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Lost Queen 103: Sweet Dreams
ADRIANAI kept asking myself if I could do it. I didn’t want to. But at the same time, I couldn’t stop it. And I didn’t know what that was.I’ve never had trouble like that before. Though a rage I have never experienced gripped me and consumed me. And I hated the very sight of Xander.My mind was pushing me to do something terrible to him. I didn’t even know what but it had endless ideas. So I tried to get away from him.The only thing I thought of that could be fast and effective was getting out of the car. So I tried to do that. But of course, he didn’t let me.I tried telling him what I was feeling and why I needed to get away. But I couldn’t speak normally.And I was losing the fight and control by the second.A raging fire had started in my chest and it was spreading through my whole body. It didn’t matter how much I tried to push it away.I had never felt that so I was lost, and I had no idea what I was doing. I had no idea what to do and how to stop it.I tried everything peopl
Lost Queen 104: New Person
XANDERThe house felt deserted and dark, and cold. All the things I used to love but now loathed with a passion. I could feel Adriana’s absence in every corner, every wall and piece of furniture that I passed.I wish I could say I was pissed off by what she did. I really hoped I would be. But I wasn’t. I felt oddly proud of her and her strength. Knowing she could probably go toe to toe with Dreaya if it comes to that.I’m always worried her mother would do something terrible to her. That bitch doesn’t have an ounce of compassion in her heart. I could still remember the detached look on her face when she drew that knife across Adriana’s throat that time.Sure, she didn't die. Or she came back, in more precise words. But I was familiar with the spell she wanted to do. And it could have gone wrong at any point and Adriana would be dead.It didn't matter how powerful or experienced she was. Sacrificial magic could be rejected or accepted. And it was just sheer luck it was accepted.I have
Lost Queen 105: Dead Beat Fathers
XANDERDonovan kept asking what I was going to do about Adriana. I said I’m nothing.He looked at me like I had grown two heads then he called me out on the obvious lie, but I wasn’t about to back down.“You can follow me if you like.” I told him as I got up from the chair at breakfast the last time we spoke. “You have no work to do anyway. Maybe this will give you some purpose.”He looked offended by the comment. Not that it would deter him from following me around if he really wanted to.The truth is, I don’t plan on actively searching for her. I know this is probably one of Dreaya’s plans.It all looks like something she would do. Messing things up while I was distracted so she could easily find a way in to finish what she started.And about Adriana. I didn’t even want to deep dive into that, I know I’ll almost lose my mind if I do.I buried myself in work. Occasionally checking my cameras as I’m used to. Only this time, I keep seeing my empty room and very empty bed.It hurts ever
Lost Queen 106: Beta Has No Power
XANDERCarlson tried to walk around it when I asked him to tell me in full details what happened between him and his father. I knew the man was shameless. Have known it since he willingly agreed to sell out his only daughter to me because he wanted something.He had a plan with Dreaya. Which only made him more stupid in my eyes. Out of all the people in the world, he chose to trust that bitch with his life.“Where is Adriana?” Carlson asked after ten minutes of nothing but silence.He looked lost in thought, almost like he was reliving what happened between him and his father. I was eager to hear where he found the man. He probably won’t be there right now. It’ll still be good to know, though.His hesitation might be due to shock or another thing. You can never get over someone who is supposed to love you unconditionally, doing this shit to you.“I know I’m probably the last person she wants to see right now,” he cleared his throat and looked down. “But she is fine, right? You’re trea
Lost Queen 107: Weird Feeling
XANDERThe ability to be soft with someone was one trait I never had.Maybe it was the thought of Adriana and how she would feel about this that made me do it. But I sat with Carlson and we spoke at length. I gave him step by step details on how to start tackling and fixing the bad decisions his brother is making.I saw he was happy to not talk about his fritter so I never brought it up.I’ve met the other brother, Damien. He never had it in him to the alpha. He wasn’t strong enough to be one. But according to the hierarchy, the first son is the alpha. In other packs, they could be beta but most weren’t like that.I was left alone in my office after I forced him to go to the pack doctor and get himself checked out. He insisted he was fine, which I didn’t buy. He wasn’t healing well, one glance at him told me that.And knowing Dreaya, her men were probably pumped full of poison just so they could be deadly to others. I couldn’t wait to watch her bleed out and die right in front of me.
Lost Queen 108: Behind Closed Doors
XANDERI willed myself to forget about everything Daciana just said. I didn’t think it would be easy but the moment I got to my floor, my thoughts automatically switched to Adriana.As much as I wanted to feel pissed off knowing that she was with her mother. And also knowing she was probably in on whatever stupid plan Dreaya has. I wasn't worried about that. I was more worried for her than anything.Dreaya didn’t look like she was joking when she said she didn’t have any use for her anymore. And I know what she usually does to people she felt were no longer of us to her.But, it could also have been a ploy for me to think that so I could trust Adriana with everything. The thing is, she didn’t have to lie.I knew I shouldn’t trust her. I knew it was wrong. But I said fuck it. Even now, I didn’t care and I would say fuck it one million times more if she were to come back. I’ll bare my soul to her. Give her a silver dagger and trust that she wouldn’t stab me in the heart.Call me crazy.
