4 - Desire

Writer's pov

Around eight at night. Siddarth's business friends get together party was going in it's full swing. As per order Nivi already locked her inside his bedroom. She was preparing her bed at floor to take a small nap because after that party she needs to clean up everything. So these were some golden opportunities to take some rest.

Nivi was not allowed to sleep on bed without Siddarth's permission. Time she was on bed was when Siddarth wants to satisfy his sexual desires  but soon after his urge get full filled he kick her out from the bed.

There were several times Nivi wished to sleep on bed or to rest her body on that soft spring  mattress when her body screamed with pain. But other than looking at them there wasn't any opinions. What she use on floor can't be called as a mattress because it was a thin sponge material which worn out as much as it can. An old cotton bedsheet and a cotton cover that was her duvet. Even pillow wasn't provided. Sometimes she used her bag or dress to put support on neck when she feels pain on neck after all hectic works. But it is worst when Siddarth uses air conditioner at minimum. He will be sound asleep under his soft quilt but all suffering was for Nivi. Under that thin cotton bedsheet she will try her best to sleep.

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" So Siddarth how you feel after seeing your under top five prominent business personalities? " Siddarth and his business friends were at garden side celebrating with drinks and food for his new success.

" It's all same. What the difference? " Siddarth replied while sipping some alcohol.

" Oh come on don't be so modest man.

After that new project your position will be at first. Nothing to get surprised after all whose blood runs through your body. The great Dev Singh Khurana. Your dad might be happy when he watches your success from there" one of his friend commented.

" It was really a shock for everyone when Mr Khurana bid farewell from us so suddenly. No one thought that ......" His friend stopped in middle and sighed.

" He was all happy and healthy when he attended the last share holders meeting. Then soon after that day I got the call about his sudden death. He never skipped his health check-ups, your mom never allowed that. She always took care about his medicines then how a sudden attack made everything upside down ? " There was an middle aged man who is Siddarth's Dad's friend.

" Sometimes no one can handle huge blows uncle. Especially when they get to know that they lost something precious from their hand. " Siddarth mumbled and gulped the entire glass.

" Without seeing my marriage, without taking seeing his grandchildren he just went like that and there is only one person to blamed for it. " Siddarth mumbled pressing the glass within his hands.

" Leave it Siddarth why you want to dig out what already happened? " Suddenly a women in her mid fifties appeared behind Siddarth  along with her a man in his early thirties.

Indira Rathore and her younger son Raguveer Rathore.

" Aunty you also lost something precious then how can you behave like everything is normal? " Siddarth looked at her with his pain filled eyes.

" We can't change what already happened or we can't blame anyone for that. Everything is fate. In this old age whom I will blame " she wipes her tears. All of sudden surroundings become silent.

" Come on mom ..... Don't be like this. Sid you carry on she is always like this. " Her son took her towards mansion and others joined back with Siddarth

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" What the hell was that mom ? Infront of everyone seriously ?  " Raguveer, her son yelled at her

" To provoke Siddarth such dosages are needed at regular intervals Veer. If our plan doesn't goes like we want then forget about getting a single penny on your hands.

Instead of money and luxuary there will be hand cuffs on our hands. Do you want to spend your good life in jail? " She yelled back at Raguveer and he suddenly shook his head as no.

" One who I had  all hope was your brother Rudra but since he is already in that condition I can't expect anything from him. As his mother it hurts Veer it hurts like hell. When I see my son on hospital bed counting his days I just want to rip of that girl's head.  Even if we don't get  money I don't care but one thing I really want is to see that girl Nivedita rotting. I want to see her dead body , I want her to die before my son leaves me. How dare that gold digger to ruin my precious son's life ?" Indira sat on the couch banging on it with anger

" I was only one month away from you both then how .... How your brother got trapped in that gold digger's hand? I thought Siddarth will kill her at that instant when he get to know what she did.  I thought he will break her into pieces who is the reason for all the bad Omen happened to his family. Instead of that he married that girl and ......... I still don't understand what is this Siddarth even thinking ? Why he is with that gold digger instead of putting her in jail ? "  Indira banged her hands in frustration again and again.

" Mom please..... I told you already it wasn't bhayya's  fault completely. This girl was so stubborn and was behind Rudra wherever he goes. Not only Rudra but no men can ignore such a beautiful girl. He was completely smitten by Nivedita. Who thought that this girl will turn out to be a gold digger? " Veer tried to justify his brother

Meanwhile they were discussing Indira saw one of Siddarth's business client coming into house who was drunk. He asked them way to washroom. Indira never leaves a chance to trap Nivedita into troubles so she showed him way towards Siddarth's room.

" Go and ask Siddarth to come inside" Indira ordered to Veer and smirked.

Nivi was lying in floor who almost slipped into sleep but she quickly opened her eyes when the door swish opened. With much difficulty she wake up from the floor and looked whether it is Siddarth ?

" Sid... Sir..... " She called him and switch on the table lamp but stayed there freezed on that cold floor seeing a stranger inside the room.

" Excuse me .... You can't.... " She quickly stood from the floor and went to stop him further moving forward.

" Who..... Who are you ? ......" He was swinging on his place because he was drunk and almost began to fall . Nivi held him before falling down and tried her best to send him out before anything wrong happens.

