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WriterASEE YOU IN BOOK THREE. I know you’ll probably want to murder me but there’s a reason for this. The series turned into a trilogy (surprisingly) but bear with me please. I promise you’ll love the final installation which will be coming next month. It will have the same cover as this so please be on the lookout. As always, I’m so grateful for the support and love I’ve received with this book. You guys changed my life and I’ll forever be grateful for that. Get ready for the final battle between Xander, Adriana and Dreaya. And maybe….new enemies you never saw coming… Love, WriterA
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Lost Queen 1: Pilot
ADRIANA“Welcome back, daughter.”A feminine voice said, sounding too far and too close at the same time.I peeled my eyes open with effort, blinking at the harsh brightness of the unfamiliar room.Why is it so bright in here?Where am I?I struggled to lift myself up from the bed I was lying in. It feels soft, not what I’m used to but it doesn’t seem comfortable.“You should not stress yourself, you’re only waking up.” The same woman spoke.I didn’t recognize her voice, but there was a knowledge, an inkling in the back of my mind telling me I knew who she was. Telling me exactly who she is.Mother.The thought came out of nowhere and it was all the motivation I needed to get up.I forced my body into an upright position, feeling the world shake underneath me. Or was that me?“Steady, steady.” Soft hands grip my shoulder, balancing me.I blink up at the shadow that helped me, calmness and a familiarity skating down my spine.“M-mother?” I asked in a broken whisper, scared and curious
Last Updated : 2023-08-28Lost Queen 2: Dark Grave
ALPHA XANDERThe feeling of doom serenaded in my chest the nearer we got to the opposing building.I haven't been here in six months, but it felt like yesterday I last saw her, on that bed. Lifeless and blue.I lost my mate, and I lost part of myself with her. The most important part of me. I have been breathing and surviving, but I stopped living when she did too.She was out there, I know that she is. her crazy mother hexed her, killed her then took her. It sounded crazy, even thinking about it now. It sounded too insane to be true, but it is my reality and I'm living it.There is no way I can make up these emotions I'm feeling. the burning in my chest.I was once called heartless, ruthless and fearless. I know I am just a man now. A man who has lost.“Of course, it would rain today.” Daciana, my sister, leaned forward, looking out of the window of the car as we approached the manor.I tried to ignore the way my heart squeezed when I looked up. I couldn’t even look around the world I
Last Updated : 2023-08-28Lost Queen 3: Born Ready
ADRIANAI shut the door on Kian’s face. Smiling to myself when I imagine the dumbstruck expression he must have had. He never expected me to actually do that.But what I can say, it was a dare and I have a thing for them.“Mum?” I called out her name as I took off my shoes.I couldn't hear anything in the house, which was weird. She said she would be here when I got back.I shrugged, running up my room. She might be with the other pack members.Kian and I had ditched them to go out for a little hike anyway. I made it clear it wasn’t a date and he said he agreed but the way he was smiling said otherwise. I wasn’t very worried about that because I had fun.I couldn’t remember the last time I had fun like that. I couldn’t even remember any time I had fun. All that was in my mind was how badly everyone I knew treated me.I couldn’t get most of my memory back, but from the snippets that I remember. I would rather not even recall at all.I was stupid, naïve and extremely weak. I didn’t want
Last Updated : 2023-08-28Lost Queen 4: In The Books
ADRIANAI was able to convince mum I was ready for this. Ready for him. Ready to face him.It is all I have been preparing for nonstop for six months. My every waking moment was plagued with thoughts of how I was going to get my revenge.Like all the women in the history books I read.Vengeance is what gives you the most satisfaction. And nothing beats making the people that hurt you pay for what they have done.I picked up the book Kian had given me some time ago. I have read it more times than I can count one finger but I still find myself wanting to read more.Each time feels like the first time I’m reading it.Kian gets me more books when they go out, which isn’t a lot but none has been my favorite like this was. He got it for me the last time they went into town.I was never allowed to go to avoid anyone seeing me and then reporting back to the people I was staying away from.I wasn’t ready to be seen then, but now, we would do everything to make sure they saw us.Shaking my head
Last Updated : 2023-08-28Lost Queen 5: New Life
ADRIANAHenry was the only person mum allowed me to come with. I know for a fact Kian wanted to come, but it is not the right time. I agreed with her on that.I needed to focus. Because though this is for me, I am not the only one involved which makes it bigger than me. Bigger than just revenge.“I’m right next door,” Henry says, handing me the key to my room.“Okay, thank you.” I replied, offering a grateful smile.He was nice enough to help me bring my things in.We are at a cheap motel on the outskirts of a small town. I asked if that was where Xander’s pack was but he said no. This is the closest place which wouldn’t draw attention and is close to the airport. Our flight is early tomorrow morning.We’ll go to a town close to Xander’s pack from then.I don’t remember where it is, I’m not even sure I ever knew it.He kept me like a prisoner, I was never allowed to step out so I couldn’t even tell.“I’ll leave you to it. You can order room service if you want anything.” He then nods
