6 months laterRobyn:So much of my life has changed this year. And with every change our life keeps getting better. 2 months ago Cody and I got married. Let me just say when he proposed I almost fell over from shock. I never thought getting married would be in the cards for us I'm glad I was wrong. Jace gave me away and though it was a small affair it was everything I could have ever wanted. Crystal was my maid of honor and Dice was the best man. The funniest part during the reception was the look on my brothers face when they had to dance togeather. I thought Jace was going to kill Dice. Both the clubs came to celebrate with us and having both my families with us made it the most perfect day!I'm currently 7 months pregnant and boy do I feel like a house. Cody said i'm going into my nesting period now whatever that means. Just because I want everything ready soon rather than later. I just think he is wondering when I will stop shopping. There is pink everywhere in our house and I thi
Since I was 4 years old I have been living with my brother Jace or Phoenix if you ask anybody else. Things were good when I was younger however as I grew up he became overly protective. Things only got crazier 8 years ago when he became the president of his MC the devils hell raisers. From this day forward he has only become worse. No matter what I do he will not let go of the the reigns. I have tried to understand his position on this but i can't do that any longer. For the past 6 months since I turned 21 I have tried to go to the bar or just to dinner alone. This is always an idea that is shut down. After trying for so long I begged Crystal to help. I figured if anyone could help him understand it was his wife. Let me just say Crystal for the win! This crazy ass has been bugging him for weeks. She is telling him how he is being an ass and needs to give me freedom. When that didn't work she calmly explained all he was doing is pushing me away and soon I will be gone
Of all the bullshit Jace has put me through this has to be the worst. You see I have had it with his rules and all the shit I'm not able to experience. I'm 21 and still haven't been able to have a drink at the bar! At 16 like most girls I wanted to have my first boyfriend, my first love. That never happened!! While many boys showed interest I was never allowed to date. Which leads me to my current situation. After years of this shit I need to be free. I told him I wanted to go out and was told it was not happening. But the thing is I need a way out of here. Secretly I have been putting away money that Jace has given me for clothes and toiletries. Sale items are my god send these days. Currently I'm just looking for my opportunity to run and I may have one Friday night when I head to the movies. Fingers crossed this works! Friday night:I had just arrived at the small strip mall in town and began to walk to the movies. I made it 5 feet from the car and then all hell b
Now I feel stupid for begging Jace for this freedom. Crystal had to help me so now she will hear about this too. Shit! How could I be so stupid. I was so focused on the movie I didn't follow the number one rule, Always pay attention to your surroundings. These fuckers were on me before I could blink. I did manage to kick the leader in the dick and high tail it out of there. Now I'm running this car of mine at almost 100mph. I have no choice im going into disciple territory. I'd rather face the devil I know than the one I don't. Once I'm sure they are gone I will call Jace. After telling him what happened I will beg for forgiveness. After another 20 minutes I'm sure I finally lost them. What I'm also sure about is that my ass in in disciple territory so I'm looking for a place to sit and wait. I have to get somewhere fast before one of Maestro's men sees me. After driving a few more miles I see a small diner and go inside. This is the first place I see and I will not be going
Maestro: This day is getting better and better. First Dice (my vp) and I finally came up with a plan to get out of the gun trade with the mexicans. Hopefully within the next month we can come up with an agreement. I will pay whatever they want to get away. Now my sister Ruth called me with a present. Phoenix's little sister Robyn walked into her diner and all alone! It would seem Jace let little Robyn out to play without her chaperone. After talking to Dice I left the club. Now I'm on my bike going 70mph to get to the diner before she runs! It took me less than 10 minutes to make the trip. All the regulars are here and there is one little blue Volkswagen sitting all alone. I guess it is my lucky day! I just set myself up on the car to wait for little Robyn to come out. And she didn't take long just a few minutes to see her walking fast to her car digging in her purse looking for something. When she finally looked up we both froze. And I can almost guarentee our reasons are
Robyn: Well this day is getting so much better. Not! After telling this shithead where he could shove it he told me to take a cold shower and calm down. As if that wasn't bad enough he said I could use the showerhead to help with the sexual frustration from not being able to touch him. I couldn't even respond before he locked himself in his office. It took me a few minutes to compose myself. As a virgin I've never even took part in self care. To calm my thoughts I either read or cook. And since I did not get dinner tonight I figure I will take over his kitchen. After looking through everything I found what I need to make chicken and rice bowls. All I needed was a few spices. Now my short ass climbed on the counter to reach. And the bad ideas keep coming. One minute I'm pulling out spices the next I'm falling backwards due to my lack of balance. As soon as hit the floor I knew I messed up. How you ask? Because my ass made a loud bang and soon a second bang followed. Before I
