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106: Beta Has No Power
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Lost Queen 107: Weird Feeling
XANDERThe ability to be soft with someone was one trait I never had.Maybe it was the thought of Adriana and how she would feel about this that made me do it. But I sat with Carlson and we spoke at length. I gave him step by step details on how to start tackling and fixing the bad decisions his brother is making.I saw he was happy to not talk about his fritter so I never brought it up.I’ve met the other brother, Damien. He never had it in him to the alpha. He wasn’t strong enough to be one. But according to the hierarchy, the first son is the alpha. In other packs, they could be beta but most weren’t like that.I was left alone in my office after I forced him to go to the pack doctor and get himself checked out. He insisted he was fine, which I didn’t buy. He wasn’t healing well, one glance at him told me that.And knowing Dreaya, her men were probably pumped full of poison just so they could be deadly to others. I couldn’t wait to watch her bleed out and die right in front of me.
Lost Queen 108: Behind Closed Doors
XANDERI willed myself to forget about everything Daciana just said. I didn’t think it would be easy but the moment I got to my floor, my thoughts automatically switched to Adriana.As much as I wanted to feel pissed off knowing that she was with her mother. And also knowing she was probably in on whatever stupid plan Dreaya has. I wasn't worried about that. I was more worried for her than anything.Dreaya didn’t look like she was joking when she said she didn’t have any use for her anymore. And I know what she usually does to people she felt were no longer of us to her.But, it could also have been a ploy for me to think that so I could trust Adriana with everything. The thing is, she didn’t have to lie.I knew I shouldn’t trust her. I knew it was wrong. But I said fuck it. Even now, I didn’t care and I would say fuck it one million times more if she were to come back. I’ll bare my soul to her. Give her a silver dagger and trust that she wouldn’t stab me in the heart.Call me crazy.
Lost Queen 109: Dream Land
ADRIANAI think I’m starting to become too familiar with death. And I didn’t like it very much.I was barely having steady relationships in the real world. I’m not about to start others in the afterlife.I’ve been locked in this empty abyss for days. Since there was no difference between night or day, I didn’t know how many days it had been. I only know that I’m sick of being here. And I wanted to leave. But there was no way to communicate with the outside world. I tried the tactic mum taught me. Even that didn’t work.Without the ability to escape from my head. I was locked in that dark room for what seems like forever.What was the most weird about it was the feeling of deja vu I had. Like I had been there before. Or in this type of situation. There was no way to control it when I was down here with no one to talk to.After what felt like years, I finally felt something. Another presence close to me. I tried speaking to it. The person approaching me. Or so I think. The second I turn
Lost Queen 110: Good Actor
ADRIANAIt takes me about five minutes to catch my breath and wait longer to start seeing clearly.The dim lights in the room certainly did not help with that. And I could swear my eyesight was good when I was in my mum’s pack. But since I came back here, it has been shit.I couldn’t see well in the dark. Which has never been the problem since I got reunited with my wolf. Now though, it is pretty much back to how it was before I met her.When I was in my old pack. I could barely see, barely hear any better than a human and I couldn’t move fast like the rest of the wolves. Which was a great disadvantage in a pack where you’re always bullied.My mind was running. Different images of the great disadvantage I used to be in slipping into my memories.A certain tall blond haired boy. I wasn’t sure about his name but he seemed to be everywhere. Most of the time he was hitting me or hurling insults at me. I couldn’t tell why he hated me.I knew it wasn’t happening in real time. It was like wa
Lost Queen 111: Enchanted Room
XANDERAdriana flinches and moves back when I try to hold her. I didn’t understand her reaction. But I don’t push her, knowing that would be the worst thing seeing how she was acting.After retracting my hand that was reaching for her, I glanced down at my body. I felt the cool air hitting me in places it definitely shouldn’t be unless something was wrong. And something was wrong. Because how the fuck was I not wearing clothes?I’m completely naked with my dick jutting out. A bead of precum at the tip.“What the fuck?” The question slipped from my mouth before I could control it.There was a lot of crazy shit going on right here and I‘m kind of sick of it.Seeing as I was naked and didn’t feel my dick becoming fucking hard. Then I would say that is not fucking surprising anymore. I should just expect everything to happen.But before I can get to that. I needed to fix this immediate problem that has me looking like a pervert in Adriana’s eyes.What would she think if she thought I want
Lost Queen 112: Naked
ADRIANAI’m living from nightmare to nightmare.There is nothing anyone would tell me that will make me think otherwise.The most recent I had materialized in the form of Xander seeing me naked. It wasn’t my plan of course. But none of what was happening was my plan.It is like I fell off the real earth and landed somewhere in a crazy town where everything has returned upside down. Not literally.There was only one thing I wanted. I needed to see my mum. She is the only one that can make this better.She’ll know what to do about all this. She always does.I’m clueless and lost here with Xander and all the weird things happening. I have no idea what to feel or how to act. And with all the new crazy things happening by the second. I think I'm going to lose my mind before it is over.“Adriana,” Xander says, not giving up and disappearing like I thought he would.I did pray for that to happen. Seems, as always, that my prayers weren’t answered.The sound of Xander’s voice makes me want to
Lost Queen 113: Promise
XANDERWe were lucky Adriana had wearable clothes. Thanks to Candace who always made sure she kept the room habitable. I didn’t even know she cleared every part of it. But there wasn’t even a single spec of dirt in the closet.It seemed right though. She loved Adriana and wanted to keep her memory alive. I wouldn’t be surprised if I found out she watered the plants that were in the room before.I’ll have to go and ask her how she does it. Because I couldn’t imagine coming here for a long time after what happened last time.I felt the need to do something good for her because of this.Retying the towel so it stayed on this fucking time. Since my clothes are still nowhere to be found in this crazy ass room. I’ll stick to this.We were—well, I was trying to figure out how we were going to get out of here.Adriana sat on the bed doing her best to ignore me. Which was working well. Because as much as I was trying to engage her in a conversation and try to figure things out. She pretended a
Lost Queen 114:
ADRIANASpeaking to Xander was hopeless and I soon gave up after I repeated the same thing for the fifth time.He kept getting distracted by starting at my lips like solemn kind of weirdo. And when I mention it, he only smiles and promises to pay attention. He never did.“Hey, where are you going? Don’t get angry.” He follows me when I get on the bed and try to pull the covers over my head.Because of how fast he was, he was able to grip it from my hand and pull it away from me.“I’ll pay attention this time. I promise for real now. I’ll not get distracted.” I wanted to believe him.Who was I kidding, I knew he was going to waste my time.“What is distracting you?” There wasn’t much in the room besides us. So I had no idea what he was getting lost in.“You won’t like it.” He shakes his head.I started turning to the side, he could’t have that. He stopped me by taking hold of my hand. I tried to pull away but hit was fruitless.“Fine.” He clears his throat. Acting like he was nervous.
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