Lost Queen 109: Dream Land
ADRIANAI think I’m starting to become too familiar with death. And I didn’t like it very much.I was barely having steady relationships in the real world. I’m not about to start others in the afterlife.I’ve been locked in this empty abyss for days. Since there was no difference between night or day, I didn’t know how many days it had been. I only know that I’m sick of being here. And I wanted to leave. But there was no way to communicate with the outside world. I tried the tactic mum taught me. Even that didn’t work.Without the ability to escape from my head. I was locked in that dark room for what seems like forever.What was the most weird about it was the feeling of deja vu I had. Like I had been there before. Or in this type of situation. There was no way to control it when I was down here with no one to talk to.After what felt like years, I finally felt something. Another presence close to me. I tried speaking to it. The person approaching me. Or so I think. The second I turn
Lost Queen 110: Good Actor
ADRIANAIt takes me about five minutes to catch my breath and wait longer to start seeing clearly.The dim lights in the room certainly did not help with that. And I could swear my eyesight was good when I was in my mum’s pack. But since I came back here, it has been shit.I couldn’t see well in the dark. Which has never been the problem since I got reunited with my wolf. Now though, it is pretty much back to how it was before I met her.When I was in my old pack. I could barely see, barely hear any better than a human and I couldn’t move fast like the rest of the wolves. Which was a great disadvantage in a pack where you’re always bullied.My mind was running. Different images of the great disadvantage I used to be in slipping into my memories.A certain tall blond haired boy. I wasn’t sure about his name but he seemed to be everywhere. Most of the time he was hitting me or hurling insults at me. I couldn’t tell why he hated me.I knew it wasn’t happening in real time. It was like wa
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XANDERI couldn’t mistake the pleased look I was seeing on Adriana’s face. Something about her possessive turns me on beyond inhibition. Without thinking to stop myself, I thrusted upwards, entering her and buying myself to the hilt. Her warmth clamps around me in a vice. It is the best thing I have ever felt. I gripped both sides of her waist and led her movements as she slowly adjusts to me. Since she was very wet. But after a few thrusts, I could easily slip in and out of her. She held her hands on my shoulders for balance and rode me like she was born for this. Made for me.We were perfect for each other. Perfect like this. Our bodies tailor made and fit like a glove. No one could ever compare. When she came, she cried out my name. Her voice hauntingly sweet. I know I’ll need forget it. It influenced my own orgasm. I started moving roughly . Ravaging her like she was my last meal and I was a man starved. I moaned her name and bit down on her neck without thinking. My fangs sunk
Lost Queen 158:
ADRIANAI didn’t know what came over me. I was just feeling a raw hunger for Xander and no matter how much I tried to remind my brain that he is the enemy. It didn’t work. If anthijg, the craving only got worse. In the end, it won. And I found myself doing things I didn’t even know I was capable of. The scene seemed like something out of a porn movie. Not once did it feel like i was actually the one doing that.Even though the emotions racking through my body was more than enough proof I’m not watching it from a third pov and in the one actually starting in it. I didn’t believe it. I felt Xander’s trailing up my inner thighs. It pulls me from my thoughts. “What are you thinking so deeply about?” He murmurs, placing small kisses on the exposed skin of my shoulders. We’re lying in bed. Well, I was sitting and he is doing the same now.We had sex again. Neither of us could stop it from happening. It is like our bodies were tired of the fights and constant back and forth. So they to
Lost Queen 157:
XANDERI half expected to wake up next to dead flower or something. But it was Adriana on the bed. I couldn’t explain accurately what I felt at that moment. I stared at her. Something warm and sickeningly sweet overtaking every part of my body. Her wake naked body pressed against mine has my morning wood straining under the covers. It doesn’t help when she lets out a soft moan as she turned and threw her leg over mine. I held back a grunt of my one when her knee teases the tip of my back. She was still fast asleep from the looks of it. So she wasn’t doing this on purpose. A devilish voice in my head suggested I reach under the covers and sink into he warm heat. It sounded like a good plan. The idea turned me on even more.But I held myself back. Last night hadn’t been in the cards. It happened and I’m definitely not complain . I just won’t take advantage of the fact that she is sleeping to get myself off. If we’re going to have sex again, it’ll be becaus she’s exclusively makes i
Lost Queen 156:
