GIDEON
"You look like shit," Orion greeted me bright and early. We were setting up to greet the packs that would be arriving for tomorrow's celebration. I glared hard at him. No amount of body paint he'd applied could hide the amused smirk he sported.
I tossed one of the wooden bowls that held paint into his arms," didn't sleep well last night. I've been having weird dreams since the ceremony."
"Anything exciting?" he turned to face me as he started smudging the paints onto me.
I closed my eyes and tried my best not to lock up under his touch. It'd taken years of therapy to get to a point others could touch me. The council made me afraid of physical contact. They'd ruined one of my shifter forms completely.
"Not really," I lied. Everything about it didn't make any sense but had completely interested me. The one thing I could clearly remember about it all was a set of glowing orange eyes that belonged to the person contained within them. It made me hopeful that it was a sign Novu fulfilled their promise. However, it also made me sad knowing the only way Novu was able to touch somebody was in death.
Whoever Novu matched me with would be so heavily cherished by myself and the pack. I would give anything to make them happy. Spoil them if they just asked for it.
'We spoil them without them needing to ask,' Philo corrected me.
Otto had been completely silent since the ceremony took place three days ago. Waking up today to silence was expected. However, Philo had been constantly pacing to the point it was starting to piss me off. I think something about the Litha ceremony had him on edge.
"All done," Orion's voice ripped me back to reality. I felt his grossly wet thumb touch my cheek and opened my eyes to see him smudging off the paint around my warrior marks. All members of this pack that reached a certain point in training had the chance to receive them. There were three levels of our rankings and when you advanced you earned one. Orion, Silas, and I had gained all three.
Orion held up a small mirror for me to look at and I smiled. I looked just like all the other members of my pack would tonight. Adorned in makeup that made our faces look like skulls. It was a way of showing tribute to Novu and also intimidating the packs that showed up.
'Alpha,' Silas's voice ran through my mind.
I sighed and placed the mirror down,' you're supposed to be setting up border patrol not talking to me.'
I could hear it as Silas sighed back at me,' we found some rogues. Er-... well one rogue and two faeries. Three faeries? I'm not entirely sure what the hell the big one is.'
My brows furrowed and I looked up at Orion who already wore a knowing expression. I quickly l**ked my father and told him to take my spot for now. Today was too big of a day for some disturbance to occur. He cursed back at me through the l**k but I was already on my way towards where I knew Silas would be. The only weak spot the pack had, the western borders by the town.
We quickly stripped and tied our clothing to our legs. It was the easiest way to keep clothing on you and thankfully today we only wore jean shorts. I crouched down and let Philo come forth. His big black paws danced along the dirt as Orion's big grey wolf, Falco, followed behind me.
A strangeness hung around the thick forest surrounding us. I could smell the sparks of old magick that drifted through the air. The strangest thing about it though was I could recognize it. It was mine.
I pushed myself harder, making Philo run faster as the scent became thick and something else began mixing with it. My wolf started going frantic when the wind picked up the strong scent of brown sugar and cinnamon with a hint of... smoke. Smoke?
'Hellhound,' Philo howled out loudly.
He should be going into complete defense mode but instead he was excited. Excited? I ran behind a tree once the loud yelling of the border patrol caught my ears. Quickly Orion and I redressed, jogging over to the scene. The scent was getting harder to ignore. Something about it was making my body giddy.
"Where did you get this?!" Silas was spitting venom towards the three kneeling figures. The members of the patrol had positioned themselves in a circle around the group. I could barely see the person on the receiving end of his anger. Whoever they were felt incredibly unhappy. The scent of their anger lingered in the air and sliced into my tongue with a bitter tinge.
"I told you already! It was given to me!" a voice shouted back, spitting just as much venom. My body involuntarily shivered and Orion shot me a questioning look. I could only shrug at him. I’ve felt this once before but I was skeptical.
Coming up behind Silas I couldn't shake the feeling anymore. I was hit with a wave of the strong brown sugar scent. Up close it was heavenly, smelling like the best cookies to ever be made. My body went rigid when Silas stepped aside and I knew I would have to face the strange creature whose scent was captivating me.
"Alpha," Silas straightened up and held out a hand. "Patrol said this group appeared out of thin air. The one with black hair was found holding this."
I looked down to see him holding a necklace set on a gold chain with a purple gem that was cracked in the middle. My eyes widened in recognition and I snatched it up. This was a piece of jewelry I never expected to see again. It was the last thing I'd crafted before leaving the council. I gave it to the man who helped me escape. His son was next on the list of people to be detained and I had promised to protect him should the need arise.
