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A promise to myself
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MY SECRET MATE A new beginning
DAMIEN’S POV“It hurts …” Elena cried out as I tried to keep her calm.She had been in pain for a while now and I was beginning to wonder if thus was the way it was supposed to be. A part of me felt like she was going to die because I had never seen anyone in as much pain as she was in right now. I didn’t even know how to help her or where to touch her. I was too afraid that if i touched her in the wrong place I would hurt her even more “Where is the fucking doctor?” She shouted at me almost damaging my eardrum.“HE is on his way” I said as I helped her lay down again while sending another mind link to the doctor. I couldn’t understand what was taking him so long. He responded to my mind link and told me that he was on his way.After a few minutes he was in our bedroom checking Elena’s pulse. “is she going to be okay? Is this supposed to be happening? Is she supposed to be in his much pain?” I interrogated him but he ignored me“doctor, is the baby okay? Will they both be oka
Last Updated : 2023-09-11MY SECRET MATE Kicking and screaming
ELENA’S POV“Please father, please, I am begging you don’t do this to me”, I begged my father as he threw my clothes in a small bag.“I promise that I will be good”, I begged, as if I was being thrown out for my bad behavior when I was really a good child. I always followed my parents' rules and accepted everything that they decided for me, but this was one thing that I simply refused to accept.“Elena, you have to do this. You have to do this for your family. Don’t be selfish, think of your little sister. Would you rather she did this for you?” he asked, pointing at my twelve-year-old little sister, and I shook my head. I would never want her to suffer the same fate as mine. However, that didn't mean that I thought what was happening to me was fair. That didn't mean that I thought I deserved to be sold off to a man older than me.“ Then accept this, everyone in this family has a responsibility and this is yours” he declared, and he packed the few items that were remaining in my close
Last Updated : 2023-07-14MY SECRET MATE missing everyone
DAMIEN’S POVI woke up in the hospital with no recollection of who I was or where I was, I felt like I was in a place that I didn’t know, surrounded by a bunch of strangers. One thing that I could see was that I was in a hospital but I just didn’t know how I ended up there. Another thing that I knew was my name, even though I had to struggle a little bit until I finally figured out who I was. I was in a human hospital and I didn’t understand why I was there when I was a wolf. If I wasn’t feeling well why and how had I ended up being admitted to a human hospital.I tried getting up from the bed but as soon as I lifted my head off the pillow I felt like my head was being pounded by a thousand pound hammer. I held onto my head and that was when I realized that my head was all bandaged. What the hell happened to me? I tried to refresh my memory and tried to think of the last thing I did before I end up being here and I was just met by a blank wall. Even trying to remember the details of m
Last Updated : 2023-07-14MY SECRET MATE know your place
LUKAS’S POV The following morning, I woke up early as usual and went through my usual morning routine. I washed my face and brushed my teeth, and then after that, I headed to the gym. Going to the gym first thing in the morning before I did anything was my morning routine and although I was excited that I now had a new addition to my house, I still had to stick to my routine and not allow the excitement to change my daily routine. I had a lot of plans for Elena today and I intend to make sure that she felt at home and welcomed in this place. After all, this was her new home.After my gym session, I headed straight back to my room, which was now our room. I smiled even as I thought of the fact that my room no longer belonged to me. When I got to the room, Elena was awake and she was cleaning the room. I loved the fact that she had some home training, but I wasn't going to allow my mate to fulfill a duty that had been assigned to an omega. I could never stand by and watch her degrade n
Last Updated : 2023-07-14MY SECRET MATE Missing home
DAMIEN’S POVIt had been a few days ever since I woke up in the human hospital and I had been wondering about the human city ever since then. I literally had nowhere to go and I didn’t even know which direction would take me to the Wolflands. I had been struggling with my scent for a few days and therefore, I could pick up any wolf scent. One good thing was happening to me though, an angel kept appearing in my dream and she was the reason why I was trying too hard to get back into the wolf lands. Even though I wouldn’t know which pack I belonged to when I got back to the wolf lands, I was relieved that I had something to look forward to once I got back there.I was sleeping on the street and although that was extremely uncomfortable for me, it wasn’t all that bad because it felt like I could only see the truth when my eyes were closed. Whenever I closed my eyes, I would see this beautiful woman and although she never said anything to me in my dreams, her smile was enough to make my da