ADRIANAI almost smiled at how cute Xander seemed, trying to progenr me from seeing the body of the dead woman. Cute had been the word that came to my head. And it’s funny how I was relating that to, debated, the scariest man on earth. I met him carry me to his room. It felt extra nice for some reason. Maybe it was his attention on me. Or the way he was extra careful. You would think he was carrying some kind of prized possession. Knowing I was being respected like that made butterflies swim in my stomach. He deposited me on the bed. Gently. Then he walked to the bathroom. I was about to call him back, thinking he was trying to get away from telling me what he mentioned. But he stopped and turned by the door. “Give me a moment to freshen up then we can get this over with.”I nodded. Not really knowing what to say. Should I say I was feeling nervous? I didn’t know what exactly he was going to say. But it definitely involved my mither. I haven’t fully recovered from the dream I ha
Lost Queen 155:
XANDERAdriana and I stay in the quiet office for what felt like forever. The dead body growing cold by the minute. I had spared her a glance fo make sure she was fine. Seeing someone be killed right in front of you is horrendous. I was forced to witness this when I was five years old.I know how damaging it is. And she has probably never seen anything like it. She looked fine surprisingly. Save for the shock you could see. Nothing was amiss. I made a mental note to call someone for cleanup. But to actually mindlink them to get it done seemed like hardwork. The weight of what just happened settled in much later. Getting on my nerves more. What the fuck was Donovan thinking? This was the only hope we had. Now what does he expect us to do? And better yet, what the hell did she find out what she was about to say? Why did he stop her?I’ve known him for all my life. So I definitely know he has a reason for doing that. Donovan never does anything without thinking it through. Among the
Lost Queen 154:
ADRIANAAll three of us pause in shock after the loud thud of a body meeting the ground.Not that I recovered from the earlier one since Donovan walked in. It didn’t even have much to do with his foreboding presence but rather the unexpectedness of his presence. And for him to see us in such an…intimate position. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to face him again.I had found solace in Xander’s body. At first it was because I didnt know where else to go and it seemed like the safest option. I didn’t have a shirt on for God’s sake. And I wasn’t about to let him see me like that. He isn’t even someone I like particularly. If anything, his presence scares me. And I’m not about to add more reasons why I shouldn’t be anywhere close to hi. This time it would be because I’m traumatized he saw me naked and very close to sleeping with his brother. Damn Adriana, you are really gone. The thought of what mum would think crosses my mind. But for the first time in a long while, I didn’t really
Lost Queen 153:
XANDER“Holy shit.”The unexpected voice makes both Adriana and I turn towards the door where Donovan was standing. His mouth would be on the floor if it was physically possible for that happen.I almost bark out a laugh when Adriana ducks, after making a be dry funny sound. She ended up falling into me, since I was kttong directly in front of her. It must be because of the shock because she throws her arms around my neck and buries her head in the crook of ny neck. I have to force the effect her body has on mine to the back of my head. Because one, Donovan is still standing there and his eyes were on her. A loud growl rips from my chest. “Stop fucking looking at her!”If she wasn’t in my arms, I would have punched his eyes out of their sockets.The only thing saving him from me right now is her. And these damn binds that has my movements limited. How fucking well did she tie the tie? You would think she’d cemented my hands together or something. “What do you want?” I snapped wh
Lost Queen 152:
XANDERTeasing Adrian came at the cost of just sanity. But she owned every part of me so it was a small price to pay.As long as I’ll have her squirming in my thighs. The scent of her arousal the onky scent in the room. It fills my nostrils. And even at that, I inhale again deeply because I’m just greedy like that. “What kind of game is this?” She says, her voice slightly breathless. She tried to sound normal though she wasn’t successful. Her hands tightened on the edge of the desk. If she removed it and is as indents from her fingers. I wouldn’t be surprised. “A game I guarantee we’ll both like very much.” I replied in a raspy voice. Her breath hitches when I place a kiss where her neck and shoulder meets. It is one of her sensitive spots. She reacts perfectly by jumping a bit, offering the perfect friction to get my dick moving. He’s liking her very much now. I haven’t felt this calm in days. Weeks. Heck, even months. There was no war in my head. No voice arguing or fighti
Lost Queen 151:
ADRIANAI didn’t know what to say to Xander after his… confession?It didn’t help that he looked so sure when he spoke. There was no ounce of doubt in his voice. He knew what he was saying. And he was sincere. I didn’t need to Alaina to tell me that much. And it seems, she knew that part too. Everything was confusing. And how he acts makes it all the more crazy for me. The version of him in my head and the version of him I’ve been with for the past few months are entirely different people. He has also made it clear that he just changed. This isn’t how he was before. He changed for me. Anyone would be happy to hear they have such a powerful man wrapped around their fingers. On the other hand, it just made my life more complicated. I knew he was bad. If he had shown me that side. I wouldn’t be in this situation now. But he was different. He caused differently with me especially. And, he was painfully honest. I never knew I would be so annoyed at the thought of so some being uprig