My head whipped to the side and I stared at three figures. There was a boy with green skin sat to the left, a girl with golden hair to the right, and smack in the middle was another boy with his head hung low who breathed hard. I slowly walked over and crouched down to their level," tell me your names." I surveyed each of them. Their scents were mixed and so strong I was having a hard time deciphering who the alluring scent came from.
The girl was first to lift her head. She had a pair of pale-yellow eyes that held much curiosity as she took me in," Mira Fairlite... Alpha." She swallowed hard and let her eyes linger around to my other men.
The green boy came next. He was shaking life a leaf and looked ready to run. As he spoke his voice trembled," A-Alpha sir... uh... my uh..."
"Your name boy, what is your name?" I hardened my gaze which only caused him to tremble more. Philo was getting mad that he didn't do as told.
"Ashton Feyleif," he spoke so fast I almost couldn't catch it.
I tore my gaze from the shaking boy and stared at the one in the center. He had long obsidian locks that were decorated with bone beads. His build was more muscular that the other two and I could only see small points to his ears. He wasn't completely fae, and if my suspicions were correct neither was the green one.
"Don't keep him waiting," Orion sneered from behind me.
"Mordecai..." a low husky voice emitted from him.
"Just Mordecai?" I snorted and let a bit of authority leak into my tone. "Look at me when you speak Mordecai."
Slowly the person began to look up and I nearly fell flat on my ass as the pair of orange eyes that haunted my dreams looked at me. For the second time this week it felt as if the world around me started spinning. It only took Philo pushing himself forward for me to completely drop to my knees closer to the boy. A loud rumbling left my chest as he barked out the word," mate!"
My heart quickly sank when the only thing he uttered out was a harsh," fuck."
I could hear Orion and Silas start clearing out the guards. They quickly shifted back to their wolf forms as my Beta and Gamma each picked up one of the fae to back them up.
Mordecai looked above me momentarily and I growled when our eye contact broke. I wanted him to look at me and only me. His eyes snapped back down to me and he raised a brow," you guys cannibals or something?"
I reluctantly turned my head to see what he'd been staring at. Bone chimes hung from the trees around us that were made from bodies of rogues that had been killed. Most of them had been placed at request of my father's wolf, Cinnabar. He liked displaying them like trophies.
"No," my voice was more like a whisper at this point. His orange eyes connected with mine again as I turned back around. It felt so intense having him this close. Like nothing else around us existed. For once I was left completely speechless.
Mordecai shifted uncomfortably beneath my gaze. He cleared his throat and awkwardly held up his arms that held silver binding bracelets around them," not to like seem super rude or anything but I can't feel a damn thing and you're just creeping me out."
Philo whimpered inside my mind,' he can't feel us?'
'Not yet,' I tried to soothe him.
"I can remove those," my lips twitched into a genuine smile. "Will you let me?"
"Please," the boy sounded relieved and my heart swelled. "It's really starting to hurt."
This time I suppressed the growl that Philo wanted to let loose. We couldn't come off as extremely possessive or he might run. I needed to make him trust me and let him feel the bond first. I couldn't creep him out more.
"Follow me... please," I stood up and offered my hand to him but he didn't take it.
I buried the hurt that flowed through me in waves and turned my back to them," Orion, Silas... bring the fae with us." I straightened myself to stand tall and began walking towards my house without looking back.
MORDECAII thought that the bone decor adorning the trees was unsettling. His house topped it somehow. It was incredibly beautiful from the outside, painted a deep purple with black accenting the railings and large wooden circle bent to make the porch entrance. I'd almost forgotten how large wolves like to keep their homes.
GIDEON"I'm going to ask you one last time," Quinn puffed himself up and crossed his arms over his chest. His black hair was ruffled into a mess and his blue eyes were glowing dangerously with anger. Had it been any other time before I'd performed the cord cuttingritualhe would have me mesmerized and excited seeing him getting upset like this. Love of your life showing jealousy over seeing you scenting another person? I think most would be weak in the knees.
GIDEONMordecai's eyes were trained on me as I sat up from the bed and nervously fidgeted with my shirt. Otto may have been silent but I was still able to use his abilities and had hidden my scars yesterday. I did itevery timewe had guests in the pack.People were aware we worshiped Novu, but stra
MORDECAI "Don't drink that one, I think it's got wolfsbane init. Try this," I carefully pushed the purple liquid away from Ashton's excited hands and gave him a bottled drink. "Oh,that tastes awful but I like it," the greenfaemade a sour faceevery timehe took a sip.
