MORDECAI
Living amongst the fae was hard for me to get used to. Even after four years I was finding it hard to adjust. I was so used to being a wolf that taming my wilder instincts made it nearly impossible to make friends at first.
The fae were very reserved and proud creatures. Most of them held their noses up at a hybrid like me. Seeing the way that they had all interacted with me and treated my mother made me realize why dad had just simply told me she died. When I showed up on her doorstep after my fourteenth birthday she paled in color and rushed me inside. The woman hadn't seen me since I'd turned one and for good reason.
I'd come to find out she fell under the pressure of her herd to repent for her wrongdoings in falling in love with a wolf and to leave me behind. My father was her mate. An occurrence that didn't happen. Fae and wolves didn't get along. Naturally they should be enemies, but when my father was readying the strike to kill her the bond snapped together. He had shifted back immediately and their romance began. Bad start, right?
Yeah, well it was a good projection of their future. They had nearly nothing in common and constantly fought with one another. Our pack, Silver Paw, had a hard time accepting her to be Luna because of it. An Alpha and Luna were supposed to rule in harmony together. They were just pure chaos. She didn't miss the chance to sneer at my father and oppose his ways of living. Most thought the only reason he kept her around was because she was with pup.
Which was entirely true. By the time I was born she was already sleeping in a different room and my father took on all responsibility of raising me. She apparently was so disgusted by me that she let the omegas do the work for her when my father wasn't around. I wouldn't be surprised if she hadn't held me for a single moment after coming into this world.
My mother had rejected me again when I ended up here in her realm. Making me go stay in the orphanage with the other hybrid bastard children of the fae men and women of this herd. They were the only ones who bothered to talk to me. The only ones that made me feel like I had some semblance of a home left after my father's pack was taken down.
"You're doing it again," Ashton raised his voice next to me, making me jump. He was lazily flipping through a black paged magazine at our shared desk.
I raised up off the bed and groaned as I stretched out my tense muscles. The fae folk don't let me go for runs. Nope, instead they thought that putting silver around my wrists and forbidding me to train would slowly let me 'fit in'. It hadn't. I was like most eighteen-year-old wolves. Packed with muscle I didn't earn and a temper that was hard to keep at bay most of the time. The alpha mark on my ribcage should've given them all the warning they needed.
"Dreaming about a better life won't make this shit hole magickly disappear," Ashton snorted and closed the magazine so he could turn towards me. His father was one of the noble earth fae here and his mother had been a siren. A child of a war affair. Needless to say, his father's family was unhappy to see him return home with a baby. He had done the right thing not leaving him out of the reaches of the frollick. Fae were hunted down for the simple fact their bodies could be used for all sorts of heinous magick. Even a half fae child would suffer this fate if discovered.
I snorted in response," that might be true but who knows... maybe my mom will cut me loose today. I'll be running far away from this place if she does. No way am I joining the army here just because all these assholes think I'm beneath them."
Ashton raised a brow," if you go, I'm going too. I'm not going to work in the shops and watch the rest of my family look down on me like some kind of parasite. Wish my dad just left me with my mom. You got lucky that your mom left you with that pack."
Lucky? How could I be lucky to have a parent willingly abandon me and watch my father die trying to help me escape? I shook my head at Ashton," the elders would greatly disagree with you."
Our door opened and we both looked over to see a golden haired fae standing in the doorway. She had big gold eyes and glowing tanned skin with a white floor length gown that flowed loosely to the ground," Mordecai, your mother is waiting for you." Probably one of my mother's servant girls. She had a different one almost every time I'd seen her.
Ashton gave my shoulder a squeeze as I walked past him and began to follow the fae. The orphanage here wasn't like what I had been used to in the human worlds. We weren't cramped and in squalor. It looked more like a dormitory with lots of windows, plants, and natural light. In a lot of areas in this herd tall trees hung over the place blocking harsh sunrays and the fae flocked to it to laze about the day.
It was like the air became thick when we turned the last corner and my mother's face came into view. As a fire fae she had bright orange eyes, hair so red it looked like flames spilling from her head, and deeply tanned skin that formed a sharp point at the end of her ears. She sat perfectly posed and dressed lavishly like usual in her silks that fit her like a glove and billowed on the floor. Sticking out like a sore thumb against all the children in the place forced to wear earth toned tunics.
My mother drummed her nails against the glass top of the golden legged table as I sat down with her. The servant she'd brought stood to her side with her hands folded in the front.
