Seven

GLENN

I could literally feel my heart ricocheting at the moment and the truth was there wasn't much I could do about it at least not at this moment.

As if my situation wasn't terrible enough, nature decided to be hostile toward me as it rained heavily drenching me up.

I was wet and this time I wasn't speaking in literal terms, at that moment the memory took me back to the previous day.

At the moment I was still finding it out to believe that my father had banished me from the pack.

The feeling invoked something in me. I was trying all I could to get rid of it. At that moment though I tried as much as I could not to think about the situation, it kept coming back.

As it seemed, the best for me would be to forge my own path even if the future was filled with uncertainty.

At long last I found a shade to stay away from the rain, one part of me wanted to remain there for as long as I could— a part of me wanted to stay under the rain and let it drench my soul.

A deep sigh escaped me in thought.

It was either the rain or my tears. One of those two blinded my vision.

I could feel the sound of my heartbeat fade away, as I let it out—

Ever since, I had been trying the best I could not to cry, I knew deep down that I had to stay strong amidst my adversity.

As if fate hadn't treated me enough, the fact that I had a lunar madness situationship to deal with the full moon now drove me into insanity itself.

With each moment I spent all to myself sitting my ass alone in the ground, I battled with myself deeply within.

I felt a sharp pain in my chest and it was as though my heart had shattered and in return there had been a raw ache that echoed through my chest.

My vision blurred behind me more tears, I could barely see through it as tears flowed like it had been shut for so long.

As it turned out I was right there in the middle of nowhere and felt nothing but cold and empty, the two feelings Intertwined in my soul leaving more painful emptiness behind in my soul.

At that moment, I could feel the emptiness expand until it threatened to eat me alive.

I was beginning to realize it had more

to it than what I feeling—

I could feel my mind spinning round as it was filled with desperate and suicidal thoughts that all ended on a hopeless note leaving the feeling of nausea rolling in my stomach.

With the rain mow drizzling slowly, I realized that the best at that moment was to continue with my journey to the unknown.

I gathered the bit of strength I had left, finding my way through the dark wood with my body shaking as I fumbled around in the darkness, feeling my way towards where exactly it didn't know.

At that moment, it felt like I was pushing myself through a lifeline and I was doing it right to the end.

Blocking out any remaining source of feeling that was racing down to my thoughts, I swallowed a lump in frustration , breathing heavily into the darkness.

At that moment with the adrenaline wearing off, I could feel every part of me aching most especially my heart.

My heart seemed like it was walking In a entirely different way—

It felt like I didn't know who my heart belonged to anymore as it was beating differently from what I had expected.

My heart hurts the most among every feeling of pain I felt at the moment and I grits my teeth, refusing to let it deeper inside of me from the fear that it might consume me.

I let out a feeling of anguish that gathers in her throat, swallowing the bitter feeling that was building up right there in my chest.

If I could rewrite anything at that moment in time, it was most definitely my heart.

It was definitely the thought of the past and the fear of the future at that very moment.

Thinking back to what I might have changed, I realized that there wasn't much I could do as I was dancing to the tune of destiny.

In my mind I replayed every stupid mistake I made in her mind, reliving

every moment I had the chance to do something about it.

Right from onset there had been signs and thinking back at them now I what wished that I had done something before now.

My mind wandered, at that moment I thought of the look on my father face again when he had chased me out, as it seemed at that moment it felt as though he

wasn't in his right senses when he had done that as what man would do that to his daughter.

The fact that I had the ample opportunity to escape all of this flickered again at the back of my mind.

As it turned out if I had the opportunity to change this over again and again wishing that our path didn't cross it was quite impossible.

I had many chances to escape this fate

But instead, I played right into their hands.

He had been smart about it quite alright, it looked like it had been what he wanted all this while it easy sister he was after all this while and not me.

Already it was starting to drizzle again as I made way—

I couldn't see an inch in front of me as I felt it through.

The hovering darkness suffocates my soul, draining the rest of my strength as I pressed myself against a tree, sliding down to the floor, my head in my hands.

At that moment I felt everything was dead in me.

At that Moment my soul was dark, I looked around me again.

If I want to take my life, this moment seemed perfect.