GIDEON"I'd run if I were you," Otto slipped out as he spoke to Mordecai. My mate's eyes widened and I could hear his heart rate pick up. My body moved on its own as I took a step towards him and he turned on his heel, running towards the forest's edge.My entire being started shaking with excitement as he ma
MORDECAI I woke up to warm arms snaking themselves around my waist. A groan escaped my mouth as I tried to pull away and back into the blanket cocoon around me. "Time to get up," Gideon cooed at me and nuzzled his nose into my neck. The sparks that kissed my skin woke me up instantly. My cheeks heated up
GIDEON"Are you sure?" my father nearly broke the table's edge with how hard he gripped it."Positive. He showed up with council files and everything. I'll be adding more bodies to the patrol shifts until we can get any information on if they plan to make a move," I rubbed at my eyes. My father's wolf had gro
MORDECAI"Ahren!" The lead female warrior's voice echoed through the large room. Tabitha was a tall, muscular she-wolf that leaked intimidation. Orion had taken me to training this morning. The sun wasn't even up yet and he was already wide awake annoying her. She already seemed rather unfriendly towards me and his behavior just made it worse.
MORDECAI"What?!" Harley bellowed in disbelief. His dark brown eyes widened as he listened to Julian speak. His wolf-like ears flattened and he shook his head.I moved my head slowly, feeling like the world was spinning. The old chair I sat in swallowed me up as the wolfsbane numbed my primal system. This was punishment for nearly going on a rampage after I'd chucked my wedding band at a retreating Gideon. If Eloise hadn't become hysterical I probably wouldn't have snapped out of it.Orion's parents were in attendance. His fathers were off to the side whispering with Gerwulf and his mother was attending to a still crying Eloise.Harley started pacing, rubbing Kailani's back as she rested wrapped to his chest. Philian was off by himself on the couch playing with his tablet as usual. In the weeks he'd been here I hadn't heard the kid say a single word. I still had no clue why either Harley or his child showed up. Any time the subject was brought up he had a way of diverting the convers
QUINN"Does it ever get better?" My father let out a long sigh. He wrapped his fingers tightly around the necklace he wore. Every time he became anxious it was his go to action. He took a deep breath before looking my way. His eyes bounced as he struggled to see me. Lycanthropy hadn't been able to completely delay the effects of albinism for him forever. He was steadily becoming blind and it broke me to see."Honestly? Not really. You just become used to the new normal," his frown deepened as he spoke. "I spent years drowning myself in sadness. Killing myself over what ifs. What if Analise hadn't killed my true mate before I met her? What if I had worked things out with your mother before she met Matthew?"My father shook his head, looking away," don't let the what ifs kill you, Quinn. Atticus and Marie still need you at the end of the day. Don't make the same mistakes I did. You won't find the solutions to your problems at the end of a bottle or a rope."Fuck. My thoughts were rac
GIDEON"Hey sweetie. Dada misses you so much," Mordecai's voice faintly filled the air. He was trying his best to stay quiet while he thought I was sleeping.Harley had been calling in daily so he could see Kailani. Several times he had tried attempting to get me to join but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I felt so much guilt surrounding her existence that I couldn't even look at her.How horrible of a parent was I destined to be? Wallowing in self pity and unable to conquer my trauma. She was almost a month old and I hadn't even held her.I was no better than my father.'Stop it,' Otto scolded.'You need to go see that therapist again when things start settling down,' Philo spoke a bit softer.Hot tears stung my eyes as I listened to Mordecai happily speak to Kailani while Harley relayed their day. By the time the call ended and he came back to the room they had dried up."How long have you been awake?" He questioned. Carefully he sat next to the bed and stroked my messy hair. His
MORDECAI"Can you get my thighs too?" I let out a sigh of relief. Rolling my shoulders, my back cracked loudly and I relaxed. Gideon's gloved hands stilled against my lower back as the ointment began sizzling."Roll… over…" he struggled to speak. The rut was quickly taking his ability to think clearly.Gideon's hands trembled as he pulled back to let me move. I carefully maneuvered around him, laying my thighs onto his as I sank into the pillows. His breathing picked up, eyes taking in every inch of my skin. His scent became stronger to the point I had to cover my nose."Gideon," I spoke softly, nudging him with my knees. "Thighs, please. I promise you can have me after this."This seemed to do the trick as both Otto and Philo peered through at me. Quickly the older man lathered his gloves in the ointment before pressing them to my skin. His fingers pressed roughly against my muscles, making sure to drive them deeply.As much as I wanted to skip this, I knew it would be stupid. My bod
