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94. Leaving with A Pure Heart
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2024-10-29 19:42:56A faint smile appeared on Lena's slightly dry lips. She looked at Clarissa.
"It's true, there are things that we strive for, we don't necessarily get. Pain, disappointment, for sure. It's just like mama said, I have to have a clean heart." Lena continued her sentence.
Clarissa was still sitting where she was, looking at Lena who spoke in a weaker voice.
"My life is coming to an end. Why... should I leave all... with wounds? I want to leave with a ... clean heart, pure heart." More softly and slowly the sentence left Lena's lips.
"Lena?" Clarissa touched Lena's arm. Worried that the girl's voice was getting further and further away, her eyes grew dimmer.
"I'm just sleepy ..." said Lena. She closed his ey
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