Robyn:I wasn't asleep long when the pounding in my head woke me up. I probably shouldn't have been asleep yet anyway. But whatever the doctor gave me knocked me out. And now I really need to pee . Ugh! I climbed out of bed and walked toward the bathroom. I went to the door which was already cracked to ask Maestro if I could come in. But when I got to the door I froze. I was staring at this god of a man in the shower jerking off. Damn his cock was huge. Not that I have anything to compare it to but something tells me it's above average. At least 10 inches with thick veins visible from here. My god what I would give to have that be the first dick to ever be inside of me. I have to get out of here. As soon as I started to walk away I could see him finish. I could barely grasp that I seen that and what I wasn't ready for was him yelling my name when he did. I gasped and ran back to the bedroom. What in the hell do i do now? How am I supposed to act tomorrow? I just saw this man masturbat
Robyn: After that conversation at dinner last night I went straight to bed. Was I tired not exactly. But I could not understand why I bothered me that Maestro was with another women. Hell I don't even know his real name. How I can I be so fascinated with my brothers enemy. The man is a total ass but damn is he hot. He is everything i've ever dreamed of finding in a man. But these thoughts must leave my mind. My brother will lock me away in a tower for the rest of my life if he knew. At the same time I don't understand these feelings how could I explain them to anyone else? I really wish I has Crystal to talk too. She would help me make sense of all the mess in my head.***The next day*** I woke up this morning to find some slut in the kitchen. I guess this women is who he was with the other day. Great now I gotta deal with some redhead skank who said her name is Jenni. I guess Maestro was being honest. But this sweet butt, was as skanky as she could be. She was drinking coffee li
6 months laterRobyn:So much of my life has changed this year. And with every change our life keeps getting better. 2 months ago Cody and I got married. Let me just say when he proposed I almost fell over from shock. I never thought getting married would be in the cards for us I'm glad I was wrong. Jace gave me away and though it was a small affair it was everything I could have ever wanted. Crystal was my maid of honor and Dice was the best man. The funniest part during the reception was the look on my brothers face when they had to dance togeather. I thought Jace was going to kill Dice. Both the clubs came to celebrate with us and having both my families with us made it the most perfect day!I'm currently 7 months pregnant and boy do I feel like a house. Cody said i'm going into my nesting period now whatever that means. Just because I want everything ready soon rather than later. I just think he is wondering when I will stop shopping. There is pink everywhere in our house and I thi
Author's note:We are almost to the end! I'm so happy that you have been on the journey with me of writing my first book. This is book one of four. The next book will be longer and I will start releasing the book a week after this one is done! The chapters will be released on Mondays and Wednesdays. Some weeks I may have a chapter released Friday as well. Again thank you for reading!!!K. Polk 2 weeks later:Robyn:Jace and Crystal will be leaving today. She told Jace last night about the baby and I have never seen my brother happier. I have a feeling they are going to be the best parents. I still haven't gotten my period so Crystal went and got me a few test to take. After three came up positive I know without a doubt Cody and I are having a baby. Now I just have to tell him. I have never been so nervous in my life. I know he will be happy but this is still crazy. We haven't been together that long and now we are starting a family. Seems to good to be true.After talking for a few h
Phoenix: I pray this goes the way it should. Quick and easy. I have 4 of my guys and 4 of Cody's. One of them being Chains I really hope that guy is as good of a shot as Cody says. He is on the roof across the street so he can get any of these fuckers as they try to run. This should go easy since Chains somehow got ahold of a stun grenade. He said once I throw it into the room we can go in before they have time to grab their guns. 20 minutes later everybody is in position now so here goes nothing. I toss the grenade in the room and duck. Soon we hear a bunch of them screaming. Music to my ears. two ran out the front door but by the loud thumps behind me Chains got them. We quickly take out the rest of the cartel that has been hiding here. Once we are done I call Cody. He told me his cleaner would be there soon and we will be good to go. The only issue I have is that seemed to be too easy. I'm just waiting for the rest to come out. Once we are on the road back to the clubhouse I r