Last Updated : 2023-08-31Lost Queen 6: Attacked
ADRIANAThe first phase of our plan is to make sure Xander knows we're here. Our plan for that was already well underway. The moment the plane landed, I was ready to be seen.I exchanged my simple top and jeans for a summer dress. And my brunette hair was let down. cascading over my back, covering what was left open by the dress.There was a town car waiting for us as we arrived. A woman was standing outside the back car, dressed in an impeccable suit with a stoic expression. A uniformed man is beside her and he holds a sign with our names on it."She is for us." Henry says, holding me by my elbow and steering me towards her.Our bags were already in the car from the looks of it because as soon as we approached, the man opened the door of the car."Welcome," the woman's voice is soft but firm.She speaks with an elegance I am not used to. Not in my memory and definitely not in my past life. I am not very good with people, I'm guessing it has to do with the way I grew up."I hope you h
Last Updated : 2023-08-31Lost Queen 7: Best Everything
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Last Updated : 2023-08-31Lost Queen 8: Masquerade Stranger
ALPHA XANDER There are a few things I hate in this world. Dreya, and social gatherings. I would have missed this masquerade but I got a tip that the woman who looked like Adriana will be here tonight. And when she comes, I’ll be here for her. I know she is still alive. Her mental state is what I’m not sure of, and if she is even okay. What Dreya did was dangerous, and any slight wrong move would have blown it all up in flames. Now, that is where we would have a real problem. I took a break to fully mourn my mate, now I am back for her and I’m vengeful. “Aren’t you glad you decided to come out?” Daciana tugs on my arm, making me swivel to face her. She chose to dress as Peresphone tonight, only she has a mask with flowers. I wasn’t in the mood for a party, talk less of one that required me to wear a mask. She understood that so she didn’t pressure me to dress up. But since the requirement for attending is the mask, she got me one for the devil. “No, I’m not.” I reply, keeping
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Lost Queen 159:
XANDERI couldn’t mistake the pleased look I was seeing on Adriana’s face. Something about her possessive turns me on beyond inhibition. Without thinking to stop myself, I thrusted upwards, entering her and buying myself to the hilt. Her warmth clamps around me in a vice. It is the best thing I have ever felt. I gripped both sides of her waist and led her movements as she slowly adjusts to me. Since she was very wet. But after a few thrusts, I could easily slip in and out of her. She held her hands on my shoulders for balance and rode me like she was born for this. Made for me.We were perfect for each other. Perfect like this. Our bodies tailor made and fit like a glove. No one could ever compare. When she came, she cried out my name. Her voice hauntingly sweet. I know I’ll need forget it. It influenced my own orgasm. I started moving roughly . Ravaging her like she was my last meal and I was a man starved. I moaned her name and bit down on her neck without thinking. My fangs sunk
Lost Queen 158:
ADRIANAI didn’t know what came over me. I was just feeling a raw hunger for Xander and no matter how much I tried to remind my brain that he is the enemy. It didn’t work. If anthijg, the craving only got worse. In the end, it won. And I found myself doing things I didn’t even know I was capable of. The scene seemed like something out of a porn movie. Not once did it feel like i was actually the one doing that.Even though the emotions racking through my body was more than enough proof I’m not watching it from a third pov and in the one actually starting in it. I didn’t believe it. I felt Xander’s trailing up my inner thighs. It pulls me from my thoughts. “What are you thinking so deeply about?” He murmurs, placing small kisses on the exposed skin of my shoulders. We’re lying in bed. Well, I was sitting and he is doing the same now.We had sex again. Neither of us could stop it from happening. It is like our bodies were tired of the fights and constant back and forth. So they to
Lost Queen 157:
XANDERI half expected to wake up next to dead flower or something. But it was Adriana on the bed. I couldn’t explain accurately what I felt at that moment. I stared at her. Something warm and sickeningly sweet overtaking every part of my body. Her wake naked body pressed against mine has my morning wood straining under the covers. It doesn’t help when she lets out a soft moan as she turned and threw her leg over mine. I held back a grunt of my one when her knee teases the tip of my back. She was still fast asleep from the looks of it. So she wasn’t doing this on purpose. A devilish voice in my head suggested I reach under the covers and sink into he warm heat. It sounded like a good plan. The idea turned me on even more.But I held myself back. Last night hadn’t been in the cards. It happened and I’m definitely not complain . I just won’t take advantage of the fact that she is sleeping to get myself off. If we’re going to have sex again, it’ll be becaus she’s exclusively makes i
Lost Queen 156:
