Chapter 30

Ace’s POV

Ngayon ko lang napagtanto ang mga epekto ng mindset na isniksik sa amin ni mom sa aming magkakapatid. Simula magka-isip ako ay lagi nang sinasabi ni mom na kailangan ay hindi ako magpapatalo sa mga kapatid ko. Na kahit bunso ako ay kayang-kaya ko silang malagpasan.

At kapag mas best ako kaysa sa kanila, they promised that they would buy me everything I want. That she will be proud of me. Of course, as a child, I began to do everything she said just to make her proud and I succeeded. I am able to receive affection from my parents and I can have everything I want because of my achievements. I remember feeling so superior because her friends compared me to their kids. They always said that I was the best among kuya Ethan and kuya Nico.

As a kid, who would not want to receive gifts?

I was dumb to love the attention too much. I craved for more. I was not content to the point I became too competitive with everything. I treated my siblings as competitors. I am now aware that I w