"Mother," I said as calmly as possible.
"Mordecai," she plastered a perfect white toothed fake smile on her face. "Happy birthday son." She motioned for the girl who quickly bent down and picked up a bag from the floor. The servant sat it gently in front of me atop the table.
I pushed the bag to the side and kept my gaze straight on her," can we just skip the formalities for today? I want to know what you're going to do with me."
My mother's smile faltered a bit and she looked down at her hands. I studied her features while she for some reason had become lost deep in thought. I was glad to have only gotten my orange eyes and deeply tanned skin from her. Anymore likeness would make me sick to my stomach. I'd gotten my build and obsidian hair from my father, along with his features. The longer I stayed in this realm the more my ears had started to point. Something about the food in this realm transformed a person and I hated it.
"You'll be going to the army in two days' time," my mother finally looked up, her orange eyes meeting mine. Her brows knitted together showing something similar to remorse. I scoffed at her words and crossed my arms over my chest.
"Mordecai it's for your own safety that you leave this place as fast as you can," her words were barely above a whisper. She was purposely keeping quiet so that only I could pick it up with my wolf hearing. My senses were dulled by the silver but I could still barely pick it up.
"And why's that?" I shifted uncomfortably. Her words reminded me of one of the last things my father had said to me. Had the same wolves come for me now?
"Lady Ember it's almost time," the servant spoke softly next to her.
My mother nodded and stood up, fixing her clothing," stay safe." They were the last words she offered me. My body chilled the further she walked away. She left me with more questions than answers. Deciding to send me away instead of trying to help me understand the life that had been left for me.
I wish my dad was here. Picturing his smiling face brought a smile to my own and filled me with determination. I needed to get out of this place before a soldier came to collect me.
I swiped the bag off the table and quickly headed back to my room. Ashton was still in the same spot. His eyes locked into the magazine he'd been reading earlier.
"So?" he questioned without looking up.
I stayed quiet as I reached beneath my bed to fetch the old backpack I'd arrived wearing. The wooden end table next to my bed opened with a creak that made Ashton look up from his magazine. I started piling in the papers my father had given to me on his last day. The only reason I'd been able to keep them was because the fae couldn't read the language and deemed it 'stupid wolf stuff'.
"Woah woah. What the hell are you doing?" He spoke as he walked over to me.
"Leaving," I gave a simple reply. What else needed to be said?
I looked up, seeing his face pulled into a big smirk. "What? I stopped what I was doing and raised a brow.
Ashton rolled his eyes and puttered over to his side of the room. I watched with curiosity as he grabbed his schoolbag and started replacing the books with his belongings. "I told you that you aren't leaving without me Feyfyre!" he laughed.
"Ashton," my tone went serious," you've never been outside of this place. How do you expect to survive?"
"You'll be the muscles and I'll be the brains," he flashed me a smile as he packed in record time.
I groaned and sat on my bed," I'm not worth a damn until somebody removes this silver."
"I know somebody who can do it," Ashton’s smile turned into a smirk and my stomach dropped.
"No-" I started but he cut me off.
"Oh, come on! Mira would be happy to see you again!" He laughed loudly. "I'm sure she's forgotten all about your date from hades."
"Somebody doesn't just forget nearly dying," I spat.
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Hallo everybody! This is the second book of the Ash Walker series. It can be completely read as a stand-alone book if wanted. The only thing you might miss is some context with details that won't be explained as quickly. Whereas if you'd read the first book (The Witch's Wolf) you would understand it already. Not to worry though! I won't be including any information without explanation at some point during your read.
Thank you for picking this up! - Insect
GIDEON"You're not getting any younger," my father stared me down from the other side of my desk. He had his large arms crossed over his broad chest like he always did when we had one of these conversations.I was currently staring at the many photos and files he'd lain out across my desktop. Pictures of men
MORDECAIAshton and I had spent the rest of the day planning how it was exactly we were going to leave the veil of thefae. The gate was rarely opened for people to leave unless you were a trader or invited in. It left us little opportunity to sneak out. We would have to find a way to run out when the guards switched patrols either on the night shift or in the early morning hours.