But if someone deliberately wanted to hurt her then nothing can stop in it's way. When she bring him out from the room Siddarth was already in front of her with that death glare on his face.

He snapped his fingers and two men took that man with them. He took two steps forward and Nivi keep two step backwards with a sorry face.

" He was mistakenly came here. Nothing like you are thinking sidd... I mean sir.... Soon after I saw him I took him out ..." She was trying her best to clear her side.

" Wait here ..... I will be right back after wrapping up that get together. I will deal with you then " Siddarth forcefully pushed her towards the room and locked the door from outside.

After sending everyone he kept his word. He soon raged back to his room snarling like a mad bull. Indira smirked seeing Siddarth but he stopped on his heels while climbing the stairs.

" You both are not leaving ? " He asked arrogantly.

" We are just leaving...." Veer replied quickly and  took his mom with him.

Nivi was already moved to a corner and was crying thinking about what he will do with her . Whatever he gave yesterday was still on her back. She cried loudly like a child when he pulled her up by hair.

" I am sorry I didn't do anything wrong. He came to wrong room because he was drunk.." she screamed as much as she can.

" How he came right into this room ? There are lots of  room in this house ... How he find this one room? You calyl him right ? " He narrowed his eyes and asked.

" No , what are you saying ? Have I ever done that before ? " Nivi asked

" No , but what if you wanted to do it now ? " He pushed Nivi to floor and stared at her with his wide opened eyes

"  Ohhh now I remember. Actually I was going so easy on you now a days right?  Slut you must be missing me so much that you trapped some other man to make you happy right ? " Siddarth asked with a sarcastic smile.

" No , no... I never do that. I swear .... Please leave me ..... " She was trying her best to loosen his grip on her hair.

" You find I am not enough for you little whore? Really ? " He pushed her towards the bed and screamed.

" Okay fine then I will end that need for you.  " 

" Sir please......I sorry I won't repeat it again. I will live like a ghost I won't make any problem please don't do this...." She tried to  crawl  back but Siddarth's lustful eyes were already got on her body in a bad way.

Within seconds he unbuttoned his shirt and threw it towards floor and stood at the end of his bed.

" What are you waiting for undress before I tear it off " he commanded

" Sir please..... " She joined her both hands and begged not to do it. But her request never granted by Siddarth.

" I said undress you....." She flinched on bed and quickly pulled up her top and pulled down her pyjama pants.

" On you knees " other command and she did like he said. She sat on knees in her bra and panties.

" what are you looking for ? Take it ....." He ordered while standing there crossing his arms. Nivi bit her lips try not to cry or make any sound. Hesitatingly though he unbuttoned his jeans and pulled down along with his briefs. She sat there with an awkward face

" Now .... " He shouted.

" You wanted some stranger's dick inside you  but hesitant to even look at you husband's " he pulled her face up forcefully and asked

Siddarth groaned after each and every stroke which Nivi gave him with her hands and mouth.  His hands were trailing over her bare back shoulders. He unbuckled her bra and threw it away.

" Faster.... " He again ordered

" Kiss there.." Another command.

" You little whore what are you waiting for ? Don't act like an innocent slut because I know what is your real face? . You must have done this to many men right ? You must be trapping them with this filthy body of yours right ? " He was rude , arrogant not a slight mercy showed in his eyes

" That's why I never touched you with a little bit of love or care you bitch.  That's why I always beat you up and made this body of yours into something disgusting. Look at yourself do you think that any one will dare to look this filthy body of yours again ? You are now a ugly pieces of shit girl... And not even in your dreams think that you will be able to enjoy mine inside you. You will never enjoy that sexual pleasure in your life time until you are with me. Do you understand  " he shouted and pushed her to a side.

He dragged her towards the floor and ordered her to kneel down on floor.  He sat on bed and made space for her to shove her head in between his muscled thigh. While weeping she continued her job. His groan echoed all over the room. His hands where brutally playing with her boobs which made her squirm. He kneed them , pressed them , played with the erected nipples. But all those where just some actions or torture he wanted to give her.

After all those filthy actions Siddarth  went straight to sleep quenching his desire but putting Nivi in  deep pit of misery. His each and every word was mentally disturbing her. She began to feel like she is not worthy. Those body shaming which he does each and every day made her think that she is now ugly.  She began to believe that she not beautiful anymore and her confidence level dropped. While using bathroom she watched her body at mirror .she quickly splashed water on that huge mirror to blur her image. That much she hated herself and not wanted to see her body filled with bruises mark.

Nivi stayed under shower for hours repeatedly rubbing her body forcefully wherever Siddarth touched her. Tears were something which she couldn't control but she controlled her sound when she whimpered.

Siddarth was standing outside the bathroom leaning his back towards the door . He can clearly hear her whimpering sound and he stood there spacing out and sighed heavily. That looks on his eyes and face expression showed something different. He was not that monster Siddarth who tortured Nivi before. He tightly squeezed his eyes and put his head down thinking something.

He suddenly turned and raised his hands to tap on the door but hesitated.

" You brought this on yourself Nivi.... I wish we shouldn't have met in this way " he mumbled and went back to his bed.