GIDEON"You've missed a lot," Harley frowned as he watched me rummage the kitchen for every blood pack it contained. Kailani was in a sling against his chest, sleeping soundly."So I can see," I spoke quietly. Otto's hunger was in overdrive. Philo was going nuts knowing what was coming. The first waves of my rut was enough to wake me and the two were trying their best to get me to wake Mordecai.After the doctor had left I found him sleeping peacefully on one of the sofas. Guilt hit me deeply when I saw the bandage on his face knowing I'd missed something so significant.Kailani let out a big yawn and Harley started gently patting her back. A small smile crept onto his features as he cooed at the small fae. His tail was slowly swishing to show happiness."You're attached to her," I spoke up. My fingers finally graced another blood pack in the fridge. Warmth didn't matter at this point. Otto was just happy to get anything. "I'm surprised he let you around her enough to get to this poin
MORDECAI"Stay still, boys," Harley tsked as he walked between us with a first aid kit.Brody looked at him with no emotion whatsoever on his face. The blood was slowly coating his cheek yet he acted as if nothing was happening."Congrats by the way," he awkwardly made small talk. Picking up the alcohol he pressed against Brody's new rank mark. "Sorry if you lost anybody you were close to. Could never watch those tournaments myself. Always makes my stomach twist.""Stop chattering and just hurry up," Mason snapped from behind the tiny omega. He had his arms crossed with a stern expression etched into his features."Cranky old bastard," Harley snapped back. The two stared at one another for a hot second before breaking eye contact."Mason the necklaces and packs are in the office. Why don't you go grab them while Harley finishes up?" I suggested, no demanded, as he kept staring daggers at Brody. Listening to them bickering the last few days was torturous. Mason would rip him to shreds
MORDECAI“She won't stop crying," I rasped. It felt like at any moment I would join her. Tears and all. "I don't know what to do.""You have to support her head," Jennifer reached out, trying to help me with calming down Kailani. However the exact opposite happened the moment Jennifer moved her blanket to the side, uncovering her arm just the slightest. The tiny fae erupted into a mess of uncontrollable wails, making us all cringe."Do you want me to go get Harley?" Levi had a rare moment of speaking up. He frowned as he uncomfortably fidgeted in place.I let out a long sigh," fine." Throwing in the towel was the best thing I could do currently. It had been days since the attack and I was still mentally a mess. Gideon hadn't woken up, I had to host the yule ball by myself, start plans to rebuild structures that become casualties, and now we'd gotten some bad news.Early in the day border patrol had found a newborn pup wrapped in bloody clothing. Brody happened to be on duty and sadly
GIDEON"Reveal yourself!" I demanded. The imposter, disguised as a child, quickly dropped their arms. They were playing their part well. Whomever sent them must've paid handsomely. This shifter was trained to stay in character so well that it reminded me of my council days.Fierce anger coursed through my body as the thought sunk in and the creature continued to stare at me with innocent eyes."Daddy?" He repeated again.A wail broke through the air and dragged me back to reality. My parents' house was a total wreck and the thick scent of blood was in the air.Taking a quick glance I found Jade cradling Quinn's massive form. Simon was ripping off his shirt trying to bandage up wherever he was hurt. Orion looked like he'd seen better days and my father looked ready to attack."Gideon…" Mordecai's voice called to me. He sounded scared, and when our eyes finally met it was confirmed. He was indeed scared. Blood was dripping down his lips and heavy bags were under his eyes. Instantly I so
MORDECAI"He'll be fine, dear. Sadie cooked him up something good so I can't imagine he'll be awake any time soon," Eloise gave my arm a soft squeeze as Julian cradled Kailani and Gideon snored quietly on the bed.Every bit of my being was on edge at the moment. We'd only been home long enough to clean up before Quinn kicked up a fuss over that weird ass kid. Ryder requested a moment of my time, and with our pack alliances… it was more like a demand.'We should be home with our pup. Nobody can protect them better than us,' Dusk huffed and bristled."Mordecai," Eloise spoke a bit more sternly. "We raised ten, so I think it might qualify us as reliable babysitters." The small woman gave me a warm smile as Julian chuckled."Fine, but if one tiny thing goes wrong you get in touch with me immediately. Okay?" My voice becoming more stern than necessary.Instantly Julian wrapped an arm around Eloise, bringing her into his side protectively as he cradled Kailani with his free arm," you'll be