Episode 11

Vinnie knew she was asking for too much, and, most importantly, she shouldn’t let such things bother her in the first place. Why should it matter if she wasn’t the ‘right one’? What was she hoping to feel if she couldn’t meet his standards and demands? It was all such a meaningless thing now that she thought about it.

And yet—yet, she couldn’t stop herself from demanding him to kiss her—to see if she was the right fit and he wasn’t throwing away his money for nothing. If he could really spend a year with someone like her…

The truth was that Vinnie didn’t want to be cast aside. She didn’t want to feel hopeless. It might seem like an irrational fear on her part—it probably was—but that was who she was. A girl who was insecure about herself. A girl who didn’t want to be considered any less just because she was unlike others, just because she was lacking somehow.

The last thing she wished to happen was for him to realize that she wasn’t worth it, and believe it or not, it would hurt her m