GIDEONTwo weeks. It had been two miserably long weeks sinceNovuhad appeared in front of me and given the news that my mate was to come soon. Their version of soon and mine differed greatly apparently.'You're just being impatient
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GIDEON"You look like shit," Orion greeted me bright and early. We were setting up to greet the packs that would be arriving for tomorrow's celebration. I glared hard at him. No amount of body paint he'd applied could hide the amused smirk he sported.I tossed one of the wooden bowls that held paint into his
MORDECAII thought that the bone decor adorning the trees was unsettling. His house topped it somehow. It was incredibly beautiful from the outside, painted a deep purple with black accenting the railings and large wooden circle bent to make the porch entrance. I'd almost forgotten how large wolves like to keep their homes.
GIDEON"I'm going to ask you one last time," Quinn puffed himself up and crossed his arms over his chest. His black hair was ruffled into a mess and his blue eyes were glowing dangerously with anger. Had it been any other time before I'd performed the cord cuttingritualhe would have me mesmerized and excited seeing him getting upset like this. Love of your life showing jealousy over seeing you scenting another person? I think most would be weak in the knees.
GIDEONMordecai's eyes were trained on me as I sat up from the bed and nervously fidgeted with my shirt. Otto may have been silent but I was still able to use his abilities and had hidden my scars yesterday. I did itevery timewe had guests in the pack.People were aware we worshiped Novu, but stra
MORDECAI"What?!" Harley bellowed in disbelief. His dark brown eyes widened as he listened to Julian speak. His wolf-like ears flattened and he shook his head.I moved my head slowly, feeling like the world was spinning. The old chair I sat in swallowed me up as the wolfsbane numbed my primal system. This was punishment for nearly going on a rampage after I'd chucked my wedding band at a retreating Gideon. If Eloise hadn't become hysterical I probably wouldn't have snapped out of it.Orion's parents were in attendance. His fathers were off to the side whispering with Gerwulf and his mother was attending to a still crying Eloise.Harley started pacing, rubbing Kailani's back as she rested wrapped to his chest. Philian was off by himself on the couch playing with his tablet as usual. In the weeks he'd been here I hadn't heard the kid say a single word. I still had no clue why either Harley or his child showed up. Any time the subject was brought up he had a way of diverting the convers
QUINN"Does it ever get better?" My father let out a long sigh. He wrapped his fingers tightly around the necklace he wore. Every time he became anxious it was his go to action. He took a deep breath before looking my way. His eyes bounced as he struggled to see me. Lycanthropy hadn't been able to completely delay the effects of albinism for him forever. He was steadily becoming blind and it broke me to see."Honestly? Not really. You just become used to the new normal," his frown deepened as he spoke. "I spent years drowning myself in sadness. Killing myself over what ifs. What if Analise hadn't killed my true mate before I met her? What if I had worked things out with your mother before she met Matthew?"My father shook his head, looking away," don't let the what ifs kill you, Quinn. Atticus and Marie still need you at the end of the day. Don't make the same mistakes I did. You won't find the solutions to your problems at the end of a bottle or a rope."Fuck. My thoughts were rac
GIDEON"Hey sweetie. Dada misses you so much," Mordecai's voice faintly filled the air. He was trying his best to stay quiet while he thought I was sleeping.Harley had been calling in daily so he could see Kailani. Several times he had tried attempting to get me to join but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I felt so much guilt surrounding her existence that I couldn't even look at her.How horrible of a parent was I destined to be? Wallowing in self pity and unable to conquer my trauma. She was almost a month old and I hadn't even held her.I was no better than my father.'Stop it,' Otto scolded.'You need to go see that therapist again when things start settling down,' Philo spoke a bit softer.Hot tears stung my eyes as I listened to Mordecai happily speak to Kailani while Harley relayed their day. By the time the call ended and he came back to the room they had dried up."How long have you been awake?" He questioned. Carefully he sat next to the bed and stroked my messy hair. His
MORDECAI"Can you get my thighs too?" I let out a sigh of relief. Rolling my shoulders, my back cracked loudly and I relaxed. Gideon's gloved hands stilled against my lower back as the ointment began sizzling."Roll… over…" he struggled to speak. The rut was quickly taking his ability to think clearly.Gideon's hands trembled as he pulled back to let me move. I carefully maneuvered around him, laying my thighs onto his as I sank into the pillows. His breathing picked up, eyes taking in every inch of my skin. His scent became stronger to the point I had to cover my nose."Gideon," I spoke softly, nudging him with my knees. "Thighs, please. I promise you can have me after this."This seemed to do the trick as both Otto and Philo peered through at me. Quickly the older man lathered his gloves in the ointment before pressing them to my skin. His fingers pressed roughly against my muscles, making sure to drive them deeply.As much as I wanted to skip this, I knew it would be stupid. My bod