ADRIANAI almost smiled at how cute Xander seemed, trying to progenr me from seeing the body of the dead woman. Cute had been the word that came to my head. And it’s funny how I was relating that to, debated, the scariest man on earth. I met him carry me to his room. It felt extra nice for some reason. Maybe it was his attention on me. Or the way he was extra careful. You would think he was carrying some kind of prized possession. Knowing I was being respected like that made butterflies swim in my stomach. He deposited me on the bed. Gently. Then he walked to the bathroom. I was about to call him back, thinking he was trying to get away from telling me what he mentioned. But he stopped and turned by the door. “Give me a moment to freshen up then we can get this over with.”I nodded. Not really knowing what to say. Should I say I was feeling nervous? I didn’t know what exactly he was going to say. But it definitely involved my mither. I haven’t fully recovered from the dream I ha
Lost Queen 155:
XANDERAdriana and I stay in the quiet office for what felt like forever. The dead body growing cold by the minute. I had spared her a glance fo make sure she was fine. Seeing someone be killed right in front of you is horrendous. I was forced to witness this when I was five years old.I know how damaging it is. And she has probably never seen anything like it. She looked fine surprisingly. Save for the shock you could see. Nothing was amiss. I made a mental note to call someone for cleanup. But to actually mindlink them to get it done seemed like hardwork. The weight of what just happened settled in much later. Getting on my nerves more. What the fuck was Donovan thinking? This was the only hope we had. Now what does he expect us to do? And better yet, what the hell did she find out what she was about to say? Why did he stop her?I’ve known him for all my life. So I definitely know he has a reason for doing that. Donovan never does anything without thinking it through. Among the
Lost Queen 154:
ADRIANAAll three of us pause in shock after the loud thud of a body meeting the ground.Not that I recovered from the earlier one since Donovan walked in. It didn’t even have much to do with his foreboding presence but rather the unexpectedness of his presence. And for him to see us in such an…intimate position. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to face him again.I had found solace in Xander’s body. At first it was because I didnt know where else to go and it seemed like the safest option. I didn’t have a shirt on for God’s sake. And I wasn’t about to let him see me like that. He isn’t even someone I like particularly. If anything, his presence scares me. And I’m not about to add more reasons why I shouldn’t be anywhere close to hi. This time it would be because I’m traumatized he saw me naked and very close to sleeping with his brother. Damn Adriana, you are really gone. The thought of what mum would think crosses my mind. But for the first time in a long while, I didn’t really
Lost Queen 153:
XANDER“Holy shit.”The unexpected voice makes both Adriana and I turn towards the door where Donovan was standing. His mouth would be on the floor if it was physically possible for that happen.I almost bark out a laugh when Adriana ducks, after making a be dry funny sound. She ended up falling into me, since I was kttong directly in front of her. It must be because of the shock because she throws her arms around my neck and buries her head in the crook of ny neck. I have to force the effect her body has on mine to the back of my head. Because one, Donovan is still standing there and his eyes were on her. A loud growl rips from my chest. “Stop fucking looking at her!”If she wasn’t in my arms, I would have punched his eyes out of their sockets.The only thing saving him from me right now is her. And these damn binds that has my movements limited. How fucking well did she tie the tie? You would think she’d cemented my hands together or something. “What do you want?” I snapped wh
Lost Queen 152:
XANDERTeasing Adrian came at the cost of just sanity. But she owned every part of me so it was a small price to pay.As long as I’ll have her squirming in my thighs. The scent of her arousal the onky scent in the room. It fills my nostrils. And even at that, I inhale again deeply because I’m just greedy like that. “What kind of game is this?” She says, her voice slightly breathless. She tried to sound normal though she wasn’t successful. Her hands tightened on the edge of the desk. If she removed it and is as indents from her fingers. I wouldn’t be surprised. “A game I guarantee we’ll both like very much.” I replied in a raspy voice. Her breath hitches when I place a kiss where her neck and shoulder meets. It is one of her sensitive spots. She reacts perfectly by jumping a bit, offering the perfect friction to get my dick moving. He’s liking her very much now. I haven’t felt this calm in days. Weeks. Heck, even months. There was no war in my head. No voice arguing or fighti
Lost Queen 151:
ADRIANAI didn’t know what to say to Xander after his… confession?It didn’t help that he looked so sure when he spoke. There was no ounce of doubt in his voice. He knew what he was saying. And he was sincere. I didn’t need to Alaina to tell me that much. And it seems, she knew that part too. Everything was confusing. And how he acts makes it all the more crazy for me. The version of him in my head and the version of him I’ve been with for the past few months are entirely different people. He has also made it clear that he just changed. This isn’t how he was before. He changed for me. Anyone would be happy to hear they have such a powerful man wrapped around their fingers. On the other hand, it just made my life more complicated. I knew he was bad. If he had shown me that side. I wouldn’t be in this situation now. But he was different. He caused differently with me especially. And, he was painfully honest. I never knew I would be so annoyed at the thought of so some being uprig
