he's somewhere near won't leave my head. Even now. Here in Dominico's house, a well-guarded private property in a gated neighborhood. I feel exposed. A little vulnerable. Even though I'm so much safer here with Dominico and Mamma keeping an eye on me. Plus the security staff guarding the property 24/7."Okay. I'll talk to Enzo again," Dom mumbles before reaching for my hand, giving it a light squeeze before he lets out a breath. Regrets and some frustration replace the pent-up anger
[ S E R A P H I N E ] I step out of the bathroom, my skin still warm from the shower. I took a quick one just to help me relax. To help me fall back to sleep. I'm not sure if it will. The rain outside taps lightly against his windows, an almost soothing rhythm that contrasts the weight of my thoughts. Although I'm wearing a robe, I feel the chill in the air as I walk towards his bed, my footsteps quiet. Dom's still wide awake like I guessed. He's sitting on the wrinkled covers, his attention fixed on his phone. As I approach him, he sets his phone down, and his heavy-lidded gaze shifts to my face. I sit close to him and try to ignore the tension in the air. It's not the same awkwardness I felt right after I tried to kiss him for the first time. It's something else. Can't quite put my finger on it. But it's nothing we can't address. I'm sure. “Hey.” “Feel better?” “A little.” I put on a smile. I hold onto his forearm when he goes back to reading some emails. ”Babe, that ema
[ D O M I N I C O ] Shit. I almost tore the label off. Cracked and nearly broke the cap into pieces, too. It's not clumsiness, though. I'm too distracted. Tired. Impatient. Frustrated. With caution, I press down a strip of tape over the torn label, running my thumb across it to smooth out the small creases. I can't just look up the right dosage on the internet. This label is practically the only thing helping me keep track of the proper dosage. I reach for the roll of tape again. I tear about an inch off the roll. Right after I put the bottle away, soft shuffling noises behind me interrupt me before I can get rid of the clutter on the counter. I look up and stare at my reflection in the mirror. Seraphine is standing at the bathroom door, just a couple of steps away, her eyes wide and unfocused. She's wearing the blue shirt I gave her before she went to sleep. There's some tension in her posture. Why is she out of bed? I turn to face her and put down the roll of tape near
[ D O M I N I C O ] “Cara, dico solo che...” [Dear, I’m just saying...] “Sì?” [Yes?] I tilt my wine glass, sitting back and interrupting my stepmother again. I don't have to keep my mouth shut. I already know how uncomfortable Seraphine feels. Trying to sit still beside me, she takes a small bite of bread and stares at Mamma, who's seated across from us and not really minding the food on her plate. Rain still patters on the windows. But it shouldn't turn into something worse. This should be a calm, quick, easy dinner. Unless Mamma brings up what happened last night. If that happens, Seraphine will probably... “Sephie, è più prudente se tu rimani qui ora.” [It's safer if you stay here for now.] My stepmother is talking a bit slower now, dragging her vowels. She drops her delicate smile, then sets down her fork with a soft clink. “Non preoccuparti, Mamma. Porto sempre una mascherina extra nel caso mi dimenticassi di indossarne una,” Seraphine replies with a polite smile, her vo