GIDEON"You've missed a lot," Harley frowned as he watched me rummage the kitchen for every blood pack it contained. Kailani was in a sling against his chest, sleeping soundly."So I can see," I spoke quietly. Otto's hunger was in overdrive. Philo was going nuts knowing what was coming. The first waves of my rut was enough to wake me and the two were trying their best to get me to wake Mordecai.After the doctor had left I found him sleeping peacefully on one of the sofas. Guilt hit me deeply when I saw the bandage on his face knowing I'd missed something so significant.Kailani let out a big yawn and Harley started gently patting her back. A small smile crept onto his features as he cooed at the small fae. His tail was slowly swishing to show happiness."You're attached to her," I spoke up. My fingers finally graced another blood pack in the fridge. Warmth didn't matter at this point. Otto was just happy to get anything. "I'm surprised he let you around her enough to get to this poin
MORDECAI"Stay still, boys," Harley tsked as he walked between us with a first aid kit.Brody looked at him with no emotion whatsoever on his face. The blood was slowly coating his cheek yet he acted as if nothing was happening."Congrats by the way," he awkwardly made small talk. Picking up the alcohol he pressed against Brody's new rank mark. "Sorry if you lost anybody you were close to. Could never watch those tournaments myself. Always makes my stomach twist.""Stop chattering and just hurry up," Mason snapped from behind the tiny omega. He had his arms crossed with a stern expression etched into his features."Cranky old bastard," Harley snapped back. The two stared at one another for a hot second before breaking eye contact."Mason the necklaces and packs are in the office. Why don't you go grab them while Harley finishes up?" I suggested, no demanded, as he kept staring daggers at Brody. Listening to them bickering the last few days was torturous. Mason would rip him to shreds
MORDECAI“She won't stop crying," I rasped. It felt like at any moment I would join her. Tears and all. "I don't know what to do.""You have to support her head," Jennifer reached out, trying to help me with calming down Kailani. However the exact opposite happened the moment Jennifer moved her blanket to the side, uncovering her arm just the slightest. The tiny fae erupted into a mess of uncontrollable wails, making us all cringe."Do you want me to go get Harley?" Levi had a rare moment of speaking up. He frowned as he uncomfortably fidgeted in place.I let out a long sigh," fine." Throwing in the towel was the best thing I could do currently. It had been days since the attack and I was still mentally a mess. Gideon hadn't woken up, I had to host the yule ball by myself, start plans to rebuild structures that become casualties, and now we'd gotten some bad news.Early in the day border patrol had found a newborn pup wrapped in bloody clothing. Brody happened to be on duty and sadly
GIDEON"Reveal yourself!" I demanded. The imposter, disguised as a child, quickly dropped their arms. They were playing their part well. Whomever sent them must've paid handsomely. This shifter was trained to stay in character so well that it reminded me of my council days.Fierce anger coursed through my body as the thought sunk in and the creature continued to stare at me with innocent eyes."Daddy?" He repeated again.A wail broke through the air and dragged me back to reality. My parents' house was a total wreck and the thick scent of blood was in the air.Taking a quick glance I found Jade cradling Quinn's massive form. Simon was ripping off his shirt trying to bandage up wherever he was hurt. Orion looked like he'd seen better days and my father looked ready to attack."Gideon…" Mordecai's voice called to me. He sounded scared, and when our eyes finally met it was confirmed. He was indeed scared. Blood was dripping down his lips and heavy bags were under his eyes. Instantly I so
MORDECAI"He'll be fine, dear. Sadie cooked him up something good so I can't imagine he'll be awake any time soon," Eloise gave my arm a soft squeeze as Julian cradled Kailani and Gideon snored quietly on the bed.Every bit of my being was on edge at the moment. We'd only been home long enough to clean up before Quinn kicked up a fuss over that weird ass kid. Ryder requested a moment of my time, and with our pack alliances… it was more like a demand.'We should be home with our pup. Nobody can protect them better than us,' Dusk huffed and bristled."Mordecai," Eloise spoke a bit more sternly. "We raised ten, so I think it might qualify us as reliable babysitters." The small woman gave me a warm smile as Julian chuckled."Fine, but if one tiny thing goes wrong you get in touch with me immediately. Okay?" My voice becoming more stern than necessary.Instantly Julian wrapped an arm around Eloise, bringing her into his side protectively as he cradled Kailani with his free arm," you'll be