-Karen-“Nervous?” Conor asked with a chuckle. I felt my face get red at the question. “You’re still cute when you get flustered, you know.” That didn’t stop me from drinking one and a half bottles of wine in fifteen minutes. “Kay.” I looked directly at him as he flashed a charming smile. “I have something for you.” Something… For me? He went to his dresser and pulled out a small pink box from one of the drawers and gave it to me. “I apologize for treating you the way I did over the last couple of days. I didn’t mean to hurt your feelings and make you feel lonely.”“It’s not necessary-” I tried to give him back the gift, but he rolled his eyes and then gave me a playful grin. Damn you. That’s cheating! I scoffed and gave him a dirty look. “Fine! I know that look Conor... I know exactly what you’re going to tell me. If I try to give it back, you’re going to say that you’re the Prince of Zargo and I have to accept and use the gift you have given me. Right?” I asked with a raised eyebrow
-Karen-“The companion thing? Right?” I asked softly. I felt slightly anxious in his grasp. Maybe he is being truthful. He hasn’t made any advances on me at all since I’ve been sharing his apartment. Aside from trying to kiss me… And saying I’m pretty.He smiled and nodded. “Partly… I want to be better friends with you.” Better friends? He was silent for a few minutes as I sat there trying not to get nervous and run into the next room. Breathe girl. He hasn’t hurt you or given you any of the warnings that he will. He leaned in towards my right ear. “What should I do to you today?” I snapped my eyes over to him while he snickered. “I won't hurt you! I promise, Kay!” He chuckled shaking his head. “Poor choice of words…” He sighed shaking his head. “I have to stop doing that.” I need to trust you. If he were going to hurt me, he would not have gotten me such pretty earrings.“I can’t decide if I should teach you to dance or if we should just talk until we fall asleep tonight.” He wants m
-Karen-“It will add to the experience. It’s not the same if you see it coming.” Conor explained. “I’ll only kiss you once unless I see that you like it… Then I’ll kiss you a couple more times. We have a deal?” I nodded once and closed my eyes feeling completely unsure of this decision. I hope this was a good idea. I felt him lift my chin a little bit. Heart please be still! A few seconds later, I felt his soft lips against mine as he pulled me closer to him. Oh… It’s not what I expected at all. I really like this! It was over relatively fast. He kissed me several more times as he cupped my cheek and held me to him. I can't think… At all… I felt as light as a feather as he pulled away from me. “I have wanted to do that for so long now.” He whispered. I slowly opened my eyes as he gazed at me. “I’m sure Joanne has been harassing you over this for a while too... So, if you see her tomorrow, you can tell her I finally kissed you and it was more than once.” He said softly as my face got
-Karen-“How long have we been here, Conor? A couple hours?” I mused out loud. I hope it’s only been two hours ‘cause I wanna spend all night here.“Like this? Since we had lunch?” Conor asked me nuzzling my cheek with his. I nodded resting in his embrace. “We ate around two… and it’s about seven now…” I gave him a surprised look.“It did not feel like five hours…” I whispered biting my lower lip at the interesting thought that ran through my mind. Time went so much faster with those kisses and cuddles.I heard him laugh softly while I smiled happily. “What are you thinking about?” He whispered in my ear. “I’m interested to know what has caused that cute smile of yours.”“I’ve enjoyed this so much… And I will answer a question you asked me a while ago.” I got with an inch of him.“You have my full attention.” He whispered meeting my gaze. “I would love to have dinner with you again. If you don’t mind dining with me?” I said kissing his cheek. I slipped my arms around him and held him
-Karen-He took my hand within his. “A soul mate is someone who inspires you to live your life to the fullest- They can be your best friend and even the love of your life. They’re someone who loves you for you. That person typically complements your personality and makes you stronger in ways you never thought possible. They’re there for you when you need someone most- They carry your deepest secrets and take care of you when you fall apart. They can be a pillar of strength when you feel like you’re about to shatter.” Conor explained. “I’ve been told that a soul mate is someone you absolutely cannot be without. I’ve also heard it’s supposed to be an amazing feeling when you finally find them. Some people, who believe in such a thing, spend their entire lives trying to find their other half…” I guess it must be pretty special…To spend your life doing that.“Oh… I wouldn’t know anything about that then… I’ve not been close to anyone but Lizette or Novo and even they were at arm’s length.
-Karen-I rolled over and searched for something to cling to while I tried to go back to sleep afraid to think of where I was. After searching for a few minutes, I found a pillow and squeezed it to my chest. I sighed into the pillow and laid there still as death. Please don’t be a dream… I could hear two voices speaking quietly from what appeared to be in one of the next rooms. I sat up sleepily as a pair of arms wrapped around my shoulders. “Morning Karen!” Joanne whispered in my left ear. Joanne! What a relief!“Morning…” I sleepily replied after I yawned and stretched. “It’s not a dream.” I felt a happy peace and an extreme feeling of relief descend over me at that moment. Those kisses were real… I want more of those amazing kisses. “The boys are talking and told me to keep an eye on you. How are you feeling today? Conor said he carried you to bed last night. Are you feeling well? Are you hungry?” She asked with a concerned look on her face. I smiled warmly. “I’m alright… It was
-Karen-While she was doing that, I realized she was wearing something other than a uniform. She wore a strapless green dress that fell to her knees. She had a pretty necklace in the shape of a ‘J’ set in dark green stones in silver metal that rested a few inches above her bust. “I like your necklace. It’s really pretty.”“Thanks! Bart gave it to me last month just because he thought I would like it. I try to get him things, but he can be hard to buy for. I usually try to surprise him with imported things when I can. He likes gadgets and anything medical-related… Like I said, I love him so much!” She said beaming with pride as she caressed the necklace. “Let me go show you off now.” She said pulling me behind her into the main room. As soon as we came in the room, Bart and Conor stood up to greet us. “Look at your beauty! I did her up really good today!” Joanne said pushing me out into the middle of the room. His beauty… I like how that sounds.I felt my cheeks tinge as Conor approac
-Karen-“You didn’t do anything wrong, Kay. We just got worried that you were going to get hurt in your state of panic.” Conor explained walking over to me. He stopped in front of me and hugged me. Knowing my luck, I would have fallen down the stairs. I slipped my arms around him as he rubbed my back to soothe me. That helped me calm down a bit. I’m a wreck. What the hell is wrong with me and these emotions? This isn’t like me at all.My stomach growled and I remembered something about eating. “We haven’t eaten yet…” I felt even worse having made a scene over the garden and making them wait longer to eat. “I’m sorry for only adding to this.” I’m not a wreck- I’m a damn disaster!“Do you two know what you want?” Conor asked wrapping his arm around my waist. “What would you like for lunch, my flower?” I blushed at being called a flower after crying like a small child. I pictured myself closer to a rain drenched spiked bush rather than a pretty flower at this moment. “You don’t have to a