Last Updated : 2023-07-15MY SECRET MATE Blowing off steam
LUKAS’ POVHow could she betray me like that? I considered the fact that she wanted to go back home as a betrayal because she was acting like I hadn’t been good to her. She was acting like I was an abusive mate to her. I hated how ungrateful she was being, I was trying my best to make her feel at home and even going the extra mile of making sure that I didn’t make her do anything she didn’t want to do. I hadn’t forced myself on her as yet, even though the main reason I had brought her here was so that she could give me babies. I felt very betrayed by her right now. It was a good thing that I left the room and ended the conversation because there was no telling what I could have done if I hadn’t.I decided to keep my distance from her for the rest of the night because I didn’t want anything else that would upset me and I didn’t want to end up doing something that I didn’t want to do. Why couldn’t she just understand that I just wanted to make her happy and I wanted her to be happy with
Last Updated : 2023-07-15MY SECRET MATE Not open for discussion
ELENA’S POVLukas had done his best to keep his distance from me and he had made it pretty clear that he didn’t think me going to visit my family was a good idea. However, I just didn’t understand why he felt so threatened by me just spending time with my family. I was sure that he wouldn’t send me away on my own. How could he even think that I could outsmart his guards? Unless, of course, he didn’t think that his guards were competent enough to do what they were expected to do. Even though I didn’t think that they would send me away on my own, I still hoped that he would. I hoped that he would choose to trust me enough to let me visit my parents without anyone escorting me and in that way he would prove not only his love but also his trust in me. This was exactly how I intended on pleading my case the moment he got into the room.I knew that he was upset after I spoke to him yesterday, but I wasn’t about to let this conversation end without me getting what I wanted. I was going to gi
Last Updated : 2023-07-15MY SECRET MATE Overpowered
LUKAS’ POVI decided that it was best if I just let her go and visit her parents because her voice was starting to get very irritating to me. I didn’t like the fact that she had decided to make it her mission to annoy me each time she lay her eyes on me. Letting her visit them was not only going to give me a piece of mind, but it was also going to save her from a lot too. Of course, I wasn't about to allow her to go out there on her own, I wasn’t about to take the risk of allowing her to go back to her pack unaccompanied. I wanted her to go with one of my guards to make sure that she and her parents wouldn’t try anything funny. I didn’t want any of them to even think that she could stay there and not come back. I must admit that I was a little unsettled with her away from me. I had sent the guard with her but that didn’t make me feel any better and at this point I realized that I should have gone with her myself. I knew that I was the only one who could control her and I didn’t even
Last Updated : 2023-07-15
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DAMIEN’S POV“It hurts …” Elena cried out as I tried to keep her calm.She had been in pain for a while now and I was beginning to wonder if thus was the way it was supposed to be. A part of me felt like she was going to die because I had never seen anyone in as much pain as she was in right now. I didn’t even know how to help her or where to touch her. I was too afraid that if i touched her in the wrong place I would hurt her even more “Where is the fucking doctor?” She shouted at me almost damaging my eardrum.“HE is on his way” I said as I helped her lay down again while sending another mind link to the doctor. I couldn’t understand what was taking him so long. He responded to my mind link and told me that he was on his way.After a few minutes he was in our bedroom checking Elena’s pulse. “is she going to be okay? Is this supposed to be happening? Is she supposed to be in his much pain?” I interrogated him but he ignored me“doctor, is the baby okay? Will they both be oka
MY SECRET MATE A promise to myself
ELENA’S POV I couldn’t believe that I was actually here and in my mother’s arms. I had missed being held by this woman more than I cared to admit. I missed hearing her voice and being calmed down by her. I had even forgotten that she was once the centre of my world, I had forgotten that she was once a god in my eyes. I couldn’t even believe that I had allowed Lukas to make me hate my own m0ther, but now that I was here I wanted to make up for all the time that we had lost while we were away from each other. Despite being in my mother’s arms, I still couldn’t help noticing that there was someone missing her there. It was my father. I wondered if he didn’t want to see me after all, had I come all this way only to be rejected by him again?” He is inside and I promise you he has the same fears that you have” my mother said and I smiled nervously.“alpha Damien, thank you so much for reuniting us with our daughter. We never thought that we would see her again but life is full surprises.”