Robyn:I got Crystal to drive me home after I talked to Cody. Well talk is an understandment I felt like a child in trouble. Yes I hit a few people but damn they got on my nerves laughing at me. I didn't think he would get so mad at me but now I know the fight will continue later tonight. Crystal said it was bound to happen because I not only hit members but I hit Dice. Oh well i'm not sorry. And then I have to think about the fact that Cody said I was his ol' lady. That caught me by surprise. " Crystal do you think Cody will take back what he said"" What did he say hon? You only told me he yelled because you turned his patched members into your bitch"" Before he found out what I did he told me I was his ol' lady. I mean he was yelling at me for stabbing him but.."" What the fuck did you just say? You fucking stabbed him!"" Oh yeah that is why I called doc in. The bastard was taking too long to wake up so I just gave him a little help"" Baby if he called you that after you stab
Robyn:This has been the worst 48 hours of my life. Cody still hasn't woken up. Doc said he will be fine but I don't believe it. He is just laying there and not moving. I wish he will just wake up already.I don't know what I will do if he doesn't make it. And to add to this stress we have both Mc's in our clubhouse. These assholes have broken 3 tables and we only have two pool cues left. Crystal and I have been yelling and screaming more than anything. I'm about to do something drastic but Cody needs to wake his ass up get these guys in control. After checking in with Jace I made my way back to Cody. As soon as i'm in the room I shut the door. Now here is where my desperation kicks in. I walk over to him with a small knife and before I talk myself out of it i stab him in leg. Let's just say he woke up screaming but hey at least he is awake now." What the fuck Robyn. What did you do that for?"" You wouldn't wake up so I had to find a different way instead of waiting longer"" Are
Crystal: Jace told me that he is going to drop me off at Robyn's house before he goes to meet Cody for their deal. I can't wait to see her so I jumped at the chance to spend time with her. Not only is Robyn my best friend but that girl is like a sister to me. I have missed her more than you could ever miss a person. I have so much to tell her. I have to tell her things before I even tell Jace. 3 hours later: Jace and I have been sitting on the front steps of Cody and Robyns house for about 20 minutes when I hear a bike coming closer. As soon as Robyn saw me she jumped and I almost fell on my ass from the impact. It seemed like only ten minutes later when the guys said they were leaving. We kissed them and sat back down at the kitchen table. Now to get our stuff out in the open so we don't think about where the guys are really going. " So, you and Cody. How is that going"" Great! I'm telling you Crystal I never knew I could be so happy. He makes everything better for me"" That
2 weeks later:Robyn:Well these past few weeks have been the best of my life. All the things I heard about Cody were lies. He is a wonderful man and his mc is not as bad as I was told either. I go the clubhouse with him at night and the guys are great. Now I could do without the club sluts but hey it is part of the mc life. And after my little confrontation with Jenni they won't come near me. Hey it wasn't my fault the bitch tried to hit me. And when Cody tried to grab her I took care of her myself. Safe to say her face was not that pretty when I was done. They should know I can fight growing up with Jace as my brother but oh well they do now. Enough about the club bs let me tell you the good stuff! Cody and I have been fucking like rabbits. He said he has created a monster and I cannot disagree with that. I want this man all the time. Let's just say we have used his office at the club more than once! Today is the day Jace and Cody will meet up for their deal. Now that does not
Robyn: Maestro came home a little while ago and I couldn't be happier. Jace gave us his ok to be together. Well we are giving this a try but I'm afraid. What if I can't do this and I run away. What would happen to the clubs? Maestro is so happy they made peace for now and his club is getting out of the gun running business. " Babe I have a question"" Sure kitten. What do you got for me?"" What is your real name?"" I thought you knew! My first name is Cody. But don't call me that unless we are at home or alone"" No Jace always called you an asshole and a dickhead. Crystal told me your name was Maestro otherwise i would have thought it was asshole."" Okay missy enough out of you.To bed we go! It's late and I have plans for you"Holy shit! It's going to happen tonight. I'm going to lose my virginity. And oh what a man I will be giving it too! Cody said he wants me to be his ol lady and I know he means it. I will be so happy to give my all to him.Maestro:Gentle gentle. I h
Jace:Well isn't this great I'm waiting for Maestro to talk. When did we become a bunch of women. This is bullshit but I need to keep him happy if we will be allies. After sitting here for almost 20 minutes he finally pulls up. " Okay why did you want to meet?" " It's about me and I need to talk to you before I make my move. I found someone I want and need to be my ol' lady" " Why would that...ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME CODY. YOU WILL NOT HAVE MY SISTER YOU STUPID FUCK""Jace please listen to me. I'm falling for her. She wants more but out of respect for this alliance I wanted to talk to you first" " Not happening. My sister hasn't even kissed anyone yet. She can't handle you or this life"" Well....nevermind" " You're dead" " I didn't touch her first Dice did. But if it helps nobody fucked her"" Why would you let anyone touch her? You gave me your word."" I was in my bedroom fucking a sweet butt trying to forget your damn sister. Newsflash it did not work"" I can't