5 - Story

Siddarth's pov

" Nivedita.........." I called her while I was getting ready to go office. Soon after hearing my voice she came into my walk in closet.

" Sir....." 

Sir..... That addressing  I don't like it. Especially when I hear it from Nivi. But funniest part is I am the one who ordered her to address me as sir.

Even if it is by mistake she calls me Siddarth or Sid I will punish her. 

I like her to call me Siddarth, it's so good to hear  her calling me Siddarth with her sweet soothing sound. But I hate it at the same time I don't want to make my heart soft for her. This is the truth which I don't want to admit. Nivi bothers me. I have concern about her, whatever I said when I met her for first time during our marriage proposal was genuine.

Whatever I said were came from my bottom of heart.

She is a real beauty, I have never seen a beautiful girl like Nivi. But at the same time it hurts like hell she doesn't have that beauty in her heart. Her tears makes my heart weak but my whole family is crying because of her. Infront of their tears her tears are nothing but just crocodile tears.

My dad is not with us because of her. Our family break because of her , my sweet mom become like heartless women because of her , Indira aunty lost her son because of her and most importantly light of this Khurana family get blown away because of her. All bad luck happened with us was because of her then I don't know how I fell for this girl even after torturing her, punishing her, beating her.

Maybe Indira aunty was right this girl knows how to seduce men with her innocent look.

My manhood inside me screams to bang her right now but other side pulls me back not to touch that filthy girl who flirts around men for their money. That kind of girls are nothing but  whores. Even prostitutes will leave their client after work but these kind of money sucking sluts will only leave their partner after seeing their destruction.

" My tie " I said without looking at her. She quickly went to take one matching tie with my suit and give it to me. She remembers very well how to stand in front of me , not to meet her eyes with mine, always keep a distance from me.

" Tie it " I ordered. She quickly stood straight infront of me and began to tie it. Her heart was racing same like mine. Hands were shivering in fear because if one mistake next second she will be on floor. I was noticing her she actually loosen lots of weight. Collar bones were very much visible in an ugly way, dark circles, newly formed bruises on face and a cut on head which I gave when she tried to run away from me.

Whenever she does such things there will be fear generate inside me. Not because she will disclose anything to this world even if she did that no police or media move their little finger against Khuranas. But fear was generated due to loneliness I feel when she is not by my side. Breaking my trust she tried to drug me and ran away from me.

I don't know how her lips are always come back  looking normal even after she ends up bleeding after my beatings. Red , small tempting lips which I always wanted to taste with mine. Ravishing every inch of it with my tongue. At the same time I wanted to destroy them thinking that who all should have touched them before me.  For whom all she would have spread her legs to taste her. 

" Enough ..." I shouted suddenly in a rage when all these thoughts filled my brain. Nivi shuddered and quickly stood back by looking down

" Sorry my mistake..... " She was repeatedly saying that. Why she is sorry? For what she is sorry? She should have said this sorry or felt this guilt before doing her filthy acts.

" Better watch your place...." I warned her and walked out wearing my coat.

She was running behind me when I strides down the stairs

" Sir your breakfast....." She said when I walked towards the main door instead of going to dining hall. Without giving a reply I just walked and door closed with a thud sound behind me. Nivi's freedom ends behind that door.

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When I was at office I got a call from my brother's house informing me that my mom is not feeling well. I quickly took my car and went to his house.

" Mom I was really worried when Divya bhaabi told me you got minor attack. What happened mom I told you to stay away from all stress. We are here for everything then why you are destroying your health ? " I was at my younger brother Vikram's house  where yesterday my family went.

" Siddarth mom is fine now . Doctor checked her. It was due to some sudden....." Gouri bhaabi said with a sad face but stopped at middle.

" What really happened yesterday ? " I asked and looked at everyone doubtfully.

" What else? Ridhima was the reason. Yesterday she became violent, so violent that she pushed mom to get out from her room. She was crying all night and was shouting at walls. At last doctor came and give her some sedatives. Only after that everything become calm. But soon after that mom fell on floor unconscious." When jhanvi bhaabi explained what happened I forget to breath. I looked at mom and then at others worriedly.

" Actually this is a good sign right ? For all these months Ridhima was silent, not even talked to anyone. Only stared outside all day and night but now she at least started to speak ." I said like we got something hopeful.

" No Siddarth doctor said this is bad. She is becoming violent and that can be dangerous for her. She might began to show suicide temptations if it goes like this. She might be shocked what she witnessed months back and Rudra almost died infront of her. She must be thinking that her husband is no more and we can't even let her meet Rudra in that condition. His condition is worst due to third degree burns , she can barely understand his face due to burns. That will lead the situation more critical. " Jhanvi bhaabi said

" Then what you guys want me to do ? I am ready to take her at any psychiatrist in this world. It's only for her I am not allowing to take him out from ventilator. Even if it is with the help of machines at least he is breathing.  ..."

" Kill her.... Kill that bitch who made my angel's life into a fire pit. " My mom screamed from bed and she was crying.

" Death will be easy for her mom . She has to feel all that pain now we are going through. "  My brother Viren shouted while walking into the room.