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DAMIEN’S POVI really hoped that seeing her little sister would make Elena reconsider her feelings for her parents. She needed to forgive them not only for her sake but also for the pups that we were going to have in the future. It was as if I only existed to make this woman happy because the look on her face when she laid her eyes on her sister was enough to get me smiling all throughout the day. When Tasha and Elena were done with their meeting, I asked Charles to take Tasha back home because I wanted to go and hear from Elena how their meeting had gone. I already knew how the meeting had gone because I could hear them laughing as Elena walked her little sister out of the bedroom. Even without seeing her, I already knew that she was very happy.I was glad that seeing her little sister made Elena realise that she needed her family as much as they needed her. I had no family and I wished I had one. I didn’t want her to wait until it was too late before she made amends. Admittedly, her
MY SECRET MATE going home
DAMIEN’S POV I was happy to finally be able to take Elena home with me. We had been apart for too long and it was also time for me to help ease her pain. She had already been through a lot and I just wanted her to get a break. I missed sewing her all happy and I missed seeing her smiling. Ever since Lukas had found out what was happening between me and Elena, things hadn't been smooth for us. First he had kicked me out of the pack and soon after that he ran away with Elena. However, that was now all after under the bridge and everything in order now, well everything except Elana’s health.I had chosen to move me and Elena to a different room because I decided she wouldn’t want to stay in the same room that she shared with Lukas. I didn’t even want to imagine the kind of memories she had in there but I didn’t want her to relive anything. I wanted the old bedroom to be turned into my new office and I wanted Elena’s bedroom to be joined with another room so that we could make it into ou
MY SECRET MATE saved at last
ELENA’S POVI had passed out sometime in the car as we made our way back to the pack. I felt like I could rest easy knowing that I was now back in the arms that I was supposed to be in. I still felt bad for the way things had ended with Lukas but there was nothing that I could do to handle that situation. I still felt that he had changed and that he regretted his actions but it seemed that I was the only one who believed that. I was saddened by the way Damien had turned into a monster just get get revenge on Lukas, but at the same time, I could understand his pain and who was to say that if he hadn't killed Lukas he wouldn’t come after me after I was well. I had to be honest with myself and the truth was that I knew that I would never have felt safe if I knew that Lukas was out there roaming free. I would have lived my life looking over my shoulder and afraid that he would come after me.When I woke up I was in the back clinic and although I was still in pain from the heat, I felt a l
MY SECRET MATE end of pain
DAMIEN’S POVNow that Lukas was dead, Elena and I could finally move on with our lives in peace. We left his body lying there in his yard and figured that some stray animal would get rid of it for us. I decided to believe Mike when he said that he hadn't told Lukas that we were coming but at the same time I made a mental note to keep a very close eye on him. Mike was not to be trusted and there was no way that I was going to give him a position that was going to make him close to me. I wanted to keep him as far away from me as possible for the sake of my peace of mind.As we made our way back to the mansion, Charles was the one that took over the well because I wanted to sit at the back with Elena. She looked horrible and instead of the sweet scent that I could recognise her by, she smelled like death was hovering above her. Even if she was in heat, how the hell was I going to help her and where the fuck was I even going to start? Lukas had really fucked things up for us and I wished
MY SECRET MATE Betrayed again
LUKAS’S POVI was struggling to understand why Mike had done this and why he had betrayed me in the way that he had. Had I ever done anything to him that made him think angry? Had I ever treated him unfairly? I couldn’t think of anything that I had ever done to him that could ever justify all that he had done to me. I had treated him like a brother that I had never had, but I guess he never appreciated that. Here was Mike, a guy that I had treated like my second in command standing over me with Damiena and Charles, the men that wanted me dead. I could understand why Charles hated me, especially after what happened to his father, but how could Mike do that?Charles and Damien kept interrupting my conversation with someone I had considered a brother for such a long time I chose to ignore them. I wanted Mike to answer me before I died so that I would die knowing exactly why he had chosen to betray me like this.“why Mike?” I asked him again.“I didn’t have a choice, Lukas” he finally sai
MY SECRET MATE not buying it
DAMIEN’S POVAlthough I was very happy that we had finally arrived where Lukas was keeping Elena, I was very disturbed when I saw him walking out with her in his arms. My wolf immediately went crazy and I clenched the gun that I was holding. Why the hell was he carrying her and what had he done to her? The fact that he was carrying her drove me crazy, but when my eyes met with hers I realised that something was seriously wrong with her. I couldn’t help feeling like she was trying to communicate something with me but just couldn’t figure out what it was. She kept looking at me and then at Lukas. At some point, whenever looked at Lukas it seemed that he said something to her and I wished I was a fly so that I could hear what, he was telling her. He had better not have been threatening her because there was no way that he was going to escape this today. This had been something that was long time coming0 and he now had to face the consequences of the decisions that he had made. I hoped t
MY SECRET MATE a stand off
ELENA’S POVI was slowly fading and when I opened my eyes I met Lukas' own eyes filled with sorrow. He seemed to have been crying and even though I was the one knocking very loudly on death's door, I couldn’t help feeling sorry for him. I wanted to tell him that he didn’t have to do this, but I was too weak to even open my mouth. For a minute I couldn’t remember what was happening and I couldn’t even recognise where I was. It was upon seeing Lukas's face that I remembered that he had kidnapped me yet again after finding out that Damien was my mate. When was this ever going to end?“Water...” I whispered and he gently touched my lips and then got up and got a glass of water with a straw. I didn’t realise how weak I was until I tried getting up to take the glass of water.“You are weak” he said as he got closer to my lips with the glass of water. I took a sip and then rested on the pillow. Lukas stared at me before he finally started speaking.“I am so sorry for putting you through this
