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Chapter 26
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2024-10-29 19:42:56It's 9:00pm and I hear Zain pull up in the driveway. I shoot him a text.
"Come in, I'm almost ready. Make us a drink before we go."
"Cool."
I hear the front door open and close again and Z's booted steps in the kitchen.
I finish flat ironing my dark hair trying to tame it best I can. I begin putting on makeup when Zain steps in with two glasses.
"I made you rum punch." He says as he hands me my glass.
"Perfect. So, where are we going?"
"To a bar in town."
I roll my eyes and go back to my mirror.<
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