" She is also suffering can't you see that? Am I going easy on her ? Did I ever looked at her or talked to her softly ? Did I ever stopped anyone to not punish her or humiliate her ? No , then what you all are expecting from me? What can I do more than this ? I am punishing her, beating up her every day and night , let he starve for weeks not even provide a drop of water , locked up inside that huge house all alone. Other than that what you want me to do ? " I stood from the couch in a rage and let out my all anger.

" So what ? Now you are feeling pity for her ? Does her tears made your heart soft? Then can't you see your sister's tears ? Those tears not giving any pain for you ? Indira lost her son because of that bitch " my mom shouted back

" I know my sister and I can understand her but don't blame Nivedita for everything . Rudra is also at fault as much as Nivedita because even if that girl trapped him why he went behind her forgetting that he has a wife and he is someone's husband. He is getting all pity because he is on hospital bed. I think more than a Nivedita he was the one who did biggest sin because he is the one who suffering more than Nivedita. " I yelled at everyone

" My son is suffering more because he tried to save his wife before him. " We all turned towards the side from where we heard sound

" Aunty.... I didn't mean ....." I saw Indira aunty standing at door along with Veer

" I know you didn't mean to hurt anyone but as his mother it hurts Siddarth. I know my son is also not perfect but he never stopped loving Ridhima. If he was smitten by that bitch then he wouldn't have tried to save Ridhima before him . That girl is a murderer Siddarth. She is the one who set up  fire inorder to kill Ridhima so that she can live with Rudra. " What the hell ? Now from where this accusation came all of sudden ?

" Aunty please, I know inorder to hate that girl we all have many reasons but accusing her ... "

" I know you won't believe me Siddarth and I still don't understand why you are putting a blind eye on investigation. With your power it is as much as easy like plucking a flower to do a tight investigation on this but you are deliberately making it slow why ?  Don't tell me after living with that girl you are also falling for that bitch " I stood there freezed when aunty said that. I am not a person who will stay quit when someone accuse me for something wrong but now I am silent. I am not clearing my name here why ?

" Siddarth ..... Is it true"  my mom stood from the bed and shouted at me . She doesn't even bothered about her current health.

" Why you all not trying to understand me? Falling for her ? Really ? I won't do such a mistake never ever mom. Listen to me aunty I am also a human being , all burdens are on my shoulders just give me some time. Let me breath properly. Ridhima is my sister and without getting her Justice I won't die. About investigation, why you are feeling that I am not showing any interest in that ? Police are trying to find solid evidence for what happened. We can't put Nivedita in jail accusing her for keeping a relationship with Rudra. Now it's legal to have such relationships. " I said suppressing my all anger.

" That's what I said Siddarth she is the one who tried to kill your sister putting fire on house. She withdrawn a lump sum money from his account tricking him. " Aunty said

" What ? How ? I mean that can't be because account is under Ridhima's name then how she can take that money " Vikram stood from the couch and reacted.

" That's what I am saying she is a girl who has many tricks in her hands. Even though account holder is Ridhima since business was handled by Rudra he can give consent with her signature. That bitch might have wanted to get rid of Ridhima to loot everything in her name. Rudra would have understood this girl's trap. Otherwise how this girl know the right day Rudra will be out of town ? She planned to kill Ridhima at that correct day but Rudra came back unexpectedly. So she already set up fire and ran from there with the money.  Fortunately Rudra saved Ridhima on time. " What to believe ? Whom to believe I don't know.

" Nivedita is not a poor girl . She is brought up in a good family, her dad was a business man which was going all good at that time then why she should run behind money trapping men ? Does that make any sense " I am defending Nivedita now which is really shocking for me also

" You are so naive Siddarth. We all know about her life in that house. That wasn't her house. Without any option her dad let her live there or gave that last name Varma to her . She did her schooling and collage by staying at hostel. Rarely she comes to her house. Without proper family and no one to control her anyone can say how she should have lead her life. Her dad's business was failing slowly so she was trying to find a safe zone for her before all burdens fall into her shoulders. " Whatever aunty said was also making sense but...

" Sid ..... Actually Nivedita first came to meet my brother asking for a job " veer said

"She lied to brother saying that she has no family or anything and she really wants a job for paying her collage fee and all. She wasn't a graduate so there wasn't any desk job for her. Bhayya tried his best to avoid her she was bugging to him. I know my brother is at fault because at some point he also began to feel pity on her after hearing her sad story so he let her work in his house as a maid. But that was his biggest mistake . Her flirting went uncontrollable and Ridhima bhaabi always scold her for putting her head in their marriage life. She always created rift between them and this make huge fights between bhaabi and bhayya. I am ashamed to say this but when they fought bhayya found his solace in Nivedita's hands. She utilized that situation very well but for bhayya Ridhima bhaabi was his life and he tried to avoid Nivedita in all ways but she was more bugging to him. Which made her jealous of Ridhima and rest happened is the after effects of that jealousy. " We all were listening to him without blinking our eyes.

" Why you are saying this now ? Why you shut your mouth all this time then ? " I yelled at veer

" I was afraid, I thought you will blame bhayya for everything. " He replied in his trembling voice

" But there is no proof for anything.." jhanvi bhaabi commented

" There is ... There is proof. My brother's secretary Shruti. She witnessed everything happened between Nivedita and bhayya.  " Veer said.

" I want to meet her "I only said that much and I went to meet my sister Ridhima.