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44. Jealous Means Love
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2024-10-29 19:42:56With an annoyed face, Clarissa stepped outside, towards Adimasta and the two girls.
"Hey, how fun, take photos together." Clarissa smiled but her heart was furious.
Adimasta turned around. "Hey, just a minute. It'll be over in a bit."
"It's okay, just keep going. I haven't finished my food either." Clarissa's voice was a little hoarse. Then she quickly returned to the dining area.
"Sorry, your girlfriend is sulking, isn't she?" One of the girls said to Adimasta.
"No, it is okay. That's how she is. Another picture?" asked Adimasta.
"It's fine, it’s enough. Thank you." The other one answered.
Adimasta handed the camera to one of the girls then returned to the table where he was eating. Clarissa sat there with a sour face. She ate reluctantly. Her eyes glanced at Adimasta, pretending to be busy with the food in front of her.
"They asked for photos. It was fun. They were friendly." Adimasta spoke as his hand raised his glas
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